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Kako И ФoyHд Cлoбoдa oд ceбe ca Aиaxyacцa I find it befitting after my second Ayahuasca healing ceremony to finally reveal to you about my experience with the Plant Spirit. Although the sacred Ayahuasca ceremony has been held in India for a while both of us got a chance to do it thanks to the ??????? who brought down a wonderful Amazonian shaman, Herbert Quinteros Flores. The first sessions were held in an organic farm on the outskirts of Mumbai; the ceremony is supposed to be conducted in natural surroundings where trees and plants are dominant as compared to the urban jungle. Prior to the ceremony we went for a purifying floral bath, this makes you feel refreshed. A bucketful of water filled with petals and few drops of Peruvian Agua de Florida – a cologne used in South America by shamans for cleansing, ??????, ritual feeding and flowering. Components of the scent include citrus and herbal notes along with spice and floral undertones. I was anxious before the first ceremony, I had no clue of what lies ahead. I was smoking tobacco trying to calm myself down, the strange thing is I don’t smoke it usually. Since this was my first ceremony I was asked to speak to Herbert, to present my intent and consult with him. The First Ceremony – Manifestation of Intent To set the tone for this transformational journey, Anahata took us on a deep shamanic drumming session – this helped bring a sense of calmness among most of us. The ceremony was going to take place in a hut with a thatched roof, open on all sides and surrounded by fields. Mattresses were lined up on either side of the Shaman’s altar, and each one was given a bucket or the ‘vomit’ bucket, a bottle of water, tissue paper for wiping our mouths after puking, a blanket in case you feel the shivers, and a pillow; this can be expected during most ceremonies. We all took our respective places and were ready for the ceremony to begin. There were approximately 20 of us, and Herbert sat at the start of the ceremonial space. He opens a packet of Mapacho tobacco and blows the smoke inside the brew bottle and over his body. He seals the sacred space of the ceremony to prevent any dark spirits from entering. This circle of healing or ‘Arkana,’ protects all the participants from encountering dark forces. (The Mapacho is Nicotina rustica, considered the most sacred of all the tobaccos within American Indian tribes, used for ceremonial purposes, to protect and purify. It is most commonly mixed with other tobaccos such as N. glauca or N. sylvestris to lessen the potency of it as it is by far the most powerful Nicotine.) He walks around, blowing the sacred smoke on each one of us, and soon after this, Herbert begins pouring a cup of the brew. The Shaman says that the spirits tell them how much each of us needs to drink. The more healing a person needs, the more they get. The dosage is also dependent on your experience with the medicine. Since it was my first ceremony I was given half a cup, this too happens in co-ordination. The first person closest to the Shaman gets the first cup, then subsequently each one walks to him and gets their dose. Once everybody is done the candle is put out and darkness fills the hut. Within a quarter of an hour people begin to feel the effects – purging (puking), some begin to laugh, some get ecstatic, for some it is frequent trips to the toilet, while for me I was in a complete state of consciousness, wondering why is nothing happening to me. After a long time, I passed out, and when I woke up I realized the medicine effect had well taken over me. When I looked outside the hut at the trees and the stars, everything seemed like it should be, nothing seemed out of the extraordinary, but when I shifted focus inside it was a different story altogether. The Shaman looked surreal, there were no lights, eyes begin to play tricks in the darkness; the person next to me had transformed into an object straight out of my intent. For a long time, it was in my mind, pulsating moving, why do I think like this and when I wanted to get it out of