.. malcontents. so if you were gay and you got fired, what are you going to turn around and do?

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you were stealing, who knows what it is, but here was the legitimate grounds for firing you. and i think employers should be able to fire people at will for any reason whatsoever.of course.

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form in this and it just tickles me so much is that the amish in pennsylvania got pretty loud-

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... which is amazing. it's like, how did you people even find out about this?-

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... honestly, they're not tied into social media-

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... so this was facilitated by, get this, the giant chinese contingent of trump's supporters-

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... they remember the crime bill and i've heard now cnn, the panels have been epic-

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... i heard the words, emails. and except for oh, wikileaks got them in the rut-

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... you know that whole nonsense about it, but it's not, hillary clinton brought this all on herself.-

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... she's thoroughly unlikable. she's completely compromised. and she's beyond corrupt-

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... and she's never had a single principle in her life.

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the case, sick people wanting to blame the voters. oh, the voters suck. the voters are stupid. it's like, well,-

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... no, maybe it's not the voters-

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.. maybe it's the candidate. and she was terrible.-

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... nobody likes her, except for the die hards that are sitting there violently weeping.-

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... it's because they'd been whipped up into a frenzy of fear over what a donald trump presidency could bring. that's why it's zombie nation.-

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... it was my dream to have hillary clinton be president of the united states. she's so wonderful.

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shared it with the world. epic chelsea handler cried on her show.-

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... and you would think that somebody like hillary clinton, she would be like, oh, that's you know, the silver spoon bitch.-

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... nope, loved her because women get the hell out of here. she had said she was going to move to spain.-

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... i think she already has a house there, but now she's saying she's got to stay at.-

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... i mean, her story does not parallel hillary's at all right. hillary hitched her wagon to power and rode that to the bitter end. so no, i don't-

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she's yoko ono of the political movement.she is. she absolutely is.

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but it's so amazing to me to see the breakdown-

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... of these people, and the crying. i guess seth meyers-

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... it's like, dude, you're such a bitch. kimmel was kind of fun. i haven't watched all the clips, but i will share this.

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you make political figures your hero.yeah.how is that possible? they're wired so differently.

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i wouldn't have felt bad about trump losing as far as-

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... oh my god, my hero lost. i would have been like, "oh my god, the country's screwed."

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well, what are we going to tell our children? that's the refrain that i've heard quite a bit. i mean, did your daughters come to you on wednesday and say, "dad-"

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... just having the best time. a bunch of them came out and supported him, including your favorite murderer.

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you've got a lot of people that are scared tonight. i'm getting messages from my muslim friends, and from my black friends. what do they think is going to happen?

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i mean, gavin has said this repeatedly, what is the racist piece of legislation?

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right.is it, hey, all blacks are out. we're sending you guys back to africa. do you really think that that would happen?

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in what universe? people would never stand for-

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yeah, that's one of the reasons why trump won.yeah.middle america is getting tired of having everything blamed on them-

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... who can barely pay his bills. if you're in rural rust belt country, you've seen your town slowly die over the last three decades.

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yeah.and how everything's your fault. at some point after you keep getting beaten up, you're going to say, "screw you. enough is enough."

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"i'm not going to take this anymore." it has nothing to do with race.

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these people aren't bigots. they've just said, "enough. i'm tired of getting blamed for everything. get me out of this healthcare system."

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"i'm going to vote for trump. maybe this will kill political correctness. maybe i'll stop hearing about white privilege."

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he also got a bigger percentage of the latino vote.

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although, i'd be interested to see how that breaks out. this is all based on exit polling anyway.

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no, and she can't go on urban radio enough times to make up for that. you can't drag out jay-z and beyonce. it's just total pander city.

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... think. i think she was in saturday night with katy perry, and then monday night with... get this, to turn out the black vote in philly, who would you put on stage?

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that's smart. well, i mean, you've got a lot of philly soul too people, like aretha franklin.

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she's philly, i believe. i mean, philly is, yeah, they're soul sound and all that kind of stuff. i mean, you get a pretty big-

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... alternative branch of motown, if you will, not in motown. but no, she had bruce springsteen and john bon jovi. like, really?

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pathetic, but it didn't work. none of it worked. you can't make her cool.

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he legitimately had hung out with a lot of those people in real-life, but socialize with them.

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... it's in minnesota. 46.9% of the vote went to hillary. 45.4 went to trump.

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oh yeah.but at the end of the day, there were trump coattails. pat toomey's one of those people who was the recipient, along with-

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right, ron johnson won huge. toomey almost didn't win, because he refused-

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until 7:00 on election day he held out whether or not-

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that's how terrified he was. i mean, pennsylvania is an odd state.

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but i mean, i told you trump lost my county and romney won it.

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wow.it's the never-trump, chi-chi, froo-froo, the penny loafers with the pink socks crowd.

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people want a change. it's not shocking to me that mark kirk lost in illinois.no.because i think wasn't 2010 the year that [blago 00:04:33] went to jail?

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yes.yeah, so you had a high level of corruption going on in the state, and that that was people's way of smacking back the democrats.

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speaking of corruption, i'm already hearing this nonsense, what i think is nonsense, that trump should pardon hillary.

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i think here's what's going to happen in my opinion. i believe, and this would be a huge misjudgment,

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he's going to get these republicans coming in as advisors.

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"we've got these riots in the streets, they're going to protest your inauguration..."

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but the investigations into the clinton foundation are going to continue. that has to happen. because charity fraud is so beyond the pale it's repulsive. ...

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somebody else for this, no introspection, no, "i'm a terrible person

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and i did something incredibly corrupt and stupid by having a private server set up in my house."

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that's what i guess she was doing and when she came out to speak, there was a split second where i felt bad for her and then i reminded myself that this woman is a sociopath that's

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an integral part of destroying a big

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part of the world right now, and people's lives

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and i can't feel any sympathy for her whatsoever and she looked horrid. her face was so swollen.

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so they turned around an episode in less than 24 hours? yes.

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the chinese are acting obnoxious, which is interesting,

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but not totally unexpected and the stock market, i love it, because we're in, i don't know if you've peeked in now to...

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...and wasn't open when they made the announcement, they were like, "oh, the stocks are tanking. ah, this is terrible."

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it was grim. i mean, it was 1929 all over again.

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"oh, donald trump just took the lead again." and then when john king was like, "okay um..."

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this was the interesting part and why i was like, "why aren't they calling this on television?" cause they said, "okay, when i first started watching it, there were 220,000 something votes outstanding. and we think trump..." ...

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that quickly, it gets just impossible. it's insurmountable.

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i think i understand this. these are people that have

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created this whole false narrative and it's coming apart in front of them and they cannot admit it. just go to bed, just understand that trump is the president now.

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she's still sending me stuff like, "hey, they're saying that...", what was it? "that michigan might go to him and they might do a recount." i'm like, "just stop it.

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just stop, it's over. he won. this is reality."

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it's so surreal that after losing so much and so often over the past eight years, he actually won something.

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well, here's what i have to say to that: why, if you are a republican that lived in new york or california, would you bother?

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but the way that they do it in california is that the top two finishers in the primary go on to the general. so they had two democrats.

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but other than that, what's the incentive. you know, you're going to get crushed in that state.

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we don't live in a democracy and that hillary clinton person, thing, that came out there all bloated and weepy said "our constitutional democracy".

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no lady, we have a constitutional republic. right. there's a difference between the two.

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no and as people, caller [indecipherable name or word 00:03:38] pointed out, great, she won the popular vote. you got to wonder how many illegals voted, how many...

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specifically the ones that jumped over to the campaign side and said, "you guys did this". there are a lot of people that made this possible.

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a lot of individuals that don't get and don't want recognition for it. so they know, and i was like, "when's a party. let's do this".

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this is i'm already thinking ahead and what we're going to do next.

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now that's a big question and if you pay attention to the mainstream...

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...not the victims of violence, but are just asking to be objectified. that the one in four college age, women who are...

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authority, we are often presented with the idea that women in the west...

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no new justification and in the u s alone, this year, there have been thousands of laws which both the democrats and republicans have been and are trying...

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i'm going to speak for a moment about abortion. when abortions are performed under safe, legal conditions... ...

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lead to the deaths of 70,000 women throughout the world a year and 5 million disabilities.

L-EH1-D T-UW1 DH-AH0 D-EH1-TH S-AH1-V S-EH1 V-AH0-N T-IY0 TH-AW1 Z-AH0-N D-W-IH1 M-AH0-N TH-R-UW0 AW1-T DH-AH0 W-ER1-L D-AH0 Y-IH1 R-AH0-N-D F-AY1 V-M-IH1 L-Y-AH0-N D-IH0 S-AH0 B-IH1 L-AH0 T-IY0-Z


there's only one abortion clinic that's still open. so they've officially kicked roby wade out the door.

DH-EH1-R Z-OW1 N-L-IY0 W-AH1 N-AH0 B-AO1-R SH-AH0-N K-L-IH1 N-IH0-K TH-AE1-T-S-S T-IH1 L-OW1 P-AH0-N S-OW1 DH-EY1 V-AH0 F-IH1 SH-AH0 L-IY0 K-IH1-K T-R-OW1 B-IY0 W-EY1 D-AW1-T DH-AH0 D-AO1-R


of course, capitalism has found a way to capitalize on these insecurities.

AH1-V K-AO1-R-S K-AE1 P-IH0 T-AH0 L-IH2 Z-AH0-M HH-AE1-Z F-AW1-N D-AH0 W-EY1 T-UW1 K-AE1 P-AH0 T-AH0 L-AY2 Z-AA1-N DH-IY1 Z-IH2-N S-AH0 K-Y-UH1 R-IH0 T-IY0-Z


and this makes me want to vomit profusely.

AH0-N-D DH-IH1 S-M-EY1-K S-M-IY1 W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 V-AA1 M-AH0-T P-R-AH0 F-Y-UW1 S-L-IY0


on top of all that, it also makes me want to fight. so not only are women oppressed in ways in which men are not.

AA1-N T-AA1 P-AH1 V-AO1-L DH-AE1 T-IH1 T-AO1-L S-OW0 M-EY1-K S-M-IY1 W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 F-AY1-T S-OW1 N-AA1 T-OW1 N-L-IY0 AA1 R-W-IH1 M-AH0 N-AH0 P-R-EH1-S T-IH0 N-W-EY1 Z-IH0 N-W-IH1 CH-M-EH1 N-AA1-R N-AA1-T


they also earn less money and are less likely to get jobs which are high on the social ladder.

DH-EY1 AO1-L S-OW0 ER1 N-L-EH1 S-M-AH1 N-IY0 AH0-N D-AA1-R L-EH1 S-L-AY1 K-L-IY0 T-UW1 G-EH1-T JH-AA1-B Z-W-IH1 CH-AA1-R HH-AY1 AA1-N DH-AH0 S-OW1 SH-AH0-L L-AE1 D-ER0


women still only earn about 76 cents to every dollar that men earn.

W-IH1 M-AH0-N-S T-IH1 L-OW1 N-L-IY0 ER1 N-AH0 B-AW1-T S-EH1 V-AH0-N T-IY0 S-IH1-K-S S-EH1-N-T-S T-UW1 EH1 V-ER0 IY0 D-AA1 L-ER0 DH-AE1 T-M-EH1 N-ER1-N


so the lives of women throughout the world are varied, but women are oppressed and exploited and what i just outlined are only a few examples of how they are.

S-OW1 DH-AH0 L-IH1-V Z-AH1 V-W-IH1 M-AH0-N TH-R-UW0 AW1-T DH-AH0 W-ER1-L D-AA1-R V-EH1 R-IY0-D B-AH1 T-W-IH1 M-AH0 N-AA1 R-AH0 P-R-EH1-S T-AH0-N D-EH1-K-S P-L-OY2 T-AH0 D-AH0-N D-W-AH1 T-AY1 JH-AH1-S T-AW1 T-L-AY2-N D-AA1 R-OW1 N-L-IY0 AH0 F-Y-UW1 IH0-G Z-AE1-M P-AH0-L Z-AH1-V HH-AW1 DH-EY1 AA1-R


many of the exact explanations that we hear as to why women are oppressed-

M-EH1 N-IY0 AH1-V DH-AH0 IH0-G Z-AE1-K T-EH2-K-S P-L-AH0 N-EY1 SH-AH0-N-Z DH-AE1 T-W-IY1 HH-IY1 R-AE1-Z T-UW1 W-AY1 W-IH1 M-AH0 N-AA1 R-AH0 P-R-EH1-S-T


... are attributed to biology or psychology, and what works just beneath the surface of those assumptions are-

AA1 R-AH0 T-R-IH1 B-Y-AH0 T-AH0-D T-UW1 B-AY0 AA1 L-AH0 JH-IY0 AO1-R S-AY0 K-AA1 L-AH0 JH-IY0 AH0-N D-W-AH1 T-W-ER1-K-S JH-AH1-S-T B-IH0 N-IY1-TH DH-AH0 S-ER1 F-AH0 S-AH1-V DH-OW1 Z-AH0 S-AH1-M-P SH-AH0-N Z-AA1-R


... as well as many feminists. some of these theories-

AE1 Z-W-EH1 L-AE1 Z-M-EH1 N-IY0 F-EH1 M-AH0 N-AH0-S-T-S S-AH1 M-AH1-V DH-IY1-Z TH-IH1 R-IY0-Z


... present that men are just naturally hardwired to oppress and dominate women because of their generally greater-

P-R-EH1 Z-AH0-N-T DH-AE1 T-M-EH1 N-AA1-R JH-AH1-S T-N-AE1 CH-ER0 AH0 L-IY0 HH-AA1-R D-W-ER2-D T-UW1 AH0 P-R-EH1 S-AH0-N-D D-AA1 M-AH0 N-EY2 T-W-IH1 M-AH0-N B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-AH1-V DH-EH1-R JH-EH1 N-ER0 AH0 L-IY0 G-R-EY1 T-ER0


they are conditioned to view the world and history in a very specific way.

DH-EY1 AA1-R K-AH0-N D-IH1 SH-AH0-N-D T-UW1 V-Y-UW1 DH-AH0 W-ER1-L D-AH0-N-D HH-IH1-S T-ER0 IY0 IH0 N-AH0 V-EH1 R-IY0-S P-AH0 S-IH1 F-IH0 K-W-EY1


... products of the social system from which they arise, and can only bolster and justify the status quo-

P-R-AA1 D-AH0-K-T S-AH1-V DH-AH0 S-OW1 SH-AH0-L S-IH1-S T-AH0-M F-R-AH1 M-W-IH1-CH DH-EY1 ER0 AY1 Z-AH0-N-D K-AE1 N-OW1 N-L-IY0 B-OW1-L-S T-ER0 AH0-N-D JH-AH1-S T-AH0 F-AY2 DH-AH0-S T-AE1 T-AH0-S K-W-OW1


while women are merely passive objects to be acted upon.

W-AY1 L-W-IH1 M-AH0 N-AA1-R M-IH1-R L-IY0 P-AE1 S-IH0 V-AA1-B JH-EH0-K-T-S T-UW1 B-IY1 AE1-K T-AH0 D-AH0 P-AA1-N


it is not that the male worker benefits from the oppression of his female counterpart.

IH1 T-IH1 Z-N-AA1-T DH-AE1-T DH-AH0 M-EY1 L-W-ER1 K-ER0 B-EH1 N-AH0 F-IH0-T-S F-R-AH1-M DH-AH0 AH0 P-R-EH1 SH-AH0 N-AH1-V HH-IH1-Z F-IY1 M-EY2-L K-AW1-N T-ER0 P-AA2-R-T


it is that capitalist benefit from that in a myriad of ways. there's an old saying, something about how if the working-

IH1 T-IH1-Z DH-AE1-T K-AE1 P-AH0 T-AH0 L-AH0-S-T B-EH1 N-AH0 F-IH0-T F-R-AH1-M DH-AE1 T-IH0 N-AH0 M-IH1 R-IY0 AH0 D-AH1 V-W-EY1-Z DH-EH1-R Z-AE1 N-OW1-L-D S-EY1 IH0-NG S-AH1-M TH-IH0 NG-AH0 B-AW1-T HH-AW1 IH1-F DH-AH0 W-ER1 K-IH0-NG


... us all united, they could drown the capital with spice spinning. remember when i said earlier that women only make roughly 76 cents to every dollar that...

