the other person becomes part of you. i was reading something the other day. it was, when somebody else starts using your slang, that's when you know they really are-

DH-AH0 AH1 DH-ER0 P-ER1 S-AH0-N B-IH0 K-AH1-M-Z P-AA1-R T-AH1 V-Y-UW1 AY1 W-AA1 Z-R-EH1 D-IH0-NG S-AH1-M TH-IH0-NG DH-AH0 AH1 DH-ER0 D-EY1 IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-W-EH1-N S-AH1-M B-AA2 D-IY0 EH1-L-S-S T-AA1-R-T S-Y-UW1 Z-IH0 NG-Y-AO1-R S-L-AE1-NG TH-AE1-T S-W-EH1 N-Y-UW1 N-OW1 DH-EY1 R-IH1 L-IY0 AA1-R


... integrated with you. right? and there's a lot of times where you would say something, and i'm like-

IH1-N T-AH0 G-R-EY2 T-AH0 D-W-IH1 DH-Y-UW1 R-AY1 T-AH0-N-D DH-EH1-R Z-AH0 L-AA1 T-AH1-V T-AY1-M Z-W-EH1 R-Y-UW1 W-UH1-D S-EY1 S-AH1-M TH-IH0 NG-AH0-N D-IH1 M-L-AY1-K


... "well, that's my thing." but so those kinds of things-

W-EH1-L TH-AE1-T S-M-AY1 TH-IH1-NG B-AH1-T S-OW1 DH-OW1-Z K-AY1-N-D Z-AH1-V TH-IH1-NG-Z


and then still like to separate. one, it takes a lot to make the decision to leave.

AH0-N-D DH-EH1-N-S T-IH1-L L-AY1-K T-UW1 S-EH1 P-ER0 EY2 T-W-AH1 N-IH1-T T-EY1-K S-AH0 L-AA1-T T-UW1 M-EY1-K DH-AH0 D-IH0 S-IH1 ZH-AH0-N T-UW1 L-IY1-V


on my side, i think-


... the hardest part for me was kind of justifying it to myself. and there was a lot of different things going through my head.

DH-AH0 HH-AA1-R D-AH0-S-T P-AA1-R-T F-AO1-R M-IY1 W-AA1-Z K-AY1-N D-AH1-V JH-AH1-S T-AH0 F-AY2 IH0 NG-IH1-T T-UW1 M-AY2 S-EH1-L F-AH0-N-D DH-EH1 R-W-AA1 Z-AH0 L-AA1 T-AH1-V D-IH1 F-ER0 AH0-N-T TH-IH1-NG-Z G-OW1 IH0-NG TH-R-UW1 M-AY1 HH-EH1-D


and during the last couple of days, while you were staying at my place and-

AH0-N-D D-UH1 R-IH0-NG DH-AH0 L-AE1-S-T K-AH1 P-AH0 L-AH1-V D-EY1 Z-W-AY1 L-Y-UW1 W-ER0-S T-EY1 IH0 NG-AE1 T-M-AY1 P-L-EY1 S-AH0-N-D


i think everything just-

AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-EH1 V-R-IY0 TH-IH2-NG JH-AH1-S-T


the pros of what could happen in the future outweighed-

DH-AH0 P-R-OW1 Z-AH1 V-W-AH1-T K-UH1-D HH-AE1 P-AH0 N-IH0-N DH-AH0 F-Y-UW1 CH-ER0 AW0 T-W-EY1-D


... the cons, if that makes sense with me making the decision to-

DH-AH0 K-AA1-N Z-IH1-F DH-AE1 T-M-EY1-K-S S-EH1-N S-W-IH1 DH-M-IY1 M-EY1 K-IH0-NG DH-AH0 D-IH0 S-IH1 ZH-AH0-N T-UW1


... leave, in terms of the individual [inaudible 00:01:36] that could possibly happen. and the fact that i wasn't really in a place where i could support-

L-IY1 V-IH0-N T-ER1-M Z-AH1-V DH-AH0 IH2-N D-AH0 V-IH1 JH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IH0 N-AO1 D-AH0 B-AH0-L Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0 Z-W-AH1-N M-IH1 N-AH0 T-AH0-N-D TH-ER1 D-IY0 S-IH1-K-S S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D-Z DH-AE1-T K-UH1-D P-AA1 S-AH0 B-L-IY0 HH-AE1 P-AH0 N-AH0-N-D DH-AH0 F-AE1-K-T DH-AE1 T-AY1 W-AO1-S T-R-IH1 L-IY0 IH0 N-AH0 P-L-EY1 S-W-EH1 R-AY1 K-UH1-D S-AH0 P-AO1-R-T


before, i wasn't there and i think there was a lot of-

B-IH0 F-AO1 R-AY1 W-AO1-S-T DH-EH1 R-AH0-N D-AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K DH-EH1 R-W-AA1 Z-AH0 L-AA1 T-AH1-V


... in my head. and even if i did tell myself, it was a subconscious lingering, in the fact that things-

IH0-N M-AY1 HH-EH1 D-AH0-N D-IY1 V-IH0 N-IH1 F-AY1 D-IH1-D T-EH1-L M-AY2 S-EH1-L F-IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-AH0 S-AH0-B K-AA1-N SH-AH0 S-L-IH1-NG G-ER0 IH0 NG-IH0-N DH-AH0 F-AE1-K-T DH-AE1-T TH-IH1-NG-Z


i can be in a relationship right now. and it's really crazy, too, because i'll go out now-

AY1 K-AE1-N B-IY1 IH0 N-AH0 R-IY0 L-EY1 SH-AH0-N SH-IH2 P-R-AY1 T-N-AW1 AH0-N D-IH1-T S-R-IH1 L-IY0 K-R-EY1 Z-IY0 T-UW1 B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-IH1-L G-OW1 AW1 T-N-AW1


... and i still won't go out crazy, because there's another thing about the relationship, [tara 00:02:16], is this whole issue of, i think, the one-

AH0-N D-AY1-S T-IH1 L-W-OW1-N-T G-OW1 AW1-T K-R-EY1 Z-IY0 B-IH0 K-AO1-Z T-IY1 HH-IY1 R-IH1 Z-AH0 N-AH1 DH-ER0 TH-IH1 NG-AH0 B-AW1-T DH-AH0 R-IY0 L-EY1 SH-AH0-N SH-IH2-P T-EH1 R-AH0 Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z T-UW1 M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N-D S-IH0-K-S T-IY1-N S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D Z-IH1-Z DH-IH1-S HH-OW1 L-IH1 SH-UW0 AH1 V-AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K DH-AH0 W-AH1-N


... argument we ever had or debate, it was about me dancing.

AA1-R G-Y-AH0 M-AH0-N T-W-IY1 EH1 V-ER0 HH-AE1 D-AO1-R D-AH0 B-EY1 T-IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-AH0 B-AW1 T-M-IY1 D-AE1-N S-IH0-NG


but it was something that i really couldn't let go. and the more i think-

B-AH1 T-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z S-AH1-M TH-IH0-NG DH-AE1 T-AY1 R-IH1 L-IY0 K-AW1-L D-AH0-N T-L-EH1-T G-OW1 AH0-N-D DH-AH0 M-AO1 R-AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K


... that argument, i think two things. i think, one, i had a problem with it because this was the first time in my life where, i felt-

DH-AE1 T-AA1-R G-Y-AH0 M-AH0-N T-AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K T-UW1 TH-IH1-NG Z-AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-W-AH1 N-AY1 HH-AE1 D-AH0 P-R-AA1 B-L-AH0 M-W-IH1 DH-IH1-T B-IH0 K-AO1-Z DH-IH1 S-W-AA1-Z DH-AH0 F-ER1-S-T T-AY1 M-IH0-N M-AY1 L-AY1 F-W-EH1 R-AY1 F-EH1-L-T


... i wasn't in control of a situation. it was like my freedom being taken away. i was like, "damn, yo." but then you think about it. it's like, "why'd you... " and then on other end, i try to-

AY1 W-AO1-S T-IH0-N K-AH0-N T-R-OW1 L-AH1 V-AH0 S-IH2 CH-UW0 EY1 SH-AH0 N-IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-L-AY1 K-M-AY1 F-R-IY1 D-AH0-M B-IY1 IH0-NG T-EY1 K-AH0 N-AH0 W-EY1 AY1 W-AA1 Z-L-AY1-K D-AE1 M-Y-OW1 B-AH1-T DH-EH1 N-Y-UW1 TH-IH1-NG K-AH0 B-AW1 T-IH1 T-IH1-T S-L-AY1 K-W-AY1 D-Y-UW1 AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-AA1 N-AH1 DH-ER0 EH1-N D-AY1 T-R-AY1 T-UW1


... think about why we're even having this conversation. why would you even want to dance with somebody else?

TH-IH1-NG K-AH0 B-AW1 T-W-AY1 W-ER0 IY1 V-IH0-N HH-AE1 V-IH0-NG DH-IH1-S K-AA2-N V-ER0 S-EY1 SH-AH0 N-W-AY1 W-UH1 D-Y-UW1 IY1 V-IH0 N-W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 D-AE1-N S-W-IH1-DH S-AH1-M B-AA2 D-IY0 EH1-L-S


that's right. why would you even want to put yourself in that situation? and in my head, i was like, "it's just dancing."

TH-AE1-T S-R-AY1 T-W-AY1 W-UH1 D-Y-UW1 IY1 V-IH0 N-W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 P-UH1 T-Y-ER0 S-EH1-L F-IH0-N DH-AE1-T S-IH2 CH-UW0 EY1 SH-AH0 N-AH0-N D-IH0-N M-AY1 HH-EH1 D-AY1 W-AA1 Z-L-AY1 K-IH1-T-S JH-AH1-S-T D-AE1-N S-IH0-NG


so it was this back and forth thing in my head, and i was like, "why am i... if it really-

S-OW1 IH1 T-W-AA1-Z DH-IH1-S B-AE1 K-AH0-N-D F-AO1-R-TH TH-IH1 NG-IH0-N M-AY1 HH-EH1 D-AH0-N D-AY1 W-AA1 Z-L-AY1 K-W-AY1 AE1 M-AY1 IH1 F-IH1 T-R-IH1 L-IY0


... meant so much to just-

M-EH1-N-T S-OW1 M-AH1-CH T-UW1 JH-AH1-S-T


... to somebody else that i should stop, then i should just stop." and the fact that i came to that conclusion, i was like, "man, my life isn't really-

T-UW1 S-AH1-M B-AA2 D-IY0 EH1-L-S DH-AE1 T-AY1 SH-UH1-D-S T-AA1-P DH-EH1 N-AY1 SH-UH1-D JH-AH1-S-T-S T-AA1 P-AH0-N-D DH-AH0 F-AE1-K-T DH-AE1 T-AY1 K-EY1-M T-UW1 DH-AE1-T K-AH0-N K-L-UW1 ZH-AH0 N-AY1 W-AA1 Z-L-AY1 K-M-AE1-N M-AY1 L-AY1 F-IH1 S-AH0-N T-R-IH1 L-IY0


yeah, i'm a slick talker, but, yeah. and i think that, when i realized that-

Y-AE1 IH1 M-AH0 S-L-IH1-K T-AO1 K-ER0 B-AH1 T-Y-AE1 AH0-N D-AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K DH-AE1 T-W-EH1 N-AY1 R-IY1 L-AY2-Z-D DH-AE1-T


i just don't know if my conscience, at that time, was ready to accept it.

AY1 JH-AH1-S-T D-AA1-N T-N-OW1 IH1 F-M-AY1 K-AA1-N SH-AH0-N S-AE1-T DH-AE1-T T-AY1 M-W-AA1 Z-R-EH1 D-IY0 T-UW1 AE0-K S-EH1-P T-IH1-T


and now when i go out, it's crazy because i don't even dance that much anymore. i was out the other day with my close friends from home, jamal and them.

AH0-N D-N-AW1 W-EH1 N-AY1 G-OW1 AW1 T-IH1-T-S K-R-EY1 Z-IY0 B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-AY1 D-AA1-N T-IY1 V-IH0-N D-AE1-N-S DH-AE1 T-M-AH1 CH-EH2 N-IY0 M-AO1 R-AY1 W-AA1 Z-AW1-T DH-AH0 AH1 DH-ER0 D-EY1 W-IH1 DH-M-AY1 K-L-OW1-S F-R-EH1-N-D-Z F-R-AH1-M HH-OW1-M JH-AH0 M-AA1 L-AH0-N-D DH-EH1-M


and we were out for one of our friend's birthdays, and these the girls, just dancing in front of us.

AH0-N D-W-IY1 W-ER0 AW1-T F-AO1 R-W-AH1 N-AH1 V-AW1 ER0 F-R-EH1-N-D-Z B-ER1-TH D-EY2 Z-AH0-N-D DH-IY1-Z DH-AH0 G-ER1-L-Z JH-AH1-S-T D-AE1-N S-IH0 NG-IH0-N F-R-AH1-N T-AH1 V-AH1-S


and jamal was like, "yo, you should dance with her." and i was like, "nah, man. nah." and then-

AH0-N-D JH-AH0 M-AA1 L-W-AA1 Z-L-AY1 K-Y-OW1 Y-UW1 SH-UH1-D D-AE1-N S-W-IH1-DH HH-ER0 AH0-N D-AY1 W-AA1 Z-L-AY1 K-N-AA1 M-AE1-N N-AA1 AH0-N-D DH-EH1-N


yo, it's literally right there. it's front of you. i was like-

Y-OW1 IH1-T S-L-IH1 T-ER0 AH0 L-IY0 R-AY1-T DH-EH1 R-IH1-T-S F-R-AH1-N T-AH1 V-Y-UW1 AY1 W-AA1 Z-L-AY1-K


... "okay." i danced for a minute. and i was like, "this is weird."

OW2 K-EY1 AY1 D-AE1-N-S-T F-AO1 R-AH0 M-IH1 N-AH0 T-AH0-N D-AY1 W-AA1 Z-L-AY1-K DH-IH1 S-IH1 Z-W-IH1-R-D


i just stopped. and i'm like, "damn, yo. i feel like i lost a piece of myself because of the sacrifice i made when i was in the relationship."

AY1 JH-AH1-S-T-S T-AA1-P T-AH0-N D-IH1 M-L-AY1-K D-AE1 M-Y-OW1 AY1 F-IY1-L L-AY1 K-AY1 L-AO1-S T-AH0 P-IY1 S-AH1 V-M-AY2 S-EH1-L-F B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-AH1-V DH-AH0 S-AE1 K-R-AH0 F-AY2 S-AY1 M-EY1 D-W-EH1 N-AY1 W-AA1 Z-IH0-N DH-AH0 R-IY0 L-EY1 SH-AH0-N SH-IH2-P


yeah, i've just realized how much the relationship has changed me, i guess, for the better, in terms of i'm making good decisions. and like you, i'm not pressed to-

Y-AE1 AY1-V JH-AH1-S T-R-IY1 L-AY2-Z-D HH-AW1 M-AH1-CH DH-AH0 R-IY0 L-EY1 SH-AH0-N SH-IH2-P HH-AE1-Z CH-EY1-N-JH D-M-IY1 AY1 G-EH1-S F-AO1-R DH-AH0 B-EH1 T-ER0 IH0-N T-ER1-M Z-AH1 V-IH1-M M-EY1 K-IH0-NG G-UH1-D D-IH0 S-IH1 ZH-AH0-N Z-AH0-N D-L-AY1 K-Y-UW1 IH1-M N-AA1-T P-R-EH1-S-T T-UW1


... jump into another relationship, as well, because-

JH-AH1-M P-IH0-N T-UW1 AH0 N-AH1 DH-ER0 R-IY0 L-EY1 SH-AH0-N SH-IH2 P-AE1 Z-W-EH1-L B-IH0 K-AO1-Z


it's funny. my grandmother called me today, the one you met.

IH1-T-S F-AH1 N-IY0 M-AY1 G-R-AE1-N D-M-AH2 DH-ER0 K-AO1-L D-M-IY1 T-AH0 D-EY1 DH-AH0 W-AH1 N-Y-UW1 M-EH1-T


by myself, man, i'm not doing anything. oh, she was just like, "you're not talking to no girls?" i was like, "nah, i'm here." and then she was like, "oh, you're not a davey, then."

