this out in pig latin, which i couldn't because this is actually a very short description because fun fact, there's not a lot of plot in this book, so i couldn't come up.

DH-IH1 S-AW1 T-IH0-N P-IH1 G-L-AE1 T-AH0 N-W-IH1 CH-AY1 K-AW1-L D-AH0-N-T B-IH0 K-AO1-Z DH-IH1 S-IH1 Z-AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0 AH0 V-EH1 R-IY0 SH-AO1-R-T D-IH0-S K-R-IH1-P SH-AH0-N B-IH0 K-AO1-Z F-AH1-N F-AE1-K-T DH-EH1-R Z-N-AA1 T-AH0 L-AA1 T-AH1-V P-L-AA1 T-IH0-N DH-IH1-S B-UH1-K S-OW1 AY1 K-AW1-L D-AH0-N-T K-AH1 M-AH1-P


i don't know if it's a bear or a tiger skin rug in... pretty sure its tiger.

AY1 D-AA1-N T-N-OW1 IH1 F-IH1-T S-AH0 B-EH1 R-AO1 R-AH0 T-AY1 G-ER0-S K-IH1 N-R-AH1 G-IH0-N P-R-IH1 T-IY0 SH-UH1 R-IH1-T-S T-AY1 G-ER0


like i defeated the enemy. if you're a bunny, i would think heck yeah. any predator that you

L-AY1 K-AY1 D-IH0 F-IY1 T-AH0-D DH-AH0 EH1 N-AH0 M-IY0 IH1 F-Y-UH1 R-AH0 B-AH1 N-IY0 AY1 W-UH1-D TH-IH1-NG-K HH-EH1 K-Y-AE1 EH1 N-IY0 P-R-EH1 D-AH0 T-ER0 DH-AE1 T-Y-UW1


want to hear a random fact about the book?

W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 HH-IY1 R-AH0 R-AE1-N D-AH0-M F-AE1-K T-AH0 B-AW1-T DH-AH0 B-UH1-K


no, remember this is the same woman who would defend the...

N-OW1 R-IH0 M-EH1-M B-ER0 DH-IH1 S-IH1-Z DH-AH0 S-EY1 M-W-UH1 M-AH0-N HH-UW1 W-UH1-D D-IH0 F-EH1-N-D DH-AH0


so apparently anatomically correct for cows, that was gross,

S-OW1 AH0 P-EH1 R-AH0-N T-L-IY0 AE2 N-AH0 T-AA1 M-AH0 K-L-IY0 K-ER0 EH1-K-T F-AO1-R K-AW1-Z DH-AE1 T-W-AA1-Z G-R-OW1-S


anatomically correct for small males? a-okay. [inaudible 00:04:35] she's got to think about nipples. i guess.

AE2 N-AH0 T-AA1 M-AH0 K-L-IY0 K-ER0 EH1-K-T F-AO1-R S-M-AO1-L M-EY1-L Z-AH0 K-AW1 IY0 IH0 N-AO1 D-AH0 B-AH0-L Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z F-AO1-R M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N-D TH-ER1 D-IY0 F-AY1-V S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D-Z SH-EH1-S G-AA1-T T-UW1 TH-IH1-NG K-AH0 B-AW1 T-N-IH1 P-AH0-L Z-AY1 G-EH1-S


both alike. first of all, book came out in 1947. was in...

B-OW1 TH-AH0 L-AY1-K F-ER1-S T-AH1 V-AO1-L B-UH1-K K-EY1 M-AW1 T-IH0-N N-AY1-N T-IY1-N F-AO1-R T-IY0 S-EH1 V-AH0 N-W-AA1 Z-IH0-N


yeah. yeah. you don't think that's a lot of red for a child's bedroom? we don't want it to look

Y-AE1 Y-AE1 Y-UW1 D-AA1-N-T TH-IH1-NG-K TH-AE1-T S-AH0 L-AA1 T-AH1 V-R-EH1-D F-AO1 R-AH0 CH-AY1-L-D-Z B-EH1 D-R-UW2 M-W-IY1 D-AA1-N T-W-AA1-N T-IH1-T T-UW1 L-UH1-K


like the amityville horror kill room or anything. you don't trust...

L-AY1-K DH-AH0 AE1 M-IH0 T-IY0 V-IH2-L HH-AO1 R-ER0 K-IH1-L R-UW1 M-AO1 R-EH1 N-IY0 TH-IH2 NG-Y-UW1 D-AA1-N-T T-R-AH1-S-T


as to me, i've been decorating children's bedrooms for almost twice-

AE1-Z T-UW1 M-IY1 AY1-V B-IH1-N D-EH1 K-ER0 EY2 T-IH0-NG CH-IH1-L D-R-AH0-N-Z B-EH1 D-R-UW2-M-Z F-AO1 R-AO1-L M-OW2-S-T T-W-AY1-S


you can certainly pick up her book there. so this will be an interesting one because we've gotten some-

Y-UW1 K-AE1-N S-ER1 T-AH0 N-L-IY0 P-IH1 K-AH1-P HH-ER0 B-UH1-K DH-EH1-R S-OW1 DH-IH1 S-W-IH1-L B-IY1 AE1 N-IH1-N T-R-AH0-S T-IH0 NG-W-AH1-N B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-W-IY1-V G-AA1 T-AH0-N S-AH1-M


... dude to kind of get into it. so well done there.

D-UW1-D T-UW1 K-AY1-N D-AH1-V G-EH1 T-IH0-N T-UW1 IH1-T S-OW1 W-EH1-L D-AH1-N DH-EH1-R


yeah, i have that in my biased opinion, it was-

Y-AE1 AY1 HH-AE1-V DH-AE1 T-IH0-N M-AY1 B-AY1 AH0-S T-AH0 P-IH1 N-Y-AH0 N-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z


right. well, the other ultra famous one.yeah.right? so this is the other, this is the one that rasp-

R-AY1 T-W-EH1-L DH-AH0 AH1 DH-ER0 AH1-L T-R-AH0 F-EY1 M-AH0 S-OW0 N-IY1 R-IY0 T-IH0-JH S-OW1 DH-IH1 S-IH1-Z DH-AH0 AH1 DH-ER0 DH-IH1 S-IH1-Z DH-AH0 W-AH1-N DH-AE1 T-R-AE1-S-P


good night new buddy.good night old lady-

G-UH1 D-N-AY1 T-N-UW1 B-AH1 D-IY0 G-UH2 D-N-AY1 T-OW1-L D-L-EY1 D-IY0


but officer is drew atienza. fuse 8 n' kate is a creation of kate ramsey and betsy bird, and does not reflect the views of school library journal-

B-AH1 T-AO1 F-AH0 S-ER0 IH1-Z D-R-UW1 AA0 T-IY1-N Z-AH0 F-Y-UW1 Z-EY1 T-EH1-N K-EY1 T-IH1 Z-AH0 K-R-IY0 EY1 SH-AH0 N-AH1-V K-EY1 T-R-AE1-M Z-IY0 AH0-N-D B-EH1-T S-IY0 B-ER1 D-AH0-N-D D-AH1 Z-N-AA1 T-R-AH0 F-L-EH1-K-T DH-AH0 V-Y-UW1 Z-AH1-V-S K-UW1-L L-AY1 B-R-EH2 R-IY0 JH-ER1 N-AH0-L


this is a state of wonder for saturday, november 28th, 2015.

DH-IH1 S-IH1 Z-AH0-S T-EY1 T-AH1 V-W-AH1-N D-ER0 F-AO1-R S-AE1 T-ER0 D-IY0 DH-AH0 T-W-EH1-N T-IY0 EY1-T TH-AH1 V-N-OW0 V-EH1-M B-ER0 T-W-EH1-N T-IY0 F-IH0-F T-IY1-N


so one of the coolest things about the new word stack setup at the portland art museum were the pop-up interviews.

S-OW1 W-AH1 N-AH1-V DH-AH0 K-UW1 L-AH0-S-T TH-IH1-NG Z-AH0 B-AW1-T DH-AH0 N-UW1 W-ER1-D-S T-AE1-K S-EH1 T-AH2 P-AE1-T DH-AH0 P-AO1-R T-L-AH0-N D-AA1-R T-M-Y-UW0 Z-IY1 AH0 M-W-ER0 DH-AH0 P-AA1 P-AH0 P-IH1-N T-ER0 V-Y-UW2-Z


under a certain age, you are going to make the rest of us feel lazy and unproductive.

AH1-N D-ER0 AH0 S-ER1 T-AH0 N-EY1 JH-Y-UW1 AA1-R G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 M-EY1-K DH-AH0 R-EH1-S T-AH1 V-AH1-S F-IY1-L L-EY1 Z-IY0 AH0-N D-AH2-N P-R-AH0 D-AH1-K T-IH0-V


it's as fun to do on your own as it is to kind of enjoy with other people.

IH1-T S-AE1-Z F-AH1-N T-UW1 D-UW1 AA1 N-Y-AO1 R-OW1 N-AE1 Z-IH1 T-IH1-Z T-UW1 K-AY1-N D-AH1 V-EH0-N JH-OY1 W-IH1 DH-AH1 DH-ER0 P-IY1 P-AH0-L


she made a weird face like i was making fun of her, which i wasn't. then mom kicked me under the table and my leg hurt for the rest of the night and a little bit the next morning, which is today.