AH1 S-AO1 L-Y-UW0 N-AY1 T-AH0-D DH-EY1 K-UH1-D D-R-AW1-N DH-AH0 K-AE1 P-AH0 T-AH0 L-W-IH1-DH-S P-AY1-S-S P-IH1 N-IH0 NG-R-IH0 M-EH1-M B-ER0 W-EH1 N-AY1 S-EH1 D-ER1 L-IY0 ER0 DH-AE1 T-W-IH1 M-AH0 N-OW1 N-L-IY0 M-EY1 K-R-AH1 F-L-IY0 S-EH1 V-AH0-N T-IY0 S-IH1-K-S S-EH1-N-T-S T-UW1 EH1 V-ER0 IY0 D-AA1 L-ER0 DH-AE1-T


but we believe that women's oppression is something that arose alongside class society and the state.

B-AH1 T-W-IY1 B-IH0 L-IY1-V DH-AE1 T-W-IH1 M-AH0-N Z-AH0 P-R-EH1 SH-AH0 N-IH1-Z S-AH1-M TH-IH0-NG DH-AE1 T-ER0 OW1 Z-AH0 L-AO1-NG S-AY1-D K-L-AE1-S S-AH0 S-AY1 AH0 T-IY0 AH0-N-D DH-AH0-S T-EY1-T


we've learned a lot since it was published in 1884.

W-IY1 V-L-ER1 N-IH0 D-AH0 L-AA1-T S-IH1-N S-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z P-AH1 B-L-IH0-SH T-IH0 N-EY0 T-IY1 N-EY1 T-IY0 F-AO1-R


engles drew on the work of morgan and came to the conclusion that primitive communism that is a society with more or less egalitarian social relation.

IH1 NG-AH0-L-Z D-R-UW1 AA1-N DH-AH0 W-ER1 K-AH1 V-M-AO1-R G-AH0 N-AH0-N-D K-EY1-M T-UW1 DH-AH0 K-AH0-N K-L-UW1 ZH-AH0-N DH-AE1-T P-R-IH1 M-AH0 T-IH0-V K-AA1 M-Y-AH0 N-IH2 Z-AH0-M DH-AE1 T-IH1 Z-AH0 S-AH0 S-AY1 AH0 T-IY0 W-IH1 DH-M-AO1 R-AO1-R L-EH1 S-IH0 G-AE2 L-AH0 T-EH1 R-IY0 AH0-N S-OW1 SH-AH0-L R-IY0 L-EY1 SH-AH0-N


accounted for somewhere around 90% of human history.

AH0 K-AW1-N T-AH0-D F-AO1-R S-AH1 M-W-EH2 R-ER0 AW1-N D-N-AY1-N T-IY0 P-ER0 S-EH1-N T-AH1-V HH-Y-UW1 M-AH0-N HH-IH1-S T-ER0 IY0


society, then what is necessary to achieve women's liberation-

S-AH0 S-AY1 AH0 T-IY0 DH-EH1 N-W-AH1 T-IH1 Z-N-EH1 S-AH0 S-EH2 R-IY0 T-UW1 AH0 CH-IY1 V-W-IH1 M-AH0-N Z-L-IH2 B-ER0 EY1 SH-AH0-N


... is the overthrow of class society.

IH1-Z DH-AH0 OW1 V-ER0 TH-R-OW2 AH1-V K-L-AE1-S S-AH0 S-AY1 AH0 T-IY0


communism, what we now know through the work of archeologists, anthropologists and from the writings of missionaries.

K-AA1 M-Y-AH0 N-IH2 Z-AH0 M-W-AH1 T-W-IY1 N-AW1 N-OW1 TH-R-UW1 DH-AH0 W-ER1 K-AH1 V-AA2-R K-IY0 AA1 L-AH0 JH-IH0-S-T S-AE2-N TH-R-AH0 P-AA1 L-AH0 JH-AH0-S-T S-AH0-N-D F-R-AH1-M DH-AH0 R-AY1 T-IH0-NG Z-AH1 V-M-IH1 SH-AH0 N-EH2 R-IY0-Z


the sexual freedom and equality between women and men.

DH-AH0 S-EH1-K SH-UW0 AH0-L F-R-IY1 D-AH0 M-AH0-N D-IH0 K-W-AA1 L-AH0 T-IY0 B-IH0 T-W-IY1 N-W-IH1 M-AH0 N-AH0-N D-M-EH1-N


i told him that it was not honorable for a woman to love anyone else except...

AY1 T-OW1-L-D HH-IH1-M DH-AE1 T-IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-N-AA1 T-AA1 N-ER0 AH0 B-AH0-L F-AO1 R-AH0 W-UH1 M-AH0-N T-UW1 L-AH1 V-EH1 N-IY0 W-AH2 N-EH1-L S-IH0-K S-EH1-P-T


you french people love only your own children.

Y-UW1 F-R-EH1-N-CH P-IY1 P-AH0-L L-AH1 V-OW1 N-L-IY0 Y-AO1 R-OW1-N CH-IH1-L D-R-AH0-N


to state it plainly because there were no social classes or-

T-UW1-S T-EY1 T-IH1-T P-L-EY1 N-L-IY0 B-IH0 K-AO1-Z DH-EH1 R-W-ER0 N-OW1 S-OW1 SH-AH0-L K-L-AE1 S-AH0 Z-AO1-R


... of private property must be in his copy. there was no corresponding social need to treat women or children as property.

AH1-V P-R-AY1 V-AH0-T P-R-AA1 P-ER0 T-IY0 M-AH1-S-T B-IY1 IH0-N HH-IH1-Z K-AA1 P-IY0 DH-EH1 R-W-AA1 Z-N-OW1 K-AO2 R-AH0-S P-AA1-N D-IH0-NG S-OW1 SH-AH0-L N-IY1-D T-UW1 T-R-IY1 T-W-IH1 M-AH0 N-AO1-R CH-IH1-L D-R-AH0 N-AE1-Z P-R-AA1 P-ER0 T-IY0


it was contact with european colonization and product for a market that began to shift the power to men in this example.

IH1 T-W-AA1-Z K-AA1-N T-AE2-K T-W-IH1 DH-Y-UH2 R-AH0 P-IY1 AH0-N K-AA2 L-AH0 N-IH0 Z-EY1 SH-AH0 N-AH0-N-D P-R-AA1 D-AH0-K-T F-AO1 R-AH0 M-AA1-R K-AH0-T DH-AE1-T B-IH0 G-AE1-N T-UW1 SH-IH1-F-T DH-AH0 P-AW1 ER0 T-UW1 M-EH1 N-IH0-N DH-IH1 S-IH0-G Z-AE1-M P-AH0-L


development would have taken place over a very long period of time, and it actually-

D-IH0 V-EH1 L-AH0 P-M-AH0-N T-W-UH1-D HH-AE1-V T-EY1 K-AH0-N P-L-EY1 S-OW1 V-ER0 AH0 V-EH1 R-IY0 L-AO1-NG P-IH1 R-IY0 AH0 D-AH1-V T-AY1 M-AH0-N D-IH1 T-AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0


... it happened at different times and for different reasons, but it profoundly influenced the ways in which people lived their lives.

IH1-T HH-AE1 P-AH0-N D-AE1-T D-IH1 F-ER0 AH0-N-T T-AY1-M Z-AH0-N-D F-AO1-R D-IH1 F-ER0 AH0-N T-R-IY1 Z-AH0-N-Z B-AH1 T-IH1-T P-R-OW0 F-AW1-N D-L-IY0 IH1-N F-L-UW0 AH0-N-S-T DH-AH0 W-EY1 Z-IH0 N-W-IH1-CH P-IY1 P-AH0-L L-AY1-V-D DH-EH1-R L-IH1-V-Z


excuse me, and minority begins to control the surplus. the question of heritage and inheritance also becomes very important.

IH0-K-S K-Y-UW1 S-M-IY1 AH0-N D-M-AY0 N-AO1 R-AH0 T-IY0 B-IH0 G-IH1-N-Z T-UW1 K-AH0-N T-R-OW1-L DH-AH0 S-ER1 P-L-AH0-S DH-AH0 K-W-EH1-S CH-AH0 N-AH1-V HH-EH1 R-AH0 T-AH0 JH-AH0-N D-IH0-N HH-EH1 R-AH0 T-AH0-N S-AO1-L S-OW0 B-IH0 K-AH1-M-Z V-EH1 R-IY0 IH0-M P-AO1-R T-AH0-N-T


why it was men who ended up gaining control of the...

W-AY1 IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-M-EH1-N HH-UW1 EH1-N D-AH0 D-AH1-P G-EY1 N-IH0-NG K-AH0-N T-R-OW1 L-AH1-V DH-AH0


there becomes a need for more workers to tend.

DH-EH1-R B-IH0 K-AH1-M Z-AH0 N-IY1-D F-AO1-R M-AO1 R-W-ER1 K-ER0-Z T-UW1 T-EH1-N-D


to the fields. so this puts a premium on producing more children within society.

T-UW1 DH-AH0 F-IY1-L-D-Z S-OW1 DH-IH1-S P-UH1-T S-AH0 P-R-IY1 M-IY0 AH0 M-AA1-N P-R-AH0 D-UW1 S-IH0-NG M-AO1-R CH-IH1-L D-R-AH0 N-W-IH0 DH-IH1-N S-AH0 S-AY1 AH0 T-IY0


there was not a need for as many children, and it would have actually been incredibly difficult to travel and gather food with many children, women under-

DH-EH1 R-W-AA1 Z-N-AA1 T-AH0 N-IY1-D F-AO1 R-AE1 Z-M-EH1 N-IY0 CH-IH1-L D-R-AH0 N-AH0-N D-IH1 T-W-UH1-D HH-AE1 V-AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0 B-IH1 N-IH0-N K-R-EH1 D-AH0 B-L-IY0 D-IH1 F-AH0 K-AH0-L-T T-UW1 T-R-AE1 V-AH0 L-AH0-N-D G-AE1 DH-ER0 F-UW1 D-W-IH1 DH-M-EH1 N-IY0 CH-IH1-L D-R-AH0 N-W-IH1 M-AH0 N-AH1-N D-ER0


... these conditions would have actually had much greater control in determining when they had children.

DH-IY1-Z K-AH0-N D-IH1 SH-AH0-N Z-W-UH1-D HH-AE1 V-AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0 HH-AE1 D-M-AH1-CH G-R-EY1 T-ER0 K-AH0-N T-R-OW1 L-IH0-N D-IH0 T-ER1 M-AH0 N-IH0 NG-W-EH1-N DH-EY1 HH-AE1-D CH-IH1-L D-R-AH0-N


it was through archeological finds, we see female statues everywhere.

IH1 T-W-AA1-Z TH-R-UW1 AA2-R K-IY0 AH0 L-AA1 JH-IH0 K-AH0-L F-AY1-N-D Z-W-IY1 S-IY1 F-IY1 M-EY2-L-S T-AE1 CH-UW2 Z-EH1 V-R-IY0 W-EH2-R


god actually had to kill the female god. so you can see.

G-AA1 D-AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0 HH-AE1-D T-UW1 K-IH1-L DH-AH0 F-IY1 M-EY2-L G-AA1-D S-OW1 Y-UW1 K-AE1-N S-IY1


so the family tends to be romanticized within our society. but when we look at the word of the definition...

S-OW1 DH-AH0 F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0 T-EH1-N-D-Z T-UW1 B-IY1 R-OW0 M-AE1-N T-AH0 S-AY2-Z D-W-IH0 DH-IH1 N-AW1 ER0 S-AH0 S-AY1 AH0 T-IY0 B-AH1 T-W-EH1 N-W-IY1 L-UH1 K-AE1-T DH-AH0 W-ER1 D-AH1-V DH-AH0 D-EH2 F-AH0 N-IH1 SH-AH0-N


...the property, the women's slaves also became the complete property of the men and whatever sexual whims they had.

DH-AH0 P-R-AA1 P-ER0 T-IY0 DH-AH0 W-IH1 M-AH0-N-Z S-L-EY1-V Z-AO1-L S-OW0 B-IH0 K-EY1-M DH-AH0 K-AH0-M P-L-IY1-T P-R-AA1 P-ER0 T-IY0 AH1-V DH-AH0 M-EH1 N-AH0-N D-W-AH2 T-EH1 V-ER0 S-EH1-K SH-UW0 AH0 L-W-IH1-M-Z DH-EY1 HH-AE1-D


wage labor appears sporadically side-by-side with slave labor. and at the same time, as it's necessary correlate...

W-EY1 JH-L-EY1 B-ER0 AH0 P-IH1-R-Z-S P-ER0 AE1 D-IH0 K-L-IY0 S-AY1-D B-AY2 Z-IH0 S-W-IH1-DH S-L-EY1 V-L-EY1 B-ER0 AH0-N D-AE1-T DH-AH0 S-EY1-M T-AY1 M-AE1 Z-IH1-T S-N-EH1 S-AH0 S-EH2 R-IY0 K-AO1 R-AH0 L-EY2-T


... the professional prostitution of free women side by side with this forced surrender of the slave, that's the heritage, which group...

DH-AH0 P-R-AH0 F-EH1 SH-AH0 N-AH0-L P-R-AA2-S T-AH0 T-UW1 SH-AH0 N-AH1-V F-R-IY1 W-IH1 M-AH0-N S-AY1-D B-AY1 S-AY1 D-W-IH1-DH DH-IH1-S F-AO1-R-S-T S-ER0 EH1-N D-ER0 AH1-V DH-AH0 S-L-EY1-V TH-AE1-T-S DH-AH0 HH-EH1 R-AH0 T-AH0 JH-W-IH1-CH G-R-UW1-P


... divided against itself. contradictory, here monogamy, their prostitution with...

D-IH0 V-AY1 D-AH0 D-AH0 G-EH1-N-S T-IH0-T S-EH1-L-F K-AA2-N T-R-AH0 D-IH1-K T-ER0 IY0 HH-IY1-R M-AH0 N-AA1 G-AH0 M-IY0 DH-EH1-R P-R-AA2-S T-AH0 T-UW1 SH-AH0 N-W-IH1-DH


...for all different sorts of commodities like diapers, baby formula, clothing, and toys, which of course are completely gendered from birth.

F-AO1 R-AO1-L D-IH1 F-ER0 AH0-N-T S-AO1-R-T S-AH1-V K-AH0 M-AA1 D-AH0 T-IY0 Z-L-AY1-K D-AY1 AH0 P-ER0-Z B-EY1 B-IY0 F-AO1-R M-Y-AH0 L-AH0 K-L-OW1 DH-IH0 NG-AH0-N-D T-OY1 Z-W-IH1 CH-AH1-V K-AO1-R S-AA1-R K-AH0-M P-L-IY1 T-L-IY0 JH-EH1-N D-ER0-D F-R-AH1-M B-ER1-TH


now, as socialists, we do not believe that working class men benefit from the oppression of women any more...

N-AW1 AE1-Z S-OW1 SH-AH0 L-AH0-S-T S-W-IY1 D-UW1 N-AA1-T B-IH0 L-IY1-V DH-AE1 T-W-ER1 K-IH0-NG K-L-AE1 S-M-EH1-N B-EH1 N-AH0 F-IH0-T F-R-AH1-M DH-AH0 AH0 P-R-EH1 SH-AH0 N-AH1 V-W-IH1 M-AH0 N-EH1 N-IY0 M-AO1-R


... that keeps women oppressed. and she will never have to worry what will happen if she...

DH-AE1-T K-IY1-P S-W-IH1 M-AH0 N-AH0 P-R-EH1-S T-AH0-N-D SH-IY1 W-IH1-L N-EH1 V-ER0 HH-AE1-V T-UW1 W-ER1 IY0 W-AH1 T-W-IH1-L HH-AE1 P-AH0 N-IH1-F SH-IY1


.....capitalism, they suffer it in a myriad of ways, like a lack of good healthcare and job security.