B-AY1 M-AY2 S-EH1-L F-M-AE1 N-IH1-M N-AA1-T D-UW1 IH0 NG-EH1 N-IY0 TH-IH2 NG-OW1 SH-IY1 W-AA1-Z JH-AH1-S T-L-AY1 K-Y-UH1-R N-AA1-T T-AO1 K-IH0-NG T-UW1 N-OW1 G-ER1-L Z-AY1 W-AA1 Z-L-AY1 K-N-AA1 IH1-M HH-IY1 R-AH0-N-D DH-EH1-N SH-IY1 W-AA1 Z-L-AY1 K-OW1 Y-UH1-R N-AA1 T-AH0 D-EY1 V-IY0 DH-EH1-N


me to jump into something else. whether it's like me jumping-oh, yeah.... so it's me another relationship or just being-

M-IY1 T-UW1 JH-AH1-M P-IH0-N T-UW1 S-AH1-M TH-IH0 NG-EH1-L S-W-EH1 DH-ER0 IH1-T S-L-AY1 K-M-IY1 JH-AH1-M P-IH0-NG G-OW2 Y-AE1 S-OW1 IH1-T S-M-IY1 AH0 N-AH1 DH-ER0 R-IY0 L-EY1 SH-AH0-N SH-IH2 P-AO1-R JH-AH1-S-T B-IY1 IH0-NG


.. close to another girl, or something like that. or accepting another woman into my life. i think people are eager-

K-L-OW1-S T-UW1 AH0 N-AH1 DH-ER0 G-ER1 L-AO1-R S-AH1-M TH-IH0 NG-L-AY1-K DH-AE1 T-AO1 R-AE0-K S-EH1-P T-IH0 NG-AH0 N-AH1 DH-ER0 W-UH1 M-AH0 N-IH0-N T-UW1 M-AY1 L-AY1 F-AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K P-IY1 P-AH0 L-AA1 R-IY1 G-ER0


... because they can't justify in their head why i'm not-

B-IH0 K-AO1-Z DH-EY1 K-AE1-N-T JH-AH1-S T-AH0 F-AY2 IH0-N DH-EH1-R HH-EH1 D-W-AY1 IH1-M N-AA1-T


and i don't understand. i mean, i get it, but i don't get it. because i think a part of it is-

AH0-N D-AY1 D-AA1-N T-AH2-N D-ER0-S T-AE1-N D-AY1 M-IY1 N-AY1 G-EH1 T-IH1-T B-AH1 T-AY1 D-AA1-N-T G-EH1 T-IH1-T B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-AH0 P-AA1-R T-AH1 V-IH1 T-IH1-Z


... the amount of effort and emotional investment it takes to-

DH-AH0 AH0 M-AW1-N T-AH1 V-EH1 F-ER0 T-AH0-N D-IH0 M-OW1 SH-AH0 N-AH0 L-IH0-N V-EH1-S T-M-AH0-N T-IH1-T T-EY1-K-S T-UW1


there has to be a serious set or requirements that you have to meet-

DH-EH1-R HH-AE1-Z T-UW1 B-IY1 AH0 S-IH1 R-IY0 AH0-S S-EH1 T-AO1-R R-IH0 K-W-AY1-R M-AH0-N-T-S DH-AE1 T-Y-UW1 HH-AE1-V T-UW1 M-IY1-T


... investment in, because i'm not about to just waste my time. it's not about to just-

IH0-N V-EH1-S T-M-AH0-N T-IH0-N B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-IH1-M N-AA1 T-AH0 B-AW1-T T-UW1 JH-AH1-S T-W-EY1-S T-M-AY1 T-AY1 M-IH1-T S-N-AA1 T-AH0 B-AW1-T T-UW1 JH-AH1-S-T


... something and it don't work out, and i'm like, "man. i did all this." it's not the money thing, it's not financial. it's the emotional-

S-AH1-M TH-IH0 NG-AH0-N D-IH1-T D-AA1-N T-W-ER1 K-AW1 T-AH0-N D-IH1 M-L-AY1 K-M-AE1 N-AY1 D-IH1 D-AO1-L DH-IH1 S-IH1-T S-N-AA1-T DH-AH0 M-AH1 N-IY0 TH-IH1 NG-IH1-T S-N-AA1-T F-AH0 N-AE1-N SH-AH0 L-IH1-T-S DH-AH0 IH0 M-OW1 SH-AH0 N-AH0-L


investment. knowing that you're going to get close to somebody again, you're going to get to know, i guess, how they tick, what works, their family.

IH0-N V-EH1-S T-M-AH0-N T-N-OW1 IH0-NG DH-AE1 T-Y-UH1-R G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 G-EH1-T K-L-OW1-S T-UW1 S-AH1-M B-AA2 D-IY0 AH0 G-EH1 N-Y-UH1-R G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 G-EH1-T T-UW1 N-OW1 AY1 G-EH1-S HH-AW1 DH-EY1 T-IH1 K-W-AH1 T-W-ER1-K-S DH-EH1-R F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0


i just don't have the time, the effort, and i'm not in a-

AY1 JH-AH1-S-T D-AA1-N-T HH-AE1-V DH-AH0 T-AY1-M DH-AH0 EH1 F-ER0 T-AH0-N D-IH1-M N-AA1 T-IH0 N-AH0


... place in life to do that yet. i think that's why i haven't' jumped into anything.

P-L-EY1 S-IH0 N-L-AY1-F T-UW1 D-UW1 DH-AE1 T-Y-EH1 T-AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K TH-AE1-T S-W-AY1 AY1 HH-AE1 V-AH0-N-T JH-AH1-M-P T-IH0-N T-UW1 EH1 N-IY0 TH-IH2-NG


it's something i get asked all the time, too. before graduation, things aren't happening.

IH1-T-S S-AH1-M TH-IH0 NG-AY1 G-EH1 T-AE1-S-K T-AO1-L DH-AH0 T-AY1-M T-UW1 B-IH0 F-AO1-R G-R-AE2 JH-UW0 EY1 SH-AH0-N TH-IH1-NG Z-AA1 R-AH0-N-T HH-AE1 P-AH0 N-IH0-NG


like, "why are you not doing anything? you're not seeing anyone, you're not trying to come by certain spaces anymore."

L-AY1 K-W-AY1 AA1 R-Y-UW1 N-AA1-T D-UW1 IH0 NG-EH1 N-IY0 TH-IH2 NG-Y-UH1-R N-AA1-T S-IY1 IH0 NG-EH1 N-IY0 W-AH2 N-Y-UH1-R N-AA1-T T-R-AY1 IH0-NG T-UW1 K-AH1-M B-AY1 S-ER1 T-AH0-N-S P-EY1 S-AH0 Z-EH2 N-IY0 M-AO1-R


i just wasn't. or even now-

AY1 JH-AH1-S T-W-AO1-S T-AO1 R-IY1 V-IH0-N N-AW1


... we haven't even [inaudible 00:01:30] been around regular, small groups.

W-IY1 HH-AE1 V-AH0-N T-IY1 V-IH0 N-IH0 N-AO1 D-AH0 B-AH0-L Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0 Z-W-AH1-N M-IH1 N-AH0 T-AH0-N-D TH-ER1 D-IY0 S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D-Z B-IH1 N-ER0 AW1-N D-R-EH1 G-Y-AH0 L-ER0 S-M-AO1-L G-R-UW1-P-S


i find myself not even interested in having certain conversations.

AY1 F-AY1-N D-M-AY2 S-EH1-L F-N-AA1 T-IY1 V-IH0 N-IH1-N T-R-AH0-S T-AH0 D-IH0-N HH-AE1 V-IH0-NG S-ER1 T-AH0-N K-AA2-N V-ER0 S-EY1 SH-AH0-N-Z


no. it's like, i can talk to someone-

N-OW1 IH1-T S-L-AY1 K-AY1 K-AE1-N T-AO1-K T-UW1 S-AH1 M-W-AH2-N


but again, it would take so much to explain why i'm in this-

B-AH1 T-AH0 G-EH1 N-IH1 T-W-UH1-D T-EY1-K S-OW1 M-AH1-CH T-UW1 IH0-K-S P-L-EY1 N-W-AY1 IH1 M-IH0-N DH-IH1-S


explain why you're single right now?

IH0-K-S P-L-EY1 N-W-AY1 Y-UH1-R S-IH1-NG G-AH0-L R-AY1 T-N-AW1


well, yes and no, but just me why i've chosen to not be-

W-EH1 L-Y-EH1 S-AH0-N D-N-OW1 B-AH1-T JH-AH1-S T-M-IY1 W-AY1 AY1-V CH-OW1 Z-AH0-N T-UW1 N-AA1-T B-IY1


again, that's something that i have chosen not to do.

AH0 G-EH1-N TH-AE1-T-S S-AH1-M TH-IH0-NG DH-AE1 T-AY1 HH-AE1-V CH-OW1 Z-AH0-N N-AA1-T T-UW1 D-UW1


even with that, i feel like there would be the emotional attachment and so much more that comes with it that-

IY1 V-IH0 N-W-IH1-DH DH-AE1 T-AY1 F-IY1-L L-AY1-K DH-EH1 R-W-UH1-D B-IY1 DH-AH0 IH0 M-OW1 SH-AH0 N-AH0 L-AH0 T-AE1 CH-M-AH0-N T-AH0-N-D S-OW1 M-AH1 CH-M-AO1-R DH-AE1-T K-AH1-M Z-W-IH1 DH-IH1-T DH-AE1-T


again, even the going out and dancing with someone, i don't really want someone that close to me.

AH0 G-EH1 N-IY1 V-IH0-N DH-AH0 G-OW1 IH0 NG-AW1 T-AH0-N-D D-AE1-N S-IH0 NG-W-IH1-DH S-AH1 M-W-AH2 N-AY1 D-AA1-N T-R-IH1 L-IY0 W-AA1-N-T S-AH1 M-W-AH2-N DH-AE1-T K-L-OW1-S T-UW1 M-IY1


unless i really know you, kind of not interested.

AH0 N-L-EH1 S-AY1 R-IH1 L-IY0 N-OW1 Y-UW1 K-AY1-N D-AH1 V-N-AA1 T-IH1-N T-R-AH0-S T-AH0-D


which is rare. we're not even in that school environment where you have close friends

W-IH1 CH-IH1 Z-R-EH1 R-W-ER0 N-AA1 T-IY1 V-IH0 N-IH0-N DH-AE1-T-S K-UW1 L-IH0-N V-AY1 R-AH0-N M-AH0-N T-W-EH1 R-Y-UW1 HH-AE1-V K-L-OW1-S F-R-EH1-N-D-Z


that you might be able to do that.yeah, no.right? yeah, yeah. yeah, i hear that.

DH-AE1 T-Y-UW1 M-AY1-T B-IY1 EY1 B-AH0-L T-UW1 D-UW1 TH-AH0 T-IY1 AH0 N-AO1 R-AY0 T-Y-AE1 Y-AE1 Y-AE1 AY1 HH-IY1-R DH-AE1-T


no, i've actively chosen not to, and it just-

N-OW1 AY1 V-AE1-K T-IH0 V-L-IY0 CH-OW1 Z-AH0-N N-AA1-T T-UW1 AH0-N D-IH1-T JH-AH1-S-T


i'll see it every now and then. i'm like, "okay, that's cool." or half the time i'll be like, "it would be really nice to have someone to dance with them." i'm like, "well, there are people, but i'm choosing not to."

IH1-L S-IY1 IH1 T-EH1 V-ER0 IY0 N-AW1 AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-IH1 M-L-AY1 K-OW2 K-EY1 TH-AE1-T-S K-UW1 L-AO1-R HH-AE1-F DH-AH0 T-AY1 M-IH1-L B-IY1 L-AY1 K-IH1 T-W-UH1-D B-IY1 R-IH1 L-IY0 N-AY1-S T-UW1 HH-AE1-V S-AH1 M-W-AH2-N T-UW1 D-AE1-N S-W-IH1-DH DH-EH1 M-IH1 M-L-AY1 K-W-EH1-L DH-EH1 R-AA1-R P-IY1 P-AH0-L B-AH1 T-IH1-M CH-UW1 Z-IH0-NG N-AA1-T T-UW1


if i'm by my close friends, like my close girlfriends, yeah, i'll dance with them. but if they try to get me to dance with some other girl and i'm like-

IH1 F-IH1-M B-AY1 M-AY1 K-L-OW1-S F-R-EH1-N-D Z-L-AY1 K-M-AY1 K-L-OW1-S G-ER1-L F-R-EH2-N-D Z-Y-AE1 IH1-L D-AE1-N S-W-IH1-DH DH-EH1-M B-AH1 T-IH1-F DH-EY1 T-R-AY1 T-UW1 G-EH1 T-M-IY1 T-UW1 D-AE1-N S-W-IH1-DH S-AH1 M-AH1 DH-ER0 G-ER1 L-AH0-N D-IH1 M-L-AY1-K


"i'm really not about that right now. i'm really trying to chill," and people for their life just don't get it. they're like, "you can dance, though." i'm like, "yeah, i know."

IH1 M-R-IH1 L-IY0 N-AA1 T-AH0 B-AW1-T DH-AE1 T-R-AY1 T-N-AW1 IH1 M-R-IH1 L-IY0 T-R-AY1 IH0-NG T-UW1 CH-IH1 L-AH0-N-D P-IY1 P-AH0-L F-AO1-R DH-EH1-R L-AY1-F JH-AH1-S-T D-AA1-N-T G-EH1 T-IH1-T TH-EH1-R L-AY1 K-Y-UW1 K-AE1-N D-AE1-N-S DH-OW1 IH1 M-L-AY1 K-Y-AE1 AY1 N-OW1


i know.but, that's not to make me seem like the most innocent dude in the world. i definitely be about-

AY1 N-OW1 B-AH0-T TH-AE1-T S-N-AA1-T T-UW1 M-EY1 K-M-IY1 S-IY1 M-L-AY1-K DH-AH0 M-OW1-S T-IH1 N-AH0 S-AH0-N-T D-UW1 D-IH0-N DH-AH0 W-ER1-L D-AY1 D-EH1 F-AH0 N-AH0 T-L-IY0 B-IY1 AH0 B-AW1-T


when i get turnt up, i'm dancing all night. like whatever, but i don't know if that necessarily mean i'm going home-

W-EH1 N-AY1 G-EH1-T T-ER1-N T-AH1 P-IH1-M D-AE1-N S-IH0 NG-AO1-L N-AY1 T-L-AY1 K-W-AH2 T-EH1 V-ER0 B-AH1 T-AY1 D-AA1-N T-N-OW1 IH1-F DH-AE1 T-N-EH2 S-AH0 S-EH1 R-AH0 L-IY0 M-IY1 N-IH1-M G-OW1 IH0-NG HH-OW1-M


... with somebody at the end of the night, right? i still know that-

W-IH1-DH S-AH1-M B-AA2 D-IY0 AE1-T DH-AH0 EH1-N D-AH1-V DH-AH0 N-AY1 T-R-AY1 T-AY1-S T-IH1-L N-OW1 DH-AE1-T


... what comes after it. i've never been the type of dude that does one-night stands. i think there's been-

W-AH1-T K-AH1-M Z-AE1-F T-ER0 IH1 T-AY1 V-N-EH1 V-ER0 B-IH1-N DH-AH0 T-AY1 P-AH1-V D-UW1-D DH-AE1-T D-AH1 Z-OW0 N-IY1 N-AY2-T-S T-AE1-N-D Z-AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K DH-EH1-R-Z B-IH1-N


... one girl in my life that that was my first-

W-AH1-N G-ER1 L-IH0-N M-AY1 L-AY1-F DH-AE1-T DH-AE1 T-W-AA1 Z-M-AY1 F-ER1-S-T


so, if we going to do something-

S-OW1 IH1 F-W-IY1 G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 D-UW1 S-AH1-M TH-IH0-NG


... it's a longevity thing.