SH-IY1 M-EY1 D-AH0 W-IH1-R-D F-EY1 S-L-AY1 K-AY1 W-AA1 Z-M-EY1 K-IH0-NG F-AH1 N-AH1-V HH-ER0 W-IH1 CH-AY1 W-AO1-S-T DH-EH1-N M-AA1-M K-IH1-K T-M-IY1 AH1-N D-ER0 DH-AH0 T-EY1 B-AH0 L-AH0-N D-M-AY1 L-EH1-G HH-ER1-T F-AO1-R DH-AH0 R-EH1-S T-AH1-V DH-AH0 N-AY1 T-AH0-N D-AH0 L-IH1 T-AH0-L B-IH1-T DH-AH0 N-EH1-K-S T-M-AO1-R N-IH0 NG-W-IH1 CH-IH1-Z T-AH0 D-EY1


but i could tell that mom was lying because when the woman walked away-

B-AH1 T-AY1 K-UH1-D T-EH1-L DH-AE1 T-M-AA1 M-W-AA1 Z-L-AY1 IH0-NG B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-W-EH1-N DH-AH0 W-UH1 M-AH0 N-W-AO1-K T-AH0 W-EY1


mom took a little bite of it, just with the front of her teeth and then flared her nostrils like she wanted to puke right there at the table.

M-AA1-M T-UH1 K-AH0 L-IH1 T-AH0-L B-AY1 T-AH1 V-IH1-T JH-AH1-S T-W-IH1-DH DH-AH0 F-R-AH1-N T-AH1-V HH-ER0 T-IY1 TH-AH0-N-D DH-EH1-N F-L-EH1-R-D HH-ER0 N-AA1-S T-R-AH0-L Z-L-AY1-K SH-IY1 W-AA1-N T-AH0-D T-UW1 P-Y-UW1 K-R-AY1-T DH-EH1 R-AE1-T DH-AH0 T-EY1 B-AH0-L


try it. so i knew she must not have liked it. then mom poured the eggplant stuff onto the rice and kind of moved it around the plate to make it look like we had eaten it. then the woman brought us-

T-R-AY1 IH1-T S-OW1 AY1 N-UW1 SH-IY1 M-AH1-S T-N-AA1-T HH-AE1 V-L-AY1-K T-IH1-T DH-EH1-N M-AA1-M P-AO1-R-D DH-AH0 EH1-G P-L-AE2-N-T-S T-AH1 F-AA1-N T-UW0 DH-AH0 R-AY1 S-AH0-N-D K-AY1-N D-AH1 V-M-UW1-V D-IH1 T-ER0 AW1-N-D DH-AH0 P-L-EY1-T T-UW1 M-EY1 K-IH1 T-L-UH1 K-L-AY1 K-W-IY1 HH-AE1 D-IY1 T-AH0 N-IH1-T DH-EH1-N DH-AH0 W-UH1 M-AH0-N B-R-AO1 T-AH1-S


on the way home, mom called all the women in her book club to tell them that we went to mass-

AA1-N DH-AH0 W-EY1 HH-OW1-M M-AA1-M K-AO1-L D-AO1-L DH-AH0 W-IH1 M-AH0 N-IH0-N HH-ER0 B-UH1-K K-L-AH1-B T-UW1 T-EH1-L DH-EH1-M DH-AE1 T-W-IY1 W-EH1-N-T T-UW1 M-AE1-S


but for some reason it just makes me feel sad for her. when we got home-

B-AH1-T F-AO1-R S-AH1 M-R-IY1 Z-AH0 N-IH1-T JH-AH1-S T-M-EY1-K S-M-IY1 F-IY1-L S-AE1-D F-AO1-R HH-ER0 W-EH1 N-W-IY1 G-AA1-T HH-OW1-M


yes, yes. children are immigrants to earth and-

Y-EH1 S-Y-EH1-S CH-IH1-L D-R-AH0 N-AA1 R-IH1 M-AH0 G-R-AH0-N-T-S T-UW1 ER1 TH-AH0-N-D


in my plays that i write-

IH0-N M-AY1 P-L-EY1-Z DH-AE1 T-AY1 R-AY1-T


... ton of a guy i know. the one before that was about a polish woman and the first one was about a filipino-

T-AH1 N-AH1 V-AH0 G-AY1 AY1 N-OW1 DH-AH0 W-AH1-N B-IH0 F-AO1-R DH-AE1 T-W-AA1 Z-AH0 B-AW1 T-AH0 P-AA1 L-IH0 SH-W-UH1 M-AH0 N-AH0-N-D DH-AH0 F-ER1-S T-W-AH1 N-W-AA1 Z-AH0 B-AW1 T-AH0 F-IH2 L-AH0 P-IY1 N-OW0


bream gives me hiccups is told through a series of restaurant reviews. there's stories told through text message conversations, email conversations, a marriage counselor shouting at the knicks-

B-R-IY1-M G-IH1-V Z-M-IY1 HH-IH1 K-AH0-P S-IH1-Z T-OW1-L-D TH-R-UW1 AH0 S-IH1 R-IY0 Z-AH1 V-R-EH1-S T-ER0 AA2-N T-R-IY0 V-Y-UW1-Z DH-EH1-R-Z-S T-AO1 R-IY0-Z T-OW1-L-D TH-R-UW1 T-EH1-K-S T-M-EH1 S-AH0-JH K-AA2-N V-ER0 S-EY1 SH-AH0-N Z-IY0 M-EY1-L K-AA2-N V-ER0 S-EY1 SH-AH0-N Z-AH0 M-EH1 R-IH0-JH K-AW1-N S-AH0 L-ER0 SH-AW1 T-IH0 NG-AE1-T DH-AH0 N-IH1-K-S


i could describe like the kind of inner life of a person and a kind of neurotic rant of a mindset, very well.

AY1 K-UH1-D D-IH0-S K-R-AY1 B-L-AY1-K DH-AH0 K-AY1-N D-AH1 V-IH1 N-ER0 L-AY1 F-AH1 V-AH0 P-ER1 S-AH0 N-AH0-N D-AH0 K-AY1-N D-AH1 V-N-UH0 R-AA1 T-IH0 K-R-AE1-N T-AH1 V-AH0 M-AY1-N-D S-EH2-T V-EH1 R-IY0 W-EH1-L


but i can't kind of describe what the water looks like as it ripples against the rocks.

B-AH1 T-AY1 K-AE1-N-T K-AY1-N D-AH1-V D-IH0-S K-R-AY1 B-W-AH1-T DH-AH0 W-AO1 T-ER0 L-UH1-K S-L-AY1 K-AE1 Z-IH1 T-R-IH1 P-AH0-L Z-AH0 G-EH1-N-S-T DH-AH0 R-AA1-K-S


because text messages are these necessarily juvenile form of communication.

B-IH0 K-AO1-Z T-EH1-K-S T-M-EH1 S-AH0 JH-AH0 Z-AA1-R DH-IY1 Z-N-EH2 S-AH0 S-EH1 R-AH0 L-IY0 JH-UW1 V-AH0 N-AH0-L F-AO1-R M-AH1-V K-AH0 M-Y-UW2 N-AH0 K-EY1 SH-AH0-N


some kind of great emotional depth to a marriage counselor at a knicks game, but there actually would be something. he would feel embarrassed. he would feel he would be struggling against his own instinct.

S-AH1-M K-AY1-N D-AH1-V G-R-EY1 T-IH0 M-OW1 SH-AH0 N-AH0-L D-EH1-P-TH T-UW1 AH0 M-EH1 R-IH0-JH K-AW1-N S-AH0 L-ER0 AE1 T-AH0 N-IH1-K-S G-EY1-M B-AH1-T DH-EH1 R-AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0 W-UH1-D B-IY1 S-AH1-M TH-IH0-NG HH-IY1 W-UH1-D F-IY1 L-IH0-M B-EH1 R-AH0-S-T HH-IY1 W-UH1-D F-IY1-L HH-IY1 W-UH1-D B-IY1-S T-R-AH1 G-AH0 L-IH0 NG-AH0 G-EH1-N-S-T HH-IH1 Z-OW1 N-IH1-N-S T-IH0-NG-K-T


oh, it just makes it really inefficient because before i could turn my computer on, i have to touch each part of it. it's just annoying. there's no value added to kind of walking down the street and trying not to step on cracks. do you-

OW1 IH1-T JH-AH1-S T-M-EY1-K S-IH1 T-R-IH1 L-IY0 IH0 N-IH0 F-IH1 SH-AH0-N-T B-IH0 K-AO1-Z B-IH0 F-AO1 R-AY1 K-UH1-D T-ER1-N M-AY1 K-AH0-M P-Y-UW1 T-ER0 AA1 N-AY1 HH-AE1-V T-UW1 T-AH1 CH-IY1-CH P-AA1-R T-AH1 V-IH1 T-IH1-T-S JH-AH1-S T-AH0 N-OY1 IH0-NG DH-EH1-R Z-N-OW1 V-AE1 L-Y-UW0 AE1 D-AH0-D T-UW1 K-AY1-N D-AH1 V-W-AO1 K-IH0-NG D-AW1-N DH-AH0-S T-R-IY1 T-AH0-N-D T-R-AY1 IH0-NG N-AA1-T T-UW1-S T-EH1 P-AA1-N K-R-AE1-K-S D-UW1 Y-UW1


and i think it's an important and compelling trend. so i noticed that you were about to finish your drink. and i was wondering if i could possibly watch you purchase another one.