K-AE1 P-IH0 T-AH0 L-IH2 Z-AH0-M DH-EY1 S-AH1 F-ER0 IH1 T-IH0 N-AH0 M-IH1 R-IY0 AH0 D-AH1 V-W-EY1 Z-L-AY1 K-AH0 L-AE1 K-AH1-V G-UH1-D HH-EH1-L-TH K-EH2 R-AH0-N-D JH-AA1-B S-IH0 K-Y-UH1 R-AH0 T-IY0


however, this was rooted in the material conditions of those societies, under conditions of scarcity and a low technological level.

HH-AW2 EH1 V-ER0 DH-IH1 S-W-AA1 Z-R-UW1 T-AH0 D-IH0-N DH-AH0 M-AH0 T-IH1 R-IY0 AH0-L K-AH0-N D-IH1 SH-AH0-N Z-AH1-V DH-OW1-Z S-AH0 S-AY1 AH0 T-IY0 Z-AH1-N D-ER0 K-AH0-N D-IH1 SH-AH0-N Z-AH1-V-S K-EH1-R S-IH0 T-IY0 AH0-N D-AH0 L-OW1 T-EH2 K-N-AH0 L-AA1 JH-IH0 K-AH0-L L-EH1 V-AH0-L


we have the resources to create the sort of world in which people could begin to make truly free decisions.

W-IY1 HH-AE1-V DH-AH0 R-IY1 S-AO0-R S-IH0-Z T-UW1 K-R-IY0 EY1-T DH-AH0 S-AO1-R T-AH1 V-W-ER1-L D-IH0 N-W-IH1-CH P-IY1 P-AH0-L K-UH1-D B-IH0 G-IH1-N T-UW1 M-EY1-K T-R-UW1 L-IY0 F-R-IY1 D-IH0 S-IH1 ZH-AH0-N-Z


it is more profitable to bomb people back into the stone age than it is to provide healthcare, education and childcare for all.

IH1 T-IH1 Z-M-AO1-R P-R-AA1 F-AH0 T-AH0 B-AH0-L T-UW1 B-AA1-M P-IY1 P-AH0-L B-AE1 K-IH0-N T-UW1 DH-AH0-S T-OW1 N-EY1-JH DH-AE1 N-IH1 T-IH1-Z T-UW1 P-R-AH0 V-AY1-D HH-EH1-L-TH K-EH2 R-EH2 JH-AH0 K-EY1 SH-AH0 N-AH0-N-D CH-AY1-L-D K-EH2-R F-AO1 R-AO1-L


what it would look like to begin to truly emancipate women. when the russian working class won the revolution in 1917, women made huge gains.

W-AH1 T-IH1 T-W-UH1 D-L-UH1 K-L-AY1-K T-UW1 B-IH0 G-IH1-N T-UW1 T-R-UW1 L-IY0 IH0 M-AE1-N S-AH0 P-EY2 T-W-IH1 M-AH0 N-W-EH1-N DH-AH0 R-AH1 SH-AH0 N-W-ER1 K-IH0-NG K-L-AE1 S-W-AH1-N DH-AH0 R-EH2 V-AH0 L-UW1 SH-AH0 N-IH0-N N-AY1-N T-IY1-N S-EH1 V-AH0-N T-IY1 N-W-IH1 M-AH0-N M-EY1-D HH-Y-UW1-JH G-EY1-N-Z


for example, women gained the right to vote, to obtain an abortion, and they began to figure out ways to socialize childcare.

F-AO1 R-IH0-G Z-AE1-M P-AH0 L-W-IH1 M-AH0-N G-EY1-N-D DH-AH0 R-AY1-T T-UW1 V-OW1-T T-UW1 AH0-B T-EY1 N-AE1 N-AH0 B-AO1-R SH-AH0 N-AH0-N-D DH-EY1 B-IH0 G-AE1-N T-UW1 F-IH1 G-Y-ER0 AW1 T-W-EY1-Z T-UW1 S-OW1 SH-AH0 L-AY2-Z CH-AY1-L-D K-EH2-R


and this was in 1917 and the revolution in russia had a ripple effect throughout the world.

AH0-N-D DH-IH1 S-W-AA1 Z-IH0-N N-AY1-N T-IY1-N S-EH1 V-AH0-N T-IY1 N-AH0-N-D DH-AH0 R-EH2 V-AH0 L-UW1 SH-AH0 N-IH0 N-R-AH1 SH-AH0 HH-AE1 D-AH0 R-IH1 P-AH0 L-IH0 F-EH1-K-T TH-R-UW0 AW1-T DH-AH0 W-ER1-L-D


she becomes an equal, a fighter and a comrade.

SH-IY1 B-IH0 K-AH1-M Z-AE1 N-IY1 K-W-AH0 L-AH0 F-AY1 T-ER0 AH0-N D-AH0 K-AA1 M-R-AE2-D


we can see the key to ending women's oppression.

W-IY1 K-AE1-N S-IY1 DH-AH0 K-IY1 T-UW1 EH1-N D-IH0 NG-W-IH1 M-AH0-N Z-AH0 P-R-EH1 SH-AH0-N


so the final question is, are we up to it? can they oppressed and exploited really end women's oppression?

S-OW1 DH-AH0 F-AY1 N-AH0-L K-W-EH1-S CH-AH0 N-IH1 Z-AA1 R-W-IY1 AH1-P T-UW1 IH1-T K-AE1-N DH-EY1 AH0 P-R-EH1-S T-AH0-N D-EH1-K-S P-L-OY2 T-AH0 D-R-IH1 L-IY0 EH1-N D-W-IH1 M-AH0-N Z-AH0 P-R-EH1 SH-AH0-N


we believe the answer is yes. the exist by the very existence of a group. why the international socialist organization, we believe the answer is yes.

W-IY1 B-IH0 L-IY1-V DH-AH0 AE1-N S-ER0 IH1 Z-Y-EH1-S DH-AH0 IH0-G Z-IH1-S-T B-AY1 DH-AH0 V-EH1 R-IY0 EH0-G Z-IH1-S T-AH0-N S-AH1 V-AH0 G-R-UW1 P-W-AY1 DH-AH0 IH2-N T-ER0 N-AE1 SH-AH0 N-AH0-L S-OW1 SH-AH0 L-AH0-S T-AO2-R G-AH0 N-AH0 Z-EY1 SH-AH0 N-W-IY1 B-IH0 L-IY1-V DH-AH0 AE1-N S-ER0 IH1 Z-Y-EH1-S


is it perfect time to give you a call to see what's going on?right.

IH1 Z-IH1-T P-ER1 F-IH2-K-T T-AY1-M T-UW1 G-IH1 V-Y-UW1 AH0 K-AO1-L T-UW1 S-IY1 W-AH0-T-S G-OW1 IH0 NG-AH0 N-R-AY1-T


they might have things. i don't know. almost certainly they know things i don't know.that is true.that could be part of bending the arc of my brain.

DH-EY1 M-AY1-T HH-AE1-V TH-IH1-NG Z-AY1 D-AA1-N T-N-OW1 AO1-L M-OW2-S-T S-ER1 T-AH0 N-L-IY0 DH-EY1 N-OW1 TH-IH1-NG Z-AY1 D-AA1-N T-N-OW1 TH-AH0 T-IH1-Z T-R-UW1 T-AE2-TH K-UH1-D B-IY1 P-AA1-R T-AH1-V B-EH1-N D-IH0-NG DH-AH0 AA1-R K-AH1 V-M-AY1 B-R-EY1-N


it is a piece of your story and in fact, it's how i was introduced to you.

IH1 T-IH1 Z-AH0 P-IY1 S-AH1 V-Y-AO1-R-S T-AO1 R-IY0 AH0-N D-IH0-N F-AE1-K T-IH1-T-S HH-AW1 AY1 W-AA1 Z-IH2-N T-R-AH0 D-UW1-S-T T-UW1 Y-UW1


and you're going to get out of my classroom because you are disrupting the class.

AH0-N D-Y-UH1-R G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 G-EH1 T-AW1 T-AH1 V-M-AY1 K-L-AE1 S-R-UW2-M B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-Y-UW1 AA1-R D-IH0 S-R-AH1-P T-IH0-NG DH-AH0 K-L-AE1-S


all of a sudden becomes the thing that is expected, but at least...

AO1 L-AH1 V-AH0 S-AH1 D-AH0-N B-IH0 K-AH1-M-Z DH-AH0 TH-IH1-NG DH-AE1 T-IH1 Z-IH0-K-S P-EH1-K T-AH0-D B-AH1 T-AE1 T-L-IY1-S-T


.. that your past might've kept you from being hired.

DH-AE1 T-Y-AO1-R P-AE1-S T-M-IY1 T-AH0-V K-EH1-P T-Y-UW1 F-R-AH1-M B-IY1 IH0-NG HH-AY1 ER0-D


but after that, they fired me. we had this big kumbaya meeting and they hired me again.

B-AH1 T-AE1-F T-ER0 DH-AE1-T DH-EY1 F-AY1 ER0 D-M-IY1 W-IY1 HH-AE1-D DH-IH1-S B-IH1-G K-UH2-M B-AY0 Y-AH1 M-IY1 T-IH0 NG-AH0-N-D DH-EY1 HH-AY1 ER0 D-M-IY1 AH0 G-EH1-N


got it.oh, we made a mistake. we hired you to fast. so we're going to fire you again. so that happened too many times for me to just be like what's going on and...

G-AA1 T-IY1 T-OW0 W-IY1 M-EY1 D-AH0 M-IH0-S T-EY1 K-W-IY1 HH-AY1 ER0 D-Y-UW1 T-UW1 F-AE1-S-T S-OW1 W-ER0 G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 F-AY1 ER0 Y-UW1 AH0 G-EH1-N S-OW1 DH-AE1-T HH-AE1 P-AH0-N-D T-UW1 M-EH1 N-IY0 T-AY1-M-Z F-AO1-R M-IY1 T-UW1 JH-AH1-S-T B-IY1 L-AY1 K-W-AH0-T-S G-OW1 IH0 NG-AA1 N-AH0-N-D


... in the name of things. there's something that they call forever unforgivable crimes.

IH0-N DH-AH0 N-EY1 M-AH1-V TH-IH1-NG-Z DH-EH1-R-Z S-AH1-M TH-IH0-NG DH-AE1-T DH-EY1 K-AO1-L F-ER0 EH1 V-ER0 AH2-N F-AO0-R G-IH1 V-AH0 B-AH0-L K-R-AY1-M-Z


don't have anybody representative of them in the school district. so...

D-AA1-N-T HH-AE1 V-EH1 N-IY0 B-AH0 D-IY0 R-EH2 P-R-AH0 Z-EH1-N T-AH0 T-IH0 V-AH1-V DH-EH1 M-IH0-N DH-AH0-S K-UW1-L D-IH1-S T-R-IH0-K-T S-OW1


it seems the 10th biggest increase or has the 10th worst traffic in the nation right now. so that's not very good.

IH1-T S-IY1-M-Z DH-AH0 T-EH1-N-TH B-IH1 G-AH0-S T-IH1-N K-R-IY2 S-AO1-R HH-AE1-Z DH-AH0 T-EH1-N TH-W-ER1-S-T T-R-AE1 F-IH0 K-IH0-N DH-AH0 N-EY1 SH-AH0 N-R-AY1 T-N-AW1 S-OW1 TH-AE1-T S-N-AA1-T V-EH1 R-IY0 G-UH1-D


yes.and some would propose that. therefore, the thing to do is build more highways.

Y-EH1 S-AH0-N-D S-AH1 M-W-UH1-D P-R-AH0 P-OW1-Z DH-AE1-T DH-EH1-R F-AO2-R DH-AH0 TH-IH1-NG T-UW1 D-UW1 IH1-Z B-IH1-L D-M-AO1-R HH-AY1 W-EY2-Z


but mitch purcell, that's not, we're here to talk about today. so i don't know why i brought it up [crosstalk 00:04:12]. so the...

B-AH1 T-M-IH1-CH P-ER0 S-EH1-L TH-AE1-T S-N-AA1 T-W-ER0 HH-IY1-R T-UW1 T-AO1 K-AH0 B-AW1-T T-AH0 D-EY1 S-OW1 AY1 D-AA1-N T-N-OW1 W-AY1 AY1 B-R-AO1 T-IH1 T-AH1-P K-R-AO1-S T-AO1-K Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z F-AO1-R M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N-D T-W-EH1-L-V S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D-Z S-OW1 DH-AH0


that's what you need to do. you need to like express yourself and reach out to somebody who's been there before. don't just go...

TH-AE1-T S-W-AH1 T-Y-UW1 N-IY1-D T-UW1 D-UW1 Y-UW1 N-IY1-D T-UW1 L-AY1 K-IH0-K-S P-R-EH1 S-Y-ER0 S-EH1-L F-AH0-N D-R-IY1 CH-AW1-T T-UW1 S-AH1-M B-AA2 D-IY0 HH-UW1-Z B-IH1-N DH-EH1-R B-IH0 F-AO1-R D-AA1-N-T JH-AH1-S-T G-OW1


and moo is because that's the sound cows make.

AH0-N D-M-UW1 IH1-Z B-IH0 K-AO1-Z TH-AE1-T-S DH-AH0 S-AW1-N-D K-AW1 Z-M-EY1-K


hey, jefferson, nice to be with you. well, first off.

HH-EY1 JH-EH1 F-ER0 S-AH0-N N-AY1-S T-UW1 B-IY1 W-IH1 DH-Y-UW1 W-EH1-L F-ER1-S T-AO1-F


didn't just come out against it. they denounced it as idiotic...

D-IH1 D-AH0-N-T JH-AH1-S-T K-AH1 M-AW1 T-AH0 G-EH1-N-S T-IH1-T DH-EY1 D-IH0 N-AW1-N-S T-IH1 T-AE1 Z-IH2 D-IY0 AA1 T-IH0-K


how the political dynamic change so quickly on them. and that's terrific. and it should be really gratifying for the lgbt community.

HH-AW1 DH-AH0 P-AH0 L-IH1 T-AH0 K-AH0-L D-AY0 N-AE1 M-IH0-K CH-EY1-N-JH S-OW1 K-W-IH1 K-L-IY0 AA1-N DH-EH1 M-AH0-N-D TH-AE1-T-S T-ER0 IH1 F-IH0 K-AH0-N D-IH1-T SH-UH1-D B-IY1 R-IH1 L-IY0 G-R-AE1 T-AH0 F-AY2 IH0-NG F-AO1-R DH-AH0-L G-AE1-B-T K-AH0 M-Y-UW1 N-AH0 T-IY0


... that would withstand legal scrutiny based on the direction the courts are currently going, which is to really...

DH-AE1 T-W-UH1 D-W-IH0-TH-S T-AE1-N D-L-IY1 G-AH0-L-S K-R-UW1 T-AH0 N-IY0 B-EY1-S T-AA1-N DH-AH0 D-ER0 EH1-K SH-AH0-N DH-AH0 K-AO1-R-T S-AA1-R K-ER1 AH0-N T-L-IY0 G-OW1 IH0 NG-W-IH1 CH-IH1-Z T-UW1 R-IH1 L-IY0


..faith we're there right away. we had over 200 clergy folks who just pivoted quickly.

F-EY1 TH-W-ER0 DH-EH1-R R-AY1 T-AH0 W-EY1 W-IY1 HH-AE1 D-OW1 V-ER0 T-UW1 HH-AH1-N D-R-AH0-D K-L-ER1 JH-IY0 F-OW1-K-S HH-UW1 JH-AH1-S-T P-IH1 V-AH0 T-AH0-D K-W-IH1 K-L-IY0


...there came out really strongly against it because they had been through the martin luther king debacle...

DH-EH1-R K-EY1 M-AW1 T-R-IH1 L-IY0-S T-R-AO1 NG-L-IY0 AH0 G-EH1-N-S T-IH1-T B-IH0 K-AO1-Z DH-EY1 HH-AE1-D B-IH1-N TH-R-UW1 DH-AH0 M-AA1-R T-AH0 N-L-UW1 TH-ER0 K-IH1-NG D-AH0 B-AA1 K-AH0-L


...20 years before, but they remembered it was... and so it was really front and center when it came here, and i'll never forget having a breakfast with business leaders here in portland and sitting down and...