IH1-T S-AH0 L-AO0-N JH-EH1 V-AH0 T-IY0 TH-IH1-NG


wish i knew before. i think it was just-

W-IH1 SH-AY1 N-UW1 B-IH0 F-AO1 R-AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z JH-AH1-S-T


... or now hearing you say this, think [inaudible 00:03:49] something like you saying that me having been with someone the summer before or something that you had it like all stuff.

AO1-R N-AW1 HH-IY1 R-IH0 NG-Y-UW1 S-EY1 DH-IH1-S TH-IH1-NG K-IH0 N-AO1 D-AH0 B-AH0-L Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z TH-R-IY1 M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N-D F-AO1-R T-IY0 N-AY1-N S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D-Z S-AH1-M TH-IH0 NG-L-AY1 K-Y-UW1 S-EY1 IH0-NG DH-AE1 T-M-IY1 HH-AE1 V-IH0-NG B-IH1 N-W-IH1-DH S-AH1 M-W-AH2-N DH-AH0 S-AH1 M-ER0 B-IH0 F-AO1 R-AO1-R S-AH1-M TH-IH0-NG DH-AE1 T-Y-UW1 HH-AE1 D-IH1 T-L-AY1 K-AO1-L-S T-AH1-F


a lot of times in the past year or something, i would always go back to-

AH0 L-AA1 T-AH1-V T-AY1-M Z-IH0-N DH-AH0 P-AE1-S T-Y-IH1 R-AO1-R S-AH1-M TH-IH0 NG-AY1 W-UH1 D-AO1 L-W-EY2-Z G-OW1 B-AE1-K T-UW1


... meeting family, or how that won't happen. or the future situation, like they marry you one day-

M-IY1 T-IH0-NG F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0 AO1-R HH-AW1 DH-AE1 T-W-OW1-N-T HH-AE1 P-AH0 N-AO1-R DH-AH0 F-Y-UW1 CH-ER0 S-IH2 CH-UW0 EY1 SH-AH0 N-L-AY1-K DH-EY1 M-EH1 R-IY0 Y-UW1 W-AH1-N D-EY1


... comments, and all that stuff, and how all that stuff came about.

K-AA1 M-EH0-N-T S-AH0-N D-AO1-L DH-AE1-T-S T-AH1 F-AH0-N-D HH-AW1 AO1-L DH-AE1-T-S T-AH1-F K-EY1 M-AH0 B-AW1-T


really, really hurt and angry at you a lot of times because-

R-IH1 L-IY0 R-IH1 L-IY0 HH-ER1 T-AH0-N D-AE1-NG G-R-IY0 AE1 T-Y-UW1 AH0 L-AA1 T-AH1-V T-AY1-M-Z B-IH0 K-AO1-Z


it's very interesting you say that-[crosstalk 00:04:21].... because me and johnathan-

IH1-T-S V-EH1 R-IY0 IH1-N T-R-AH0-S T-IH0 NG-Y-UW1 S-EY1 TH-AH0 T-R-AH1-S-T K-AE2-L Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z F-AO1-R M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N-D T-W-EH1-N T-IY0 W-AH1-N S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-M-IY1 AH0-N-D JH-AA1 N-AH0 TH-AH0-N


johnathan's one of my best friends, and we had this conversation once because-

JH-AA1 N-AH0 TH-AH0-N Z-W-AH1 N-AH1 V-M-AY1 B-EH1-S-T F-R-EH1-N-D Z-AH0-N D-W-IY1 HH-AE1-D DH-IH1-S K-AA2-N V-ER0 S-EY1 SH-AH0 N-W-AH1-N-S B-IH0 K-AO1-Z


[inaudible 00:04:29] in multiple long-term relationships. we had this conversation once when he was about to end one thing. he was like, "man, i feel so bad because sometimes i definitely be..."

IH0 N-AO1 D-AH0 B-AH0-L Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z F-AO1-R M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N-D T-W-EH1-N T-IY0 N-AY1-N S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D Z-IH0-N M-AH1-L T-AH0 P-AH0-L L-AO1-NG T-ER2 M-R-IY0 L-EY1 SH-AH0-N SH-IH2-P S-W-IY1 HH-AE1-D DH-IH1-S K-AA2-N V-ER0 S-EY1 SH-AH0 N-W-AH1-N S-W-EH1-N HH-IY1 W-AA1 Z-AH0 B-AW1-T T-UW1 EH1-N D-W-AH1-N TH-IH1-NG HH-IY1 W-AA1 Z-L-AY1 K-M-AE1 N-AY1 F-IY1-L S-OW1 B-AE1-D B-IH0 K-AO1-Z S-AH0-M T-AY1-M Z-AY1 D-EH1 F-AH0 N-AH0 T-L-IY0 B-IY1


i want to marry her one day, and i want to propose and all these things.

AY1 W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 M-EH1 R-IY0 HH-ER0 W-AH1-N D-EY1 AH0-N D-AY1 W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 P-R-AH0 P-OW1 Z-AH0-N D-AO1-L DH-IY1-Z TH-IH1-NG-Z


we don't say that because we don't believe in it.

W-IY1 D-AA1-N-T S-EY1 DH-AE1-T B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-W-IY1 D-AA1-N-T B-IH0 L-IY1 V-IH0 N-IH1-T


i think my closest friends and i think my closest family-

AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-M-AY1 K-L-OW1 S-AH0-S-T F-R-EH1-N-D Z-AH0-N D-AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-M-AY1 K-L-OW1 S-AH0-S-T F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0


my heart just gets super attached-

M-AY1 HH-AA1-R-T JH-AH1-S-T G-EH1-T-S S-UW1 P-ER0 AH0 T-AE1-CH-T


... and, i think sometimes when people say that-

AH0-N D-AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K S-AH0-M T-AY1-M Z-W-EH1-N P-IY1 P-AH0-L S-EY1 DH-AE1-T


... or people will recite that back to me, it's like, oh, you were the first person that-

AO1-R P-IY1 P-AH0 L-W-IH1-L R-AH0 S-AY1-T DH-AE1-T B-AE1-K T-UW1 M-IY1 IH1-T S-L-AY1 K-OW1 Y-UW1 W-ER0 DH-AH0 F-ER1-S-T P-ER1 S-AH0-N DH-AE1-T


it is like, yeah, i meant it. i meant it at the time. then, you never really know how-

IH1 T-IH1 Z-L-AY1 K-Y-AE1 AY1 M-EH1-N T-IH1 T-AY1 M-EH1-N T-IH1 T-AE1-T DH-AH0 T-AY1-M DH-EH1 N-Y-UW1 N-EH1 V-ER0 R-IH1 L-IY0 N-OW1 HH-AW1


... stuck with me that i read, i think within the past year. or, maybe before.

S-T-AH1 K-W-IH1 DH-M-IY1 DH-AE1 T-AY1 R-EH1 D-AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-W-IH0 DH-IH1-N DH-AH0 P-AE1-S T-Y-IH1 R-AO1-R M-EY1 B-IY0 B-IH0 F-AO1-R


somebody wrote, "it is really fucking terrifying that one day the person that you love could just turn around-

S-AH1-M B-AA2 D-IY0 R-OW1 T-IH1 T-IH1 Z-R-IH1 L-IY0 F-AH1 K-IH0-NG T-EH1 R-AH0 F-AY2 IH0-NG DH-AE1 T-W-AH1-N D-EY1 DH-AH0 P-ER1 S-AH0-N DH-AE1 T-Y-UW1 L-AH1-V K-UH1-D JH-AH1-S-T T-ER1 N-ER0 AW1-N-D


... to you. i feel like maybe 20 years-

T-UW1 Y-UW1 AY1 F-IY1-L L-AY1 K-M-EY1 B-IY0 T-W-EH1-N T-IY0 Y-IH1-R-Z


how the fuck do you deal with it? how do you deal with that kind of thing?

HH-AW1 DH-AH0 F-AH1-K D-UW1 Y-UW1 D-IY1 L-W-IH1 DH-IH1-T HH-AW1 D-UW1 Y-UW1 D-IY1 L-W-IH1-DH DH-AE1-T K-AY1-N D-AH1-V TH-IH1-NG


i don't want to say we were "just" together for two years. two years is a long time. especially when you are only 21-22 years old. that is a long time to-

AY1 D-AA1-N T-W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 S-EY1 W-IY1 W-ER0 JH-AH1-S-T T-AH0 G-EH1 DH-ER0 F-AO1-R T-UW1 Y-IH1-R-Z T-UW1 Y-IH1-R Z-IH1 Z-AH0 L-AO1-NG T-AY1 M-AH0-S P-EH1 SH-L-IY0 W-EH1 N-Y-UW1 AA1 R-OW1 N-L-IY0 T-W-EH1-N T-IY0 W-AH1-N T-UW1 T-W-EH1-N T-IY0 T-UW1 Y-IH1-R Z-OW1-L-D DH-AE1 T-IH1 Z-AH0 L-AO1-NG T-AY1-M T-UW1


... be with somebody. i think-

B-IY1 W-IH1-DH S-AH1-M B-AA2 D-IY0 AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K


... it is scary to know ... i think that is also everything that i realized, too-

IH1 T-IH1-Z-S K-EH1 R-IY0 T-UW1 N-OW1 AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K DH-AE1 T-IH1 Z-AO1-L S-OW0 EH1 V-R-IY0 TH-IH2-NG DH-AE1 T-AY1 R-IY1 L-AY2-Z-D T-UW1


right? i think this is what really got me to pull the trigger on it, too. it was like-

R-AY1 T-AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K DH-IH1 S-IH1 Z-W-AH1 T-R-IH1 L-IY0 G-AA1 T-M-IY1 T-UW1 P-UH1-L DH-AH0 T-R-IH1 G-ER0 AA1 N-IH1-T T-UW1 IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-L-AY1-K


... i really need to work on this before i invest any more time and just prolong this decision.

AY1 R-IH1 L-IY0 N-IY1-D T-UW1 W-ER1 K-AA1-N DH-IH1-S B-IH0 F-AO1 R-AY1 IH0-N V-EH1-S T-EH1 N-IY0 M-AO1-R T-AY1 M-AH0-N-D JH-AH1-S-T P-R-AH0 L-AO1-NG DH-IH1-S D-IH0 S-IH1 ZH-AH0-N


because then, it might hurt more, because more time is invested in it. i don't want to keep hiding these feelings back-

B-IH0 K-AO1-Z DH-EH1 N-IH1 T-M-AY1-T HH-ER1 T-M-AO1-R B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-M-AO1-R T-AY1 M-IH1 Z-IH0-N V-EH1-S T-AH0 D-IH0 N-IH1 T-AY1 D-AA1-N T-W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 K-IY1-P HH-AY1 D-IH0-NG DH-IY1-Z F-IY1 L-IH0-NG-Z B-AE1-K


... because of that, right? but, it is also terrifying that somebody can-

B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-AH1-V DH-AE1 T-R-AY1-T B-AH1 T-IH1 T-IH1 Z-AO1-L S-OW0 T-EH1 R-AH0 F-AY2 IH0-NG DH-AE1-T S-AH1-M B-AA2 D-IY0 K-AE1-N


... think that. wake up one day and just think that. i say wake up one day-

TH-IH1-NG-K DH-AE1 T-W-EY1 K-AH1 P-W-AH1-N D-EY1 AH0-N-D JH-AH1-S-T TH-IH1-NG-K DH-AE1 T-AY1 S-EY1 W-EY1 K-AH1 P-W-AH1-N D-EY1


... and, i think the more you try to avoid it, the harder it is going to be to get over in the long run.

AH0-N D-AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K DH-AH0 M-AO1 R-Y-UW1 T-R-AY1 T-UW1 AH0 V-OY1 D-IH1-T DH-AH0 HH-AA1-R D-ER0 IH1 T-IH1-Z G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 B-IY1 T-UW1 G-EH1 T-OW1 V-ER0 IH0-N DH-AH0 L-AO1 NG-R-AH1-N


then, you get over it and i couldn't, because there was nothing [bad 00:01:57]-

DH-EH1 N-Y-UW1 G-EH1 T-OW1 V-ER0 IH1 T-AH0-N D-AY1 K-AW1-L D-AH0-N-T B-IH0 K-AO1-Z DH-EH1 R-W-AA1 Z-N-AH1 TH-IH0-NG B-AE1-D Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0 Z-W-AH1-N M-IH1 N-AH0 T-AH0-N-D F-IH1-F T-IY0 S-EH1 V-AH0-N S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D-Z


we had the means. i could have gone to california easily. we went to the dr for a week.

W-IY1 HH-AE1-D DH-AH0 M-IY1-N Z-AY1 K-UH1-D HH-AE1-V G-AO1-N T-UW1 K-AE2 L-AH0 F-AO1-R N-Y-AH0 IY1 Z-AH0 L-IY0 W-IY1 W-EH1-N-T T-UW1 DH-AH0 D-R-AY1-V F-AO1 R-AH0 W-IY1-K


i used to say that with jokes, right? i used to say that ... because, jess didn't have a lot of freedom when she went back-

AY1 Y-UW1-Z-D T-UW1 S-EY1 DH-AE1 T-W-IH1-DH JH-OW1-K S-R-AY1 T-AY1 Y-UW1-Z-D T-UW1 S-EY1 DH-AE1-T B-IH0 K-AO1-Z JH-EH1-S D-IH1 D-AH0-N-T HH-AE1 V-AH0 L-AA1 T-AH1-V F-R-IY1 D-AH0 M-W-EH1-N SH-IY1 W-EH1-N-T B-AE1-K


... in dr and cabretta-

IH0-N D-R-AY1 V-AH0-N-D K-AA0 B-R-IY1 T-AH0


... for a while, and really see how they function. that was bigger to me than i guess meeting your family, because i [inaudible 00:02:25] yet tell your dad-

F-AO1 R-AH0 W-AY1 L-AH0-N D-R-IH1 L-IY0 S-IY1 HH-AW1 DH-EY1 F-AH1-NG-K SH-AH0-N DH-AE1 T-W-AA1-Z B-IH1 G-ER0 T-UW1 M-IY1 DH-AE1 N-AY1 G-EH1 S-M-IY1 T-IH0 NG-Y-AO1-R F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0 B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-AY1 IH0 N-AO1 D-AH0 B-AH0-L Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z T-UW1 M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N-D T-W-EH1-N T-IY0 F-AY1-V S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D Z-Y-EH1-T T-EH1 L-Y-AO1-R D-AE1-D


pocket of maybe salvadorian, hondurans, and guatemalans. and, that is it. that is what you see in my part of la.