AH0-N D-AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-IH1-T S-AE1 N-IH0-M P-AO1-R T-AH0-N T-AH0-N-D K-AH0-M P-EH1 L-IH0-NG T-R-EH1-N-D S-OW1 AY1 N-OW1 T-AH0-S-T DH-AE1 T-Y-UW1 W-ER0 AH0 B-AW1-T T-UW1 F-IH1 N-IH0 SH-Y-AO1-R D-R-IH1-NG K-AH0-N D-AY1 W-AA1 Z-W-AH1-N D-ER0 IH0 NG-IH1 F-AY1 K-UH1-D P-AA1 S-AH0 B-L-IY0 W-AA1 CH-Y-UW1 P-ER1 CH-AH0 S-AH0 N-AH1 DH-ER0 W-AH1-N


my mother, who is an otherwise lovely human person, for not buying me an easy bake oven.

M-AY1 M-AH1 DH-ER0 HH-UW1 IH1 Z-AE1 N-AH1 DH-ER0 W-AY2 Z-L-AH1 V-L-IY0 HH-Y-UW1 M-AH0-N P-ER1 S-AH0-N F-AO1-R N-AA1-T B-AY1 IH0-NG M-IY1 AE1 N-IY1 Z-IY0 B-EY1 K-AH1 V-AH0-N


yes. i grew up idolizing mail thugs like neil armstrong and jimmy carter.

Y-EH1 S-AY1 G-R-UW1 AH1 P-AY1 D-AH0 L-AY2 Z-IH0-NG M-EY1-L TH-AH1-G Z-L-AY1 K-N-IY1 L-AA1-R-M-S T-R-AA2 NG-AH0-N-D JH-IH1 M-IY0 K-AA1-R T-ER0


... and even properly introduced myself. although one often gets the uneasy sense that patriarchy dictates a learned and ultimately damaging order of events with men-

AH0-N D-IY1 V-IH0-N P-R-AA1 P-ER0 L-IY0 IH2-N T-R-AH0 D-UW1-S T-M-AY2 S-EH1-L F-AO2-L DH-OW1 W-AH1 N-AO1 F-AH0-N G-EH1-T-S DH-AH0 AH0 N-IY1 Z-IY0 S-EH1-N-S DH-AE1-T P-EY1 T-R-IY0 AA2-R K-IY0 D-IH0-K T-EY1-T S-AH0 L-ER1-N D-AH0-N D-AH1-L T-AH0 M-AH0 T-L-IY0 D-AE1 M-IH0 JH-IH0 NG-AO1-R D-ER0 AH1 V-IH0 V-EH1-N-T S-W-IH1 DH-M-EH1-N


... with that powerful gaze, which both breaks gender constructs, and also scares me a little bit.

W-IH1-DH DH-AE1-T P-AW1 ER0 F-AH0-L G-EY1 Z-W-IH1-CH B-OW1-TH B-R-EY1-K-S JH-EH1-N D-ER0 K-AA1-N-S T-R-AH0-K-T S-AH0-N D-AO1-L S-OW0-S K-EH1-R Z-M-IY1 AH0 L-IH1 T-AH0-L B-IH1-T


women have to exclusively bear the burden of childbirth when men are biologically doomed to fear commitment.

W-IH1 M-AH0-N HH-AE1-V T-UW1 IH0-K-S K-L-UW1 S-IH0 V-L-IY0 B-EH1-R DH-AH0 B-ER1 D-AH0 N-AH1-V CH-AY1-L-D B-ER2 TH-W-EH1-N M-EH1 N-AA1-R B-AY0 AH0 L-AA1 JH-IH0 K-L-IY0 D-UW1-M-D T-UW1 F-IH1-R K-AH0 M-IH1 T-M-AH0-N-T


thank you for throwing it in my face on this warm summer evening. okay. okay.

TH-AE1-NG K-Y-UW1 F-AO1-R TH-R-OW1 IH0 NG-IH1 T-IH0-N M-AY1 F-EY1 S-AA1-N DH-IH1 S-W-AO1-R-M S-AH1 M-ER0 IY1 V-N-IH0 NG-OW2 K-EY1 OW2 K-EY1


i'm leaving. i'm leaving. okay. thank you for your blunt rejection of me.

IH1 M-L-IY1 V-IH0 NG-IH1 M-L-IY1 V-IH0 NG-OW2 K-EY1 TH-AE1-NG K-Y-UW1 F-AO1 R-Y-AO1-R B-L-AH1-N T-R-IH0 JH-EH1-K SH-AH0 N-AH1 V-M-IY1


i kept thinking about suffering and how until i look at it-

AY1 K-EH1-P-T TH-IH1-NG K-IH0 NG-AH0 B-AW1-T S-AH1 F-ER0 IH0 NG-AH0-N-D HH-AW1 AH0-N T-IH1 L-AY1 L-UH1 K-AE1 T-IH1-T


... i felt women's fingers crawling beneath my robes.

AY1 F-EH1-L T-W-IH1 M-AH0-N-Z F-IH1-NG G-ER0-Z K-R-AO1 L-IH0-NG B-IH0 N-IY1 TH-M-AY1 R-OW1-B-Z


... some clothes and the demons who know me best.

S-AH1-M K-L-OW1-DH Z-AH0-N-D DH-AH0 D-IY1 M-AH0-N-Z HH-UW1 N-OW1 M-IY1 B-EH1-S-T


i knit hats for us all. once you've had beauty-

AY1 N-IH1-T HH-AE1-T-S F-AO1 R-AH1 S-AO1 L-W-AH1-N S-Y-UW1-V HH-AE1-D B-Y-UW1 T-IY0


... it's hard to let it go. now-

IH1-T-S HH-AA1-R-D T-UW1 L-EH1 T-IH1-T G-OW1 N-AW1


... i remember why i ran from the ancients.

AY1 R-IH0 M-EH1-M B-ER0 W-AY1 AY1 R-AE1-N F-R-AH1-M DH-AH0 EY1-N CH-AH0-N-T-S


i definitely kept encountering myself.

AY1 D-EH1 F-AH0 N-AH0 T-L-IY0 K-EH1-P T-EH0-N K-AW1-N T-ER0 IH0-NG M-AY2 S-EH1-L-F


i sort of accidentally encountered orthodox jews for the first time. and i was like, "whoa."

AY1 S-AO1-R T-AH1 V-AE2-K S-AH0 D-EH1-N T-AH0 L-IY0 IH0-N K-AW1-N T-ER0 D-AO1-R TH-AH0 D-AA2-K-S JH-UW1-Z F-AO1-R DH-AH0 F-ER1-S-T T-AY1 M-AH0-N D-AY1 W-AA1 Z-L-AY1 K-W-OW1


i felt like my writing brain and my academic brain was kind of just like worn out. and i also felt like i didn't have a clear-

AY1 F-EH1-L T-L-AY1 K-M-AY1 R-AY1 T-IH0-NG B-R-EY1 N-AH0-N D-M-AY1 AE2 K-AH0 D-EH1 M-IH0-K B-R-EY1 N-W-AA1-Z K-AY1-N D-AH1-V JH-AH1-S T-L-AY1 K-W-AO1-R N-AW1 T-AH0-N D-AY1 AO1-L S-OW0 F-EH1-L T-L-AY1 K-AY1 D-IH1 D-AH0-N-T HH-AE1 V-AH0 K-L-IH1-R


i would not ever force myself to write again. and i stopped writing. and at the same time, i made a decision to turn down a job.

AY1 W-UH1 D-N-AA1 T-EH1 V-ER0 F-AO1-R S-M-AY2 S-EH1-L-F T-UW1 R-AY1 T-AH0 G-EH1 N-AH0-N D-AY1-S T-AA1-P T-R-AY1 T-IH0 NG-AH0-N D-AE1-T DH-AH0 S-EY1-M T-AY1 M-AY1 M-EY1 D-AH0 D-IH0 S-IH1 ZH-AH0-N T-UW1 T-ER1-N D-AW1 N-AH0 JH-AA1-B


i am only dust and ashes, put one in each pocket-

AY1 AE1 M-OW1 N-L-IY0 D-AH1-S T-AH0-N D-AE1 SH-AH0-Z P-UH1 T-W-AH1 N-IH0 N-IY1-CH P-AA1 K-AH0-T


... never leave the house without them.

N-EH1 V-ER0 L-IY1-V DH-AH0 HH-AW1 S-W-IH0 TH-AW1-T DH-EH1-M


lots of women in the bible that really reflect what i feel like we go through in our own lives. so they aren't like these perfect stories...