P-OY1-N-T T-UW1 OW1 Y-IH1-R-Z B-IH0 F-AO1-R B-AH1-T DH-EY1 R-IH0 M-EH1-M B-ER0 D-IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-AH0-N-D S-OW1 IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-R-IH1 L-IY0 F-R-AH1-N T-AH0-N-D S-EH1-N T-ER0 W-EH1 N-IH1-T K-EY1-M HH-IY1 R-AH0-N D-IH1-L N-EH1 V-ER0 F-ER0 G-EH1-T HH-AE1 V-IH0 NG-AH0 B-R-EH1-K F-AH0-S T-W-IH1-DH B-IH1 Z-N-AH0 S-L-IY1 D-ER0-Z HH-IY1 R-IH0-N P-AO1-R T-L-AH0-N D-AH0-N-D S-IH1 T-IH0-NG D-AW1 N-AH0-N-D


...it's last thing in the world that they want anybody to be, that want past. but let alone, nobody wanted on the ballot, nobody wanted to even give it the light of day. it just didn't merit...

IH1-T S-L-AE1-S-T TH-IH1 NG-IH0-N DH-AH0 W-ER1-L-D DH-AE1-T DH-EY1 W-AA1-N T-EH1 N-IY0 B-AH0 D-IY0 T-UW1 B-IY1 DH-AE1 T-W-AA1-N-T P-AE1-S-T B-AH1 T-L-EH1 T-AH0 L-OW1-N N-OW1 B-AA2 D-IY2 W-AA1-N T-AH0 D-AA1-N DH-AH0 B-AE1 L-AH0 T-N-OW1 B-AA2 D-IY2 W-AA1-N T-AH0-D T-UW1 IY1 V-IH0-N G-IH1 V-IH1-T DH-AH0 L-AY1 T-AH1-V D-EY1 IH1-T JH-AH1-S-T D-IH1 D-AH0-N T-M-EH1 R-AH0-T


so, and i don't mean on a policy matter...

S-OW1 AH0-N D-AY1 D-AA1-N T-M-IY1 N-AA1 N-AH0 P-AA1 L-AH0 S-IY0 M-AE1 T-ER0


...eliminated, and as a consequence, we've seen this.

IH0 L-IH1 M-AH0 N-EY2 T-AH0 D-AH0-N D-AE1 Z-AH0 K-AA1-N S-AH0 K-W-AH0-N S-W-IY1-V S-IY1-N DH-IH1-S


so we have a tremendous amount of work to do, but thankfully we've laid the groundwork, as gina said, where it's going to be a more solid road to travel, but we still have many, many...

S-OW1 W-IY1 HH-AE1 V-AH0 T-R-AH0 M-EH1-N D-AH0 S-AH0 M-AW1-N T-AH1 V-W-ER1-K T-UW1 D-UW1 B-AH1-T TH-AE1-NG-K F-AH0 L-IY0 W-IY1 V-L-EY1-D DH-AH0 G-R-AW1-N D-W-ER2 K-AE1-Z JH-IY1 N-AH0 S-EH1 D-W-EH1 R-IH1-T-S G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 B-IY1 AH0 M-AO1-R S-AA1 L-AH0 D-R-OW1-D T-UW1 T-R-AE1 V-AH0-L B-AH1 T-W-IY1-S T-IH1-L HH-AE1 V-M-EH1 N-IY0 M-EH1 N-IY0


but we haven't even gotten there fully, and we certainly haven't gotten to the place where individual...

B-AH1 T-W-IY1 HH-AE1 V-AH0-N T-IY1 V-IH0-N G-AA1 T-AH0-N DH-EH1-R F-UH1 L-IY0 AH0-N D-W-IY1 S-ER1 T-AH0 N-L-IY0 HH-AE1 V-AH0-N-T G-AA1 T-AH0-N T-UW1 DH-AH0 P-L-EY1 S-W-EH1 R-IH2-N D-AH0 V-IH1 JH-AH0 W-AH0-L


advocates for the neonicotinoids. i added a syllable.

AE1-D V-AH0 K-AH0-T-S F-AO1-R DH-AH0 N-IY2 OW0 N-AY0 K-EY1 T-AH0 S-IY2-N S-AY1 AE1 D-AH0 D-AH0 S-IH1 L-AH0 B-AH0-L


so i don't have love for... i play the role of an ugly american either unintentionally or intentionally...

S-OW1 AY1 D-AA1-N-T HH-AE1 V-L-AH1-V F-AO1 R-AY1 P-L-EY1 DH-AH0 R-OW1 L-AH1 V-AE1 N-AH1 G-L-IY0 AH0 M-EH1 R-AH0 K-AH0 N-IY1 DH-ER0 AH2 N-IH0-N T-EH1-N SH-AH0 N-AH0 L-IY0 AO1 R-IH0-N T-EH1-N SH-AH0 N-AH0 L-IY0


and i do not have love for mosquitoes, and i do not have love for yellow jackets and hornets. i find them mostly useless, but i do have great love and affection for pollinators...

AH0-N D-AY1 D-UW1 N-AA1-T HH-AE1 V-L-AH1-V F-AO1-R M-AH0-S K-IY1 T-OW0 Z-AH0-N D-AY1 D-UW1 N-AA1-T HH-AE1 V-L-AH1-V F-AO1 R-Y-EH1 L-OW0 JH-AE1 K-IH0-T S-AH0-N-D HH-AO1-R N-AH0-T S-AY1 F-AY1-N-D DH-EH1-M M-OW1-S T-L-IY0 Y-UW1 S-L-AH0-S B-AH1 T-AY1 D-UW1 HH-AE1-V G-R-EY1 T-L-AH1 V-AH0-N D-AH0 F-EH1-K SH-AH0-N F-AO1-R P-AA1 L-AH0 N-EY2 T-ER0-Z


...do impact our friendly neighborhood bee man.

D-UW1 IH2-M P-AE1-K T-AW1 ER0 F-R-EH1-N D-L-IY0 N-EY1 B-ER0 HH-UH2-D B-IY1 M-AE1-N


...ness, spontaneous combustion, flipper babies...

N-EH1-S-S P-AA0-N T-EY1 N-IY0 AH0-S K-AH0-M B-AH1-S CH-AH0-N F-L-IH1 P-ER0 B-EY1 B-IY0-Z


that was fake, it's not real. gmoo vehicles, it isn't real, i already know. i can tell. you're trying to play a trick on our listeners.

DH-AE1 T-W-AA1-Z F-EY1 K-IH1-T S-N-AA1 T-R-IY1-L JH-UW1 M-OW2 V-IY1 HH-IH0 K-AH0-L Z-IH1 T-IH1 S-AH0-N T-R-IY1 L-AY1 AO0-L R-EH1 D-IY0 N-OW1 AY1 K-AE1-N T-EH1 L-Y-UH1-R T-R-AY1 IH0-NG T-UW1 P-L-EY1 AH0 T-R-IH1 K-AA1 N-AW1 ER0 L-IH1 S-AH0 N-ER0-Z


and this was based on a video that i saw.

AH0-N-D DH-IH1 S-W-AA1-Z B-EY1-S T-AA1 N-AH0 V-IH1 D-IY0 OW0 DH-AE1 T-AY1 S-AO1


i don't remember the video. it might've been a buzzfeed video, but it was when these two people who were together for some time...

AY1 D-AA1-N T-R-IH0 M-EH1-M B-ER0 DH-AH0 V-IH1 D-IY0 OW0 IH1 T-M-IY1 T-AH0-V B-IH1 N-AH0 B-AH1-Z F-IY2-D V-IH1 D-IY0 OW0 B-AH1 T-IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-W-EH1-N DH-IY1-Z T-UW1 P-IY1 P-AH0-L HH-UW1 W-ER0 T-AH0 G-EH1 DH-ER0 F-AO1-R S-AH1-M T-AY1-M


...they broke up and then they got them back together for the video to just talk about their relationships and everything like that. and it...

DH-EY1 B-R-OW1 K-AH1 P-AH0-N-D DH-EH1-N DH-EY1 G-AA1-T DH-EH1-M B-AE1-K T-AH0 G-EH1 DH-ER0 F-AO1-R DH-AH0 V-IH1 D-IY0 OW0 T-UW1 JH-AH1-S-T T-AO1 K-AH0 B-AW1-T DH-EH1-R R-IY0 L-EY1 SH-AH0-N SH-IH2-P S-AH0-N D-EH1 V-R-IY0 TH-IH2 NG-L-AY1-K DH-AE1 T-AH0-N D-IH1-T


...seemed like a very vulnerable experience. and you guys know that's what this whole podcast is supposed to be about. it's about focusing on the vulnerabilities of...

S-IY1-M D-L-AY1 K-AH0 V-EH1 R-IY0 V-AH1-L N-ER0 AH0 B-AH0 L-IH0-K-S P-IH1 R-IY0 AH0-N S-AH0-N D-Y-UW1 G-AY1 Z-N-OW1 TH-AE1-T S-W-AH1-T DH-IH1-S HH-OW1-L P-OW1-D K-AE2-S T-IH1-Z S-AH0 P-OW1-Z-D T-UW1 B-IY1 AH0 B-AW1 T-IH1-T S-AH0 B-AW1-T F-OW1 K-AH0 S-IH0 NG-AA1-N DH-AH0 V-AH2-L N-ER0 AH0 B-IH1 L-IH0 T-IY0 Z-AH1-V


...of people's experiences, the things that we face as people of color. and one of the most intimate term points of that is relationships and long-term...

AH1-V P-IY1 P-AH0-L Z-IH0-K-S P-IH1 R-IY0 AH0-N S-IH0-Z DH-AH0 TH-IH1-NG-Z DH-AE1 T-W-IY1 F-EY1 S-AE1-Z P-IY1 P-AH0 L-AH1-V K-AH1 L-ER0 AH0-N D-W-AH1 N-AH1-V DH-AH0 M-OW1-S T-IH1-N T-AH0 M-AH0-T T-ER1-M P-OY1-N-T S-AH1-V DH-AE1 T-IH1 Z-R-IY0 L-EY1 SH-AH0-N SH-IH2-P S-AH0-N D-L-AO1-NG T-ER2-M


...relationships. so me and jess were together for two years, and then we separated.

R-IY0 L-EY1 SH-AH0-N SH-IH2-P-S S-OW1 M-IY1 AH0-N-D JH-EH1 S-W-ER0 T-AH0 G-EH1 DH-ER0 F-AO1-R T-UW1 Y-IH1-R Z-AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-W-IY1 S-EH1 P-ER0 EY2 T-AH0-D


but yeah, so that's kind of what...

B-AH1 T-Y-AE1 S-OW1 TH-AE1-T-S K-AY1-N D-AH1 V-W-AH1-T


...what the premise of this was. and i want to thank jess in advance...

W-AH1-T DH-AH0 P-R-EH1 M-IH0 S-AH1-V DH-IH1 S-W-AA1 Z-AH0-N D-AY1 W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 TH-AE1-NG-K JH-EH1 S-IH0 N-AH0-D V-AE1-N-S


...because we're talking about breakups. it's, one, you were my first real relationship, my first love, and it's...

B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-W-ER0 T-AO1 K-IH0 NG-AH0 B-AW1-T B-R-EY1 K-AH0-P S-IH1-T S-W-AH1 N-Y-UW1 W-ER0 M-AY1 F-ER1-S T-R-IY1-L R-IY0 L-EY1 SH-AH0-N SH-IH2 P-M-AY1 F-ER1-S T-L-AH1 V-AH0-N D-IH1-T-S


...and why do you think that is? why do you think you...

AH0-N D-W-AY1 D-UW1 Y-UW1 TH-IH1-NG-K DH-AE1 T-IH1 Z-W-AY1 D-UW1 Y-UW1 TH-IH1-NG K-Y-UW1


we separated, broke up, whatever term you want to use.

W-IY1 S-EH1 P-ER0 EY2 T-AH0-D B-R-OW1 K-AH1 P-W-AH2 T-EH1 V-ER0 T-ER1 M-Y-UW1 W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 Y-UW1-Z


i kind of forced myself to just get really busy and focus on other things that i had going on. so...

AY1 K-AY1-N D-AH1-V F-AO1-R-S T-M-AY2 S-EH1-L-F T-UW1 JH-AH1-S-T G-EH1 T-R-IH1 L-IY0 B-IH1 Z-IY0 AH0-N-D F-OW1 K-AH0 S-AA1 N-AH1 DH-ER0 TH-IH1-NG-Z DH-AE1 T-AY1 HH-AE1-D G-OW1 IH0 NG-AA1-N S-OW1


...dr. whatever i was doing while i was out in the dr...

D-R-AY1 V-W-AH2 T-EH1 V-ER0 AY1 W-AA1-Z D-UW1 IH0 NG-W-AY1 L-AY1 W-AA1 Z-AW1 T-IH0-N DH-AH0 D-R-AY1-V


...then getting ready for graduation and the whole time, it was just kind of like, i'm working to get through this one day at a time type of thing. but...

DH-EH1-N G-EH1 T-IH0 NG-R-EH1 D-IY0 F-AO1-R G-R-AE2 JH-UW0 EY1 SH-AH0 N-AH0-N-D DH-AH0 HH-OW1-L T-AY1 M-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z JH-AH1-S-T K-AY1-N D-AH1 V-L-AY1 K-IH1 M-W-ER1 K-IH0-NG T-UW1 G-EH1-T TH-R-UW1 DH-IH1 S-W-AH1-N D-EY1 AE1 T-AH0 T-AY1-M T-AY1 P-AH1-V TH-IH1-NG B-AH1-T


...i still had to kind of find myself in the places that i felt comfortable in the spaces that i could inhabit. i think without having that...

AY1-S T-IH1-L HH-AE1-D T-UW1 K-AY1-N D-AH1-V F-AY1-N D-M-AY2 S-EH1-L F-IH0-N DH-AH0 P-L-EY1 S-AH0-Z DH-AE1 T-AY1 F-EH1-L-T K-AH1-M F-ER0 T-AH0 B-AH0 L-IH0-N DH-AH0-S P-EY1 S-AH0-Z DH-AE1 T-AY1 K-UH1 D-IH0-N HH-AE1 B-AH0 T-AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-W-IH0 TH-AW1-T HH-AE1 V-IH0-NG DH-AE1-T


oh, kyle's girlfriend or kyle's ex-girlfriend thing still attached to me for a really long time...

OW1 K-AY1-L-Z G-ER1-L F-R-EH2-N D-AO1-R K-AY1-L Z-EH1-G-S K-ER0 D-L-IY2-N TH-IH1-NG-S T-IH1 L-AH0 T-AE1-CH-T T-UW1 M-IY1 F-AO1 R-AH0 R-IH1 L-IY0 L-AO1-NG T-AY1-M


...which is again, why i couldn't get myself to live in the house. i couldn't be around the apartments that much.

W-IH1 CH-IH1 Z-AH0 G-EH1 N-W-AY1 AY1 K-AW1-L D-AH0-N-T G-EH1 T-M-AY2 S-EH1-L-F T-UW1 L-AY1 V-IH0-N DH-AH0 HH-AW1 S-AY1 K-AW1-L D-AH0-N-T B-IY1 ER0 AW1-N-D DH-AH0 AH0 P-AA1-R T-M-AH0-N-T-S DH-AE1 T-M-AH1-CH


didn't really want to do the dance thing again because i needed to find...

D-IH1 D-AH0-N T-R-IH1 L-IY0 W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 D-UW1 DH-AH0 D-AE1-N-S TH-IH1 NG-AH0 G-EH1-N B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-AY1 N-IY1 D-AH0-D T-UW1 F-AY1-N-D


...other things that i get to, one, see all the growth that happened throughout the relationship, and then the growth that came after. and it's still coming.so...

AH1 DH-ER0 TH-IH1-NG-Z DH-AE1 T-AY1 G-EH1-T T-UW1 W-AH1-N S-IY1 AO1-L DH-AH0 G-R-OW1-TH DH-AE1-T HH-AE1 P-AH0-N-D TH-R-UW0 AW1-T DH-AH0 R-IY0 L-EY1 SH-AH0-N SH-IH2 P-AH0-N-D DH-EH1-N DH-AH0 G-R-OW1-TH DH-AE1-T K-EY1 M-AE1-F T-ER0 AH0-N D-IH1-T-S-S T-IH1-L K-AH0 M-IH1-NG-G S-OW0


when you say that title of...