me the visual started morphing into molecules and breaking down until it was diminished out of my head. Post that I lied down for a while, an unexplainable cold shiver took over my body, the blanket provided seemed to do nothing. Herbert was chanting his Icaros and passed by each one of us. As he approached me I could feel the tremendous amount of energy he was emitting, nothing like I had ever experienced before in my life. I felt no urge to vomit, what most people were doing, some people were visiting the toilet but for me my purging was in the form of uncontrollable yawning. Most of the time in my first session I was lying down, Herbert’s Icaros were extremely beautiful, I was getting carried away with the flute, occasionally I would tune into how other people were dealing. Later I realized that I shouldn’t have compared this experience to others trying to draw parallels and similarities. The effects of the medicine wore out in a couple of hours, although one could go and have another cup. I was a little hesitant and when I approached, the Shaman had already closed the ceremony. The ceremony lasted for around five to six hours, one of the important aspects that I overlooked is the diet. Ten days prior to doing the ceremony one is suppose to go on a strict diet, no meat, no sugar or salt, no processed food, only simple food and a lot of water to detox and prepare your body for the medicine. Although I wasn’t really sticking to the whole detox, three days prior to the ceremony I virtually starved myself and got my system as clean as I could get. Overall the first experience left me with a feeling of something being incomplete, though I felt my intent was addressed there were something that the Shaman told me about myself that got me thinking. The recommended way to work with the medicine is to do minimum three ceremonies. The Second ceremony: Calmness Prevailed Lucky for me, in a couple of months opportunity knocked on my door again and I found myself with a cup that was three quarters full in my hand. I looked up and drank it under the star lit sky, this one was different. In a few minutes I began to feel the effects. Unlike the first ceremony where I had an intent I wanted to work on, this time I decided to let the medicine do what it has to do, as they say a Mother knows best. The world started to look different in around 30 ????????, there was something happening. My past experience with hallucinogens taught me to look up to the stars to know how potent the substance is, so I was watching a gentle motion beginning to build up in the sky. I had decided to let the Spirit medicine work with me, I could feel it coursing through my body. I felt my impurities collecting inside my body, like we made a deal that all the toxicity present in my body would collect in the gut and that’s exactly what was happening. I could feel the build up in my stomach. I knew the dose was stronger than the first time, so I was expecting a certain amount of visual or mental chaos but Mother Spirit had a different plan. After my massive experimentation with acid in my twenties my mind was never the same – I was dealing with a mind that was constantly thinking and even while holding conversations my mind would drift away and it was a constant battle that I had gotten used to. Instead of my mind going berserk on Ayahuasca, I found peace after years; it was like someone pressed the pause button in my head, there were no thoughts, no chaos, there was nothing just me and the star lit sky which stretched up to Infinity. The entire night was blissful, not a single thought went by me, nothing unwanted slipped in and the peace was not affected by any of the chaos outside. I felt like I had gone back in time to what I used to be ages before my mind was altered. The entire night went by observing, no thoughts, no judgments just watching as other peoples’ processes unfolded. When the ceremony was closed people were sharing how their experience was, I was still in a state of calm, I din’t want to speak because I was so blissed out by the fact that I was experiencing the experience