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Skin anomaly why oh why? Go away please leave me in peace. I have a red, throbbing, pulsating skin problem on my face that will not go away, no matter what I put on it. Even the special grey white erase stick that I got in paris, which takes most blemishes down in its waxy kiss does nothing to it. It stays red and aching on my face, like it is marking a city on my visage, my skin a map of capillaries and veins and problems that need solving. I never had acne as a teenager, which is fine I guess, as I had enough problems. Acne in general hasn’t been a plague on me, as I have the opposite – dry skin, which gets so tight it threatens to shrink me right out of it. Dry skin doesn’t pimple, rather it flakes, it pulls, it splits – but it rarely erupts in the volcanic fashion of oily or combination skin. We all have our skin to bear, which is a sickening truth. I’d like to slap this blemish away, vain as I am, but there’s nothing that can be done but leave it alone and allow it to heal, turn my attention within, try to drink more water and be a better person and do anything else but come for this pustule with a flame sterilized business end of a safety pin. It’s really too small and hard to pop. It isn’t one of those great satisfying whiteheads that grows luminous and full like the moon, exploding into red raw craters that harden and bury themselves into scar. It’s one that will go away if attention is not paid it and it isn’t allowed to fester and irritate itself into permanence. I have been known to do youtube searches for popped pimples and ingrown toenails, as the skin’s constant war against itself is an avid interest, but I refrain from posting my own. This is as much as I am willing to do – share my feelings and thoughts on it, using words as a way to bind my arms from further self harm.
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Koža anomalija zašto oh zašto? Odlazi molimo ostavite me na miru. Imam crvenu, lupanje, pulsirajući problema kože na mom licu da neće otići, bez obzira na to što sam stavio na njega. Čak i posebna siva bijela izbrisati stick koji sam dobio u Parizu, koji se najviše nepravilnosti u njezinu voštana poljupcu ne čini ništa kako bi to. To ostaje crvena i bolan na mom licu, kao da je obilježavanje grad na mom lica, moja koža kartu kapilara i vena i problemima koje treba rješavati. Nikad nisam imala akne kao tinejdžer, koji je u redu pretpostavljam, jer sam imao dosta problema. Akne u cjelini nije bio pošast na mene, kao što sam upravo suprotno - suhu kožu koja postaje toliko široka da prijeti da me psihijatar pravo iz njega. Suha koža ne bubuljica, a to pahuljice, povlači, dijeli se - ali to se rijetko eruptira u vulkanskom modi masnu ili mješovitu kožu. Svi mi imamo kože nositi, što je odvratna istina. Htio bih slap ovu mrlju daleko, uzalud kao što sam ja, ali ne postoji ništa što se može učiniti, ali ga ostavite na miru i pustite ga da ozdravi, skrenuti moju pozornost roku, pokušajte piti više vode i biti bolja osoba i ništa drugo, ali se za to bubuljica s plamenom sterilizirati poslovnog kraju sigurnosni pin. To je stvarno previše mali i teško pop. To nije jedan od onih velikih zadovoljavanje mitesera koji raste svijetao i pun kao mjesec, eksplodira u crvene sirove kratera koji otvrdne i sami zakopavanjem u ožiljak. To je onaj koji će otići ako se pažnja nije ga platio, a što ne smije gnojiti i sama iritiraju u trajnosti. Ja sam bio poznat učiniti youtube pretraživanja za pucali prištića i uraslih nogama, kao kože stalnom ratu protiv Sama je strastveni interes, ali sam se suzdržati od objavljivanja moje. To je koliko sam spreman učiniti - podijeliti svoje osjećaje i misli o tome, koriste riječi kao način da se vežu ruke od daljnjeg samo štete.