W-EH1 N-Y-UW1 S-EY1 DH-AE1-T T-AY1 T-AH0 L-AH1-V


...of kyle's ex-girlfriend or kyle's girlfriend, did you place that upon yourself after the fact? or was it other people were placing that on you, or you thought other people were placing...

AH1-V K-AY1-L Z-EH1-G-S K-ER0 D-L-IY2 N-AO1-R K-AY1-L-Z G-ER1-L F-R-EH2-N-D D-IH1 D-Y-UW1 P-L-EY1-S DH-AE1 T-AH0 P-AA1 N-Y-ER0 S-EH1-L F-AE1-F T-ER0 DH-AH0 F-AE1-K T-AO1 R-W-AA1 Z-IH1 T-AH1 DH-ER0 P-IY1 P-AH0 L-W-ER0 P-L-EY1 S-IH0-NG DH-AE1 T-AA1 N-Y-UW1 AO1 R-Y-UW1 TH-AO1 T-AH1 DH-ER0 P-IY1 P-AH0 L-W-ER0 P-L-EY1 S-IH0-NG


...that on you?i think it was both. the younger classes that definitely only knew you because, i mean, who didn't really know you? i was, oh, kyle's girlfriend or the girl...

DH-AE1 T-AA1 N-Y-UW1 IY0 TH-IH1-NG K-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z B-OW1-TH DH-AH0 Y-AH1-NG G-ER0 K-L-AE1 S-AH0-Z DH-AE1-T D-EH1 F-AH0 N-AH0 T-L-IY0 OW1 N-L-IY0 N-UW1 Y-UW1 B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-AY1 M-IY1-N HH-UW1 D-IH1 D-AH0-N T-R-IH1 L-IY0 N-OW1 Y-UW1 AY1 W-AA1 Z-OW1 K-AY1-L-Z G-ER1-L F-R-EH2-N D-AO1-R DH-AH0 G-ER1-L


it was that, and then it was just, even people that knew me...

IH1 T-W-AA1-Z DH-AE1 T-AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z JH-AH1-S T-IY1 V-IH0-N P-IY1 P-AH0-L DH-AE1 T-N-UW1 M-IY1


...only by association. it was like, oh, you were with kyle or, oh, i thought you graduated because kyle... no, i'm 15.

OW1 N-L-IY0 B-AY1 AH0 S-OW2 S-IY0 EY1 SH-AH0 N-IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-L-AY1 K-OW1 Y-UW1 W-ER0 W-IH1-DH K-AY1 L-AO1 R-OW1 AY1 TH-AO1 T-Y-UW1 G-R-AE1 JH-UW0 EY2 T-IH0-D B-IH0 K-AO1-Z K-AY1-L N-OW1 AY1 AE1-M F-IH0-F T-IY1-N


-and then it was just me too because you said we were together two years, so whatever started between us-

AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z JH-AH1-S T-M-IY1 T-UW1 B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-Y-UW1 S-EH1 D-W-IY1 W-ER0 T-AH0 G-EH1 DH-ER0 T-UW1 Y-IH1-R-Z S-OW1 W-AH2 T-EH1 V-ER0-S T-AA1-R T-AH0-D B-IH0 T-W-IY1 N-AH1-S


-or us to break up, going into senior year.

AO1 R-AH1-S T-UW1 B-R-EY1 K-AH1-P G-OW1 IH0 NG-IH0-N T-UW1 S-IY1 N-Y-ER0 Y-IH1-R


you're about to have a completely different experience for what is your senior year so i had to figure out what i needed or wanted that to be.

Y-UH1 R-AH0 B-AW1-T T-UW1 HH-AE1 V-AH0 K-AH0-M P-L-IY1 T-L-IY0 D-IH1 F-ER0 AH0-N T-IH0-K-S P-IH1 R-IY0 AH0-N-S F-AO1 R-W-AH1 T-IH1 Z-Y-AO1-R S-IY1 N-Y-ER0 Y-IH1-R S-OW1 AY1 HH-AE1-D T-UW1 F-IH1 G-Y-ER0 AW1 T-W-AH1 T-AY1 N-IY1 D-AH0 D-AO1 R-W-AA1-N T-AH0-D DH-AE1-T T-UW1 B-IY1


there's a lot of background story to everything. so, i'm trying to not confuse the people as we jump into this.

DH-EH1-R Z-AH0 L-AA1 T-AH1-V B-AE1-K G-R-AW2-N-D-S T-AO1 R-IY0 T-UW1 EH1 V-R-IY0 TH-IH2-NG S-OW1 IH1-M T-R-AY1 IH0-NG T-UW1 N-AA1-T K-AH0-N F-Y-UW1-Z DH-AH0 P-IY1 P-AH0 L-AE1 Z-W-IY1 JH-AH1-M P-IH0-N T-UW1 DH-IH1-S


me and jess met her freshman year, my sophomore year.

M-IY1 AH0-N-D JH-EH1 S-M-EH1-T HH-ER0 F-R-EH1 SH-M-AH0 N-Y-IH1-R M-AY1 S-AA1 F-M-AO2 R-Y-IH1-R


-a little bit, i mean, a little bit into it. i was abroad and then i came back and then i met her.

AH0 L-IH1 T-AH0-L B-IH1 T-AY1 M-IY1 N-AH0 L-IH1 T-AH0-L B-IH1 T-IH0-N T-UW1 IH1 T-AY1 W-AA1 Z-AH0 B-R-AO1 D-AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-AY1 K-EY1-M B-AE1 K-AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-AY1 M-EH1-T HH-ER0


and so that's just a little bit of backstory.

AH0-N-D S-OW1 TH-AE1-T-S JH-AH1-S T-AH0 L-IH1 T-AH0-L B-IH1 T-AH1-V B-AE1-K-S T-AO2 R-IY0


and basically the decision to-

AH0-N-D B-EY1 S-IH0 K-L-IY0 DH-AH0 D-IH0 S-IH1 ZH-AH0-N T-UW1


i wasn't at a place in life where i wanted it to be in terms of my own happiness. and i didn't want-

AY1 W-AO1-S T-AE1 T-AH0 P-L-EY1 S-IH0 N-L-AY1 F-W-EH1 R-AY1 W-AA1-N T-AH0 D-IH1-T T-UW1 B-IY1 IH0-N T-ER1-M Z-AH1 V-M-AY1 OW1-N HH-AE1 P-IY0 N-AH0 S-AH0-N D-AY1 D-IH1 D-AH0-N T-W-AA1-N-T


-affect jess's life. and to be completely honest, i think that we both still needed to grow a lot more individually before-

AE1 F-EH0-K-T JH-EH1 S-L-AY1 F-AH0-N-D T-UW1 B-IY1 K-AH0-M P-L-IY1 T-L-IY0 AA1 N-AH0-S T-AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K DH-AE1 T-W-IY1 B-OW1-TH-S T-IH1-L N-IY1 D-AH0-D T-UW1 G-R-OW1 AH0 L-AA1 T-M-AO1 R-IH2-N D-IH0 V-IH1 JH-UW0 AH0 L-IY0 B-IH0 F-AO1-R


i couldn't, i thought it would be selfish of me to ask somebody to stay and wait for me and wait for me to figure things out while-

AY1 K-AW1-L D-AH0-N T-AY1 TH-AO1 T-IH1 T-W-UH1-D B-IY1 S-EH1-L F-IH0 SH-AH1 V-M-IY1 T-UW1 AE1-S-K S-AH1-M B-AA2 D-IY0 T-UW1-S T-EY1 AH0-N D-W-EY1-T F-AO1-R M-IY1 AH0-N D-W-EY1-T F-AO1-R M-IY1 T-UW1 F-IH1 G-Y-ER0 TH-IH1-NG Z-AW1 T-W-AY1-L


-while i was trying to figure out myself, right? i think it kind of selfish for me to say, "all right, this is going to be a huge whirlwind-"

W-AY1 L-AY1 W-AA1-Z T-R-AY1 IH0-NG T-UW1 F-IH1 G-Y-ER0 AW1 T-M-AY2 S-EH1-L F-R-AY1 T-AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-IH1-T K-AY1-N D-AH1-V S-EH1-L F-IH0-SH F-AO1-R M-IY1 T-UW1 S-EY1 AO1-L R-AY1-T DH-IH1 S-IH1-Z G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 B-IY1 AH0 HH-Y-UW1 JH-W-ER1 L-W-IH2-N-D


,"so stick around and stay tuned to find out the next episode of driving ballsy." you know? you never really know-

S-OW1-S T-IH1 K-ER0 AW1-N D-AH0-N-D-S T-EY1 T-UW1-N-D T-UW1 F-AY1-N D-AW1-T DH-AH0 N-EH1-K-S T-EH1 P-AH0 S-OW2 D-AH1-V D-R-AY1 V-IH0-NG B-AO1-L Z-IY0 Y-UW1 N-OW1 Y-UW1 N-EH1 V-ER0 R-IH1 L-IY0 N-OW1


-what's going to happen. and to be honest, it's like a selfless thing and it's a very selfish move-

W-AH0-T-S G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 HH-AE1 P-AH0 N-AH0-N-D T-UW1 B-IY1 AA1 N-AH0-S T-IH1-T S-L-AY1 K-AH0 S-EH1-L F-L-AH0-S TH-IH1 NG-AH0-N D-IH1-T S-AH0 V-EH1 R-IY0 S-EH1-L F-IH0 SH-M-UW1-V


-wanting that, because in doing something like that, you're choosing to end something that-

W-AA1-N T-IH0-NG DH-AE1-T B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-IH0-N D-UW1 IH0-NG S-AH1-M TH-IH0 NG-L-AY1-K DH-AE1 T-Y-UH1-R CH-UW1 Z-IH0-NG T-UW1 EH1-N-D S-AH1-M TH-IH0-NG DH-AE1-T


-two people enter together and it's been-

T-UW1 P-IY1 P-AH0 L-EH1-N T-ER0 T-AH0 G-EH1 DH-ER0 AH0-N D-IH1-T-S B-IH1-N


-for so long and it's so intimate and you get so close to each other, that-

F-AO1-R S-OW1 L-AO1 NG-AH0-N D-IH1-T-S S-OW1 IH1-N T-AH0 M-AH0 T-AH0-N D-Y-UW1 G-EH1-T S-OW1 K-L-OW1-S T-UW1 IY1 CH-AH1 DH-ER0 DH-AE1-T


-it's a hard thing to do. and it's a hard thing to say-

IH1-T S-AH0 HH-AA1-R-D TH-IH1-NG T-UW1 D-UW1 AH0-N D-IH1-T S-AH0 HH-AA1-R-D TH-IH1-NG T-UW1 S-EY1


-out loud. and then it's a hard thing to accept in the long run. so i guess how at the beginning, how did you first-

AW1 T-L-AW1 D-AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-IH1-T S-AH0 HH-AA1-R-D TH-IH1-NG T-UW1 AE0-K S-EH1-P T-IH0-N DH-AH0 L-AO1 NG-R-AH1-N S-OW1 AY1 G-EH1-S HH-AW1 AE1-T DH-AH0 B-IH0 G-IH1 N-IH0-NG HH-AW1 D-IH1 D-Y-UW1 F-ER1-S-T


other than those hours of crying, or what felt like hours of crying in your house-

AH1 DH-ER0 DH-AE1-N DH-OW1 Z-AW1 ER0 Z-AH1-V K-R-AY1 IH0 NG-AO1 R-W-AH1-T F-EH1-L T-L-AY1 K-AW1 ER0 Z-AH1-V K-R-AY1 IH0 NG-IH0 N-Y-AO1-R HH-AW1-S


-really, really sad and pathetic moment.

R-IH1 L-IY0 R-IH1 L-IY0 S-AE1 D-AH0-N-D P-AH0 TH-EH1 T-IH0 K-M-OW1 M-AH0-N-T


but the flight to dri was really rough. the first one. so from new york to miami-

B-AH1-T DH-AH0 F-L-AY1-T T-UW1 D-R-AY1 W-AA1 Z-R-IH1 L-IY0 R-AH1-F DH-AH0 F-ER1-S T-W-AH1-N S-OW1 F-R-AH1-M N-UW1 Y-AO1-R-K T-UW1 M-AY0 AE1 M-IY0


i was one of those sad burrito things like you see those things on tumblr, it's going to be like, "i'm going to be a sad burrito thing." i took out the blanket that i had in my backpack-

AY1 W-AA1 Z-W-AH1 N-AH1-V DH-OW1-Z S-AE1-D B-ER0 IY1 T-OW0 TH-IH1-NG Z-L-AY1 K-Y-UW1 S-IY1 DH-OW1-Z TH-IH1-NG Z-AA1-N T-AH1-M B-ER0 L-IH1-T-S G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 B-IY1 L-AY1 K-IH1-M G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 B-IY1 AH0 S-AE1-D B-ER0 IY1 T-OW0 TH-IH1 NG-AY1 T-UH1 K-AW1-T DH-AH0 B-L-AE1-NG K-AH0-T DH-AE1 T-AY1 HH-AE1 D-IH0-N M-AY1 B-AE1-K P-AE2-K


-wrapped myself in it because i happened to have a row to myself in the airplane-

R-AE1-P T-M-AY2 S-EH1-L F-IH0 N-IH1-T B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-AY1 HH-AE1 P-AH0-N-D T-UW1 HH-AE1 V-AH0 R-OW1 T-UW1 M-AY2 S-EH1-L F-IH0-N DH-AH0 EH1-R P-L-EY2-N


-for the flight done. the flight attendant had to wake me up when we got to miami. and then i was just like-

F-AO1-R DH-AH0 F-L-AY1-T D-AH1-N DH-AH0 F-L-AY1 T-AH0 T-EH1-N D-AH0-N-T HH-AE1-D T-UW1 W-EY1 K-M-IY1 AH1 P-W-EH1 N-W-IY1 G-AA1-T T-UW1 M-AY0 AE1 M-IY0 AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-AY1 W-AA1-Z JH-AH1-S T-L-AY1-K


-did that happen? did it really happen because i had already texted you before i took off.

D-IH1-D DH-AE1-T HH-AE1 P-AH0-N D-IH1 D-IH1 T-R-IH1 L-IY0 HH-AE1 P-AH0-N B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-AY1 HH-AE1 D-AO0-L R-EH1 D-IY0 T-EH1-K-S T-IH0 D-Y-UW1 B-IH0 F-AO1 R-AY1 T-UH1 K-AO1-F


i think i had texted or called donnie before then-

AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-AY1 HH-AE1-D T-EH1-K-S T-IH0 D-AO1-R K-AO1-L-D D-AA1 N-IY0 B-IH0 F-AO1-R DH-EH1-N


-and then i had to call my dad. and that's when-

AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-AY1 HH-AE1-D T-UW1 K-AO1-L M-AY1 D-AE1 D-AH0-N-D TH-AE1-T S-W-EH1-N


-it got really rough because i was waiting for the flight from miami to the dr.

IH1-T G-AA1 T-R-IH1 L-IY0 R-AH1-F B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-AY1 W-AA1 Z-W-EY1 T-IH0-NG F-AO1-R DH-AH0 F-L-AY1-T F-R-AH1-M M-AY0 AE1 M-IY0 T-UW1 DH-AH0 D-R-AY1-V


and sitting there being like, "one, i'm not going to be really calling my dad that much because it'll be facetime if anything." and i felt like i needed to let him know because-

AH0-N-D S-IH1 T-IH0-NG DH-EH1-R B-IY1 IH0 NG-L-AY1 K-W-AH1 N-IH1-M N-AA1-T G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 B-IY1 R-IH1 L-IY0 K-AO1 L-IH0-NG M-AY1 D-AE1-D DH-AE1 T-M-AH1-CH B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-IH1 T-AH0-L B-IY1 F-AE1 S-AH0 T-AY2 M-IH1 F-EH1 N-IY0 TH-IH2 NG-AH0-N D-AY1 F-EH1-L T-L-AY1 K-AY1 N-IY1 D-AH0-D T-UW1 L-EH1-T HH-IH1-M N-OW1 B-IH0 K-AO1-Z


-it's something that he had kind of warned me about.