I never imagined I would experience. Although this is not something I wanted to mention, if you recollect in the start of my experience I mentioned about all the impurities collecting in my gut. I visited the commode and had the dirtiest smelliest visit which looked like dark green poison getting out of my system. Its been over a month since I had my second experience and I still feel the same, a veil of calm has been drawn over me. I am in complete awe of the Plant Spirit medicine and how it has worked on me. Here are few lines I wrote about my Ayahuasca experience… “Amongst the chaos I emerged calm and brave. All my fears were left in their grave. The churning of gears the voice in my head, All was stopped but I wasn’t dead. With each breath of air, life was renewed. Transformed by the spirit vine, Unburdened and purified. Mother works her magic and she knows best. Let her flow, rekindling the fire in your soul All the healing you need, she knows.” Thank you all involved in my transformation, much love and appreciation to each one of you! Love you Pachamama! My best friend is in need of doing this. Does anyone know if there are any shamens in the Philippines where he is living? He is willing, just need to find someone who does this. He cannot leave the Philippines, so must be someone from there…thanks to anyone who can direct me to finding someone to help him. He really wants to do this. I hear that there are churches here in the US that allow the use of this magnificent vine. Among other things as well. But its considered part of religion since people in the amazon have been doing this for thousands of years. Much like the (forgive me if I don’t have the full name) National Indian Church with its peyote. DMT is what causes the trip. Thanks so much for sharing your journey. I have been longing fir a long time now to participate in the ceremony. I have been living in Thailand for a while and have not found such an opportunity here; for some reason, it was fixed in my mind that I would have to travel to South America to have this experience. Reading that India is a possibility got me excited again. I shall keep a look out for details. Brian Great reading! I’d love to have the opportunity to do the same thing, a real ceremony and far away from the urban jungle. Thank you Clyde, shared! Blessings, Pauline ♥
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Kako sam pronašao slobodu od sebe s ayahuasca Ja ga pronaći pristajući nakon mog drugog ceremonije Ayahuasca ozdravljenja na kraju vam otkriti o mom iskustvu s Duhom bilja. Iako sveta Ayahuasca ceremonija je održana u Indiji za neko vrijeme i od nas je dobio priliku to učiniti zahvaljujući Anahata Foundation koji je donio niz prekrasan Amazonian šamana, Herbert Quinteros Flores. Prva sjednica održano u organskom farmi u predgrađu Mumbaija; Svečanost je trebala biti provedena u prirodnom okruženju u kojemu stabla i biljke su dominantni u odnosu na urbanu džunglu. Prije svečanosti smo išli za pročišćavanje cvjetnim kupke, to čini se osjećate osvježeni. Posudu punu vode ispunjen latica i nekoliko kapi peruanski Agua de Florida – Köln se koristi u Južnoj Americi šamana za čišćenje, lije?enje, ritual hranjenja i procvat. Dijelovi mirisa su limun i biljnih bilješke uz začina i cvjetnim prigušeno. Bio sam uznemiren prije prve svečanosti, Nisam imao pojma o tome što je pred nama. Bio sam pušiti duhan pokušavam se smiriti, Čudno je da ne pušiti obično. Budući da je to bio moj prvi Svečano sam se pitao kako razgovarati s Herbert, predstaviti svoju namjeru i posavjetovati se s njim. Prva svečanost – Manifestacija namjere Da postavite ton za ovaj transformacijski putovanje, Anahata nas je na dubokoj šamanske bubnjanje sjednici – ovo je pomogao donijeti osjećaj smirenosti među većinu nas. Svečanost će se održati u kolibi sa slamnatim krovom, otvoren sa svih strana, a okružen poljima. Madraci su postrojilo se na obje strane šamana oltara, a svaki je dobio kantu ili 'povraćati’ kanta, boca vode, toaletni papir za brisanje usta se nakon puking, deka u slučaju da osjetite drhtavice, i jastuk; to se može