P-AA1 K-AH0 T-AH1 V-M-EY1 B-IY0 S-AE2-L V-AH0 D-AO1 R-IY0 AH0-N HH-AA0-N D-UH1 R-AH0-N Z-AH0-N-D G-W-AA2 T-AH0 M-AA1 L-AH0-N Z-AH0-N-D DH-AE1 T-IH1 Z-IH1-T DH-AE1 T-IH1 Z-W-AH1 T-Y-UW1 S-IY1 IH0-N M-AY1 P-AA1-R T-AH1 V-L-AA1


then, just having to bring it up, like "oh"-

DH-EH1-N JH-AH1-S-T HH-AE1 V-IH0-NG T-UW1 B-R-IH1 NG-IH1 T-AH1 P-L-AY1 K-OW1


i think it was the answer that i got from my dad that one, told me that i can do this-

AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z DH-AH0 AE1-N S-ER0 DH-AE1 T-AY1 G-AA1-T F-R-AH1-M M-AY1 D-AE1-D DH-AE1 T-W-AH1-N T-OW1-L D-M-IY1 DH-AE1 T-AY1 K-AE1-N D-UW1 DH-IH1-S


our family got a lot of heat sometimes. even from family, because she wasn't-

AW1 ER0 F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0 G-AA1 T-AH0 L-AA1 T-AH1-V HH-IY1-T S-AH0-M T-AY1-M Z-IY1 V-IH0-N F-R-AH1-M F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0 B-IH0 K-AO1-Z SH-IY1 W-AO1-S-T


... within my own family, we were seeing how [inaudible 00:02:55] relationships have played out or helped certain people get treated, because of certain things-

W-IH0 DH-IH1-N M-AY1 OW1-N F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0 W-IY1 W-ER0 S-IY1 IH0-NG HH-AW1 IH0 N-AO1 D-AH0 B-AH0-L Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z T-UW1 M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N-D F-IH1-F T-IY0 F-AY1-V S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D Z-R-IY0 L-EY1 SH-AH0-N SH-IH2-P-S HH-AE1-V P-L-EY1 D-AW1 T-AO1-R HH-EH1-L-P-T S-ER1 T-AH0-N P-IY1 P-AH0-L G-EH1-T T-R-IY1 T-AH0-D B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-AH1-V S-ER1 T-AH0-N TH-IH1-NG-Z


like, how are you doing now? what does this look like for you? i didn't feel like i was a person to ask that question to. not just because i am his older sister-

L-AY1-K HH-AW1 AA1 R-Y-UW1 D-UW1 IH0-NG N-AW1 W-AH1-T D-AH1-Z DH-IH1 S-L-UH1 K-L-AY1-K F-AO1 R-Y-UW1 AY1 D-IH1 D-AH0-N-T F-IY1-L L-AY1 K-AY1 W-AA1 Z-AH0 P-ER1 S-AH0-N T-UW1 AE1-S-K DH-AE1-T K-W-EH1-S CH-AH0-N T-UW1 N-AA1-T JH-AH1-S-T B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-AY1 AE1-M HH-IH1 Z-OW1-L D-ER0 S-IH1-S T-ER0


... was really trying for me, but i think just-

W-AA1 Z-R-IH1 L-IY0 T-R-AY1 IH0-NG F-AO1-R M-IY1 B-AH1 T-AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K JH-AH1-S-T


... with certain aspects before you try and do that with another person-

W-IH1-DH S-ER1 T-AH0 N-AE1-S P-EH2-K-T-S B-IH0 F-AO1 R-Y-UW1 T-R-AY1 AH0-N-D D-UW1 DH-AE1 T-W-IH1 DH-AH0 N-AH1 DH-ER0 P-ER1 S-AH0-N


he has the most interesting role, because he is close friends with us both, but had to deal with us breaking up with each other at the same-

HH-IY1 HH-AE1-Z DH-AH0 M-OW1-S T-IH1-N T-R-AH0-S T-IH0 NG-R-OW1-L B-IH0 K-AO1-Z HH-IY1 IH1-Z K-L-OW1-S F-R-EH1-N-D Z-W-IH1 DH-AH1-S B-OW1-TH B-AH1-T HH-AE1-D T-UW1 D-IY1 L-W-IH1 DH-AH1-S B-R-EY1 K-IH0 NG-AH1 P-W-IH1 DH-IY1 CH-AH1 DH-ER0 AE1-T DH-AH0 S-EY1-M


not rushing through it, because you are expected to be doing something. if you are not ready-

N-AA1 T-R-AH1 SH-IH0-NG TH-R-UW1 IH1-T B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-Y-UW1 AA1 R-IH0-K-S P-EH1-K T-AH0-D T-UW1 B-IY1 D-UW1 IH0-NG S-AH1-M TH-IH0 NG-IH1 F-Y-UW1 AA1-R N-AA1 T-R-EH1 D-IY0


... that is what it is. i think it takes a strong personality to be able to do that for yourself.

DH-AE1 T-IH1 Z-W-AH1 T-IH1 T-IH1 Z-AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-IH1-T T-EY1-K S-AH0-S T-R-AO1-NG P-ER2 S-AH0 N-AE1 L-IH0 T-IY0 T-UW1 B-IY1 EY1 B-AH0-L T-UW1 D-UW1 DH-AE1-T F-AO1 R-Y-ER0 S-EH1-L-F


first of all, i think-


... you will be rewarded wholeheartedly-

Y-UW1 W-IH1-L B-IY1 R-IH0 W-AO1-R D-IH0-D HH-OW1-L HH-AA0-R T-IH0 D-L-IY0


... get to know somebody before you're jumping into something-

G-EH1-T T-UW1 N-OW1 S-AH1-M B-AA2 D-IY0 B-IH0 F-AO1 R-Y-UH1-R JH-AH1-M P-IH0 NG-IH0-N T-UW1 S-AH1-M TH-IH0-NG


that is going to be a lot deeper than you might be ready for, because you have to know how to deal with it.

DH-AE1 T-IH1-Z G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 B-IY1 AH0 L-AA1-T D-IY1 P-ER0 DH-AE1 N-Y-UW1 M-AY1-T B-IY1 R-EH1 D-IY0 F-AO1-R B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-Y-UW1 HH-AE1-V T-UW1 N-OW1 HH-AW1 T-UW1 D-IY1 L-W-IH1 DH-IH1-T


i am kathy beecham and i have been coming to crossroads. my husband pete and-

AY1 AE1-M K-AE1 TH-IY0 B-IY1 CH-AH0 M-AH0-N D-AY1 HH-AE1-V B-IH1-N K-AH1 M-IH0-NG T-UW1 K-R-AO1 S-R-OW2-D Z-M-AY1 HH-AH1-Z B-AH0-N-D P-IY1 T-AH0-N-D


... i.not too long ago, my husband pete [mattingly 00:04:09]-

AY1 N-AH0-T T-UW1 L-AO1 NG-AH0 G-OW1 M-AY1 HH-AH1-Z B-AH0-N-D P-IY1 T-M-AE1 T-IH0 NG-L-IY0 Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z F-AO1-R M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N D-N-AY1-N S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D-Z


... he hated if anybody called him beecham. it was pete [mattingly 00:04:14]. he-

HH-IY1 HH-EY1 T-AH0 D-IH1 F-EH1 N-IY0 B-AH0 D-IY0 K-AO1-L-D HH-IH1-M B-IY1 CH-AH0 M-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z P-IY1 T-M-AE1 T-IH0 NG-L-IY0 Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z F-AO1-R M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N-D F-AO1-R T-IY1-N S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D-Z HH-IY1


he had symptoms that weren't real severe and he would go to the doctors, and they just dismiss it and say "you're just getting old. don't worry about it."

HH-IY1 HH-AE1-D S-IH1-M-P T-AH0-M-Z DH-AE1 T-W-EH1 R-AH0-N T-R-IY1-L S-AH0 V-IH1 R-AH0-N-D HH-IY1 W-UH1-D G-OW1 T-UW1 DH-AH0 D-AA1-K T-ER0 Z-AH0-N-D DH-EY1 JH-AH1-S-T D-IH0 S-M-IH1 S-IH1 T-AH0-N-D S-EY1 Y-UH1-R JH-AH1-S-T G-EH1 T-IH0 NG-OW1-L-D D-AA1-N T-W-ER1 IY0 AH0 B-AW1 T-IH1-T


they also don't know what causes brain tumors, but there was no cure for this, so his prognosis was really bad.

DH-EY1 AO1-L S-OW0 D-AA1-N T-N-OW1 W-AH1-T K-AA1 Z-AH0-Z B-R-EY1-N T-UW1 M-ER0-Z B-AH1-T DH-EH1 R-W-AA1 Z-N-OW1 K-Y-UH1-R F-AO1-R DH-IH1-S S-OW1 HH-IH1-Z P-R-AA0 G-N-OW1 S-AH0 S-W-AA1 Z-R-IH1 L-IY0 B-AE1-D


i remember at one point, the doc said to pete, "you know, if you didn't have bad luck-

AY1 R-IH0 M-EH1-M B-ER0 AE1 T-W-AH1-N P-OY1-N-T DH-AH0 D-AA1-K S-EH1-D T-UW1 P-IY1 T-Y-UW1 N-OW1 IH1 F-Y-UW1 D-IH1 D-AH0-N-T HH-AE1-V B-AE1 D-L-AH1-K


... and, that he is here today, and we're happily together. but, that is not my story to tell, actually. pete died 25 months after he was diagnosed-

AH0-N-D DH-AE1-T HH-IY1 IH1-Z HH-IY1-R T-AH0 D-EY1 AH0-N D-W-ER0 HH-AE1 P-AH0 L-IY0 T-AH0 G-EH1 DH-ER0 B-AH1-T DH-AE1 T-IH1 Z-N-AA1 T-M-AY1-S T-AO1 R-IY0 T-UW1 T-EH1 L-AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0 P-IY1-T D-AY1-D T-W-EH1-N T-IY0 F-AY1 V-M-AH1-N-TH S-AE1-F T-ER0 HH-IY1 W-AA1-Z D-AY2 AH0 G-N-OW1-S-T


... why i would be the one talking about jesus as the healer-

W-AY1 AY1 W-UH1-D B-IY1 DH-AH0 W-AH1-N T-AO1 K-IH0 NG-AH0 B-AW1-T JH-IY1 Z-AH0 S-AE1-Z DH-AH0 HH-IY1 L-ER0


and she actually got a death sentence similar to pete's.

AH0-N-D SH-IY1 AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0 G-AA1 T-AH0 D-EH1-TH S-EH1-N T-AH0-N-S S-IH1 M-AH0 L-ER0 T-UW1 P-IY1-T-S


so when i got to crossroads, and here were these guys who were fairly smart-

S-OW1 W-EH1 N-AY1 G-AA1-T T-UW1 K-R-AO1 S-R-OW2-D Z-AH0-N-D HH-IY1 R-W-ER0 DH-IY1-Z G-AY1-Z HH-UW1 W-ER0 F-EH1-R L-IY0 S-M-AA1-R-T


... and i'll just see if i can still get god's message-

AH0-N D-IH1-L JH-AH1-S-T S-IY1 IH1 F-AY1 K-AE1-N-S T-IH1-L G-EH1-T G-AA1-D Z-M-EH1 S-AH0-JH


so i go up on the roof, tear off all the dirt, drop jesus down so he could be healed.

S-OW1 AY1 G-OW1 AH1 P-AA1-N DH-AH0 R-UW1-F T-EH1 R-AO1 F-AO1-L DH-AH0 D-ER1-T D-R-AA1-P JH-IY1 Z-AH0-S D-AW1-N S-OW1 HH-IY1 K-UH1-D B-IY1 HH-IY1-L-D


i mean, they are just like crushing him, trying to touch him to get healed, but just coming at him. and-

AY1 M-IY1-N DH-EY1 AA1-R JH-AH1-S T-L-AY1-K K-R-AH1 SH-IH0-NG HH-IH1-M T-R-AY1 IH0-NG T-UW1 T-AH1-CH HH-IH1-M T-UW1 G-EH1-T HH-IY1-L-D B-AH1-T JH-AH1-S-T K-AH1 M-IH0 NG-AE1-T HH-IH1 M-AH0-N-D


... he has to go in a boat to get some distance from the crowds in order to be able to teach.

HH-IY1 HH-AE1-Z T-UW1 G-OW1 IH0 N-AH0 B-OW1-T T-UW1 G-EH1-T S-AH1-M D-IH1-S T-AH0-N-S F-R-AH1-M DH-AH0 K-R-AW1-D Z-IH0 N-AO1-R D-ER0 T-UW1 B-IY1 EY1 B-AH0-L T-UW1 T-IY1-CH


i mean, they don't really have any value in themselves. it's really what they point to that's important.

AY1 M-IY1-N DH-EY1 D-AA1-N T-R-IH1 L-IY0 HH-AE1 V-EH1 N-IY0 V-AE1 L-Y-UW0 IH0-N DH-EH0-M S-EH1-L-V Z-IH1-T S-R-IH1 L-IY0 W-AH1-T DH-EY1 P-OY1-N-T T-UW1 TH-AE1-T S-IH0-M P-AO1-R T-AH0-N-T


if any of you are suffering right now or are ill right now-

IH1 F-EH1 N-IY0 AH1 V-Y-UW1 AA1-R S-AH1 F-ER0 IH0 NG-R-AY1 T-N-AW1 AO1 R-AA1 R-IH1-L R-AY1 T-N-AW1


... that's why everyone wanted to touch him. he got very close. so we know that.

TH-AE1-T S-W-AY1 EH1 V-R-IY0 W-AH2 N-W-AA1-N T-AH0-D T-UW1 T-AH1-CH HH-IH1-M HH-IY1 G-AA1-T V-EH1 R-IY0 K-L-OW1-S S-OW1 W-IY1 N-OW1 DH-AE1-T


the second thing we know from jesus's miracle stories is that we know he identified the source-

DH-AH0 S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D TH-IH1 NG-W-IY1 N-OW1 F-R-AH1-M JH-EH1 S-AH0 S-IH0 S-M-IH1 R-AH0 K-AH0-L-S T-AO1 R-IY0 Z-IH1-Z DH-AE1 T-W-IY1 N-OW1 HH-IY1 AY0 D-EH1-N T-AH0 F-AY2-D DH-AH0 S-AO1-R-S


... of illness, disease, and even death. and luke actually gives us this account. look at this. he says, "on sabbath, jesus was teaching in one of the synagogues and a woman was there-

AH1 V-IH1-L N-AH0-S D-IH0 Z-IY1 Z-AH0-N D-IY1 V-IH0-N D-EH1 TH-AH0-N D-L-UW1 K-AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0 G-IH1-V Z-AH1-S DH-IH1 S-AH0 K-AW1-N T-L-UH1 K-AE1-T DH-IH1-S HH-IY1 S-EH1 Z-AA1-N S-AE1 B-AH0-TH JH-IY1 Z-AH0 S-W-AA1-Z T-IY1 CH-IH0 NG-IH0 N-W-AH1 N-AH1-V DH-AH0 S-IH1 N-AH0 G-AO2-G Z-AH0-N D-AH0 W-UH1 M-AH0 N-W-AA1-Z DH-EH1-R


... who had been crippled by a spirit for 18 years."

HH-UW1 HH-AE1-D B-IH1-N K-R-IH1 P-AH0-L-D B-AY1 AH0-S P-IH1 R-AH0-T F-AO1 R-EY0 T-IY1 N-Y-IH1-R-Z


so come and be healed on those days. don't come on the sabbath. and jesus said, "you hypocrites. don't each of you on the sabbath, untie your donkey from the stall and lead it for water?"

S-OW1 K-AH1 M-AH0-N-D B-IY1 HH-IY1-L D-AA1-N DH-OW1-Z D-EY1-Z D-AA1-N-T K-AH1 M-AA1-N DH-AH0 S-AE1 B-AH0 TH-AH0-N-D JH-IY1 Z-AH0-S S-EH1 D-Y-UW1 HH-IH1 P-AH0 K-R-IH2-T-S D-AA1-N T-IY1 CH-AH1 V-Y-UW1 AA1-N DH-AH0 S-AE1 B-AH0 TH-AH0-N T-AY1 Y-AO1-R D-AA1-NG K-IY0 F-R-AH1-M DH-AH0-S T-AO1 L-AH0-N D-L-EH1 D-IH1-T F-AO1 R-W-AO1 T-ER0


"then should not this woman, a daughter of abraham," meaning one of the family-

DH-EH1-N SH-UH1 D-N-AA1-T DH-IH1 S-W-UH1 M-AH0 N-AH0 D-AO1 T-ER0 AH1 V-EY1 B-R-AH0 HH-AE2-M M-IY1 N-IH0 NG-W-AH1 N-AH1-V DH-AH0 F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0


... the source of illness, disease, and death. it's satan, it's evil. it's part of the kingdom of darkness. it is not part of my world.

DH-AH0 S-AO1-R S-AH1 V-IH1-L N-AH0-S D-IH0 Z-IY1 Z-AH0-N-D D-EH1 TH-IH1-T-S S-EY1 T-AH0 N-IH1-T S-IY1 V-AH0 L-IH1-T-S P-AA1-R T-AH1-V DH-AH0 K-IH1-NG D-AH0 M-AH1-V D-AA1-R K-N-AH0 S-IH1 T-IH1 Z-N-AA1-T P-AA1-R T-AH1 V-M-AY1 W-ER1-L-D


work through that whole issue of evil. he, in that book-

W-ER1-K TH-R-UW1 DH-AE1-T HH-OW1 L-IH1 SH-UW0 AH1 V-IY1 V-AH0-L HH-IY1 IH0-N DH-AE1-T B-UH1-K


i mean, jesus taught his audience that this infirmity-

AY1 M-IY1-N JH-IY1 Z-AH0-S T-AO1-T HH-IH1 Z-AA1 D-IY0 AH0-N-S DH-AE1-T DH-IH1 S-IH0-N F-ER1 M-IH0 T-IY0


... "the source of your illness and disease is not me." it comes from the kingdom of darkness. it's from satan and it's evil.