IH1-T-S S-AH1-M TH-IH0-NG DH-AE1-T HH-IY1 HH-AE1-D K-AY1-N D-AH1 V-W-AO1-R-N D-M-IY1 AH0 B-AW1-T


so when i called him and then i-

S-OW1 W-EH1 N-AY1 K-AO1-L-D HH-IH1 M-AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-AY1


-was like maybe 20 seconds into the call and i like broke down-

W-AA1 Z-L-AY1 K-M-EY1 B-IY0 T-W-EH1-N T-IY0 S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D Z-IH0-N T-UW1 DH-AH0 K-AO1 L-AH0-N D-AY1 L-AY1-K B-R-OW1-K D-AW1-N


one, i needed to say it in spanish. i needed it to feel comfortable for me.

W-AH1 N-AY1 N-IY1 D-AH0-D T-UW1 S-EY1 IH1 T-IH0-N-S P-AE1 N-IH0 SH-AY1 N-IY1 D-AH0 D-IH1-T T-UW1 F-IY1-L K-AH1-M F-ER0 T-AH0 B-AH0-L F-AO1-R M-IY1


kind of downhill and then there was a lot of crying.

K-AY1-N D-AH1-V D-AW1-N HH-IH1 L-AH0-N-D DH-EH1-N DH-EH1 R-W-AA1 Z-AH0 L-AA1 T-AH1-V K-R-AY1 IH0-NG


straighten up. i didn't really want to talk about it. pretended like nothing was happening.

S-T-R-EY1 T-AH0 N-AH1 P-AY1 D-IH1 D-AH0-N T-R-IH1 L-IY0 W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 T-AO1 K-AH0 B-AW1 T-IH1-T P-R-IY0 T-EH1-N D-AH0 D-L-AY1 K-N-AH1 TH-IH0 NG-W-AA1-Z HH-AE1 P-AH0 N-IH0-NG


lived with my roommates, did all the work, and then at night is when it'd be really rough because-

L-AY1-V D-W-IH1 DH-M-AY1 R-UW1 M-EY2-T-S D-IH1 D-AO1-L DH-AH0 W-ER1 K-AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-AE1 T-N-AY1 T-IH1 Z-W-EH1 N-AY1 T-AH0-D B-IY1 R-IH1 L-IY0 R-AH1-F B-IH0 K-AO1-Z


-but it helped for me to be away and to not have to deal with it at school right from the beginning.

B-AH1 T-IH1-T HH-EH1-L-P-T F-AO1-R M-IY1 T-UW1 B-IY1 AH0 W-EY1 AH0-N-D T-UW1 N-AA1-T HH-AE1-V T-UW1 D-IY1 L-W-IH1 DH-IH1 T-AE1-T-S K-UW1-L R-AY1-T F-R-AH1-M DH-AH0 B-IH0 G-IH1 N-IH0-NG


i leaned on my brother and my dad a lot-

AY1 L-IY1-N D-AA1-N M-AY1 B-R-AH1 DH-ER0 AH0-N D-M-AY1 D-AE1 D-AH0 L-AA1-T


-while i was going through it. and she was really, really helpful.

W-AY1 L-AY1 W-AA1-Z G-OW1 IH0-NG TH-R-UW1 IH1 T-AH0-N-D SH-IY1 W-AA1 Z-R-IH1 L-IY0 R-IH1 L-IY0 HH-EH1-L-P F-AH0-L


they were just understanding. mad, yes. but very understanding.

DH-EY1 W-ER0 JH-AH1-S T-AH2-N D-ER0-S T-AE1-N D-IH0-NG M-AE1 D-Y-EH1-S B-AH1-T V-EH1 R-IY0 AH2-N D-ER0-S T-AE1-N D-IH0-NG


and one of the girls who happened to be my roommate out there, [inaudible 00:04:19], she was literally like my saving grace. she's-

AH0-N D-W-AH1 N-AH1-V DH-AH0 G-ER1-L-Z HH-UW1 HH-AE1 P-AH0-N-D T-UW1 B-IY1 M-AY1 R-UW1 M-EY2 T-AW1-T DH-EH1 R-IH0 N-AO1 D-AH0 B-AH0-L Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z F-AO1-R M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N D-N-AY1-N T-IY1-N S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D-Z SH-IY1 W-AA1 Z-L-IH1 T-ER0 AH0 L-IY0 L-AY1 K-M-AY1 S-EY1 V-IH0-NG G-R-EY1-S SH-EH1-S


she was 26 and she turned 26 while we were out there and she just-

SH-IY1 W-AA1-Z T-W-EH1-N T-IY0 S-IH1-K S-AH0-N-D SH-IY1 T-ER1-N-D T-W-EH1-N T-IY0 S-IH1-K S-W-AY1 L-W-IY1 W-ER0 AW1-T DH-EH1 R-AH0-N-D SH-IY1 JH-AH1-S-T


-from a different perspective and then just kind of talk things out-

F-R-AH1 M-AH0 D-IH1 F-ER0 AH0-N-T P-ER0-S P-EH1-K T-IH0 V-AH0-N-D DH-EH1-N JH-AH1-S-T K-AY1-N D-AH1-V T-AO1-K TH-IH1-NG Z-AW1-T


a different way like how? what did she say that you think-

AH0 D-IH1 F-ER0 AH0-N T-W-EY1 L-AY1-K HH-AW1 W-AH1-T D-IH1-D SH-IY1 S-EY1 DH-AE1 T-Y-UW1 TH-IH1-NG-K


-stuck with you?i think it wasn't so much like what she said, but it was just me irritating, not irritating, like reiterating-

S-T-AH1 K-W-IH1 DH-Y-UW1 IY0 TH-IH1-NG K-IH1 T-W-AO1-S-T S-OW1 M-AH1 CH-L-AY1 K-W-AH1-T SH-IY1 S-EH1-D B-AH1 T-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z JH-AH1-S T-M-IY1 IH1 R-AH0 T-EY2 T-IH0-NG N-AA1 T-IH1 R-AH0 T-EY2 T-IH0 NG-L-AY1 K-R-IY0 IH1 T-ER0 EY2 T-IH0-NG


-your reasons. and then, again, it's not like i ever doubted your reasons or anything, but it was just still really hard to hear.

Y-AO1-R R-IY1 Z-AH0-N Z-AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-AH0 G-EH1 N-IH1-T S-N-AA1 T-L-AY1 K-AY1 EH1 V-ER0 D-AW1 T-IH0 D-Y-AO1-R R-IY1 Z-AH0-N Z-AO1 R-EH1 N-IY0 TH-IH2-NG B-AH1 T-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z JH-AH1-S-T-S T-IH1-L R-IH1 L-IY0 HH-AA1-R-D T-UW1 HH-IY1-R


.. and then going through my head, like, "what happened?"

AH0-N-D DH-EH1-N G-OW1 IH0-NG TH-R-UW1 M-AY1 HH-EH1 D-L-AY1 K-W-AH1-T HH-AE1 P-AH0-N-D


or why that came about and how things happened is what i was trying to do. and, i talked to her about-

AO1 R-W-AY1 DH-AE1-T K-EY1 M-AH0 B-AW1 T-AH0-N-D HH-AW1 TH-IH1-NG-Z HH-AE1 P-AH0-N D-IH1 Z-W-AH1 T-AY1 W-AA1-Z T-R-AY1 IH0-NG T-UW1 D-UW1 AH0-N D-AY1 T-AO1-K-T T-UW1 HH-ER0 AH0 B-AW1-T


... but also i was out in the [dr 00:00:16]. so, going to the beach and giving myself that time or taking it while i was with the girls-

B-AH1 T-AO1-L S-OW0 AY1 W-AA1 Z-AW1 T-IH0-N DH-AH0 D-R-AY1-V Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z Z-IH1 R-OW0 M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N-D S-IH0-K-S T-IY1-N S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D-Z S-OW1 G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 DH-AH0 B-IY1 CH-AH0-N-D G-IH1 V-IH0-NG M-AY2 S-EH1-L-F DH-AE1-T T-AY1 M-AO1-R T-EY1 K-IH0 NG-IH1 T-W-AY1 L-AY1 W-AA1 Z-W-IH1-DH DH-AH0 G-ER1-L-Z


... kind of working to accept it because, what, i was-

K-AY1-N D-AH1 V-W-ER1 K-IH0-NG T-UW1 AE0-K S-EH1-P T-IH1-T B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-W-AH1 T-AY1 W-AA1-Z


i had turned 21, and for them it was really awkward to see-

AY1 HH-AE1-D T-ER1-N-D T-W-EH1-N T-IY0 W-AH1 N-AH0-N-D F-AO1-R DH-EH1 M-IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-R-IH1 L-IY0 AA1 K-W-ER0-D T-UW1 S-IY1


... a girl or woman who's 21, who's not married, who doesn't have kids.oh, [inaudible 00:00:39].yeah, they would ask, all the time, "where's your husband? where are your kids? do you have any?

AH0 G-ER1 L-AO1 R-W-UH1 M-AH0-N HH-UW1-Z T-W-EH1-N T-IY0 W-AH1-N HH-UW1 Z-N-AA1 T-M-EH1 R-IY0-D HH-UW1 D-OW1 S-AH0-N-T HH-AE1-V K-IH1-D-S HH-AA2 IH0 N-AO1 D-AH0 B-AH0-L Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z Z-IH1 R-OW0 M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N-D TH-ER1 D-IY0 N-AY1-N S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D Z-Y-AE1 DH-EY1 W-UH1 D-AE1-S K-AO1-L DH-AH0 T-AY1-M D-AH1 B-AH0 L-Y-UW0 HH-IY1 R-IH1 Z-Y-AO1-R HH-AH1-Z B-AH0-N D-W-EH1 R-AA1 R-Y-AO1-R K-IH1-D-Z D-UW1 Y-UW1 HH-AE1 V-EH1 N-IY0


they'd ask all the time, and i think it was just those things where i was like, i had to kind of take and process and then just be like, "well, this is kind of what things are right now."

TH-IY1 D-AE1-S K-AO1-L DH-AH0 T-AY1 M-AH0-N D-AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z JH-AH1-S-T DH-OW1-Z TH-IH1-NG Z-W-EH1 R-AY1 W-AA1 Z-L-AY1 K-AY1 HH-AE1-D T-UW1 K-AY1-N D-AH1-V T-EY1 K-AH0-N-D P-R-AA1 S-EH2 S-AH0-N-D DH-EH1-N JH-AH1-S-T B-IY1 L-AY1 K-W-EH1-L DH-IH1 S-IH1-Z K-AY1-N D-AH1 V-W-AH1-T TH-IH1-NG Z-AA1-R R-AY1 T-N-AW1


either [inaudible 00:00:58].no. they were all coming from the us. but, even people that worked there, like one of the youngest workers, she was-

IY1 DH-ER0 IH0 N-AO1 D-AH0 B-AH0-L Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z Z-IH1 R-OW0 M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N-D F-IH1-F T-IY0 EY1-T S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D Z-N-OW1 DH-EY1 W-ER0 AO1-L K-AH1 M-IH0-NG F-R-AH1-M DH-AH0 AH1-S B-AH1 T-IY1 V-IH0-N P-IY1 P-AH0-L DH-AE1 T-W-ER1-K-T DH-EH1-R L-AY1 K-W-AH1 N-AH1-V DH-AH0 Y-AH1-NG G-AH0-S T-W-ER1 K-ER0-Z SH-IY1 W-AA1-Z


yeah, one of the youngest ones. she had already had two children and she was younger than us. so the fact that they knew here i was a girl that had started going through the program and learning-[inaudible 00:01:19].

Y-AE1 W-AH1 N-AH1-V DH-AH0 Y-AH1-NG G-AH0-S T-W-AH1-N-Z SH-IY1 HH-AE1 D-AO0-L R-EH1 D-IY0 HH-AE1-D T-UW1 CH-IH1-L D-R-AH0 N-AH0-N-D SH-IY1 W-AA1 Z-Y-AH1-NG G-ER0 DH-AE1 N-AH1-S S-OW1 DH-AH0 F-AE1-K-T DH-AE1-T DH-EY1 N-UW1 HH-IY1 R-AY1 W-AA1 Z-AH0 G-ER1-L DH-AE1-T HH-AE1-D-S T-AA1-R T-AH0-D G-OW1 IH0-NG TH-R-UW1 DH-AH0 P-R-OW1 G-R-AE2 M-AH0-N D-L-ER0 N-IH1 JH-N-AH0 F-AH0-L-D Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0 Z-W-AH1-N M-IH1 N-AH0 T-AH0-N D-N-AY1-N T-IY1-N S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D-Z


you, i guess, of everything that just happened to... do you think that made it-

Y-UW1 AY1 G-EH1 S-AH1 V-EH1 V-R-IY0 TH-IH2-NG DH-AE1-T JH-AH1-S-T HH-AE1 P-AH0-N-D T-UW1 D-UW1 Y-UW1 TH-IH1-NG-K DH-AE1 T-M-EY1 D-IH1-T


... easier to deal with because you were forced to confront it? or do you think it made it harder?

IY1 Z-IY0 ER0 T-UW1 D-IY1 L-W-IH1-DH B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-Y-UW1 W-ER0 F-AO1-R-S-T T-UW1 K-AH0-N F-R-AH1-N T-IH1 T-AO1-R D-UW1 Y-UW1 TH-IH1-NG K-IH1 T-M-EY1 D-IH1-T HH-AA1-R D-ER0


i think both. it made it harder just because it felt like it was really soon.

AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K B-OW1 TH-IH1 T-M-EY1 D-IH1-T HH-AA1-R D-ER0 JH-AH1-S-T B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-IH1-T F-EH1-L T-L-AY1 K-IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-R-IH1 L-IY0 S-UW1-N


as they would ask me those things, every now and then i had to be like, "i'm going to go to the restroom." and i go to the restroom and just be like-

AE1-Z DH-EY1 W-UH1 D-AE1-S K-M-IY1 DH-OW1-Z TH-IH1-NG Z-EH1 V-ER0 IY0 N-AW1 AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-AY1 HH-AE1-D T-UW1 B-IY1 L-AY1 K-IH1-M G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 G-OW1 T-UW1 DH-AH0 R-EH1-S T-R-UW2 M-AH0-N D-AY1 G-OW1 T-UW1 DH-AH0 R-EH1-S T-R-UW2 M-AH0-N-D JH-AH1-S-T B-IY1 L-AY1-K


in terms of my conversation with [inaudible 00:01:47], i think it did help me just like-

IH0-N T-ER1-M Z-AH1 V-M-AY1 K-AA2-N V-ER0 S-EY1 SH-AH0 N-W-IH1 DH-IH0 N-AO1 D-AH0 B-AH0-L Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0 Z-W-AH1-N M-IH1 N-AH0 T-AH0-N-D F-AO1-R T-IY0 S-EH1 V-AH0-N S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D Z-AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-IH1-T D-IH1-D HH-EH1-L P-M-IY1 JH-AH1-S T-L-AY1-K


and then just kind of see it as like, "well, those were your reasons."

AH0-N-D DH-EH1-N JH-AH1-S-T K-AY1-N D-AH1-V S-IY1 IH1 T-AE1 Z-L-AY1 K-W-EH1-L DH-OW1 Z-W-ER0 Y-AO1-R R-IY1 Z-AH0-N-Z


"i'm not going through this, et cetera, but like, what do i need to get out of this?"

IH1-M N-AA1-T G-OW1 IH0-NG TH-R-UW1 DH-IH1 S-EH1-T S-EH1 T-ER0 AH0 B-AH1 T-L-AY1 K-W-AH1-T D-UW1 AY1 N-IY1-D T-UW1 G-EH1 T-AW1 T-AH1-V DH-IH1-S


actually, another thing that comes out. i had a conversation too about-

AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0 AH0 N-AH1 DH-ER0 TH-IH1-NG DH-AE1-T K-AH1-M Z-AW1 T-AY1 HH-AE1 D-AH0 K-AA2-N V-ER0 S-EY1 SH-AH0-N T-UW1 AH0 B-AW1-T


... like, now, right, especially in our age group. and somebody said something that was really interesting. it was like-

L-AY1 K-N-AW1 R-AY1 T-AH0-S P-EH1 SH-L-IY0 IH0 N-AW1 ER0 EY1-JH G-R-UW1 P-AH0-N-D S-AH1-M B-AA2 D-IY0 S-EH1-D S-AH1-M TH-IH0-NG DH-AE1 T-W-AA1 Z-R-IH1 L-IY0 IH1-N T-R-AH0-S T-IH0 NG-IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-L-AY1-K


"well, men usually want to get to a certain-

W-EH1-L M-EH1 N-Y-UW1 ZH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0 W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 G-EH1-T T-UW1 AH0 S-ER1 T-AH0-N


... level of their life before they choose to commit to one person.