očekivati tijekom većine svečanosti. Svi smo je našim odgovarajućim mjestima i bili spremni za svečanosti za početak. Bilo je oko 20 nas, a Herbert je sjedio na početku svečanog prostora. On otvara paket Mapacho duhana i puse dim unutar pivo boca i nad svojim tijelom. On zapečati sveti prostor svečanosti kako bi se spriječilo bilo kakve mračne duhove da uđu. Ovaj krug ozdravljenja ili "Arkana,’ štiti sve sudionike iz susreta s mračnim silama. (Mapacho je Nicotina Rustica, smatra najsvetije od svih duhana u indijanskih plemena, koristi za ceremonijalne svrhe, zaštititi i očistiti. To se najčešće miješa s drugim duhana, kao što su N. glauca ili N. sylvestris smanjiti moć njega kao da je daleko najmoćniji nikotina.) On obilazi, puhanje sveti dim na svakom od nas, a ubrzo nakon toga, Herbert počinje zalivši šalicu napitak. Šaman kaže da im se duhovi reći koliko je svatko od nas treba piti. Više iscjeljivanje osoba mora, više oni dobiti. Doziranje također ovisi o vašem iskustvu sa medicine. Budući da je to bio moj prvi Svečanost sam dobio pola šalice, I to se događa u koordinaciji. Prva osoba koja se nalazi na šaman dobiva prvu šalicu, onda kasnije svatko ide za njim i dobiva svoju dozu. Nakon što je svatko učinio svijeća ugasiti mrak ispunjava kolibu. Unutar četvrt sata ljudi počinju osjećati posljedice – pročišćavanje (puking), Neki početi smijati, Neki bi presretan, za neke je to česta putovanja na WC, dok je za mene sam bio u potpunom stanju svijesti, pitajući se zašto se ništa ne događa meni. Nakon dugo vremena, Ja se onesvijestila, a kad sam se probudio shvatio sam učinak lijekova i preuzeo mene. Kad sam pogledao izvan kolibe na drveće i zvijezde, sve je izgledalo kao da bi trebao biti, Ništa se činilo iz izvanredni, ali kad sam pomaknuo fokus u to je druga priča ukupno. Šaman izgledala nestvarno, nema svjetla, Oči početi igrati trikove u mraku; Osoba pored mene je pretvoren u objekt ravno iz moje namjere. Dugo, što je u mojoj glavi, pulsirajuća kreće, zašto mislim da ovako i kad sam htjela da biste dobili vanjska strana od mene vizualnog započeo morphing u molekulama i razbije dok je smanjena iz moje glave. Post koji sam legla na neko vrijeme, neobjašnjivo hladna jeza preuzeo moje tijelo, deka uvjetom činilo da ništa ne radi. Herbert je pjevanje svoju Icaros i donosi svakome od nas. Kao što mi je prišao sam mogao osjetiti ogromnu količinu energije da se emitira, ništa kao što sam ikada doživio u svom životu. Osjećao sam se ne nagon na povraćanje, ono što većina ljudi radili, Neki ljudi su posjete wc, ali za mene je moj pročišćavanje bio u obliku nekontroliranog zijevanje. Većinu vremena u mojoj prvoj sjednici sam ležao, Herbert je Icaros bili izuzetno lijepa, Bio sam uzimajući odvodeći sa flautom, Povremeno bih podesiti u tome drugi ljudi bave. Kasnije sam shvatio da nisam trebao usporediti ovo iskustvo s drugima pokušava povući paralele i sličnosti. Učinci medicine nosila u nekoliko sati, Iako je on mogao ići i imati još jednu šalicu. Bio sam malo neodlučan, a kad sam prišao, Šaman je već zatvorio svečanosti. Svečanost je trajala oko pet do šest sati, jedan od važnih aspekata koji sam previdjeti je prehrana. Deset dana prije početka radi svečanosti jedan je pretpostaviti da ide na strogoj dijeti, nema mesa, bez šećera ili soli, nema prerađene hrane, samo jednostavna hrana i puno vode da detox i pripremiti svoje tijelo za medicinu. Nije Iako sam bio jako lijepe za cijelu detox, tri dana prije svečanog gotovo sam izgladnjelo i dobio moj sustav čist kao što sam mogao dobiti. Sveukupno prvo iskustvo mi preostaje osjećaj nečega nepotpune, iako sam osjećao moja namjera bila upućena bilo nešto što mi je šaman rekao o sebi da mi je dobio razmišljanja. Preporučeni način za rad s medicine je učiniti najmanje tri ceremonije. Druga svečanost: Smirenost prevladala Lucky za mene, U nekoliko mjeseci priliku pokucao na moja vrata i opet sam se našao sa šalicom koja je tri četvrtine puna u mojoj ruci. Pogledao sam ga i pili pod zvjezdica zapalio nebo, ovaj je bio drugačiji. U nekoliko minuta sam počela osjećati posljedice. Za razliku od prve svečanosti kojoj