DH-AH0 S-AO1-R S-AH1 V-Y-AO1 R-IH1-L N-AH0 S-AH0-N-D D-IH0 Z-IY1 Z-IH1 Z-N-AA1 T-M-IY1 IH1-T K-AH1-M-Z F-R-AH1-M DH-AH0 K-IH1-NG D-AH0 M-AH1-V D-AA1-R K-N-AH0 S-IH1-T-S F-R-AH1-M S-EY1 T-AH0 N-AH0-N D-IH1-T S-IY1 V-AH0-L


"no matter what your circumstances are, trust me." trust me and you will be set free in a way that you probably didn't expect.

N-OW1 M-AE1 T-ER0 W-AH1 T-Y-AO1-R S-ER1 K-AH0-M-S T-AE2-N S-AH0 Z-AA1-R T-R-AH1-S T-M-IY1 T-R-AH1-S T-M-IY1 AH0-N D-Y-UW1 W-IH1-L B-IY1 S-EH1-T F-R-IY1 IH0 N-AH0 W-EY1 DH-AE1 T-Y-UW1 P-R-AA1 B-AH0 B-L-IY0 D-IH1 D-AH0-N T-IH0-K-S P-EH1-K-T


that's the so what. the so what is when suffering you encounter suffering in your life, when we encounter disease, illness, death.

TH-AE1-T-S DH-AH0 S-OW1 W-AH1-T DH-AH0 S-OW1 W-AH1 T-IH1 Z-W-EH1-N S-AH1 F-ER0 IH0 NG-Y-UW1 IH0-N K-AW1-N T-ER0 S-AH1 F-ER0 IH0 NG-IH0 N-Y-AO1-R L-AY1 F-W-EH1 N-W-IY1 IH0-N K-AW1-N T-ER0 D-IH0 Z-IY1 Z-IH1-L N-AH0-S D-EH1-TH


but, boy, when we had time together, we had a great time. i mean, we did everything together. we did groceries together. we ran errands together. i don't think there was ever a vacation.

B-AH1-T B-OY1 W-EH1 N-W-IY1 HH-AE1-D T-AY1-M T-AH0 G-EH1 DH-ER0 W-IY1 HH-AE1 D-AH0 G-R-EY1-T T-AY1 M-AY1 M-IY1 N-W-IY1 D-IH1 D-EH1 V-R-IY0 TH-IH2-NG T-AH0 G-EH1 DH-ER0 W-IY1 D-IH1-D G-R-OW1 S-ER0 IY0-Z T-AH0 G-EH1 DH-ER0 W-IY1 R-AE1 N-EH1 R-AH0-N-D-Z T-AH0 G-EH1 DH-ER0 AY1 D-AA1-N-T TH-IH1-NG-K DH-EH1 R-W-AA1 Z-EH1 V-ER0 AH0 V-EY0 K-EY1 SH-AH0-N


we love being in each other's company. and from a business perspective, we actually coached each other because we both had business backgrounds that we respected and so it was a great bond.

W-IY1 L-AH1-V B-IY1 IH0 NG-IH0 N-IY1 CH-AH1 DH-ER0-Z K-AH1-M P-AH0 N-IY0 AH0-N-D F-R-AH1 M-AH0 B-IH1 Z-N-AH0-S P-ER0-S P-EH1-K T-IH0 V-W-IY1 AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0 K-OW1-CH T-IY1 CH-AH1 DH-ER0 B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-W-IY1 B-OW1-TH HH-AE1-D B-IH1 Z-N-AH0-S B-AE1-K G-R-AW2-N-D-Z DH-AE1 T-W-IY1 R-IH0-S P-EH1-K T-IH0 D-AH0-N-D S-OW1 IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-AH0 G-R-EY1-T B-AA1-N-D


and i was coming in from somewhere. i don't know, it was probably 7:30ish at night.

AH0-N D-AY1 W-AA1-Z K-AH1 M-IH0 NG-IH0-N F-R-AH1-M S-AH1 M-W-EH2 R-AY1 D-AA1-N T-N-OW1 IH1 T-W-AA1-Z P-R-AA1 B-AH0 B-L-IY0 S-EH1 V-AH0-N TH-ER1 D-IY0 IH1 SH-AE1 T-N-AY1-T


well, he looks at me and tears start welling up in his eyes.

W-EH1-L HH-IY1 L-UH1-K S-AE1 T-M-IY1 AH0-N-D T-EH1-R-Z-S T-AA1-R T-W-EH1 L-IH0 NG-AH1 P-IH0-N HH-IH1 Z-AY1-Z


he said, "they wouldn't let me leave after the test."

HH-IY1 S-EH1-D DH-EY1 W-UH1 D-L-AH0-N T-L-EH1 T-M-IY1 L-IY1 V-AE1-F T-ER0 DH-AH0 T-EH1-S-T


"and it could be a brain tumor. it's pretty good size."

AH0-N D-IH1-T K-UH1-D B-IY1 AH0 B-R-EY1-N T-UW1 M-ER0 IH1-T-S P-R-IH1 T-IY0 G-UH1-D S-AY1-Z


i remember i was sitting in the chair next to him and, and-

AY1 R-IH0 M-EH1-M B-ER0 AY1 W-AA1-Z S-IH1 T-IH0 NG-IH0-N DH-AH0 CH-EH1-R N-EH1-K-S-T T-UW1 HH-IH1 M-AH0-N D-AH0-N-D


... tears, burning tears came to my eyes and i just came over to the chair.

T-EH1-R-Z B-ER1 N-IH0-NG T-EH1-R-Z K-EY1-M T-UW1 M-AY1 AY1 Z-AH0-N D-AY1 JH-AH1-S-T K-EY1 M-OW1 V-ER0 T-UW1 DH-AH0 CH-EH1-R


and we started an adventure and a journey that, oh my gosh had lots of challenges for pete.

AH0-N D-W-IY1-S T-AA1-R T-AH0 D-AE1 N-AE0-D V-EH1-N CH-ER0 AH0-N D-AH0 JH-ER1 N-IY0 DH-AE1 T-OW1 M-AY1 G-AA1-SH HH-AE1 D-L-AA1-T S-AH1-V CH-AE1 L-AH0-N JH-IH0-Z F-AO1-R P-IY1-T


he had two brain surgeries. the first surgery was to get the tumor out and it was successful. 99 percent. he got 99 percent of it out.

HH-IY1 HH-AE1-D T-UW1 B-R-EY1-N S-ER1 JH-ER0 IY0-Z DH-AH0 F-ER1-S-T S-ER1 JH-ER0 IY0 W-AA1-Z T-UW1 G-EH1-T DH-AH0 T-UW1 M-ER0 AW1 T-AH0-N D-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z S-AH0-K S-EH1-S F-AH0-L N-AY1-N T-IY0 N-AY1-N P-ER0 S-EH1-N-T HH-IY1 G-AA1 T-N-AY1-N T-IY0 N-AY1-N P-ER0 S-EH1-N T-AH1 V-IH1 T-AW1-T


second surgery was to actually get pete the benefit of a clinical trial.

S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D S-ER1 JH-ER0 IY0 W-AA1-Z T-UW1 AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0 G-EH1-T P-IY1-T DH-AH0 B-EH1 N-AH0 F-IH0 T-AH1 V-AH0 K-L-IH1 N-AH0 K-AH0-L T-R-AY1 AH0-L


it's not the surgery. it's that they come back. so he had to have mris every 30 days. he had radiation for six weeks. toward the end he had chemo.

IH1-T S-N-AA1-T DH-AH0 S-ER1 JH-ER0 IY0 IH1-T-S DH-AE1-T DH-EY1 K-AH1-M B-AE1-K S-OW1 HH-IY1 HH-AE1-D T-UW1 HH-AE1 V-M-R-IH1 S-EH1 V-ER0 IY0 TH-ER1 D-IY0 D-EY1-Z HH-IY1 HH-AE1 D-R-EY2 D-IY0 EY1 SH-AH0-N F-AO1-R S-IH1-K S-W-IY1-K-S T-AH0 W-AO1-R-D DH-AH0 EH1-N-D HH-IY1 HH-AE1-D K-IY1 M-OW0


he had months of physical, occupational, speech therapy because where the tumor was located was near his speech center.

HH-IY1 HH-AE1 D-M-AH1-N-TH S-AH1-V F-IH1 Z-IH0 K-AH0 L-AA0 K-Y-AH0 P-EY1 SH-AH0 N-AH0-L-S P-IY1-CH TH-EH1 R-AH0 P-IY0 B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-W-EH1-R DH-AH0 T-UW1 M-ER0 W-AA1 Z-L-OW1 K-EY2 T-AH0 D-W-AA1 Z-N-IH1-R HH-IH1-Z-S P-IY1-CH S-EH1-N T-ER0


we also got good at charades.

W-IY1 AO1-L S-OW0 G-AA1-T G-UH1 D-AE1-T SH-ER0 EY1-D-Z


so in the midst of all these physical challenges-

S-OW1 IH0-N DH-AH0 M-IH1-D-S T-AH1 V-AO1-L DH-IY1-Z F-IH1 Z-IH0 K-AH0-L CH-AE1 L-AH0-N JH-IH0-Z


... god sets pete free.


he set him free and he starts working on his list.

HH-IY1 S-EH1-T HH-IH1-M F-R-IY1 AH0-N-D HH-IY1-S T-AA1-R-T S-W-ER1 K-IH0 NG-AA1-N HH-IH1 Z-L-IH1-S-T


and you know, he didn't really watch it that much. i mean, he wasn't really a nascar-

AH0-N D-Y-UW1 N-OW1 HH-IY1 D-IH1 D-AH0-N T-R-IH1 L-IY0 W-AA1 CH-IH1-T DH-AE1 T-M-AH1 CH-AY1 M-IY1-N HH-IY1 W-AO1-S T-R-IH1 L-IY0 AH0 N-AE1-S K-AA2-R


in le mans, the 24 hour sports car race in le mans, france.

IH0 N-L-AH0 M-AE1-N-Z DH-AH0 T-W-EH1-N T-IY0 F-AO1 R-AW1 ER0-S P-AO1-R-T-S K-AA1-R R-EY1 S-IH0 N-L-AH0 M-AE1-N-Z F-R-AE1-N-S


you are crazy. you're going to take a brain tumor patient to france?

Y-UW1 AA1-R K-R-EY1 Z-IY0 Y-UH1-R G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 T-EY1 K-AH0 B-R-EY1-N T-UW1 M-ER0 P-EY1 SH-AH0-N-T T-UW1 F-R-AE1-N-S


... at omaha beach, and utah beach, and see where all those american soldiers were killed and go to the american cemetery.

AE1 T-OW1 M-AH0 HH-AA2 B-IY1 CH-AH0-N D-Y-UW1 T-AO2 B-IY1 CH-AH0-N-D S-IY1 W-EH1 R-AO1-L DH-OW1 Z-AH0 M-EH1 R-AH0 K-AH0-N S-OW1-L JH-ER0 Z-W-ER0 K-IH1-L D-AH0-N-D G-OW1 T-UW1 DH-AH0 AH0 M-EH1 R-AH0 K-AH0-N S-EH1 M-AH0 T-EH2 R-IY0


and then we thought, what else is on the list?

AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-W-IY1 TH-AO1 T-W-AH1 T-EH1-L S-IH1 Z-AA1-N DH-AH0 L-IH1-S-T


he didn't really express his feelings that much. and all of a sudden-

HH-IY1 D-IH1 D-AH0-N T-R-IH1 L-IY0 IH0-K-S P-R-EH1-S HH-IH1-Z F-IY1 L-IH0-NG-Z DH-AE1 T-M-AH1 CH-AH0-N D-AO1 L-AH1 V-AH0 S-AH1 D-AH0-N


... tears are streaming down his face. he is so touched. we were in dc with steven, our son and-

T-EH1-R Z-AA1-R-S T-R-IY1 M-IH0-NG D-AW1-N HH-IH1-Z F-EY1-S HH-IY1 IH1-Z S-OW1 T-AH1-CH T-W-IY1 W-ER0 IH0-N D-IY1 EH1 F-W-IH1-DH-S T-IY1 V-AH0 N-AW1 ER0 S-AH1 N-AH0-N-D


do you know, steven hates to exercise. he never walks.

D-UW1 Y-UW1 N-OW1-S T-IY1 V-AH0-N HH-EY1-T-S T-UW1 EH1-K S-ER0 S-AY2-Z HH-IY1 N-EH1 V-ER0 W-AO1-K-S


we get up in the morning, and we would pray before breakfast.

W-IY1 G-EH1 T-AH1 P-IH0-N DH-AH0 M-AO1-R N-IH0 NG-AH0-N D-W-IY1 W-UH1-D P-R-EY1 B-IH0 F-AO1-R B-R-EH1-K F-AH0-S-T


now, god just didn't do things in pete.

N-AW1 G-AA1-D JH-AH1-S-T D-IH1 D-AH0-N-T D-UW1 TH-IH1-NG Z-IH0-N P-IY1-T


... and were always seated by the window, because we were with pete, of course.

AH0-N D-W-ER0 AO1 L-W-EY2-Z S-IY1 T-AH0-D B-AY1 DH-AH0 W-IH1-N D-OW0 B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-W-IY1 W-ER0 W-IH1-DH P-IY1 T-AH1-V K-AO1-R-S


... had started doing something very unusual.

HH-AE1-D-S T-AA1-R T-AH0-D D-UW1 IH0-NG S-AH1-M TH-IH0-NG V-EH1 R-IY0 AH0 N-Y-UW1 ZH-AH0 W-AH0-L


his conversations with god before he died...

HH-IH1-Z K-AA2-N V-ER0 S-EY1 SH-AH0-N Z-W-IH1-DH G-AA1-D B-IH0 F-AO1-R HH-IY1 D-AY1-D


i will take one, just one big angel, though.

AY1 W-IH1-L T-EY1 K-W-AH1-N JH-AH1-S T-W-AH1-N B-IH1 G-EY1-N JH-AH0-L DH-OW1


in walks chris. we hold hands, we pray.

IH0 N-W-AO1-K-S K-R-IH1 S-W-IY1 HH-OW1-L-D HH-AE1-N-D Z-W-IY1 P-R-EY1


then he says to pete, he says, "okay buddy, it's time to go."

DH-EH1-N HH-IY1 S-EH1-Z T-UW1 P-IY1-T HH-IY1 S-EH1 Z-OW2 K-EY1 B-AH1 D-IY0 IH1-T-S T-AY1-M T-UW1 G-OW1


we can't go with him, so we're standing there. hard moment.

W-IY1 K-AE1-N-T G-OW1 W-IH1-DH HH-IH1-M S-OW1 W-ER0-S T-AE1-N D-IH0-NG DH-EH1-R HH-AA1-R D-M-OW1 M-AH0-N-T


as chris pushes that stretcher there, he looks over his shoulder back at us and he says-

AE1-Z K-R-IH1-S P-UH1 SH-AH0-Z DH-AE1-T-S T-R-EH1 CH-ER0 DH-EH1-R HH-IY1 L-UH1-K S-OW1 V-ER0 HH-IH1-Z SH-OW1-L D-ER0 B-AE1 K-AE1 T-AH1 S-AH0-N-D HH-IY1 S-EH1-Z


it was the easiest decision i'd ever made in my life, after 25 years of working.

IH1 T-W-AA1-Z DH-AH0 IY1 Z-IY0 AH0-S-T D-IH0 S-IH1 ZH-AH0 N-IH1 D-EH1 V-ER0 M-EY1 D-IH0-N M-AY1 L-AY1 F-AE1-F T-ER0 T-W-EH1-N T-IY0 F-AY1 V-Y-IH1-R Z-AH1 V-W-ER1 K-IH0-NG


it became very clear to me that if i submitted-

IH1-T B-IH0 K-EY1-M V-EH1 R-IY0 K-L-IH1-R T-UW1 M-IY1 DH-AE1 T-IH1 F-AY1 S-AH0 B-M-IH1 T-AH0-D


... part of my purpose in life. i'll tell you, the freedom that i felt, and the joy that i felt in making that decision, it was exhilarating. it was exhilarating.