L-EH1 V-AH0 L-AH1-V DH-EH1-R L-AY1-F B-IH0 F-AO1-R DH-EY1 CH-UW1-Z T-UW1 K-AH0 M-IH1-T T-UW1 W-AH1-N P-ER1 S-AH0-N


but women-


i think so. i think from my own experience-

AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K S-OW1 AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K F-R-AH1-M M-AY1 OW1 N-IH0-K-S P-IH1 R-IY0 AH0-N-S


... i've told you that. i've sent that to you before.

AY1-V T-OW1-L D-Y-UW1 DH-AE1 T-AY1-V S-EH1-N-T DH-AE1-T T-UW1 Y-UW1 B-IH0 F-AO1-R


it is. i can see that. and i think it's something that-

IH1 T-IH1 Z-AY1 K-AE1-N S-IY1 DH-AE1 T-AH0-N D-AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-IH1-T-S S-AH1-M TH-IH0-NG DH-AE1-T


... i have always really felt. like even before, when people bring up kids and marriage and all that other stuff-

AY1 HH-AE1 V-AO1 L-W-EY2 Z-R-IH1 L-IY0 F-EH1-L T-L-AY1 K-IY1 V-IH0-N B-IH0 F-AO1 R-W-EH1-N P-IY1 P-AH0-L B-R-IH1 NG-AH1-P K-IH1-D Z-AH0-N D-M-EH1 R-IH0 JH-AH0-N D-AO1-L DH-AE1 T-AH1 DH-ER0-S T-AH1-F


the idea that i can say most of the women in my life have this-

DH-AH0 AY0 D-IY1 AH0 DH-AE1 T-AY1 K-AE1-N S-EY1 M-OW1-S T-AH1-V DH-AH0 W-IH1 M-AH0 N-IH0-N M-AY1 L-AY1-F HH-AE1-V DH-IH1-S


you're with this person for a set number of years and you get to know them and you grow-

Y-UH1 R-W-IH1-DH DH-IH1-S P-ER1 S-AH0-N F-AO1 R-AH0 S-EH1 T-N-AH1-M B-ER0 AH1 V-Y-IH1-R Z-AH0-N D-Y-UW1 G-EH1-T T-UW1 N-OW1 DH-EH1 M-AH0-N D-Y-UW1 G-R-OW1


this is something that i want to do with you. whether that be like five people would joke about 10, whatever. there is that-

DH-IH1 S-IH1-Z S-AH1-M TH-IH0-NG DH-AE1 T-AY1 W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 D-UW1 W-IH1 DH-Y-UW1 W-EH1 DH-ER0 DH-AE1-T B-IY1 L-AY1-K F-AY1-V P-IY1 P-AH0 L-W-UH1-D JH-OW1 K-AH0 B-AW1-T T-EH1 N-W-AH2 T-EH1 V-ER0 DH-EH1 R-IH1-Z DH-AE1-T


... you're a part of each other's journey. you see the good, the bad, the ugly, and you're there through it. and if you can make it through that, you know you can be with that person for what is-

Y-UH1 R-AH0 P-AA1-R T-AH1 V-IY1 CH-AH1 DH-ER0-Z JH-ER1 N-IY0 Y-UW1 S-IY1 DH-AH0 G-UH1-D DH-AH0 B-AE1-D DH-AH0 AH1 G-L-IY0 AH0-N D-Y-UH1-R DH-EH1-R TH-R-UW1 IH1 T-AH0-N D-IH1 F-Y-UW1 K-AE1-N M-EY1 K-IH1-T TH-R-UW1 DH-AE1 T-Y-UW1 N-OW1 Y-UW1 K-AE1-N B-IY1 W-IH1-DH DH-AE1-T P-ER1 S-AH0-N F-AO1 R-W-AH1 T-IH1-Z


... the rest of your life. that would be cool.do you have people in your family that have been together for that long? like, forever?

DH-AH0 R-EH1-S T-AH1 V-Y-AO1-R L-AY1-F DH-AE1 T-W-UH1-D B-IY1 K-UW1-L D-OW0 Y-UW1 HH-AE1-V P-IY1 P-AH0 L-IH0 N-Y-AO1-R F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0 DH-AE1-T HH-AE1-V B-IH1-N T-AH0 G-EH1 DH-ER0 F-AO1-R DH-AE1 T-L-AO1 NG-L-AY1-K F-ER0 EH1 V-ER0


i have people in my family that have been together like 25 years.

AY1 HH-AE1-V P-IY1 P-AH0 L-IH0-N M-AY1 F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0 DH-AE1-T HH-AE1-V B-IH1-N T-AH0 G-EH1 DH-ER0 L-AY1-K T-W-EH1-N T-IY0 F-AY1 V-Y-IH1-R-Z


my parents.your parents. yeah.so how are you now in terms of-

M-AY1 P-EH2-R T-EH0-N S-UH1 R-IY0 P-EH1 R-AH0-N-T S-Y-IY1 S-OW0 HH-AW1 AA1 R-Y-UW1 N-AW1 IH0-N T-ER1-M Z-AH1-V


i don't know. i feel like i'm tried multiple times, every single day, by my kids.

AY1 D-AA1-N T-N-OW1 AY1 F-IY1-L L-AY1 K-IH1-M T-R-AY1 D-M-AH1-L T-AH0 P-AH0-L T-AY1-M Z-EH1 V-ER0 IY0 S-IH1-NG G-AH0-L D-EY1 B-AY1 M-AY1 K-IH1-D-Z


something i'm going to do in bridgeport, or specifically for elementary, once my two years of teach for america are up, but i'm doing-

S-AH1-M TH-IH0 NG-IH1-M G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 D-UW1 IH0-N B-R-IH1-JH P-AO2-R T-AO1-R-S P-AH0 S-IH1 F-IH0 K-L-IY0 F-AO1 R-EH2 L-AH0 M-EH1-N T-R-IY0 W-AH1-N S-M-AY1 T-UW1 Y-IH1-R Z-AH1-V T-IY1-CH F-AO1 R-AH0 M-EH1 R-AH0 K-AH0 AA1 R-AH1-P B-AH1 T-IH1-M D-UW1 IH0-NG


that's my life. my kids. the students.

TH-AE1-T S-M-AY1 L-AY1 F-M-AY1 K-IH1-D-Z DH-AH0-S T-UW1 D-AH0-N-T-S


just trying to give myself time for me. the weekends-

JH-AH1-S-T T-R-AY1 IH0-NG T-UW1 G-IH1 V-M-AY2 S-EH1-L-F T-AY1-M F-AO1-R M-IY1 DH-AH0 W-IY1 K-EH2-N-D-Z


... are non-existent. i don't really do much.

AA1-R N-AA2 N-AH0-G Z-IH1-S T-AH0-N T-AY1 D-AA1-N T-R-IH1 L-IY0 D-UW1 M-AH1-CH


one, it doesn't feel like you have any time to, aside from lesson planning, grading, and homework.

W-AH1 N-IH1-T D-OW1 S-AH0-N-T F-IY1-L L-AY1 K-Y-UW1 HH-AE1 V-EH1 N-IY0 T-AY1-M T-UW1 AH0 S-AY1-D F-R-AH1 M-L-EH1 S-AH0-N P-L-AE1 N-IH0-NG G-R-EY1 D-IH0 NG-AH0-N-D HH-OW1 M-W-ER2-K


if you don't do work that saturday and leave everything for sunday, because it just doesn't-

IH1 F-Y-UW1 D-AA1-N-T D-UW1 W-ER1-K DH-AE1-T S-AE1 T-ER0 D-IY0 AH0-N D-L-IY1 V-EH1 V-R-IY0 TH-IH2-NG F-AO1-R S-AH1-N D-EY2 B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-IH1-T JH-AH1-S-T D-OW1 S-AH0-N-T


... feel like you're doing enough for your kids. you don't feel like you're doing them any justice.

F-IY1-L L-AY1 K-Y-UH1-R D-UW1 IH0 NG-IH0 N-AH1-F F-AO1 R-Y-AO1-R K-IH1-D Z-Y-UW1 D-AA1-N-T F-IY1-L L-AY1 K-Y-UH1-R D-UW1 IH0-NG DH-EH1 M-EH1 N-IY0 JH-AH1-S T-AH0-S


but then i feel like i keep neglecting myself-

B-AH1-T DH-EH1 N-AY1 F-IY1-L L-AY1 K-AY1 K-IY1 P-N-IH0 G-L-EH1-K T-IH0-NG M-AY2 S-EH1-L-F


... because i'm really not doing anything for myself other than sleeping.

B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-IH1 M-R-IH1 L-IY0 N-AA1-T D-UW1 IH0 NG-EH1 N-IY0 TH-IH2-NG F-AO1-R M-AY2 S-EH1-L F-AH1 DH-ER0 DH-AE1-N S-L-IY1 P-IH0-NG


there's not that much. every now and then i'll meet up with other people. like, i'll go to new haven or norwalk and have get togethers. but even then, put a bunch of teachers in the same room-

DH-EH1-R Z-N-AA1-T DH-AE1 T-M-AH1 CH-EH1 V-ER0 IY0 N-AW1 AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-IH1-L M-IY1 T-AH1 P-W-IH1 DH-AH1 DH-ER0 P-IY1 P-AH0-L L-AY1 K-IH1-L G-OW1 T-UW1 N-UW1 HH-EY1 V-AH0 N-AO1-R N-AO1 R-W-AO2 K-AH0-N-D HH-AE1-V G-EH1-T T-AH0 G-EH1 DH-ER0-Z B-AH1 T-IY1 V-IH0-N DH-EH1-N P-UH1 T-AH0 B-AH1-N CH-AH1-V T-IY1 CH-ER0 Z-IH0-N DH-AH0 S-EY1 M-R-UW1-M


i think that's the thing that, because i'm still so focused on everything else that i'm doing-

AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K TH-AE1-T-S DH-AH0 TH-IH1-NG DH-AE1-T B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-IH1-M-S T-IH1-L S-OW1 F-OW1 K-AH0-S T-AA1 N-EH1 V-R-IY0 TH-IH2 NG-EH1-L-S DH-AE1 T-IH1-M D-UW1 IH0-NG


one of my brothers mentioned it to me, or my friends will ask, "oh, what's the guy's situation", et cetera. and i'm like, i mean...

W-AH1 N-AH1 V-M-AY1 B-R-AH1 DH-ER0 Z-M-EH1-N SH-AH0-N D-IH1-T T-UW1 M-IY1 AO1-R M-AY1 F-R-EH1-N-D Z-W-IH1 L-AE1-S K-OW1 W-AH0-T-S DH-AH0 G-AY1-Z S-IH2 CH-UW0 EY1 SH-AH0 N-EH1-T S-EH1 T-ER0 AH0 AH0-N D-IH1 M-L-AY1 K-AY1 M-IY1-N


i have friends. i talk to my friends regular basis because texting.

AY1 HH-AE1-V F-R-EH1-N-D Z-AY1 T-AO1-K T-UW1 M-AY1 F-R-EH1-N-D Z-R-EH1 G-Y-AH0 L-ER0 B-EY1 S-AH0-S B-IH0 K-AO1-Z T-EH1-K-S T-IH0-NG


but even then i don't feel like i'm-

B-AH1 T-IY1 V-IH0-N DH-EH1 N-AY1 D-AA1-N-T F-IY1-L L-AY1 K-IH1-M


just because i'm not in that place. it's not something that i'm necessarily looking to invest my energy into.

JH-AH1-S-T B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-IH1-M N-AA1 T-IH0-N DH-AE1-T P-L-EY1 S-IH1-T S-N-AA1-T S-AH1-M TH-IH0-NG DH-AE1 T-IH1-M N-EH2 S-AH0 S-EH1 R-AH0 L-IY0 L-UH1 K-IH0-NG T-UW1 IH0-N V-EH1-S T-M-AY1 EH1 N-ER0 JH-IY0 IH0-N T-UW1


and that's because you're focusing on your professional life right now, or is that because you're still carrying baggage from-it's both.

AH0-N-D TH-AE1-T-S B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-Y-UH1-R F-OW1 K-AH0 S-IH0 NG-AA1 N-Y-AO1-R P-R-AH0 F-EH1 SH-AH0 N-AH0-L L-AY1 F-R-AY1 T-N-AW1 AO1 R-IH1-Z DH-AE1-T B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-Y-UH1-R-S T-IH1-L K-AE1 R-IY0 IH0-NG B-AE1 G-AH0-JH F-R-AA1 M-AH0-T-S B-OW1-TH


it's because i know i need to get to a certain place. like i need to finish really strong these two years so that i have a better idea of what it is that i'm doing.

IH1-T-S B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-AY1 N-OW1 AY1 N-IY1-D T-UW1 G-EH1-T T-UW1 AH0 S-ER1 T-AH0-N P-L-EY1 S-L-AY1 K-AY1 N-IY1-D T-UW1 F-IH1 N-IH0 SH-R-IH1 L-IY0-S T-R-AO1-NG DH-IY1-Z T-UW1 Y-IH1-R-Z S-OW1 DH-AE1 T-AY1 HH-AE1 V-AH0 B-EH1 T-ER0 AY0 D-IY1 AH0 AH1 V-W-AH1 T-IH1 T-IH1-Z DH-AE1 T-IH1-M D-UW1 IH0-NG


... myself and owning what is the classroom, et cetera. and finding the place that i want to be in. so what's fear of education-

M-AY2 S-EH1-L F-AH0-N D-OW1 N-IH0 NG-W-AH1 T-IH1-Z DH-AH0 K-L-AE1 S-R-UW2 M-EH1-T S-EH1 T-ER0 AH0 AH0-N-D F-AY1-N D-IH0-NG DH-AH0 P-L-EY1-S DH-AE1 T-AY1 W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 B-IY1 IH0-N S-OW1 W-AH0-T-S F-IH1 R-AH1 V-EH2 JH-AH0 K-EY1 SH-AH0-N


looking to be in? and part of that is me doing things like-

L-UH1 K-IH0-NG T-UW1 B-IY1 IH0 N-AH0-N-D P-AA1-R T-AH1-V DH-AE1 T-IH1 Z-M-IY1 D-UW1 IH0-NG TH-IH1-NG Z-L-AY1-K


or other people's students and doing school events.

AO1 R-AH1 DH-ER0 P-IY1 P-AH0-L-Z-S T-UW1 D-AH0-N-T S-AH0-N-D D-UW1 IH0-NG-S K-UW1 L-IH0 V-EH1-N-T-S


and then the other part is, yeah, that baggage of i'm not ready or, i guess...

AH0-N-D DH-EH1-N DH-AH0 AH1 DH-ER0 P-AA1-R T-IH1 Z-Y-AE1 DH-AE1-T B-AE1 G-AH0 JH-AH1 V-IH1-M N-AA1 T-R-EH1 D-IY0 AO1 R-AY1 G-EH1-S


that when you say you haven't let go, what do you mean?

DH-AE1 T-W-EH1 N-Y-UW1 S-EY1 Y-UW1 HH-AE1 V-AH0-N T-L-EH1-T G-OW1 W-AH1-T D-UW1 Y-UW1 M-IY1-N


okay, so the whole love versus in love...

OW2 K-EY1 S-OW1 DH-AH0 HH-OW1-L L-AH1-V V-ER1 S-AH0 S-IH0 N-L-AH1-V


... topic thing that i had to work my way through i guess.