sam imao namjeru sam htjela raditi na, ovaj put sam odlučio pustiti lijek učiniti ono što mora učiniti, kako kažu Majka zna najbolje. Svijet je počeo gledati drugačije u oko 30 zapisnik, bilo je nešto događa. Moje dosadašnje iskustvo s halucinogenima me učio gledati do zvijezda znati kako moćna tvar, pa sam gledao blagi pokret počinje graditi u nebo. Sam odlučio pustiti na duhovnoj medicini raditi sa mnom, Mogao sam osjetiti kolala kroz moje tijelo. Osjećao sam se moje nečistoće prikupljanje u mom tijelu, kao što smo napravili dogovor da sve toksičnost prisutna u mom tijelu će prikupljati u crijevima, a to je upravo ono što se događa. Mogao sam osjetiti izgraditi u trbuhu. Znao sam doza je jači nego prvi put, pa sam očekivao određenu količinu vidljivih ili mentalnog kaosa, ali Majka Duh je imao drugačiji plan. Nakon mog masivnim eksperimentiranja s kiselinom u mojim dvadesetima moj um nikada nije bio isti – Bio sam posla s uma da je stalno razmišljao, pa čak i držeći razgovore moj um zanošenje daleko i to je bio konstantan bitku da sam navikla na. Umjesto moj um ide lud na ayahuasca, Našao sam mir nakon godina; to je kao da je netko pritisnuo gumb za pauzu u glavi, nije bilo misli, Nema kaos, nije bilo ničega samo mene i zvijezda zapalio nebo koje rastegnut do Infinity. Cijela večer je bila blažena, Ne jedna misao otišao po meni, ništa neželjeno skliznuo i mir nije bio pod utjecajem bilo kaosa izvan. Osjećao sam se kao da sam otišao natrag u vrijeme da se ono što sam nekad bila dobi prije nego je moj um bio izmijenjen. Cijela večer otišao promatranjem, ne misli, nema presude samo gledam kako drugi narodi’ procesi odvijao. Kad svečanosti je bio zatvoren ljudi dijele svoja iskustva kako je, Bio sam još uvijek u stanju mira, Din't želim govoriti, jer sam tako bio u stanju blažene obamrlosti i činjenica da sam se doživljava iskustvo Nikada nisam zamišljala bih doživjeti. Iako to nije nešto htjela sam spomenuti, Ako ste sjetiti na početku mog iskustva sam spomenuo o svim nečistoće prikuplja u želucu. Posjetio sam komoda i imao najprljavije smelliest posjet koji je izgledao kao tamno zelene otrov uzimajući iz mog sustava. Njegova je više od mjesec dana otkako sam imao moj drugi iskustvo, a ja još uvijek osjećam isto, veo mirno je nacrtana iznad mene. Ja sam u potpunoj strahopoštovanje postrojenja duhovnoj medicini i kako je radio na mene. Evo nekoliko redaka sam pisao o mom iskustvu ayahuasca… "Među kaosu sam izašao mirno i hrabro. Svi moji strahovi su ostali u grobu. Bućkanje zupčanika glas u mojoj glavi, Sve je zaustavljen, ali nisam bio mrtav. Sa svakim udisajem zraka, Život je obnovio. Preobražen duhovnom loze, Neopterećene i pročišćeni. Majka radi magiju a ona zna najbolje. Neka joj teku, rekindling vatru u svojoj duši Sve što trebate iscjeljenje, ona zna. Hvala svima koji su uključeni u mom transformacije, puno ljubavi i zahvalnost svakome od vas! Ljubav ti Pachamama! Slika Izvori: Komentari Moj najbolji prijatelj je potrebna to. Se bilo tko znati ako ima bilo shamens na Filipinima gdje se živi? On je spreman, samo treba naći nekoga tko radi ovo. On ne može ostaviti na Filipinima, pa mora biti netko od tamo…Zahvaljujući svima koji me može uputiti na pronalaženje nekoga da mu pomogne. On ne želi učiniti. Čujem da postoje crkve ovdje u SAD-u koji omogućuju korištenje ove veličanstvene loze. Između ostalog i. No, njegova smatraju dijelom religije, jer ljudi u Amazoni su to radili tisućama godina. Slično kao i (oprosti mi ako nemam puno ime) Nacionalni Indian Church s kaktusa. DMT je ono što uzrokuje putovanje. Hvala toliko za dijeljenje svoje putovanje. Ja sam bio Čežnja jele dugo vremena sada da sudjeluju u ceremoniji. Ja sam bio živi u Tajlandu za neko vrijeme i nisu našli takvu priliku ovdje; iz nekog razloga, to je fiksna u glavi da ću morati putovati u Južnu Ameriku kako bi se to iskustvo. Čitanje da Indija je mogućnost dobio sam uzbuđen opet. Hvala. Ja ću držati paziti na detalje. Brian Veliki čitanje! Volio bih imati priliku napraviti istu stvar, stvarna ceremonija i daleko od urbane džungle. Hvala vam Clyde, podijeljen! Blagoslovi, Pauline ♥