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Don’t forget that Karl Lagerfeld has a history of saying shitty things about women’s bodies – like this classic: “No one wants to see curvy women. You’ve got fat mothers with their bags of chips sitting in front of the television and saying that thin models are ugly.” It’s the insult of the statement, not the word “fat”, but it’s hard for me to hear and to use that word without all of the baggage associated with it because it is a word that has been deliberately used to hurt me and its not been an easy thing to rid it of its intense connotations. It’s like a knife. Is it going to cut you or is it going to butter you up? The first 1000 times it cuts you and so you’re going to be wary of it buttering you up because it’s gonna feel like a cut and you are going to bleed no matter what. Its an involuntary emotional reaction that I can’t control. I want to control it. Help me get it under control. I have bad history with it. I got called fat when I was doing All American Girl and I didn’t eat after that and wound up in the hospital, my kidney failing at 24 years old. I also developed a heart murmur and still have bad shit my body won’t forget from that time. The incident easily cut at least a decade off my lifespan. I was perfectly healthy before. Now, I have to be a lot more careful. I remember the phone call vividly. The producer was my good friend. She was rad, a fun gal. She came to my trailer in secret and we smoked cigarettes where her kids wouldn’t see or smell it. I really loved her – I trusted her. I needed someone like her then. You need your women around you to keep you safe. I was young and scared and I just wanted a job for fuck’s sake. I was only trying to work. She called huffing and puffing and saying that “your…….body……. was just toooo…… your face……. The …..fa..t….. you’re too fat. You are just so fat we can’t do this. You are too fat and we have to do something…… you have to DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. ANYTHING.” and I felt like I was going to die and I nearly did. It was beyond my control, and almost 20 years later I am still utterly destroyed by any negative assessment of mine or any woman’s body. It’s not just me I bleed for when I am cut by this word, it’s everyone. I feel for all the world like I am feeling for all the world. I give other people too much power because I can’t look the other way or shrug it off or ignore it or consider the source. I overreact because that is my nature, but at least it’s fairly poetic. What’s awesome is I can actually laugh about it. I really do. I am laughing thinking about how stupid Karl Lagerfeld feels and how he has seen that talking the way he does about women’s bodies is worse for his business than he ever imagined. I am laughing thinking about him sweating his words and trying to fan that fear sweat away. I am still boycotting Chanel, ha! As if I could afford anything they sell anyway!!! Hhahaha. It’s also ugly. Chanel shit is just ugly. Who gives a fuck about quilts? Hahahahhaahah fuck Karl and fuck Chanel. And fuck people who try to insult women by calling them fat. Fuck them all. Hahahahahahah. I am actively trying to reclaim the word fat. I am actively trying to get better. But I do have a disease that is deadly as cancer or AIDS. Anorexia kills. Bulimia kills. I am still sick. I am in remission I guess, but the virus lives in me. Dormant for now. But it’s there. I want to educate people about my disease. It’s caused by ignorance and casual cruelty. I want to stop the spread of my disease. People thinking they can say whatever they want about women’s bodies and thinking they will not be held accountable? No, I am not having it. I wanna be like Fatgirl!! You could shine a big stretch mark in the sky and I will come whizzing through the night on my motorcycle to kick some douchebag’s ass! If you think you can dismiss our beauty and belittle us you should just know, say what you will, but I am going to make you eat your words. Fatgirl is coming for you. Na na na na na na na na FATGIRL!!!!!! And how about another FUCK YOU KARL LAGERFELD HAHAHA