P-AA1-R T-AH1 V-M-AY1 P-ER1 P-AH0 S-IH0 N-L-AY1 F-IH1-L T-EH1 L-Y-UW1 DH-AH0 F-R-IY1 D-AH0-M DH-AE1 T-AY1 F-EH1-L T-AH0-N-D DH-AH0 JH-OY1 DH-AE1 T-AY1 F-EH1-L T-IH0-N M-EY1 K-IH0-NG DH-AE1-T D-IH0 S-IH1 ZH-AH0 N-IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-IH0-G Z-IH1 L-ER0 EY2 T-IH0 NG-IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-IH0-G Z-IH1 L-ER0 EY2 T-IH0-NG


i mean, these people are dying and i'm sitting there ranking them.

AY1 M-IY1-N DH-IY1-Z P-IY1 P-AH0 L-AA1-R D-AY1 IH0 NG-AH0-N D-IH1-M S-IH1 T-IH0-NG DH-EH1-R R-AE1-NG K-IH0-NG DH-EH1-M


not just a peep, but i started listening more to everybody.

N-AA1-T JH-AH1-S T-AH0 P-IY1-P B-AH1 T-AY1-S T-AA1-R T-AH0 D-L-IH1 S-AH0 N-IH0-NG M-AO1-R T-UW1 EH1 V-R-IY0 B-AA2 D-IY0


but i learnt how the light's different at 10:00 in the morning or 3:00 in the afternoon.

B-AH1 T-AY1 L-ER1-N-T HH-AW1 DH-AH0 L-AY1-T-S D-IH1 F-ER0 AH0-N T-AE1-T T-EH1 N-AH0 K-L-AA1 K-IH0-N DH-AH0 M-AO1-R N-IH0 NG-AO1-R TH-R-IY1 AH0 K-L-AA1 K-IH0-N DH-AH0 AE2-F T-ER0 N-UW1-N


i mean, everything, constant on-and-on-and-on, and everyone of those things-

AY1 M-IY1 N-EH1 V-R-IY0 TH-IH2-NG K-AA1-N-S T-AH0-N T-OW0 N-AE1-N D-AH0 N-AA1-N D-AH0-N D-EH1 V-R-IY0 W-AH2 N-AH1-V DH-OW1-Z TH-IH1-NG-Z


no, he does not like any control. it was an uncontrollable situation, and i'm trying to control it. i mean, we used to fight, for god's sake, over whether he took his medicine or not.

N-OW1 HH-IY1 D-AH1 Z-N-AA1 T-L-AY1 K-EH1 N-IY0 K-AH0-N T-R-OW1 L-IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-AE1 N-AH2-N K-AH0-N T-R-OW1 L-AH0 B-AH0-L S-IH2 CH-UW0 EY1 SH-AH0 N-AH0-N D-IH1-M T-R-AY1 IH0-NG T-UW1 K-AH0-N T-R-OW1 L-IH1 T-AY1 M-IY1 N-W-IY1 Y-UW1-S-T T-UW1 F-AY1-T F-AO1-R G-AA1-D-Z S-EY1 K-OW1 V-ER0 W-EH1 DH-ER0 HH-IY1 T-UH1-K HH-IH1 Z-M-EH1 D-AH0 S-AH0 N-AO1-R N-AA1-T


it's on hopelessness. max tells us in this book, he says, "imagine yourselves in a jungle lost and alone."

IH1-T S-AA1-N HH-OW1 P-L-AH0 S-N-AH0 S-M-AE1-K-S T-EH1-L Z-AH1 S-IH0-N DH-IH1-S B-UH1-K HH-IY1 S-EH1 Z-IH0 M-AE1 JH-AH0 N-Y-UH0-R S-EH1-L-V Z-IH0 N-AH0 JH-AH1-NG G-AH0-L L-AO1-S T-AH0-N D-AH0 L-OW1-N


now in the book he says, "just as vividly imagine getting rescued. what would that be like?"

N-AW1 IH0-N DH-AH0 B-UH1-K HH-IY1 S-EH1-Z JH-AH1-S T-AE1-Z V-IH1 V-AH0 D-L-IY0 IH0 M-AE1 JH-AH0-N G-EH1 T-IH0 NG-R-EH1-S K-Y-UW0 D-W-AH1 T-W-UH1-D DH-AE1-T B-IY1 L-AY1-K


you want a person. obviously, right? but not just an equally confused and lost person, but rather a person who knew the way out.

Y-UW1 W-AA1-N T-AH0 P-ER1 S-AH0 N-AA1-B V-IY0 AH0 S-L-IY0 R-AY1-T B-AH1 T-N-AA1-T JH-AH1-S T-AE1 N-IY1 K-W-AH0 L-IY0 K-AH0-N F-Y-UW1-Z D-AH0-N D-L-AO1-S-T P-ER1 S-AH0-N B-AH1 T-R-AE1 DH-ER0 AH0 P-ER1 S-AH0-N HH-UW1 N-UW1 DH-AH0 W-EY1 AW1-T


if this person had a vision but no direction-

IH1-F DH-IH1-S P-ER1 S-AH0-N HH-AE1 D-AH0 V-IH1 ZH-AH0-N B-AH1 T-N-OW1 D-ER0 EH1-K SH-AH0-N


i mean, they were sweet, they were tender. they were so wonderful.

AY1 M-IY1-N DH-EY1 W-ER0 S-W-IY1-T DH-EY1 W-ER0 T-EH1-N D-ER0 DH-EY1 W-ER0 S-OW1 W-AH1-N D-ER0 F-AH0-L


i would just look at him. i'd say, "you are so beautiful to me."

AY1 W-UH1-D JH-AH1-S T-L-UH1 K-AE1-T HH-IH1 M-IH1-D S-EY1 Y-UW1 AA1-R S-OW1 B-Y-UW1 T-AH0 F-AH0-L T-UW1 M-IY1


my prayers changed, my grip got a lot lighter.

M-AY1 P-R-EH1-R-Z CH-EY1-N-JH D-M-AY1 G-R-IH1-P G-AA1 T-AH0 L-AA1 T-L-AY1 T-ER0


and i figured out that the real miracle here, the healing miracle here, was in pete, it was in me.

AH0-N D-AY1 F-IH1 G-Y-ER0 D-AW1-T DH-AE1-T DH-AH0 R-IY1-L M-IH1 R-AH0 K-AH0-L HH-IY1-R DH-AH0 HH-IY1 L-IH0-NG M-IH1 R-AH0 K-AH0-L HH-IY1 R-W-AA1 Z-IH0-N P-IY1 T-IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-IH0-N M-IY1


god's redemption. his glory was being shown in our midst.

G-AA1-D Z-R-IH0 D-EH1-M-P SH-AH0-N HH-IH1-Z G-L-AO1 R-IY0 W-AA1-Z B-IY1 IH0-NG SH-OW1 N-IH0 N-AW1 ER0 M-IH1-D-S-T


that will be a grand day, let me tell you.

DH-AE1 T-W-IH1-L B-IY1 AH0 G-R-AE1-N-D D-EY1 L-EH1 T-M-IY1 T-EH1 L-Y-UW1


now, i promised you another story.

N-AW1 AY1 P-R-AA1 M-AH0-S T-Y-UW1 AH0 N-AH1 DH-ER0-S T-AO1 R-IY0


i had good news, and no news. the good news was that the lymph nodes were clear, and the solution-

AY1 HH-AE1-D G-UH1 D-N-UW1 Z-AH0-N D-N-OW1 N-UW1-Z DH-AH0 G-UH1 D-N-UW1 Z-W-AA1-Z DH-AE1-T DH-AH0 L-IH1-M F-N-OW1-D Z-W-ER0 K-L-IH1 R-AH0-N-D DH-AH0 S-AH0 L-UW1 SH-AH0-N


i felt they had caught it early. i felt there had been good news, and i felt that with that-

AY1 F-EH1-L-T DH-EY1 HH-AE1-D K-AA1 T-IH1 T-ER1 L-IY0 AY1 F-EH1-L-T DH-EH1-R HH-AE1-D B-IH1-N G-UH1 D-N-UW1 Z-AH0-N D-AY1 F-EH1-L-T DH-AE1 T-W-IH1-DH DH-AE1-T


it was a very harsh treatment. very harsh chemo, radiation, and then followed by a high-dose internal radiation.

IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-AH0 V-EH1 R-IY0 HH-AA1-R-SH T-R-IY1 T-M-AH0-N-T V-EH1 R-IY0 HH-AA1-R-SH K-IY1 M-OW0 R-EY2 D-IY0 EY1 SH-AH0 N-AH0-N-D DH-EH1-N F-AA1 L-OW0-D B-AY1 AH0 HH-AY1 D-OW2 Z-IH0-N T-ER1 N-AH0-L R-EY2 D-IY0 EY1 SH-AH0-N


i wasn't sure this was his will at all. i just knew-

AY1 W-AO1-S-T SH-UH1-R DH-IH1 S-W-AA1-Z HH-IH1 Z-W-IH1 L-AE1 T-AO1 L-AY1 JH-AH1-S T-N-UW1


i think as a mom those mornings are quite-

AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-AE1 Z-AH0 M-AA1-M DH-OW1 Z-M-AO1-R N-IH0-NG Z-AA1-R K-W-AY1-T


oh no, have you seen the [inaudible 00:03:49]?sorry, yeah. i just told you it was over there.i know, and my husband goes, "how do you do that?"

OW1 N-OW1 HH-AE1 V-Y-UW1 S-IY1-N DH-AH0 IH0 N-AO1 D-AH0 B-AH0-L Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z TH-R-IY1 M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N-D F-AO1-R T-IY0 N-AY1-N S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D-Z S-AA1 R-IY0 Y-AE1 AY1 JH-AH1-S-T T-OW1-L D-Y-UW1 IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-OW1 V-ER0 TH-IH1 R-IY0 N-OW1 AH0-N D-M-AY1 HH-AH1-Z B-AH0-N-D G-OW1-Z HH-AW1 D-UW1 Y-UW1 D-UW1 DH-AE1-T


oh, i don't know. then he got all angry at me, and he gives me the look. i can tell when he's like... he's got the look. he gives me the look.

OW1 AY1 D-AA1-N T-N-OW1 DH-EH1-N HH-IY1 G-AA1 T-AO1 L-AE1-NG G-R-IY0 AE1 T-M-IY1 AH0-N-D HH-IY1 G-IH1-V Z-M-IY1 DH-AH0 L-UH1 K-AY1 K-AE1-N T-EH1 L-W-EH1-N HH-IY1 Z-L-AY1-K HH-IY1-Z G-AA1-T DH-AH0 L-UH1-K HH-IY1 G-IH1-V Z-M-IY1 DH-AH0 L-UH1-K


... keys, and i go back out. it's like, "you know what? that's your vehicle, your keys," and he expects me to remem-

K-IY1 Z-AH0-N D-AY1 G-OW1 B-AE1 K-AW1 T-IH1-T S-L-AY1 K-Y-UW1 N-OW1 W-AH1-T TH-AE1-T S-Y-AO1-R V-IY1 HH-IH0 K-AH0 L-Y-AO1-R K-IY1 Z-AH0-N-D HH-IY1 IH0-K-S P-EH1-K-T S-M-IY1 T-UW1 R-EH1 M-AH0-M


yeah.yes, indeed. or like when you're feeling sad, or you need a hug or-

Y-IY1 HH-AY2 Z-IH0-N D-IY1 D-AO1-R L-AY1 K-W-EH1 N-Y-UH1-R F-IY1 L-IH0-NG S-AE1 D-AO1 R-Y-UW1 N-IY1 D-AH0 HH-AH1 G-AO1-R


like, "oh, i'm feeling a bit sad today." then instead of him answering, i need to hold up-

L-AY1 K-OW1 IH1-M F-IY1 L-IH0 NG-AH0 B-IH1-T S-AE1-D T-AH0 D-EY1 DH-EH1 N-IH0-N-S T-EH1 D-AH1-V HH-IH1 M-AE1-N S-ER0 IH0 NG-AY1 N-IY1-D T-UW1 HH-OW1-L D-AH1-P


now you say...yes. or don't talk, just hug.just hug.yeah.don't talk, be quiet.

N-AW1 Y-UW1 S-EY1 AY0 S-AO1-R D-AA1-N-T T-AO1-K JH-AH1-S-T HH-AH1-JH G-AH2-S-T HH-Y-UW2 JH-IY0 EY1 T-AH0-N-D T-AO1-K B-IY1 K-W-AY1 AH0-T


... [inaudible 00:04:37] there was a wedding on. a big wedding on in the hotel, so they both decided there they'd gate crash.

IH0 N-AO1 D-AH0 B-AH0-L Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z F-AO1-R M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N-D TH-ER1 D-IY0 S-EH1 V-AH0-N S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D-Z DH-EH1 R-W-AA1 Z-AH0 W-EH1 D-IH0 NG-AA1 N-AH0 B-IH1 G-W-EH1 D-IH0 NG-AA1 N-IH0-N DH-AH0 HH-OW0 T-EH1-L S-OW1 DH-EY1 B-OW1-TH D-IH0 S-AY1 D-IH0-D DH-EH1-R TH-IY1-D G-EY1-T K-R-AE1-SH


when i was a child, they were just such found memories of having those times of being able to watch those on tv. i keep thinking to myself-

W-EH1 N-AY1 W-AA1 Z-AH0 CH-AY1-L-D DH-EY1 W-ER0 JH-AH1-S-T S-AH1-CH F-AW1-N D-M-EH1 M-ER0 IY0 Z-AH1-V HH-AE1 V-IH0-NG DH-OW1-Z T-AY1-M Z-AH1-V B-IY1 IH0 NG-EY1 B-AH0-L T-UW1 W-AA1-CH DH-OW1 Z-AA1-N T-IY1 V-IY1 AY1 K-IY1-P TH-IH1-NG K-IH0-NG T-UW1 M-AY2 S-EH1-L-F


yeah, and my mom never made them tight, and that really bugged me.oh, mom.

Y-AE1 AH0-N D-M-AY1 M-AA1-M N-EH1 V-ER0 M-EY1-D DH-EH1-M T-AY1 T-AH0-N-D DH-AE1 T-R-IH1 L-IY0 B-AH1-G D-M-IY1 OW0 M-AA1-M


this is one of my favorite songs at the moment, actually, it's the madden brothers.

DH-IH1 S-IH1 Z-W-AH1 N-AH1 V-M-AY1 F-EY1 V-ER0 IH0-T S-AO1-NG Z-AE1-T DH-AH0 M-OW1 M-AH0-N T-AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0 IH1-T-S DH-AH0 M-AE1 D-AH0-N B-R-AH1 DH-ER0-Z


but we are done, i love it.good song.

B-AH1 T-W-IY1 AA1-R D-AH1 N-AY1 L-AH1 V-IH1-T G-UH2-D S-AO1-NG


immigrants. her mother was beatrice and her father was meyer. and she had an older sister and she died last year at the age of 82. so—.

IH1 M-AH0 G-R-AH0-N-T-S HH-ER0 M-AH1 DH-ER0 W-AA1-Z B-IY1 AH0 T-R-AH0 S-AH0-N-D HH-ER0 F-AA1 DH-ER0 W-AA1 Z-M-AY1 ER0 AH0-N-D SH-IY1 HH-AE1 D-AE1 N-OW1-L D-ER0 S-IH1-S T-ER0 AH0-N-D SH-IY1 D-AY1 D-L-AE1-S T-Y-IH1 R-AE1-T DH-AH0 EY1 JH-AH1 V-EY1 T-IY0 T-UW1 S-OW1


older, you realize, i remember when i was at school, i used to think, "oh, 40, that's so old".

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agent who early on agent and his name was tony rivers and he advised to do-

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and she she has had plastic surgery. one article said that she'd had-

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she looked stunning, like a picture of her really early,

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a plastic surgery procedure in 1965.

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to be honest, her plastic surgeon must be, i'd say, he's pretty talented because i've seen some celebrities and you see their lips-

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let's go to another one that i really like at the moment. this is great. this is a really good song.