L-AA1-T S-AH1 V-W-IH1 M-AH0 N-IH0-N DH-AH0 B-AY1 B-AH0-L DH-AE1 T-R-IH1 L-IY0 R-AH0 F-L-EH1-K T-W-AH1 T-AY1 F-IY1-L L-AY1 K-W-IY1 G-OW1 TH-R-UW1 IH0 N-AW1 ER0 OW1 N-L-IH1-V-Z S-OW1 DH-EY1 AA1 R-AH0-N T-L-AY1-K DH-IY1-Z P-ER1 F-IH2-K-T-S T-AO1 R-IY0-Z


samson's first fiance. he has like the whole famous delilah thing, but i didn't realize until i read the story again...

S-AE1-M S-AH0-N-Z F-ER1-S-T F-IY0 AA1-N S-EY2 HH-IY1 HH-AE1 Z-L-AY1-K DH-AH0 HH-OW1-L F-EY1 M-AH0-S D-AH0 L-AY1 L-AH0 TH-IH1-NG B-AH1 T-AY1 D-IH1 D-AH0-N T-R-IY1 L-AY2 Z-AH0-N T-IH1 L-AY1 R-EH1-D DH-AH0-S T-AO1 R-IY0 AH0 G-EH1-N


but to swim and how to answer and i...

B-AH1-T T-UW1 S-W-IH1 M-AH0-N-D HH-AW1 T-UW1 AE1-N S-ER0 AH0-N D-AY1


and make it sweet...


the information is up on our website, opb.org/stateofwonder.

DH-AH0 IH2-N F-ER0 M-EY1 SH-AH0 N-IH1 Z-AH1 P-AA1 N-AW1 ER0 W-EH1-B S-AY2 T-AA1-P B-AO2-R-T G-OW2 SH-N-ER0-T


it was there that pierce performed in the staging of the play, "waiting for godot," in the lower ninth ward. at wordstock this year, wendell pierce spoke with think out loud, steve miller.you...

IH1 T-W-AA1-Z DH-EH1-R DH-AE1-T P-IH1-R-S P-ER0 F-AO1-R-M D-IH0-N DH-AH0-S T-EY1 JH-IH0 NG-AH1-V DH-AH0 P-L-EY1 W-EY1 T-IH0-NG F-AO1-R G-AH0 D-OW1 IH0-N DH-AH0 L-OW1 ER0 N-AY1-N TH-W-AO1-R D-AE1 T-W-ER1-D-S T-AA2-K DH-IH1 S-Y-IH1 R-W-EH1-N D-AH0-L P-IH1-R-S-S P-OW1 K-W-IH1-DH TH-IH1-NG K-AW1 T-L-AW1-D-S T-IY1 V-M-IH1 L-ER0 IY0 W-AH1


...were, if i'm not mistaken, getting ready to start shooting the fourth season of the wire.

W-ER0 IH1 F-IH1-M N-AA1 T-M-IH0-S T-EY1 K-AH0-N G-EH1 T-IH0 NG-R-EH1 D-IY0 T-UW1-S T-AA1-R-T SH-UW1 T-IH0-NG DH-AH0 F-AO1-R-TH S-IY1 Z-AH0 N-AH1-V DH-AH0 W-AY1 ER0


i remember driving up to the street and turning the corner. and as soon as we saw the house...

AY1 R-IH0 M-EH1-M B-ER0 D-R-AY1 V-IH0 NG-AH1-P T-UW1 DH-AH0-S T-R-IY1 T-AH0-N-D T-ER1 N-IH0-NG DH-AH0 K-AO1-R N-ER0 AH0-N D-AE1-Z S-UW1 N-AE1 Z-W-IY1 S-AO1 DH-AH0 HH-AW1-S


...i saw my parents who were in their seventies and eighties then. like...

AY1 S-AO1 M-AY1 P-EH1 R-AH0-N-T-S HH-UW1 W-ER0 IH0-N DH-EH1-R S-EH1 V-AH0-N T-IY0 Z-AH0-N D-EY1 T-IY0-Z DH-EH1 N-L-AY1-K


...they're black. we lost, we lost everything. we raised our boys in this house and it was the death of a family member.

TH-EH1-R B-L-AE1 K-W-IY1 L-AO1-S T-W-IY1 L-AO1-S T-EH1 V-R-IY0 TH-IH2 NG-W-IY1 R-EY1-Z D-AW1 ER0 B-OY1 Z-IH0-N DH-IH1-S HH-AW1 S-AH0-N D-IH1 T-W-AA1-Z DH-AH0 D-EH1 TH-AH1 V-AH0 F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0 M-EH1-M B-ER0


at that point, did you think that they, or you would ever live in pontchartrain park again?

AE1-T DH-AE1-T P-OY1-N-T D-IH1 D-Y-UW1 TH-IH1-NG-K DH-AE1-T DH-EY1 AO1 R-Y-UW1 W-UH1 D-EH1 V-ER0 L-AY1 V-IH0-N P-AA2-N T-ER0 CH-AE1-T-N P-AA1-R K-AH0 G-EH1-N


you want to fight against any sort of inkling.

Y-UW1 W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 F-AY1 T-AH0 G-EH1-N-S T-EH1 N-IY0 S-AO1-R T-AH1 V-IH1-NG K-L-IH0-NG


i was going to get my parents back and if they walked in the door before they died...

AY1 W-AA1-Z G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 G-EH1 T-M-AY1 P-EH1 R-AH0-N-T-S B-AE1 K-AH0-N D-IH1-F DH-EY1 W-AO1-K T-IH0-N DH-AH0 D-AO1-R B-IH0 F-AO1-R DH-EY1 D-AY1-D


...but if my parents have received this lot completely empty, they'll never come back home.

B-AH1 T-IH1 F-M-AY1 P-EH1 R-AH0-N-T-S HH-AE1 V-R-AH0 S-IY1-V-D DH-IH1 S-L-AA1-T K-AH0-M P-L-IY1 T-L-IY0 EH1-M-P T-IY0 TH-EY1-L N-EH1 V-ER0 K-AH1-M B-AE1-K HH-OW1-M


[inaudible 00:01:43] more money.so they would never see the naked lot.

IH0 N-AO1 D-AH0 B-AH0-L Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0 Z-W-AH1-N M-IH1 N-AH0 T-AH0-N-D F-AO1-R T-IY0 TH-R-IY1 S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D Z-M-AO1-R M-OW0 N-IY1 S-OW0 DH-EY1 W-UH1 D-N-EH1 V-ER0 S-IY1 DH-AH0 N-EY1 K-AH0 D-L-AA1-T


the american liberties and freedoms that we have. but we also have to remember those who gave their lives on domestic shores...

DH-AH0 AH0 M-EH1 R-AH0 K-AH0 N-L-IH1 B-ER0 T-IY0 Z-AH0-N-D F-R-IY1 D-AH0-M-Z DH-AE1 T-W-IY1 HH-AE1-V B-AH1 T-W-IY1 AO1-L S-OW0 HH-AE1-V T-UW1 R-IH0 M-EH1-M B-ER0 DH-OW1-Z HH-UW1 G-EY1-V DH-EH1-R L-IH1-V Z-AA1-N D-AH0 M-EH1-S T-IH0-K SH-AO1-R-Z


...and so, it would have been blasphemous.

AH0-N-D S-OW1 IH1 T-W-UH1-D HH-AE1-V B-IH1-N B-L-AE1-S F-AH0 M-AH0-S


not too long after that, after helping to rebuild your neighborhood, first, your family's home and then neighbors homes.

N-AA1-T T-UW1 L-AO1 NG-AE1-F T-ER0 DH-AE1 T-AE1-F T-ER0 HH-EH1-L P-IH0-NG T-UW1 R-IY0 B-IH1-L D-Y-AO1-R N-EY1 B-ER0 HH-UH2-D F-ER1-S T-Y-AO1-R F-AE1 M-AH0 L-AH0-S HH-OW1 M-AH0-N-D DH-EH1-N N-EY1 B-ER0-Z HH-OW1-M-Z


the classical theater of harlem decided to do "waiting for godot". they saw this image of these two men...

DH-AH0 K-L-AE1 S-IH0 K-AH0-L TH-IY1 AH0 T-ER0 AH1-V HH-AA1-R L-AH0-M D-IH0 S-AY1 D-IH0-D T-UW1 D-UW1 W-EY1 T-IH0-NG F-AO1-R G-AH0 D-OW1 DH-EY1 S-AO1 DH-IH1 S-IH1 M-AH0 JH-AH1-V DH-IY1-Z T-UW1 M-EH1-N


...from desperate walks of life, because it speaks to their core humanity.

F-R-AH1-M D-EH1-S P-R-IH0 T-W-AO1-K S-AH1 V-L-AY1-F B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-IH1-T-S P-IY1-K-S T-UW1 DH-EH1-R K-AO1-R HH-Y-UW0 M-AE1 N-IH0 T-IY0


again, by susan sontag and in bosnia during the war in the early nineties.

AH0 G-EH1-N B-AY1 S-UW1 Z-AH0-N S-AA1-N T-AE2 G-AH0-N D-IH0-N B-AA1 Z-N-IY0 AH0 D-UH1 R-IH0-NG DH-AH0 W-AO1 R-IH0-N DH-AH0 ER1 L-IY0 N-AY1-N T-IY0-Z


there, hundreds of people had died...