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Ne zaboravite da je Karl Lagerfeld ima povijest govori shitty stvari o ženskim tijelima - kao što je ovaj klasik: "Nitko ne želi vidjeti curvy žene. Imaš masnoće majke sa svojim vrećicama čipsa sjede ispred televizora i govore da je tanka modeli su ružni. To je uvreda za izjave, a ne riječi "masti", ali to je teško za mene da čuju i da koriste tu riječ bez sve prtljage povezane s njom, jer je riječ koja se namjerno upotrebljava za mene i nije ozlijeđen bio jednostavan stvar za to riješiti svojih intenzivnih konotacija. To je kao nož. Je li će vam smanjiti ili će to maslac vam se? Prvih 1000 puta što vam smanjuje pa ti si idući u biti oprezni o tome ti buttering gore jer će se osjećati kao rez i što ćete krvariti bez obzira na sve. Njegova prisilno emocionalna reakcija koja se ne mogu kontrolirati. Želim ga kontrolirati. Pomozite mi da ga pod kontrolom. Imam lošu povijest s njom. Dobio sam pozvao masti, kada sam bio događaj All American Girl i nisam jesti nakon toga i završila u bolnici, moj bubreg nije u starim 24 godine. Također sam razvio srčani šum i dalje imaju loše sranje moje tijelo neće zaboraviti iz tog vremena. Incident se lako rezati barem desetljeće s mog životnog vijeka. Bio sam savršeno zdrav prije. Sada, moram biti puno oprezniji. Sjećam telefonski poziv živo. Proizvođač je moj dobar prijatelj. Ona je Rad, zabava gal. Došla je u moju prikolicu u tajnosti, a mi pušili cigarete, gdje su joj djeca ne bi vidjeli ili ga miris. Stvarno sam je volio - da joj vjeruje. Onda sam potreban netko poput nje. Trebate svoje žene oko vas kako bi vam sigurno. Bio sam mlad i uplašen i samo sam htjela posao za dobrobit kurac. Samo sam pokušavao raditi. Nazvala huffing i puffing i rekao da je "tvoj ...... .body ....... bio samo toooo ...... lice ....... ... ..fa..t ... .. Ti si predebela. Vi ste samo tako masti ne možemo to učiniti. Vi ste predebeli, a mi moramo učiniti nešto ...... što morate učiniti nešto o tome. Ništa. ", A ja sam se osjećao kao da ću umrijeti i ja skoro učinio. To je izvan moje kontrole, i gotovo 20 godina kasnije, ja sam još uvijek posve uništila bilo negativne ocjene moje ili bilo koje žensko tijelo. To nije samo ja sam krvariti kad sam rezati ove riječi, to je sve. Osjećam se za sve na svijetu kao što sam osjećaj za cijeli svijet. Dajem drugih ljudi previše snage, jer ja ne mogu gledati na drugu stranu ili slijeganje off ili ga ignorirati ili uzeti u obzir izvor. I pretjerano reagirati, jer to je moja priroda, ali barem je prilično pjesnički. Što je strašan je da zapravo mogu smijati o tome. Ja stvarno učiniti. Ja sam u smijeh razmišljanje o tome kako je glupo Karl Lagerfeld osjeća i kako je vidio da govori način na koji on radi o ženskim tijelima gori za svoj posao nego što je ikada zamišljali. Ja smijem razmišljati o njemu znojenje njegove riječi i pokušava ventilatora koji se boje znoj daleko. Ja sam još uvijek bojkotiraju Chanel, ha! Kao da sam mogao priuštiti sve što im proda svejedno !!! Hhahaha. To je također ružno. Chanel sranje je samo ružna. Tko daje zajebavati o popluni? Hahahahhaahah zajebavati Karla i zajebavati Chanel. A jebi ljudi koji pokušavaju uvrijediti žene, nazivajući ih masnoće. Jebi ih sve. Hahahahahahah. Ja sam aktivno pokušava povratiti riječi masnoće. Ja sam aktivno pokušava bolje. Ali imam bolest koja je smrtonosna kao rak ili AIDS. Anoreksija ubija. Bulimija ubija. Ja sam još uvijek bolesna. Ja sam u remisiji mislim, ali virus živi u meni. Neaktivan za sada. No, to je tamo. Želim educirati ljude o mojoj bolesti. To je uzrokovano neznanjem i povremeni okrutnosti. Želim da se zaustavi širenje moje bolesti. Ljudi misle da mogu reći što god žele o ženskim tijelima i misleći da neće biti pozvan na odgovornost? Ne, nisam ga ima. Želim biti poput Fatgirl !! Ti bi mogao zasjati veliki strija na nebu, a ja ću doći pomrsiti konce preko noći na mom motoru na kick neki douchebag dupe! Ako mislite da možete odbaciti našu ljepotu i omalovažavati nas samo treba znati, reći što hoćete, ali ja ću vas pojesti svoje riječi. Fatgirl dolazi za vas. Na na na na na na na na FATGIRL !!!!!! A što drugo pojebati Karl Lagerfeld Hahaha