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life support, that would be the worst decision you would ever have to make as being the next of kin.

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a new show, and so apparently she was going to be his very first guest. so he was just saying that he was very upset because he was really looking forward to having her on this.

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i'm 81. i could go at any moment. do you know how lucky you were? i could fall over right here on stage and then you could all say, "i was there".

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in new york and she met, well-

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her boss was james sanger and she fell in love with him-

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and they got married and she was just 22. but unfortunately they were only married for six months because he didn't want children.

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wouldn't you say, "you know what, we're getting married, i'd really liked to have kids, do you want kids?"?yeah

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and then she later described her marriage to him as a total shame complaining bitterly about his treatment of her during the marriage.

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it's shame really, like most of the people that have been sort of pinnacle her new life, all-

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all her mentors, yeah. and also probably best mates as well.

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or apparently with when she started on there. but i never sort of started watching it until-

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i know, but you know, that dress is glamorous.

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isn't it? and these sort of people, they love what they do and they enjoy it. it's like the rolling stones, they love performing. they love making-

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poor-


he must have... i wonder what she looks like, she was always quite cutting edge. so i wonder-

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my mother for my poor sex life, all she told me was the men goes on top and the woman underneath for three years-

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nicole kidman was so into botox and she is doing it all the time and then she's completely stopped. so look at her, you might have like a few little lines and like-

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would say mean things about people and it just don't care. i mean, i'm sure she got so much fan mail and like emails saying, "hey-".

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so funny, because to begin with i've never done my eyebrows-

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become bushy and i was just like, "oh my gosh, i don't know what to do". so if any listeners out there have, got any ideas-

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there's till very much caterpillars on the top of his forehead.oh bless.so a lady a while ago, tried to get me to fill out her eyebrows and they are black-

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and then draw them on above. so we've tried lots of different things.

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good morning, vietnam. so we thought today that we would do a special show just as a-

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and he was just such a bright light in the movie and tv industry. and you know-

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you just never thought that in the background he was suffering-

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or battling such a horrible, well, i don't know disease, would you call it?yes.a disease, i guess.

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yeah, we would just have a bit of a chat about him and just remember some of the times that robin williams-

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do the generation know of people like clint eastwood?well, they are there-do they know about james dean?

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i'm going to have to get them all out because there's just some stuff that the kids will never ever know.no, and-

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they actually did take the out of remaking an 80s movie and hoping that it sells and is really good.yeah.

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what, not one of the beasts, but you know, they have just remaking stuff, now, i hope nobody everybody makes remakes mork & mindy.no, no, no.

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but only robin williams could do it. only he could do it.crazy times. so i thought what we'd do is-

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.. makings of all like a 70s and 80s sitcom.yeah, absolutely.the entry for it. it's just like three's company and all of those ones. do you remember?oh, three's company.

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and it was almost nominated for sant jordi award for the best foreign actor.crikey.i know.and to-

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well, you did knock the sign as you come in and we were like, "oh ..."

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and do you know what? we had to walk around ...

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but there were like eight cars backed up behind us and down onto the road and out onto the main street. so they had to like, stop traffic ...

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tie us down. i know. so every time i watch rv i just laugh. i just think of-

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was that one? mrs. doubtfire, where he dressed as the lady?

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did they call them possums? oh, possums, or something like that? oh possums.i can't remember.and he was. mrs. doubtfire was that real nurturing-

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yeah. feel good. but everyone at some stage in their life wants a mrs.-

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over here, like happy feet, you'd remember as one of the most well known ones.

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well, we do, as i said, he was in popeye in like 1980. and so this is actually robin williams, singing a little song from popeye's. so i thought-

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it's a really old fashioned movie, those old movies where they're seeming black and white with a flash of color every now and then kind of thing.

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but yeah, that was robin williams, singing sweet pea. so some of the other movies that we thought that we would look at, have you ever watched patch adams?

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he was also nominated for the golden raspberry award for the worst actors. so to be nominated-

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that was quite strange.what was that about?well, it was about him. he was, he just-

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yeah. and then you wouldn't hear anything. and then all of a sudden he would pop back up in a movie again. so i do think that over time as well has-

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he meet the fonz on happy days.the fonz.so it was an episode called my favorite orkan cause-

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and the green mile, he was, there was that one with him in jail or there was something like that, but i can't watch them. i can't watch them. [inaudible 00:02:13] it's crazy. i don't-

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so it is a little bit sad that we have lost him. so his children were.

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his second wife. so i'm not sure who his first wife was. i'm pretty sure.

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for somebody who suffers anxiety and usually getting up and talking in front of people and doing standup and stuff, you'd think that he couldn't-

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it was a bit like michael jackson. whereas michael jackson had-

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i've been listening to a lot of linda cohen lately and-

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simon and garfunkel, stuff like that, where these guys they sat at a piano and they wrote the music.

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selling them. do you remember, rachel, when we worked at good vibrations and we used to get all those gifts that would arrive-

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i remember george thorogood get a haircut and get a real job. and the ricoh company sent down kits with my comb and-

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it was, and we would sing that song, remember you're a-

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you know what, somebody else that my son can do sound effects and he can, and he's at the moment he's driving us crazy.

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do you know what you should make, get him a computer and let him start recording onto the computer and then looping it together and stuff-

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if you've concentrated for so long on that character-

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no i don't know anyone one, i could compare them to like, there's a lot of people going, oh, he's just like so-and-so. but he was just one on the out of the box. he was just awesome.

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oh, and quickly too, before i forget. my thumbs down for the week, do you know-

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this serum called extract seven, which-

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an antibody for it. so she finally did. so she did, she managed to do that and then she died and poor tk.

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so it's kind of a thumbs down and a thumbs up. thumbs up that i don't have to put up with it anymore in the show.

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yes, it was great. oh, love to catch up. just cruised around.

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and you're sitting there with your little headphones on you're going down and you're looking at all the architecture because paris is stunning. and then this little song pops up.

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down the champs-elysees. and i was just thinking, this-

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this one, yeah.and it took a couple of hours, but it was great. although my mother-in-law when we got, she was-

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she came with us. but when we got to the-

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and she said that he came in the door and she rushed out, like pushed-

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[inaudible 00:00:00]!oh, no.then she ran back to the-

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hard.it was very hard, rach, very, very hard.it's a hard, hard holiday.very hard, but it was good though, because a lot of the families that we-

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... and now, because all the... i didn't really... i thought that french people would just listen to the movie in english.

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... some french songs. one of them that popped up was the frozen songs in french.

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and i just thought to myself with a-

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... and i asked my friend, julie, who was french, if the words were very similar-

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it was great because when they heard, we hit the, we-

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... and downstairs, it was about 220 squared meters or something like that, so it was a nice big-

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... big, massive kitchen. there's a huge room upstairs for the kids with four beds in it.

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so now, when i picture a chateau, i'm imagining a building like-

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i know, and they made their own wine. i'd say, well-

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... which is about $9 new zealand and it's really good wine. really, really-

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so it means that all of the families, they picked their own-

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all the other families stayed. so what we kind of did was that, oh, it was great-

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in the morning and hanging on your door at the front, was a little bag, made-with your brekkie.with your brekkie.

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so we will do our own individual dinners, but we just all had the barbecue and it was the old coal barbecue, the-

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it was just so much fun because the kids just ran around the whole time-

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and it was just, it was so nice.well was it a sweet wine?it was a sweet wine.oh, i've never-

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...tried that. oh, i'd love to hear if anyone else out there has tried pomegranate wine.

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yeah, it was pomegranate. and then there was a grapefruit one as well. it was really good, really-

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we went over there. my husband went over there, he saved up all of his-

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so yeah, they've grown up like that actually. and what i couldn't get over was there were a lot of smokers as well.yeah, europe. huge smokers.

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to menthol cigarettes.but is it proper tobacco?yes. its proper tobacco. so it goes from a normal cigarette into menthol. so-

T-UW1 M-EH1-N TH-AO0-L S-IH2 G-ER0 AH0-T S-AY1 B-AH0 L-IH1 Z-IH1-T P-R-AA1 P-ER0 T-AH0 B-AE1 K-IY0 Z-IH1-T-S P-R-AA1 P-ER0 T-AH0 B-AE1 K-OW2 S-OW1 IH1-T G-OW1-Z F-R-AH1 M-AH0 N-AO1-R M-AH0-L S-IH2 G-ER0 EH1 T-IH0-N T-UW1 M-EH1-N TH-AO0-L S-OW1


love is an open door from frozen, you know that love is an open door-

L-AH1 V-IH1 Z-AE1 N-OW1 P-AH0-N D-AO1-R F-R-AH1-M F-R-OW1 Z-AH0 N-Y-UW1 N-OW1 DH-AE1 T-L-AH1 V-IH1 Z-AE1 N-OW1 P-AH0-N D-AO1-R


it's awesome.it's amazing how they have made it-

IH1-T S-AH0 S-OW1 M-AH0-T S-AH0 M-EY1 Z-IH0-NG HH-AW1 DH-EY1 HH-AE1 V-M-EY1 D-IH1-T


sounds so similar to the original-

S-AW1-N-D-Z S-OW1 S-IH1 M-AH0 L-ER0 T-UW1 DH-AH0 ER0 IH1 JH-AH0 N-AH0-L


five year old going, what, the-

F-AY1 V-Y-IH1 R-OW1-L-D G-OW1 IH0 NG-W-AH1-T DH-AH0


from europe, we stopped in la five nights as well, so we-

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sheesh.she lined up for two hours. she didn't leave the line for the whole two hours. she was there to stay. and i got halfway through the line and you do have moments where you're going, do we really-

SH-IY1 SH-IH0 CH-L-AY1-N D-AH1-P F-AO1-R T-UW1 AW1 ER0-Z SH-IY1 D-IH1 D-AH0-N T-L-IY1-V DH-AH0 L-AY1-N F-AO1-R DH-AH0 HH-OW1-L T-UW1 AW1 ER0-Z SH-IY1 W-AA1-Z DH-EH1-R T-UW1-S T-EY1 AH0-N D-AY1 G-AA1-T HH-AE1 F-W-EY1 TH-R-UW1 DH-AH0 L-AY1 N-AH0-N D-Y-UW1 D-UW1 HH-AE1 V-M-OW1 M-AH0-N-T S-W-EH1 R-Y-UH1-R G-OW1 IH0-NG D-UW1 W-IY1 R-IH1 L-IY0


do we really want to do this? oh, let's just go. it doesn't really matter if you don't meet frozen.

D-UW1 W-IY1 R-IH1 L-IY0 W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 D-UW1 DH-IH1 S-OW1 L-EH1-T-S JH-AH1-S-T G-OW1 IH1-T D-OW1 S-AH0-N T-R-IH1 L-IY0 M-AE1 T-ER0 IH1 F-Y-UW1 D-AA1-N T-M-IY1-T F-R-OW1 Z-AH0-N


and i was like, what are they doing on this five or ten minute break? and he's like maybe they're just-

AH0-N D-AY1 W-AA1 Z-L-AY1 K-W-AH1 T-AA1-R DH-EY1 D-UW1 IH0 NG-AA1-N DH-IH1-S F-AY1 V-AO1-R T-EH1-N M-IH1 N-AH0-T B-R-EY1 K-AH0-N-D HH-IY1 Z-L-AY1 K-M-EY1 B-IY0 TH-EH1-R JH-AH1-S-T


this is when you could be rolling in and out. the differing-

DH-IH1 S-IH1 Z-W-EH1 N-Y-UW1 K-UH1-D B-IY1 R-OW1 L-IH0 NG-IH0 N-AH0-N D-AW1-T DH-AH0 D-IH1 F-ER0 IH0-NG


probably interviewed. it was probably... you know how they do america's next top model? i bet you they had to interview like four.

P-R-AA1 B-AH0 B-L-IY0 IH1-N T-ER0 V-Y-UW2 D-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z P-R-AA1 B-AH0 B-L-IY0 Y-UW1 N-OW1 HH-AW1 DH-EY1 D-UW1 AH0 M-EH1 R-AH0 K-AH0 Z-N-EH1-K-S-T T-AA1 P-M-AA1 D-AH0 L-AY1 B-EH1 T-Y-UW1 DH-EY1 HH-AE1-D T-UW1 IH1-N T-ER0 V-Y-UW2 L-AY1-K F-AO1-R


great. we weren't overwhelmed by it, our five-year-old was, but for our 10 year old, she was a bit-

G-R-EY1 T-W-IY1 W-EH1 R-AH0-N T-OW2 V-ER0 W-EH1-L-M-D B-AY1 IH1 T-AW1 ER0 F-IY0 V-IY0 AA1-R L-IY0 D-W-AA1-Z B-AH1-T F-AO1 R-AW1 ER0 T-EH1 N-Y-IH1 R-OW1-L-D SH-IY1 W-AA1 Z-AH0 B-IH1-T


you had 20 members of a family, who were all wearing, like matching t-shirts. that's like the baker's reunion does-

Y-UW1 HH-AE1-D T-W-EH1-N T-IY0 M-EH1-M B-ER0 Z-AH1 V-AH0 F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0 HH-UW1 W-ER0 AO1 L-W-EH1 R-IH0 NG-L-AY1 K-M-AE1 CH-IH0-NG T-ER1-T-S TH-AE1-T S-L-AY1-K DH-AH0 B-EY1 K-ER0 Z-R-IY0 UW1 N-Y-AH0-N D-AH1-Z


disneyland. and there were just so many of them around and the adults wearing mickey mouse hair-

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mickey mouse, costumes, and stuff. and so they had-

M-IH1 K-IY0 M-AW1-S K-AA0-S T-UW1-M Z-AH0-N-D-S T-AH1 F-AH0-N-D S-OW1 DH-EY1 HH-AE1-D


we saw women, adults, wearing that costume and then their daughter's wearing the-

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and they probably got a set routine now that they just roll out a movie, out comes the dolls, dah, dah, dah, dah, dah, dah, dah, dah, dah. and it is a money-making machine.

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and so it was very interesting. we stayed right on the disneyland walk.

AH0-N-D S-OW1 IH1 T-W-AA1-Z V-EH1 R-IY0 IH1-N T-R-AH0-S T-IH0 NG-W-IY1-S T-EY1 D-R-AY1 T-AA1-N DH-AH0 D-IH1 Z-N-IY0 L-AE2-N D-W-AO1-K


yeah. but they got a bit over disney now. i thought that disneyland was a little bit dated-

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coals. and it was huge, but they only made katie a day. and so that was her big thing.so right.was like, we've got to find the-if we don't get to the apple.

K-OW1-L Z-AH0-N D-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z HH-Y-UW1-JH B-AH1-T DH-EY1 OW1 N-L-IY0 M-EY1-D K-EY1 T-IY0 AH0 D-EY1 AH0-N-D S-OW1 DH-AE1 T-W-AA1-Z HH-ER0 B-IH1-G TH-IH1-NG G-OW0 S-R-AY1 T-W-AA2 S-L-AY1 K-W-IY1-V G-AA1-T T-UW1 F-AY1-N-D TH-IY1 F-W-IY1 D-AA1-N-T G-EH1-T T-UW1 DH-AH0 AE1 P-AH0-L


they always hit each other over the head with like the turkey drum stick.that's amazing.

DH-EY1 AO1 L-W-EY2-Z HH-IH1 T-IY1 CH-AH1 DH-ER0 OW1 V-ER0 DH-AH0 HH-EH1 D-W-IH1 DH-L-AY1-K DH-AH0 T-ER1 K-IY0 D-R-AH1-M-S T-IH1-K T-AE2-F-T S-AH0 M-EY1 Z-IH0-NG


but yeah, i thought it was really, really gross.that's hilarious.we did really enjoy. and la, we found hollywood quite cool and-

B-AH1 T-Y-AE1 AY1 TH-AO1 T-IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-R-IH1 L-IY0 R-IH1 L-IY0 G-R-AA1-S TH-AH0-T-S HH-IH0 L-AA0 R-IY0 AO1 S-IY0 D-IH1 D-R-IH1 L-IY0 EH0-N JH-OY1 AH0-N D-L-AA1 W-IY1 F-AW1-N-D HH-AA1 L-IY0 W-UH2-D K-W-AY1-T K-UW1 L-AH0-N-D


studios and things like that. and it takes you into king kong's.oh, yes,and so you go into a cave thing. and our little five-year-old sat across the hall from us, with asia rosa. she wouldn't sit with us.