DH-EH1-R HH-AH1-N D-R-AH0-D Z-AH1-V P-IY1 P-AH0-L HH-AE1-D D-AY1-D


...thousands of people had lost their lives and lost their livelihoods, generational wealth.

TH-AW1 Z-AH0-N-D Z-AH1-V P-IY1 P-AH0-L HH-AE1 D-L-AO1-S-T DH-EH1-R L-IH1-V Z-AH0-N D-L-AO1-S-T DH-EH1-R L-AY1 V-L-IY0 HH-UH2-D-Z JH-EH2 N-ER0 EY1 SH-AH0 N-AH0 L-W-EH1-L-TH


where we failed, where we've triumphed, where we lie awake at night tossing and turning.that's what the forum of art is, for society. so here...

W-EH1 R-W-IY1 F-EY1-L D-W-EH1 R-W-IY1-V T-R-AY1 AH0-M-F T-W-EH1 R-W-IY1 L-AY1 AH0 W-EY1 K-AE1 T-N-AY1-T T-AO1 S-IH0 NG-AH0-N-D T-ER1 N-IH0-NG T-IH0-T S-W-AH1-T DH-AH0 F-AO1 R-AH0 M-AH1 V-AA1-R T-IH1-Z F-AO1-R S-AH0 S-AY1 AH0 T-IY0 S-OW1 HH-IY1-R


...poor lawyers next to longshoremen, are waiting for this play, on this hallowed grounds where so many people had died. i said i'm coming to give...

P-UH1-R L-AO1 Y-ER0 Z-N-EH1-K-S-T T-UW1 L-AO1-NG SH-AO1-R M-IH0 N-AA1 R-W-EY1 T-IH0-NG F-AO1-R DH-IH1-S P-L-EY1 AA1-N DH-IH1-S HH-AE1 L-OW0-D G-R-AW1-N-D Z-W-EH1-R S-OW1 M-EH1 N-IY0 P-IY1 P-AH0-L HH-AE1-D D-AY1 D-AY1 S-EH1 D-IH1-M K-AH1 M-IH0-NG T-UW1 G-IH1-V


...to them. give me the power to speak to them, give them

T-UW1 DH-EH1-M G-IH1 V-M-IY1 DH-AH0 P-AW1 ER0 T-UW1-S P-IY1-K T-UW1 DH-EH1-M G-IH1-V DH-EH1-M


let us do something. while we have the chance, at this place. in this moment of time, all mankind is us.

L-EH1 T-AH1-S D-UW1 S-AH1-M TH-IH0 NG-W-AY1 L-W-IY1 HH-AE1-V DH-AH0 CH-AE1-N S-AE1-T DH-IH1-S P-L-EY1 S-IH0-N DH-IH1 S-M-OW1 M-AH0-N T-AH1-V T-AY1 M-AO1-L M-AE1-N K-AY1-N D-IH1 Z-AH1-S


it was the most cathartic moment of my life.

IH1 T-W-AA1-Z DH-AH0 M-OW1-S-T K-AH0 TH-AA1-R T-IH0 K-M-OW1 M-AH0-N T-AH1 V-M-AY1 L-AY1-F


you understand the pleasure part? that umbrella goes up. we stuck, the band kicks it off and we start dancing. right? but you have to remember the social aid and pleasure.

Y-UW1 AH2-N D-ER0-S T-AE1-N-D DH-AH0 P-L-EH1 ZH-ER0 P-AA1-R-T DH-AE1 T-AH0-M B-R-EH1 L-AH0 G-OW1 Z-AH1 P-W-IY1-S T-AH1-K DH-AH0 B-AE1-N-D K-IH1-K S-IH1 T-AO1 F-AH0-N D-W-IY1-S T-AA1-R-T D-AE1-N S-IH0 NG-R-AY1-T B-AH1 T-Y-UW1 HH-AE1-V T-UW1 R-IH0 M-EH1-M B-ER0 DH-AH0 S-OW1 SH-AH0 L-EY1 D-AH0-N-D P-L-EH1 ZH-ER0


oh wow. that's a really good question, mr. miller.

OW1 W-AW1 TH-AE1-T S-AH0 R-IH1 L-IY0 G-UH1-D K-W-EH1-S CH-AH0-N M-IH1-S T-ER0 M-IH1 L-ER0


and he came to set. bunk, came to set the first day i was shooting and he drove up in the caddy, smoking his cigar.

AH0-N-D HH-IY1 K-EY1-M T-UW1 S-EH1-T B-AH1-NG-K K-EY1-M T-UW1 S-EH1-T DH-AH0 F-ER1-S-T D-EY1 AY1 W-AA1-Z SH-UW1 T-IH0 NG-AH0-N-D HH-IY1 D-R-OW1 V-AH1 P-IH0-N DH-AH0 K-AE1 D-IY0 S-M-OW1 K-IH0-NG HH-IH1-Z S-IH0 G-AA1-R


and he pulled up. who's in the distance?he got out. he looked at me...

AH0-N-D HH-IY1 P-UH1-L D-AH1-P HH-UW1 Z-IH0-N DH-AH0 D-IH0-S T-AA0-N CH-EY1 SH-IY0 G-AA1 T-AW1-T HH-IY1 L-UH1-K T-AE1 T-M-IY1


...gave me a cock of the head and like, "what the hell is he doing?" looking at me, strange, got back in his car, and drove off.

G-EY1 V-M-IY1 AH0 K-AA1 K-AH1-V DH-AH0 HH-EH1 D-AH0-N D-L-AY1 K-W-AH1-T DH-AH0 HH-EH1 L-IH1-Z HH-IY1 D-UW1 IH0 NG-L-UH1 K-IH0 NG-AE1 T-M-IY1-S T-R-EY1-N-JH G-AA1-T B-AE1 K-IH0-N HH-IH1-Z K-AA1 R-AH0-N-D D-R-OW1 V-AO1-F


it's like, oh man, bunk doesn't like what i'm doing! i'm not

IH1-T S-L-AY1 K-OW1 M-AE1-N B-AH1-NG-K D-OW1 S-AH0-N T-L-AY1 K-W-AH1 T-IH1-M D-UW1 IH0 NG-IH1-M N-AA1-T


i'm like, oh lord, i go to the retirement party...

IH1 M-L-AY1 K-OW1 L-AO1-R D-AY1 G-OW1 T-UW1 DH-AH0 R-IY0 T-AY1 ER0 M-AH0-N-T P-AA1-R T-IY0


oh, it was like a homecoming. it was like the prodigal son. i had to get up on the [inaudible] and give a speech and everything. "i've known bunk for five years now", you know...

OW1 IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-L-AY1 K-AH0 HH-OW1-M K-AH2 M-IH0 NG-IH1 T-W-AA1 Z-L-AY1-K DH-AH0 P-R-AA1 D-IH0 G-AH0-L S-AH1 N-AY1 HH-AE1-D T-UW1 G-EH1 T-AH1 P-AA1-N DH-AH0 IH0 N-AO1 D-AH0 B-AH0 L-AH0-N-D G-IH1 V-AH0-S P-IY1 CH-AH0-N D-EH1 V-R-IY0 TH-IH2 NG-AY1 V-N-OW1-N B-AH1-NG-K F-AO1-R F-AY1 V-Y-IH1-R Z-N-AW1 Y-UW1 N-OW1


...and today we're friends. so it's great. and i learned, i learned a lot from him. so...

AH0-N-D T-AH0 D-EY1 W-ER0 F-R-EH1-N-D-Z S-OW1 IH1-T-S G-R-EY1 T-AH0-N D-AY1 L-ER1 N-IH0 D-AY1 L-ER1 N-IH0 D-AH0 L-AA1-T F-R-AH1-M HH-IH1-M S-OW1


...those african-american police officers specifically. and i would hope that they were as resonant today in the midst of our lying...

DH-OW1 Z-AE2 F-R-AH0 K-AH0 N-EH1 M-AH0 K-N-IY0 AH0-N P-AH0 L-IY1 S-AO1 F-AH0 S-ER0-Z-S P-AH0 S-IH1 F-IH0 K-L-IY0 AH0-N D-AY1 W-UH1-D HH-OW1-P DH-AE1-T DH-EY1 W-ER0 AE1 Z-R-EH1 Z-AH0 N-AH0-N-T T-AH0 D-EY1 IH0-N DH-AH0 M-IH1-D-S T-AH1 V-AW1 ER0 L-AY1 IH0-NG


i've seen the brutality that happens, men dishonoring the very badge that they wear and the oath that they take, that...

AY1-V S-IY1-N DH-AH0 B-R-UW0 T-AE1 L-AH0 T-IY0 DH-AE1-T HH-AE1 P-AH0-N Z-M-EH1-N D-IH0 S-AA1 N-ER0 IH0-NG DH-AH0 V-EH1 R-IY0 B-AE1-JH DH-AE1-T DH-EY1 W-EH1 R-AH0-N-D DH-AH0 OW1-TH DH-AE1-T DH-EY1 T-EY1-K DH-AE1-T


literally died in my arms, almost.