T-AA1 P-IH0-K TH-IH1-NG DH-AE1 T-AY1 HH-AE1-D T-UW1 W-ER1 K-M-AY1 W-EY1 TH-R-UW1 AY1 G-EH1-S


so to backtrack, because we got to explain that,

S-OW1 T-UW1 B-AE1-K T-R-AE2-K B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-W-IY1 G-AA1-T T-UW1 IH0-K-S P-L-EY1-N DH-AE1-T


i mentioned it before. so in the breakup conversation,

AY1 M-EH1-N SH-AH0-N D-IH1-T B-IH0 F-AO1-R S-OW1 IH0-N DH-AH0 B-R-EY1 K-AH2-P K-AA2-N V-ER0 S-EY1 SH-AH0-N


i said something that i really do believe in, is like, i think there's a big difference between...

AY1 S-EH1-D S-AH1-M TH-IH0-NG DH-AE1 T-AY1 R-IH1 L-IY0 D-UW1 B-IH0 L-IY1 V-IH0 N-IH1 Z-L-AY1 K-AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K DH-EH1-R Z-AH0 B-IH1-G D-IH1 F-ER0 AH0-N-S B-IH0 T-W-IY1-N


... body and then being in love with them. and i think...

B-AA1 D-IY0 AH0-N-D DH-EH1-N B-IY1 IH0 NG-IH0 N-L-AH1 V-W-IH1-DH DH-EH1 M-AH0-N D-AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K


... at that stage, i wasn't in love, but i have a lot of love-

AE1-T DH-AE1-T-S T-EY1 JH-AY1 W-AO1-S T-IH0 N-L-AH1-V B-AH1 T-AY1 HH-AE1 V-AH0 L-AA1 T-AH1 V-L-AH1-V


[inaudible 00:01:50] which makes these types of conversations and makes me see her easier. like

IH0 N-AO1 D-AH0 B-AH0-L Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0 Z-W-AH1-N M-IH1 N-AH0 T-AH0-N-D F-IH1-F T-IY0 S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D Z-W-IH1 CH-M-EY1-K-S DH-IY1-Z T-AY1-P S-AH1-V K-AA2-N V-ER0 S-EY1 SH-AH0-N Z-AH0-N D-M-EY1-K S-M-IY1 S-IY1 HH-ER0 IY1 Z-IY0 ER0 L-AY1-K


there's no animosity between us at all.

DH-EH1-R Z-N-OW1 AE2 N-AH0 M-AA1 S-AH0 T-IY0 B-IH0 T-W-IY1 N-AH1 S-AE1 T-AO1-L


and it's interesting. i told people like, "i'm coming up to do this podcast".

AH0-N D-IH1-T S-IH1-N T-R-AH0-S T-IH0 NG-AY1 T-OW1-L-D P-IY1 P-AH0-L L-AY1 K-IH1-M K-AH1 M-IH0 NG-AH1-P T-UW1 D-UW1 DH-IH1-S P-OW1-D K-AE2-S-T


"like somebody might start swinging." i'm like, "ah, but i don't think..." and it's weird because i don't-

L-AY1-K S-AH1-M B-AA2 D-IY0 M-AY1-T-S T-AA1-R-T S-W-IH1 NG-IH0 NG-IH1 M-L-AY1 K-AA1 B-AH1 T-AY1 D-AA1-N-T TH-IH1-NG K-AH0-N D-IH1-T S-W-IH1-R-D B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-AY1 D-AA1-N-T


my family ever has had that kind of relationship with a female where it's that detrimental where you can't be-

M-AY1 F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0 EH1 V-ER0 HH-AE1-Z HH-AE1-D DH-AE1-T K-AY1-N D-AH1 V-R-IY0 L-EY1 SH-AH0-N SH-IH2 P-W-IH1 DH-AH0 F-IY1 M-EY2 L-W-EH1 R-IH1-T-S DH-AE1-T D-EH2 T-R-AH0 M-EH1-N T-AH0 L-W-EH1 R-Y-UW1 K-AE1-N-T B-IY1


and now usually that's because people have had kids with their significant-

AH0-N D-N-AW1 Y-UW1 ZH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0 TH-AE1-T-S B-IH0 K-AO1-Z P-IY1 P-AH0-L HH-AE1-V HH-AE1-D K-IH1-D Z-W-IH1-DH DH-EH1-R S-AH0 G-N-IH1 F-IH0 K-AH0-N-T


... don't understand that i can still have these kinds of conversations and it's not-

D-AA1-N T-AH2-N D-ER0-S T-AE1-N-D DH-AE1 T-AY1 K-AE1-N-S T-IH1-L HH-AE1-V DH-IY1-Z K-AY1-N-D Z-AH1-V K-AA2-N V-ER0 S-EY1 SH-AH0-N Z-AH0-N D-IH1-T S-N-AA1-T


i think time is a big thing, right? time is a big thing about healing, right? and i think we did touch on that too-

AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K T-AY1 M-IH1 Z-AH0 B-IH1-G TH-IH1 NG-R-AY1-T T-AY1 M-IH1 Z-AH0 B-IH1-G TH-IH1 NG-AH0 B-AW1-T HH-IY1 L-IH0 NG-R-AY1 T-AH0-N D-AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-W-IY1 D-IH1-D T-AH1 CH-AA1-N DH-AE1-T T-UW1


... right? like you say, you're still working through it.yeah.and you're still not ready to move on yet. right. because you're focusing on certain things and that's like-

R-AY1 T-L-AY1 K-Y-UW1 S-EY1 Y-UH1-R-S T-IH1 L-W-ER1 K-IH0-NG TH-R-UW1 AY1 T-IY0 W-AE2-N D-Y-UH1-R-S T-IH1-L N-AA1 T-R-EH1 D-IY0 T-UW1 M-UW1 V-AA1 N-Y-EH1 T-R-AY1-T B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-Y-UH1-R F-OW1 K-AH0 S-IH0 NG-AA1-N S-ER1 T-AH0-N TH-IH1-NG Z-AH0-N-D TH-AE1-T S-L-AY1-K


... due to time. i think time is a big thing that a lot of people-

D-UW1 T-UW1 T-AY1 M-AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K T-AY1 M-IH1 Z-AH0 B-IH1-G TH-IH1-NG DH-AE1 T-AH0 L-AA1 T-AH1-V P-IY1 P-AH0-L


... take for granted and it's something that's out of your control, right? you can't rush-

T-EY1-K F-AO1-R G-R-AE1-N T-AH0 D-AH0-N D-IH1-T-S S-AH1-M TH-IH0-NG TH-AE1-T S-AW1 T-AH1 V-Y-AO1-R K-AH0-N T-R-OW1-L R-AY1 T-Y-UW1 K-AE1-N T-R-AH1-SH


... it. it's all about patience. like you can't rush yourself to heal faster-

IH1 T-IH1-T S-AO1 L-AH0 B-AW1-T P-EY1 SH-AH0-N S-L-AY1 K-Y-UW1 K-AE1-N T-R-AH1 SH-Y-ER0 S-EH1-L-F T-UW1 HH-IY1-L F-AE1-S T-ER0


... just based on your circumstances. you can deal with it. you can force yourself to deal with it as best you can in a short amount of time-

JH-AH1-S-T B-EY1-S T-AA1 N-Y-AO1-R S-ER1 K-AH0-M-S T-AE2-N S-AH0 Z-Y-UW1 K-AE1-N D-IY1 L-W-IH1 DH-IH1 T-Y-UW1 K-AE1-N F-AO1-R S-Y-ER0 S-EH1-L-F T-UW1 D-IY1 L-W-IH1 DH-IH1 T-AE1-Z B-EH1-S T-Y-UW1 K-AE1 N-IH0 N-AH0 SH-AO1-R T-AH0 M-AW1-N T-AH1-V T-AY1-M


... but to actually go through the healing process, you can't heal your heart on your own time. it's not up to you, you're on god's time.

B-AH1-T T-UW1 AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0 G-OW1 TH-R-UW1 DH-AH0 HH-IY1 L-IH0-NG P-R-AA1 S-EH2 S-Y-UW1 K-AE1-N-T HH-IY1 L-Y-AO1-R HH-AA1-R T-AA1 N-Y-AO1 R-OW1-N T-AY1 M-IH1-T S-N-AA1 T-AH1-P T-UW1 Y-UW1 Y-UH1 R-AA1-N G-AA1-D-Z T-AY1-M


god's clock. all those things. but yeah.

G-AA1-D-Z K-L-AA1 K-AO1-L DH-OW1-Z TH-IH1-NG-Z B-AH1 T-Y-AE1


i don't know. well, i mean... not that i don't know, but like i mentioned in the beginning, you were my first real relationship-

AY1 D-AA1-N T-N-OW1 W-EH1 L-AY1 M-IY1-N N-AA1-T DH-AE1 T-AY1 D-AA1-N T-N-OW1 B-AH1 T-L-AY1 K-AY1 M-EH1-N SH-AH0-N D-IH0-N DH-AH0 B-IH0 G-IH1 N-IH0 NG-Y-UW1 W-ER0 M-AY1 F-ER1-S T-R-IY1-L R-IY0 L-EY1 SH-AH0-N SH-IH2-P


thing before i got to dartmouth. everybody that knew me knew that i wasn't ever going to get really seriously involved with anyone.why was that?because i-

TH-IH1-NG B-IH0 F-AO1 R-AY1 G-AA1-T T-UW1 D-AA1-R T-M-AH0 TH-EH1 V-R-IY0 B-AA2 D-IY0 DH-AE1 T-N-UW1 M-IY1 N-UW1 DH-AE1 T-AY1 W-AO1-S T-EH1 V-ER0 G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 G-EH1 T-R-IH1 L-IY0 S-IH1 R-IY0 AH0 S-L-IY0 IH0-N V-AA1-L-V D-W-IH1 DH-EH2 N-Y-UW1 AH0 N-W-EY2 W-AA1-Z TH-AE1 T-AH0-B K-AW2 S-AY1


... knew myself as a person. and i knew that whatever happened or whatever school-

N-UW1 M-AY2 S-EH1-L F-AE1 Z-AH0 P-ER1 S-AH0 N-AH0-N D-AY1 N-UW1 DH-AE1 T-W-AH2 T-EH1 V-ER0 HH-AE1 P-AH0-N D-AO1 R-W-AH2 T-EH1 V-ER0-S K-UW1-L


... i ended up going to, i was not going to stay in la. i wasn't going to stay in california, and i didn't want to become emotionally invested nor did i want to hurt someone like that.

AY1 EH1-N D-AH0 D-AH1-P G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 AY1 W-AA1 Z-N-AA1-T G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1-S T-EY1 IH0 N-L-AA1 AY1 W-AO1-S-T G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1-S T-EY1 IH0-N K-AE2 L-AH0 F-AO1-R N-Y-AH0 AH0-N D-AY1 D-IH1 D-AH0-N T-W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 B-IH0 K-AH1 M-IH0 M-OW1 SH-N-AH0 L-IY0 IH0-N V-EH1-S T-AH0 D-N-AO1-R D-IH1 D-AY1 W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 HH-ER1-T S-AH1 M-W-AH2 N-L-AY1-K DH-AE1-T


yeah. [crosstalk 00:03:57].by saying like, "okay, even if this is happening or this is a thing like-"

Y-AE1 K-R-AO1-S T-AO1-K Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z TH-R-IY1 M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N-D F-IH1-F T-IY0 S-EH1 V-AH0-N S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D-Z B-AY1 S-EY1 IH0 NG-L-AY1 K-OW2 K-EY1 IY1 V-IH0 N-IH1-F DH-IH1 S-IH1-Z HH-AE1 P-AH0 N-IH0 NG-AO1-R DH-IH1 S-IH1 Z-AH0 TH-IH1 NG-L-AY1-K


"i'm sorry, it's just not going to be when i'm leaving. like this has been my plan."

IH1-M S-AA1 R-IY0 IH1-T-S JH-AH1-S T-N-AA1-T G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 B-IY1 W-EH1 N-IH1 M-L-IY1 V-IH0 NG-L-AY1-K DH-IH1-S HH-AE1-Z B-IH1-N M-AY1 P-L-AE1-N


even starting middle school a little bit before when i had said, "i'm going to leave california. i'm probably going to go across the country to go to college."

IY1 V-IH0-N-S T-AA1-R T-IH0-NG M-IH1 D-AH0-L-S K-UW1 L-AH0 L-IH1 T-AH0-L B-IH1-T B-IH0 F-AO1 R-W-EH1 N-AY1 HH-AE1-D S-EH1 D-IH1-M G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 L-IY1-V K-AE2 L-AH0 F-AO1-R N-Y-AH0 IH1-M P-R-AA1 B-AH0 B-L-IY0 G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 G-OW1 AH0 K-R-AO1-S DH-AH0 K-AH1-N T-R-IY0 T-UW1 G-OW1 T-UW1 K-AA1 L-IH0-JH


i had family members that didn't think i was going to do it.

AY1 HH-AE1-D F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0 M-EH1-M B-ER0-Z DH-AE1-T D-IH1 D-AH0-N-T TH-IH1-NG K-AY1 W-AA1-Z G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 D-UW1 IH1-T


part of me felt really bad because even if there were people that i had a connection with, or like ongoing conversations with, semi-involved, not really-

P-AA1-R T-AH1 V-M-IY1 F-EH1-L T-R-IH1 L-IY0 B-AE1-D B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-IY1 V-IH0 N-IH1-F DH-EH1 R-W-ER0 P-IY1 P-AH0-L DH-AE1 T-AY1 HH-AE1 D-AH0 K-AH0 N-EH1-K SH-AH0 N-W-IH1 DH-AO1-R L-AY1 K-AA1-N G-OW2 IH0-NG K-AA2-N V-ER0 S-EY1 SH-AH0-N Z-W-IH1-DH S-EH2 M-IY0 V-AA1 N-IH0 V-L-AE0 D-N-AA1 T-R-IH1 L-IY0


... just unfair to them. i know.

JH-AH1-S T-AH0-N F-EH1-R T-UW1 DH-EH1 M-AY1 N-OW1


and then the length of time and all the growth that happened in there throughout that time is-

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... going through trying to see how much i did grow and in what respects and why that happened.

G-OW1 IH0-NG TH-R-UW1 T-R-AY1 IH0-NG T-UW1 S-IY1 HH-AW1 M-AH1 CH-AY1 D-IH1-D G-R-OW1 AH0-N D-IH0 N-W-AH1 T-R-IH0-S P-EH1-K-T S-AH0-N D-W-AY1 DH-AE1-T HH-AE1 P-AH0-N-D


or even all the questions you would ask me, like push me to really think about things. like, "why are you so uncomfortable?" or like, "why is this-

AO1 R-IY1 V-IH0 N-AO1-L DH-AH0 K-W-EH1-S CH-AH0-N Z-Y-UW1 W-UH1 D-AE1-S K-M-IY1 L-AY1-K P-UH1 SH-M-IY1 T-UW1 R-IH1 L-IY0 TH-IH1-NG K-AH0 B-AW1-T TH-IH1-NG Z-L-AY1 K-W-AY1 AA1 R-Y-UW1 S-OW1 AH0-N K-AH1-M F-ER0 T-AH0 B-AH0 L-AO1-R L-AY1 K-W-AY1 IH1-Z DH-IH1-S


.. challenging. you're like, "why is that normal?" you're-not-opening-up-to-people types of conversations are still things that kind of apply to now.

CH-AE1 L-AH0-N JH-IH0 NG-Y-UH1-R L-AY1 K-W-AY1 IH1-Z DH-AE1 T-N-AO1-R M-AH0 L-Y-UH2 R-AH0 N-AH0 T-AH1 P-AH0 G-AH0-N T-IH0-P T-AY1-P S-AH1-V K-AA2-N V-ER0 S-EY1 SH-AH0-N Z-AA1-R-S T-IH1-L TH-IH1-NG-Z DH-AE1-T K-AY1-N D-AH1 V-AH0 P-L-AY1 T-UW1 N-AW1


and again, like you said, there is an animosity towards you.

AH0-N D-AH0 G-EH1 N-L-AY1 K-Y-UW1 S-EH1-D DH-EH1 R-IH1 Z-AE1 N-AE2 N-AH0 M-AA1 S-AH0 T-IY0 T-AH0 W-AO1-R-D Z-Y-UW1


is not in the near future, i guess, or something that, in letting go of that relationship, i had to also let go.

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gotcha. that's true, i think, whenever you're in a-

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