Welcome to my profile! My name is Castle-Hime but you can call me castle~
So here are a few simple things about me to give you a start to knowing me.
~I am a Christian ( Don't worry I don't bite :B ) btw....GOD LOVES YOU! <3
~I love Hello Kitty and anything cute ^^
~ I am pretty laid back and silly ;3
~ I like to Play video Games- Harvest Moon, Kingdom Hearts, and Zelda are my favorites <3
~I love Art and making cute little doodles for my and others enjoyment.
~I am currently studying Japanese and have taken 4 college classes of it! If anyone wants to chat and practice with me that would be awesome~
~I am in love with Disney Movies- Tangled is my favorite!
~I love Autumn and Spring the best ~
~Bright sunny yellow is my favorite color, but I like all bright happy colors *o*
As mentioned above I am a Christian and I wanted to share a little bit of my testimony. By nature I am a anxious and paranoid person. I don't mean to be but that is just the way I am. I suppose the world needs careless and careful people ( to a degree right?). Several years ago I hit a point in my life I think felt and seemed the darkest to me. Maybe for some it wouldn't have been a big deal but it felt like a personal hell to me. I won't go into major details but lets say it was a lot of mental anguish, regret, and wishing I could someone be anyone else. Looking back I realize that I overreacted and if I knew then what I know now I wouldn't have gone as crazy. Although, if I hadn't gone through what I did I wouldn't have known what I know now. The thing is God can use the darkest parts of our lives and turn them into something to make us stronger. I struggled with this for a few years, too ashamed and embarrassed to tell anyone about it for fear of rejection. I could only tell a few people about it.
I think the thing that pulled me out, no question, was God's amazing love and forgiveness. Before that, I had felt that I had failed God, I wasn't really even a Christian then but I still believed that God existed. Not knowing He was loving and forgiving I felt for sure that I couldn't be forgiven. I was so focused on me, that I didn't realize it wasn't about me, but him. God showed me that no matter how far I fell He still loved me and wanted a relationship with me. Knowing Jesus came to earth to save sinners and show his love, totally changed my life. I don't say now that I don't struggle with anxiety and I don't slip up, I still do but the difference now is that I have Jesus and I know no matter what He is going to stick with me and that gives me a peace I never knew before. Sometimes I need reminding but God is always good to help me remember His love for me.
Nothing is too big that God can't forgive, and nothing is too small that it doesn't need forgiveness. God freely gives us his love not by our merit but his grace. If your finding you can't handle life anymore or your just feeling 'lost', trust in Jesus he can turn your life around and give you peace <3.
Drop me a pm if you want to be friends or just wanna chat ;3
I don't have any cool music to play for you but these guys do
"Shine your light so I can see you, pull me up I need to be near you, hold me I need to feel loved, can you overcome this heart that's overcome?- SMS Shine, David Crowder Band
Want to know more about Jesus? Check out my journal~
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