L-IH1 T-ER0 AH0 L-IY0 D-AY1 D-IH0-N M-AY1 AA1-R-M Z-AO1-L M-OW2-S-T


and i came back and found her there

AH0-N D-AY1 K-EY1-M B-AE1 K-AH0-N-D F-AW1-N-D HH-ER0 DH-EH1-R


and she always said, "mourn me for a day

AH0-N-D SH-IY1 AO1 L-W-EY2-Z S-EH1 D-M-AO1-R-N M-IY1 F-AO1 R-AH0 D-EY1


because that's the moment, that's most important." people always wait two weeks for funerals and stuff, that's two weeks too late.

B-IH0 K-AO1-Z TH-AE1-T-S DH-AH0 M-OW1 M-AH0-N-T TH-AE1-T S-M-OW1-S T-IH0-M P-AO1-R T-AH0-N-T P-IY1 P-AH0 L-AO1 L-W-EY2 Z-W-EY1-T T-UW1 W-IY1-K-S F-AO1-R F-Y-UW1 N-ER0 AH0-L Z-AH0-N-D-S T-AH1-F TH-AE1-T-S T-UW1 W-IY1-K-S T-UW1 L-EY1-T


i heard my boy skein went to marcellus, was in town and i just went to the concert and stood off to the side.

AY1 HH-ER1 D-M-AY1 B-OY1-S K-EY1 N-W-EH1-N-T T-UW1 M-AA0-R S-EH1 L-AH0 S-W-AA1 Z-IH0-N T-AW1 N-AH0-N D-AY1 JH-AH1-S T-W-EH1-N-T T-UW1 DH-AH0 K-AA1-N S-ER0 T-AH0-N-D-S T-UH1 D-AO1-F T-UW1 DH-AH0 S-AY1-D


and i said, "no, it went to none." he said, "no, you got to come up, man. we're from new orleans."

AH0-N D-AY1 S-EH1 D-N-OW1 IH1 T-W-EH1-N-T T-UW1 N-AH1-N HH-IY1 S-EH1 D-N-OW1 Y-UW1 G-AA1-T T-UW1 K-AH1 M-AH1 P-M-AE1 N-W-ER0 F-R-AH1-M N-UW1 AO1-R L-IY0 AH0-N-Z


and they played the new orleans cycle.

AH0-N-D DH-EY1 P-L-EY1-D DH-AH0 N-UW1 AO1-R L-IY0 AH0-N-Z S-AY1 K-AH0-L


[inaudible 00:00:43] close walk with me.

IH0 N-AO1 D-AH0 B-AH0-L Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z Z-IH1 R-OW0 M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N-D F-AO1-R T-IY0 TH-R-IY1 S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D-Z K-L-OW1 S-W-AO1 K-W-IH1 DH-M-IY1


it was the closest thing that i understood of what spirit was about.

IH1 T-W-AA1-Z DH-AH0 K-L-OW1 S-AH0-S-T TH-IH1-NG DH-AE1 T-AY1 AH2-N D-ER0-S T-UH1 D-AH1 V-W-AH1-T-S P-IH1 R-AH0 T-W-AA1 Z-AH0 B-AW1-T


at the wordstock festival earlier this month, his new book is the wind in the reeds. you can hear their full interview on our website, opb.org/stateofwonder.

AE1-T DH-AH0 W-ER1-D-S T-AA2-K F-EH1-S T-AH0 V-AH0 L-ER1 L-IY0 ER0 DH-IH1 S-M-AH1-N-TH HH-IH1 Z-N-UW1 B-UH1 K-IH1-Z DH-AH0 W-AY1-N D-IH0-N DH-AH0 R-IY1-D Z-Y-UW1 K-AE1-N HH-IY1-R DH-EH1-R F-UH1 L-IH1-N T-ER0 V-Y-UW2 AA1 N-AW1 ER0 W-EH1-B S-AY2 T-AA1-P B-AO2-R-T G-OW2 SH-N-ER0-T


we could go up to lens here in portland and see the communities of a lot of people who have been made homeless by their displacement and not being able to afford.

W-IY1 K-UH1-D G-OW1 AH1-P T-UW1 L-EH1-N-Z HH-IY1 R-IH0-N P-AO1-R T-L-AH0-N D-AH0-N-D S-IY1 DH-AH0 K-AH0 M-Y-UW1 N-AH0 T-IY0 Z-AH1 V-AH0 L-AA1 T-AH1-V P-IY1 P-AH0-L HH-UW1 HH-AE1-V B-IH1-N M-EY1-D HH-OW1 M-L-AH0-S B-AY1 DH-EH1-R D-IH0-S P-L-EY1 S-M-AH0-N T-AH0-N D-N-AA1-T B-IY1 IH0 NG-EY1 B-AH0-L T-UW1 AH0 F-AO1-R-D


i will give them all as i walk through the valley of shadow.

AY1 W-IH1-L G-IH1-V DH-EH1 M-AO1 L-AE1 Z-AY1 W-AO1-K TH-R-UW1 DH-AH0 V-AE1 L-IY0 AH1-V SH-AE1 D-OW2


infested dump, my hair was full of lies in that camp. i swear i can still feel them in their eyes.

IH0-N F-EH1-S T-AH0-D D-AH1-M P-M-AY1 HH-EH1 R-W-AA1-Z F-UH1 L-AH1 V-L-AY1 Z-IH0-N DH-AE1-T K-AE1-M P-AY1 S-W-EH1 R-AY1 K-AE1-N-S T-IH1-L F-IY1-L DH-EH1 M-IH0-N DH-EH1 R-AY1-Z


they call this freedom. this isn't freedom. this is discipline

DH-EY1 K-AO1-L DH-IH1-S F-R-IY1 D-AH0-M DH-IH1 S-IH1 S-AH0-N-T F-R-IY1 D-AH0-M DH-IH1 S-IH1-Z D-IH1 S-AH0 P-L-AH0-N


civil war, bloody revolutions. both of them, they both lost everything and they were both.

S-IH1 V-AH0 L-W-AO1-R B-L-AH1 D-IY0 R-EH2 V-AH0 L-UW1 SH-AH0-N-Z B-OW1 TH-AH1-V DH-EH1-M DH-EY1 B-OW1 TH-L-AO1-S T-EH1 V-R-IY0 TH-IH2 NG-AH0-N-D DH-EY1 W-ER0 B-OW1-TH


thousands of people were in the street, marching singing, holding up signs.

TH-AW1 Z-AH0-N-D Z-AH1-V P-IY1 P-AH0 L-W-ER0 IH0-N DH-AH0-S T-R-IY1 T-M-AA1-R CH-IH0-NG S-IH1 NG-IH0-NG HH-OW1-L D-IH0 NG-AH1-P S-AY1-N-Z


oh, not another arab spring. don't these people have anything better to do? this is so irritating.

OW1 N-AA1 T-AH0 N-AH1 DH-ER0 AE1 R-AH0-B-S P-R-IH1-NG D-AA1-N-T DH-IY1-Z P-IY1 P-AH0-L HH-AE1 V-EH1 N-IY0 TH-IH2-NG B-EH1 T-ER0 T-UW1 D-UW1 DH-IH1 S-IH1-Z S-OW1 IH1 R-AH0 T-EY2 T-IH0-NG


now we're going to be late. we never paid attention to politics except to make.

N-AW1 W-ER0 G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 B-IY1 L-EY1 T-W-IY1 N-EH1 V-ER0 P-EY1 D-AH0 T-EH1-N SH-AH0-N T-UW1 P-AA1 L-AH0 T-IH2-K S-IH0-K S-EH1-P-T T-UW1 M-EY1-K


determined by men and how

D-IH0 T-ER1 M-AH0-N-D B-AY1 M-EH1 N-AH0-N-D HH-AW1


i came up to them that yelled at me and said, i don't have anything. leave me alone.

AY1 K-EY1 M-AH1-P T-UW1 DH-EH1-M DH-AE1 T-Y-EH1-L D-AE1 T-M-IY1 AH0-N-D S-EH1 D-AY1 D-AA1-N-T HH-AE1 V-EH1 N-IY0 TH-IH2 NG-L-IY1 V-M-IY1 AH0 L-OW1-N


and i was shocked and humiliated, embarrassed, terribly shy, frightened.

AH0-N D-AY1 W-AA1-Z SH-AA1-K T-AH0-N-D HH-Y-UW0 M-IH1 L-IY0 EY2 T-IH0 D-IH0-M B-EH1 R-AH0-S-T T-EH1 R-AH0 B-L-IY0 SH-AY1 F-R-AY1 T-AH0-N-D


there were other people who tried to understand who tried to help me, but in the end

DH-EH1 R-W-ER0 AH1 DH-ER0 P-IY1 P-AH0-L HH-UW1 T-R-AY1-D T-UW1 AH2-N D-ER0-S T-AE1-N-D HH-UW1 T-R-AY1-D T-UW1 HH-EH1-L P-M-IY1 B-AH1 T-IH0-N DH-AH0 EH1-N-D


i had to give up because they didn't know how to communicate with me.

AY1 HH-AE1-D T-UW1 G-IH1 V-AH1-P B-IH0 K-AO1-Z DH-EY1 D-IH1 D-AH0-N T-N-OW1 HH-AW1 T-UW1 K-AH0 M-Y-UW1 N-AH0 K-EY2 T-W-IH1 DH-M-IY1


and i followed the audience in and ended up in the theater, sitting in the first row. and people next to me were shrinking away from me.