S-T-UW1 D-IY0 OW2 Z-AH0-N-D TH-IH1-NG Z-L-AY1-K DH-AE1 T-AH0-N D-IH1-T T-EY1-K S-Y-UW1 IH0-N T-UW1 K-IH1-NG K-AA1-NG G-OW0 S-Y-EH1 S-AH0-N-D S-OW1 Y-UW1 G-OW1 IH0-N T-UW1 AH0 K-EY1-V TH-IH1 NG-AH0-N D-AW1 ER0 L-IH1 T-AH0-L F-IY0 V-IY0 AA1-R L-IY0-D S-AE1 T-AH0 K-R-AO1-S DH-AH0 HH-AO1-L F-R-AH1 M-AH1 S-W-IH1 DH-EY1 ZH-AH0 R-OW1 Z-AH0 SH-IY1 W-UH1 D-L-AH0-N-T S-IH1 T-W-IH1 DH-AH1-S


on the bus. it's all open. and then you're sitting there and all the lights go out. and then all of a sudden the lights come on and it's your-

AA1-N DH-AH0 B-AH1 S-IH1-T S-AO1 L-OW1 P-AH0 N-AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-Y-UH1-R S-IH1 T-IH0-NG DH-EH1 R-AH0-N D-AO1-L DH-AH0 L-AY1-T-S G-OW1 AW1 T-AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-AO1 L-AH1 V-AH0 S-AH1 D-AH0-N DH-AH0 L-AY1-T-S K-AH1 M-AA1 N-AH0-N D-IH1-T S-Y-AO1-R


it's a 3d movie, but it's right around you. so you are in it. and there are massive dinosaurs that come out-

IH1-T S-AH0 TH-R-IY1 D-IY1 M-UW1 V-IY0 B-AH1 T-IH1-T S-R-AY1 T-ER0 AW1-N D-Y-UW1 S-OW1 Y-UW1 AA1 R-IH0 N-IH1 T-AH0-N-D DH-EH1 R-AA1-R M-AE1 S-IH0-V D-AY1 N-AH0 S-AO2-R-Z DH-AE1-T K-AH1 M-AW1-T


and it was so scary, but it was-

AH0-N D-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z S-OW1-S K-EH1 R-IY0 B-AH1 T-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z


singing, it's not actually, you're not concentrating, oh, i have to learn a new language. you just-

S-IH1 NG-IH0 NG-IH1-T S-N-AA1 T-AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0 Y-UH1-R N-AA1-T K-AA1-N S-AH0-N T-R-EY2 T-IH0 NG-OW1 AY1 HH-AE1-V T-UW1 L-ER1 N-AH0 N-UW1 L-AE1-NG G-W-AH0 JH-Y-UW1 JH-AH1-S-T


two lanes, which were, if you've got more than two people.

T-UW1 L-EY1-N Z-W-IH1 CH-W-ER0 IH1 F-Y-UW1-V G-AA1 T-M-AO1-R DH-AE1-N T-UW1 P-IY1 P-AH0-L


is gripping the wheel really tightly. he's like-

IH1-Z G-R-IH1 P-IH0-NG DH-AH0 W-IY1-L R-IH1 L-IY0 T-AY1 T-L-IY0 HH-IY1 Z-L-AY1-K


she's like, oh no, you didn't. he's like-

SH-EH1 S-L-AY1 K-OW1 N-OW1 Y-UW1 D-IH1 D-AH0-N-T HH-IY1 Z-L-AY1-K


oh my gosh, here comes court case against us. but yeah, there was no max or anything like that. and we left before they did. so we thought-

OW1 M-AY1 G-AA1-SH HH-IY1-R K-AH1-M-Z K-AO1-R-T K-EY1 S-AH0 G-EH1-N-S T-AH1-S B-AH1 T-Y-AE1 DH-EH1 R-W-AA1 Z-N-OW1 M-AE1-K S-AO1 R-EH1 N-IY0 TH-IH2 NG-L-AY1-K DH-AE1 T-AH0-N D-W-IY1 L-EH1-F-T B-IH0 F-AO1-R DH-EY1 D-IH1-D S-OW1 W-IY1 TH-AO1-T


and it is fish that is cooked and it's cooked with this coating and it's battery and it's-

AH0-N D-IH1 T-IH1-Z F-IH1-SH DH-AE1 T-IH1-Z K-UH1-K T-AH0-N D-IH1-T-S K-UH1-K T-W-IH1-DH DH-IH1-S K-OW1 T-IH0 NG-AH0-N D-IH1-T-S B-AE1 T-ER0 IY0 AH0-N D-IH1-T-S


i would love some, because i don't know how to cook it, but i would really love some. so anyway, rachel would come to thumbs up and thumbs down. what are your thumbs up?my thumb-

AY1 W-UH1 D-L-AH1-V S-AH1-M B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-AY1 D-AA1-N T-N-OW1 HH-AW1 T-UW1 K-UH1 K-IH1-T B-AH1 T-AY1 W-UH1 D-R-IH1 L-IY0 L-AH1-V S-AH1-M S-OW1 EH1 N-IY0 W-EY2 R-EY1 CH-AH0 L-W-UH1-D K-AH1-M T-UW1 TH-AH1-M Z-AH1 P-AH0-N-D TH-AH1-M-Z D-AW1 N-W-AH1 T-AA1 R-Y-AO1-R TH-AH1-M Z-AH1-M P-IY0 TH-AH1-M


he is rain, hail, you name it. he's the-

HH-IY1 IH1 Z-R-EY1-N HH-EY1 L-Y-UW1 N-EY1 M-IH1-T HH-IY1-Z DH-AH0


fine. she was very much that if you had stuff go on with your parents the night before, and you've had a big fight with your boyfriend, don't bring it to-

F-AY1-N SH-IY1 W-AA1-Z V-EH1 R-IY0 M-AH1-CH DH-AE1 T-IH1 F-Y-UW1 HH-AE1-D-S T-AH1-F G-OW1 AA1 N-W-IH1 DH-Y-AO1-R P-EH1 R-AH0-N-T-S DH-AH0 N-AY1-T B-IH0 F-AO1 R-AH0-N D-Y-UW1-V HH-AE1 D-AH0 B-IH1-G F-AY1 T-W-IH1 DH-Y-AO1-R B-OY1 F-R-EH2-N-D D-AA1-N-T B-R-IH1 NG-IH1-T T-UW1


people coach. so she would say, don't bring it to my courts. and she was very much down the line of if you're mocking me about you, don't play.

P-IY1 P-AH0-L K-OW1-CH S-OW1 SH-IY1 W-UH1-D S-EY1 D-AA1-N-T B-R-IH1 NG-IH1-T T-UW1 M-AY1 K-AO1-R-T S-AH0-N-D SH-IY1 W-AA1-Z V-EH1 R-IY0 M-AH1-CH D-AW1-N DH-AH0 L-AY1 N-AH1 V-IH1 F-Y-UH1-R M-AA1 K-IH0-NG M-IY1 AH0 B-AW1 T-Y-UW1 D-AA1-N-T P-L-EY1


and any cyber, any bullying that went on or anything like that, you were cut from the team.

AH0-N D-EH1 N-IY0 S-AY1 B-ER0 EH1 N-IY0 B-UH1 L-IY0 IH0-NG DH-AE1 T-W-EH1-N T-AA1 N-AO1 R-EH1 N-IY0 TH-IH2 NG-L-AY1-K DH-AE1 T-Y-UW1 W-ER0 K-AH1-T F-R-AH1-M DH-AH0 T-IY1-M


fine and all the cyber bullying and stuff. and she thinks that schools need to-

F-AY1 N-AH0-N D-AO1-L DH-AH0 S-AY1 B-ER0 B-UH1 L-IY0 IH0 NG-AH0-N-D-S T-AH1 F-AH0-N-D SH-IY1 TH-IH1-NG-K-S DH-AE1-T-S K-UW1-L Z-N-IY1-D T-UW1


but put them in heat. new world have brought back those little shop things. they're back with a vengeance, it's a whole new brand.

B-AH1-T P-UH1-T DH-EH1 M-IH0-N HH-IY1 T-N-UW1 W-ER1-L-D HH-AE1-V B-R-AO1-T B-AE1-K DH-OW1 Z-L-IH1 T-AH0-L SH-AA1-P TH-IH1-NG-Z TH-EH1-R B-AE1 K-W-IH1 DH-AH0 V-EH1-N JH-AH0-N S-IH1-T S-AH0 HH-OW1-L N-UW1 B-R-AE1-N-D


vegetables. yes i did, spinach. don't like it at the best of times. and especially in a small packet.

V-EH1-JH T-AH0 B-AH0-L Z-Y-EH1 S-AY1 D-IH1-D-S P-IH1 N-AH0-CH D-AA1-N T-L-AY1 K-IH1 T-AE1-T DH-AH0 B-EH1-S T-AH1-V T-AY1-M Z-AH0-N D-AH0-S P-EH1 SH-L-IY0 IH0 N-AH0 S-M-AO1-L P-AE1 K-AH0-T


put these points in just before we close, i looked at why frozen is one of the best movies.

P-UH1-T DH-IY1-Z P-OY1-N-T S-IH0-N JH-AH1-S-T B-IH0 F-AO1 R-W-IY1 K-L-OW1 Z-AY1 L-UH1-K T-AE1 T-W-AY1 F-R-OW1 Z-AH0 N-IH1 Z-W-AH1 N-AH1-V DH-AH0 B-EH1-S T-M-UW1 V-IY0-Z


and they're moving in together as sisters. so that's one of the first times. we actually time-

AH0-N-D TH-EH1-R M-UW1 V-IH0 NG-IH0-N T-AH0 G-EH1 DH-ER0 AE1-Z S-IH1-S T-ER0-Z S-OW1 TH-AE1-T S-W-AH1 N-AH1-V DH-AH0 F-ER1-S-T T-AY1-M Z-W-IY1 AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0 T-AY1-M


but they have certainly also allowed guilty, which is to go free. and even months later, people will say.

B-AH1-T DH-EY1 HH-AE1-V S-ER1 T-AH0 N-L-IY0 AO1-L S-OW0 AH0 L-AW1-D G-IH1-L T-IY0 W-IH1 CH-IH1-Z T-UW1 G-OW1 F-R-IY1 AH0-N D-IY1 V-IH0-N M-AH1-N-TH S-L-EY1 T-ER0 P-IY1 P-AH0 L-W-IH1-L S-EY1


flying hogs and how she'd flown to boston and how she had accomplices and how there is a diabolical-

F-L-AY1 IH0-NG HH-AA1-G Z-AH0-N-D HH-AW1 SH-EH1-D F-L-OW1-N T-UW1 B-AA1-S T-AH0 N-AH0-N-D HH-AW1 SH-IY1 HH-AE1 D-AH0 K-AA1-M P-L-AH0 S-AH0 Z-AH0-N-D HH-AW1 DH-EH1 R-IH1 Z-AH0 D-AY2 AH0 B-AA1 L-IH0 K-AH0-L


who are the accusers and who become sort of-

HH-UW1 AA1-R DH-AH0 AH0 K-Y-UW1 Z-ER0 Z-AH0-N-D HH-UW1 B-IH0 K-AH1-M S-AO1-R T-AH1-V


how should, was it supposed to be able to determine its own affairs? was it allowed to determine its own navigation law? was it allowed to coin its own currency

HH-AW1 SH-UH1 D-W-AA1 Z-IH1-T S-AH0 P-OW1-Z-D T-UW1 B-IY1 EY1 B-AH0-L T-UW1 D-AH0 T-ER1 M-AH0 N-IH1-T S-OW1 N-AH0 F-EH1-R Z-W-AA1 Z-IH1 T-AH0 L-AW1-D T-UW1 D-AH0 T-ER1 M-AH0 N-IH1-T S-OW1-N N-AE1 V-AH0 G-EY1 SH-AH0 N-L-AO1 W-AA1 Z-IH1 T-AH0 L-AW1-D T-UW1 K-OY1 N-IH1-T S-OW1-N K-ER1 AH0-N S-IY0


you see that women are often the rabble-rousers, there's an enormous amount of women-

Y-UW1 S-IY1 DH-AE1 T-W-IH1 M-AH0 N-AA1 R-AO1 F-AH0-N DH-AH0 R-AE1 B-AH0 L-ER0 SH-UW2-P-S DH-EH1-R Z-AE1 N-IH0 N-AO1-R M-AH0 S-AH0 M-AW1-N T-AH1 V-W-IH1 M-AH0-N


being bound out, which is to say being sent to live with-

B-IY1 IH0-NG B-AW1-N D-AW1 T-W-IH1 CH-IH1-Z T-UW1 S-EY1 B-IY1 IH0-NG S-EH1-N-T T-UW1 L-AY1 V-W-IH1-DH


feeling, and this is at the ages of 13, 14, 15, that their lives are over that they're already moral reprobates, that there is no hope for their salvation.

F-IY1 L-IH0 NG-AH0-N-D DH-IH1 S-IH1 Z-AE1-T DH-AH0 EY1 JH-AH0 Z-AH1-V TH-ER1 T-IY1-N F-AO1-R T-IY1-N F-IH0-F T-IY1-N DH-AE1-T DH-EH1-R L-IH1-V Z-AA1 R-OW1 V-ER0 DH-AE1-T TH-EH1 R-AO0-L R-EH1 D-IY0 M-AO1 R-AH0-L R-EH1 P-R-AH0 T-EY2-T-S DH-AE1-T DH-EH1 R-IH1 Z-N-OW1 HH-OW1-P F-AO1-R DH-EH1-R S-AE0-L V-EY1 SH-AH0-N


and that sense of despair, that sense of, i've gone wrong and there's no way to repair what i've done so far seems to play a role as well in what will happen this year.

AH0-N-D DH-AE1-T S-EH1-N S-AH1-V D-IH0-S P-EH1-R DH-AE1-T S-EH1-N S-AH1 V-AY1-V G-AO1 N-R-AO1 NG-AH0-N-D DH-EH1-R Z-N-OW1 W-EY1 T-UW1 R-IH0 P-EH1 R-W-AH1 T-AY1-V D-AH1-N S-OW1 F-AA1-R S-IY1-M-Z T-UW1 P-L-EY1 AH0 R-OW1 L-AE1 Z-W-EH1 L-IH0 N-W-AH1 T-W-IH1-L HH-AE1 P-AH0-N DH-IH1 S-Y-IH1-R


whom it was fairly easy to accuse.

HH-UW1 M-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z F-EH1-R L-IY0 IY1 Z-IY0 T-UW1 AH0 K-Y-UW1-Z


sort of built and built and built. and then just as suddenly it was over, you just had this sort of frenzy. i wonder if you could just talk about-

S-AO1-R T-AH1-V B-IH1-L T-AH0-N-D B-IH1-L T-AH0-N-D B-IH1-L T-AH0-N-D DH-EH1-N JH-AH1-S T-AE1-Z S-AH1 D-AH0 N-L-IY0 IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-OW1 V-ER0 Y-UW1 JH-AH1-S-T HH-AE1-D DH-IH1-S S-AO1-R T-AH1-V F-R-EH1-N Z-IY0 AY1 W-AH1-N D-ER0 IH1 F-Y-UW1 K-UH1-D JH-AH1-S-T T-AO1 K-AH0 B-AW1-T


to understand if they really are bewitched or if they really are witches or not. and i'm thinking in particular of one woman-

T-UW1 AH2-N D-ER0-S T-AE1-N D-IH1-F DH-EY1 R-IH1 L-IY0 AA1-R B-IH0 W-IH1-CH T-AO1 R-IH1-F DH-EY1 R-IH1 L-IY0 AA1 R-W-IH1 CH-AH0 Z-AO1-R N-AA1 T-AH0-N D-IH1-M TH-IH1-NG K-IH0 NG-IH0-N P-ER0 T-IH1 K-Y-AH0 L-ER0 AH1 V-W-AH1 N-W-UH1 M-AH0-N