AH0-N D-AY1 F-AA1 L-OW0-D DH-AH0 AA1 D-IY0 AH0-N S-IH0 N-AH0-N D-EH1-N D-AH0 D-AH1 P-IH0-N DH-AH0 TH-IY1 AH0 T-ER0 S-IH1 T-IH0 NG-IH0-N DH-AH0 F-ER1-S T-R-OW1 AH0-N-D P-IY1 P-AH0-L N-EH1-K-S-T T-UW1 M-IY1 W-ER0 SH-R-IH1-NG K-IH0 NG-AH0 W-EY1 F-R-AH1-M M-IY1


they had no idea that i was a part of the play until the lights go down. and

DH-EY1 HH-AE1 D-N-OW1 AY0 D-IY1 AH0 DH-AE1 T-AY1 W-AA1 Z-AH0 P-AA1-R T-AH1-V DH-AH0 P-L-EY1 AH0-N T-IH1-L DH-AH0 L-AY1-T-S G-OW1 D-AW1 N-AH0-N-D


i, am ashamed of the way i spoke to you. i will never do that again.

AY1 AE1 M-AH0 SH-EY1-M D-AH1-V DH-AH0 W-EY1 AY1-S P-OW1-K T-UW1 Y-UW1 AY1 W-IH1-L N-EH1 V-ER0 D-UW1 DH-AE1 T-AH0 G-EH1-N


i never took into consideration the way the refugees would be feeling.

AY1 N-EH1 V-ER0 T-UH1 K-IH0-N T-UW1 K-AH0-N S-IH2 D-ER0 EY1 SH-AH0-N DH-AH0 W-EY1 DH-AH0 R-EH1 F-Y-UW2 JH-IY0 Z-W-UH1-D B-IY1 F-IY1 L-IH0-NG


you spent some time in a refugee camp.

Y-UW1-S P-EH1-N-T S-AH1-M T-AY1 M-IH0 N-AH0 R-EH1 F-Y-UW0 JH-IY0 K-AE1-M-P


it's humbling. it's completely humbling.

IH1-T-S HH-AH1-M B-AH0 L-IH0 NG-IH1-T-S K-AH0-M P-L-IY1 T-L-IY0 HH-AH1-M B-AH0 L-IH0-NG


i did, in fact,


she was telling me that when they came to the turkish refugee camp first coming,

SH-IY1 W-AA1-Z T-EH1 L-IH0-NG M-IY1 DH-AE1 T-W-EH1-N DH-EY1 K-EY1-M T-UW1 DH-AH0 T-ER1 K-IH0 SH-R-EH1 F-Y-UW0 JH-IY0 K-AE1-M-P F-ER1-S-T K-AH1 M-IH0-NG


they didn't live very far from the turkish border and they left their beautiful home and their village and their family,

DH-EY1 D-IH1 D-AH0-N T-L-AY1-V V-EH1 R-IY0 F-AA1-R F-R-AH1-M DH-AH0 T-ER1 K-IH0-SH B-AO1-R D-ER0 AH0-N-D DH-EY1 L-EH1-F-T DH-EH1-R B-Y-UW1 T-AH0 F-AH0-L HH-OW1 M-AH0-N-D DH-EH1-R V-IH1 L-AH0 JH-AH0-N-D DH-EH1-R F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0


[crosstalk 00:03:51] they finally said,

K-R-AO1-S T-AO1-K Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z TH-R-IY1 M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N-D F-IH1-F T-IY0 W-AH1-N S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D DH-EY1 F-AY1 N-AH0 L-IY0 S-EH1-D


"okay, we're going back". and they had made arrangements to actually go back to syria. and the day before they were scheduled to go back,

OW2 K-EY1 W-ER0 G-OW1 IH0-NG B-AE1 K-AH0-N-D DH-EY1 HH-AE1 D-M-EY1 D-ER0 EY1-N JH-M-AH0-N-T-S T-UW1 AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0 G-OW1 B-AE1-K T-UW1 S-IH1 R-IY0 AH0 AH0-N-D DH-AH0 D-EY1 B-IH0 F-AO1-R DH-EY1 W-ER0-S K-EH1 JH-UH0-L-D T-UW1 G-OW1 B-AE1-K


she had nothing to go back to, had she gone back two days earlier

SH-IY1 HH-AE1 D-N-AH1 TH-IH0-NG T-UW1 G-OW1 B-AE1-K T-UW1 HH-AE1-D SH-IY1 G-AO1-N B-AE1-K T-UW1 D-EY1 Z-ER1 L-IY0 ER0


and have peace and get back to their lives. they don't want to be someplace else,

AH0-N-D HH-AE1-V P-IY1 S-AH0-N-D G-EH1-T B-AE1-K T-UW1 DH-EH1-R L-IH1-V-Z DH-EY1 D-AA1-N T-W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 B-IY1 S-AH1-M P-L-EY2 S-EH1-L-S


they still want to go home, wouldn't you? wouldn't you just want to go home that's all.

DH-EY1-S T-IH1 L-W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 G-OW1 HH-OW1 M-W-UH1 D-L-AH0-N T-Y-UW1 W-UH1 D-L-AH0-N T-Y-UW1 JH-AH1-S T-W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 G-OW1 HH-OW1-M TH-AE1-T S-AO1-L


western pennsylvania where i grew up near pittsburgh because

W-EH1-S T-ER0-N P-EH2-N S-AH0-L V-EY1 N-Y-AH0 W-EH1 R-AY1 G-R-UW1 AH1 P-N-IH1-R P-IH1-T-S B-ER0-G B-IH0 K-AO1-Z


we're taught you have to acclimate

W-ER0 T-AO1 T-Y-UW1 HH-AE1-V T-UW1 AE1 K-L-AH0 M-EY2-T


food. i grew up with the music.

F-UW1 D-AY1 G-R-UW1 AH1 P-W-IH1-DH DH-AH0 M-Y-UW1 Z-IH0-K


after the dinner and the women had cleaned up the kitchen,

AE1-F T-ER0 DH-AH0 D-IH1 N-ER0 AH0-N-D DH-AH0 W-IH1 M-AH0-N HH-AE1-D K-L-IY1-N D-AH1-P DH-AH0 K-IH1 CH-AH0-N


the records would go on and the women would whip off their aprons.

DH-AH0 R-EH1 K-ER0-D Z-W-UH1-D G-OW1 AA1 N-AH0-N-D DH-AH0 W-IH1 M-AH0 N-W-UH1 D-W-IH1 P-AO1-F DH-EH1 R-EY1 P-R-AH0-N-Z


the, the years of, of beauty that exists in the middle east and those are the kinds of things that i hold onto and treasure.

DH-AH0 DH-AH0 Y-IH1-R Z-AH1 V-AH1-V B-Y-UW1 T-IY0 DH-AE1 T-IH0-G Z-IH1-S-T S-IH0-N DH-AH0 M-IH1 D-AH0 L-IY1-S T-AH0-N-D DH-OW1 Z-AA1-R DH-AH0 K-AY1-N-D Z-AH1-V TH-IH1-NG-Z DH-AE1 T-AY1 HH-OW1-L D-AA1-N T-UW0 AH0-N-D T-R-EH1 ZH-ER0


i am very disappointed because my relatives who live in-

AY1 AE1-M V-EH1 R-IY0 D-IH2 S-AH0 P-OY1-N T-IH0-D B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-M-AY1 R-EH1 L-AH0 T-IH0-V-Z HH-UW1 L-AY1 V-IH0-N


they forget what it's like when they first came to this country and the people that helped them.

DH-EY1 F-ER0 G-EH1 T-W-AH1 T-IH1-T S-L-AY1 K-W-EH1-N DH-EY1 F-ER1-S-T K-EY1-M T-UW1 DH-IH1-S K-AH1-N T-R-IY0 AH0-N-D DH-AH0 P-IY1 P-AH0-L DH-AE1-T HH-EH1-L-P-T DH-EH1-M


maybe they give to the church to donate to refugees and that makes them feel better.

M-EY1 B-IY0 DH-EY1 G-IH1-V T-UW1 DH-AH0 CH-ER1-CH T-UW1 D-OW1 N-EY2-T T-UW1 R-EH1 F-Y-UW2 JH-IY0 Z-AH0-N-D DH-AE1 T-M-EY1-K-S DH-EH1-M F-IY1-L B-EH1 T-ER0


african-american women were trapped in their homes and in the superdome, and we looked at them and did not see citizens, we saw refugees.

AE2 F-R-AH0 K-AH0 N-EH1 M-AH0 K-N-IY0 AH0 N-W-IH1 M-AH0 N-W-ER0 T-R-AE1-P T-IH0-N DH-EH1-R HH-OW1-M Z-AH0-N D-IH0-N DH-AH0 S-UW2 P-ER0 D-OW1 M-AH0-N D-W-IY1 L-UH1-K T-AE1-T DH-EH1 M-AH0-N-D D-IH1 D-N-AA1-T S-IY1 S-IH1 T-AH0 Z-AH0-N Z-W-IY1 S-AO1 R-EH1 F-Y-UW2 JH-IY0-Z


...stereotypes black women face today. delving deeper into the issue is melissa harris-

S-T-EH1 R-IY0 AH0 T-AY2-P-S B-L-AE1 K-W-IH1 M-AH0-N F-EY1-S T-AH0 D-EY1 D-EH1-L V-IH0-NG D-IY1 P-ER0 IH0-N T-UW1 DH-AH0 IH1 SH-UW0 IH1 Z-M-AH0 L-IH1 S-AH0 HH-EH1 R-IH0-S


it's not about holding office. when i first started the book-

IH1-T S-N-AA1 T-AH0 B-AW1-T HH-OW1-L D-IH0 NG-AO1 F-AH0 S-W-EH1 N-AY1 F-ER1-S-T-S T-AA1-R T-AH0-D DH-AH0 B-UH1-K


it's not a book so much about public policy, although public policy shows up.

IH1-T S-N-AA1 T-AH0 B-UH1-K S-OW1 M-AH1 CH-AH0 B-AW1-T P-AH1 B-L-IH0-K P-AA1 L-AH0 S-IY0 AO2-L DH-OW1 P-AH1 B-L-IH0-K P-AA1 L-AH0 S-IY0 SH-OW1 Z-AH1-P


but the other critical thing that happened, the... what i think is maybe the turning point moment in what has now affected-

B-AH1-T DH-AH0 AH1 DH-ER0 K-R-IH1 T-IH0 K-AH0-L TH-IH1-NG DH-AE1-T HH-AE1 P-AH0-N-D DH-AH0 W-AH1 T-AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-IH1 Z-M-EY1 B-IY0 DH-AH0 T-ER1 N-IH0-NG P-OY1-N T-M-OW1 M-AH0-N T-IH0 N-W-AH1-T HH-AE1 Z-N-AW1 AH0 F-EH1-K T-AH0-D


we looked at them and did not see citizens, we saw refugees.

W-IY1 L-UH1-K T-AE1-T DH-EH1 M-AH0-N-D D-IH1 D-N-AA1-T S-IY1 S-IH1 T-AH0 Z-AH0-N Z-W-IY1 S-AO1 R-EH1 F-Y-UW2 JH-IY0-Z


then it becomes, this book is, i decided that for as bad as the resource disparities are, that before i could get there-

DH-EH1 N-IH1-T B-IH0 K-AH1-M-Z DH-IH1-S B-UH1 K-IH1 Z-AY1 D-IH0 S-AY1 D-IH0-D DH-AE1-T F-AO1 R-AE1-Z B-AE1 D-AE1-Z DH-AH0 R-IY1 S-AO0-R-S D-IH0-S P-EH1 R-AH0 T-IY0 Z-AA1-R DH-AE1-T B-IH0 F-AO1 R-AY1 K-UH1-D G-EH1-T DH-EH1-R


i needed to back up and think about what it means to be misrecognized, to not be seen.

AY1 N-IY1 D-AH0-D T-UW1 B-AE1 K-AH1 P-AH0-N-D TH-IH1-NG K-AH0 B-AW1 T-W-AH1 T-IH1 T-M-IY1-N-Z T-UW1 B-IY1 M-IH0 S-R-EH1 K-AH0 G-N-AY2-Z-D T-UW1 N-AA1-T B-IY1 S-IY1-N


but i'm interested in the fact that in a democracy, and this democracy in particular-

B-AH1 T-IH1 M-IH1-N T-R-AH0-S T-AH0 D-IH0-N DH-AH0 F-AE1-K-T DH-AE1 T-IH0 N-AH0 D-IH0 M-AA1 K-R-AH0 S-IY0 AH0-N-D DH-IH1-S D-IH0 M-AA1 K-R-AH0 S-IY0 IH0-N P-ER0 T-IH1 K-Y-AH0 L-ER0


right of the culture of dissemblance, which i thought was very interesting, created by blacks to conceal their authentic selves.

R-AY1 T-AH1-V DH-AH0 K-AH1-L CH-ER0 AH1-V D-IH0 S-EH1-M B-L-AH0-N S-W-IH1 CH-AY1 TH-AO1 T-W-AA1-Z V-EH1 R-IY0 IH1-N T-R-AH0-S T-IH0-NG K-R-IY0 EY1 T-AH0-D B-AY1 B-L-AE1-K-S T-UW1 K-AH0-N S-IY1-L DH-EH1 R-AH0 TH-EH1-N T-IH0-K S-EH1-L-V-Z


it can resonate back, oh that's right, that's right-

IH1-T K-AE1 N-R-EH1 Z-AH0 N-EY2-T B-AE1 K-OW1 TH-AE1-T S-R-AY1-T TH-AE1-T S-R-AY1-T


white guys sitting at a table somewhere, casting down aspersions on black women. they are-

W-AY1-T G-AY1-Z S-IH1 T-IH0 NG-AE1 T-AH0 T-EY1 B-AH0-L S-AH1 M-W-EH2-R K-AE1-S T-IH0-NG D-AW1 N-AH0-S P-ER1 ZH-AH0-N Z-AA1-N B-L-AE1 K-W-IH1 M-AH0-N DH-EY1 AA1-R


and as soon as he says lynching, and black audiences never want to believe this-

AH0-N D-AE1-Z S-UW1 N-AE1-Z HH-IY1 S-EH1 Z-L-IH1-N CH-IH0 NG-AH0-N-D B-L-AE1 K-AA1 D-IY0 AH0-N S-AH0 Z-N-EH1 V-ER0 W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 B-IH0 L-IY1-V DH-IH1-S


we're with the person being lynched, right? it's a trope, it's widely available. so what could anita hill have called-

W-ER0 W-IH1-DH DH-AH0 P-ER1 S-AH0-N B-IY1 IH0 NG-L-IH1-N-CH T-R-AY1 T-IH1-T S-AH0 T-R-OW1 P-IH1-T S-W-AY1 D-L-IY0 AH0 V-EY1 L-AH0 B-AH0-L S-OW1 W-AH1-T K-UH1 D-AH0 N-IY1 T-AH0 HH-IH1-L HH-AE1-V K-AO1-L-D


please call 800-529-57-

P-L-IY1-Z K-AO1 L-EY1-T HH-AH1-N D-R-AH0-D T-UW1 F-AY1-V HH-AH1-N D-R-AH0 D-AH0-N-D T-W-EH1-N T-IY0 N-AY1-N N-EH1 G-AH0 T-IH0-V F-IH1-F T-IY0 S-EH1 V-AH0-N


... docile, no family of her own. now the actual women who were actual domestic servants were victimized by sexual harassment, by rape, by abuse-

D-AA1 S-AH0-L N-OW1 F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0 AH1-V HH-ER0 OW1-N N-AW1 DH-AH0 AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-W-IH1 M-AH0-N HH-UW1 W-ER0 AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0-L D-AH0 M-EH1-S T-IH0-K S-ER1 V-AH0-N-T S-W-ER0 V-IH1-K T-AH0 M-AY0-Z-D B-AY1 S-EH1-K SH-UW0 AH0-L HH-ER0 AE1 S-M-AH0-N-T B-AY1 R-EY1-P B-AY1 AH0 B-Y-UW1-S


i think the most powerful, she is everywhere-

AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K DH-AH0 M-OW1-S-T P-AW1 ER0 F-AH0-L SH-IY1 IH1 Z-EH1 V-R-IY0 W-EH2-R


before marketing even existed as a concept when they were first-

B-IH0 F-AO1-R M-AA1-R K-AH0 T-IH0 NG-IY1 V-IH0 N-IH0-G Z-IH1-S T-AH0 D-AE1 Z-AH0 K-AA1-N S-EH0-P T-W-EH1-N DH-EY1 W-ER0 F-ER1-S-T


the actual, and the world's fair was all about the creation of a new consumption-

DH-AH0 AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-AH0-N-D DH-AH0 W-ER1-L-D-Z F-EH1 R-W-AA1 Z-AO1 L-AH0 B-AW1-T DH-AH0 K-R-IY0 EY1 SH-AH0 N-AH1 V-AH0 N-UW1 K-AH0-N S-AH1-M-P SH-AH0-N


the stereotype of the strong black woman, and it's discussed at length its own chapter, but it comes up over and over and over again through the remainder of the book and--

DH-AH0-S T-EH1 R-IY0 AH0 T-AY2 P-AH1-V DH-AH0-S T-R-AO1-NG B-L-AE1 K-W-UH1 M-AH0 N-AH0-N D-IH1-T-S D-IH0-S K-AH1-S T-AE1 T-L-EH1-NG-K TH-IH1-T S-OW1-N CH-AE1-P T-ER0 B-AH1 T-IH1-T K-AH1-M Z-AH1 P-OW1 V-ER0 AH0-N D-OW1 V-ER0 AH0-N D-OW1 V-ER0 AH0 G-EH1-N TH-R-UW1 DH-AH0 R-IH0 M-EY1-N D-ER0 AH1-V DH-AH0 B-UH1 K-AH0-N-D


but the fact is when it is an imperative, when, if you are not super strong at all moments-

B-AH1-T DH-AH0 F-AE1-K T-IH1 Z-W-EH1 N-IH1 T-IH1 Z-AE1 N-IH0-M P-EH1 R-AH0 T-IH0 V-W-EH1 N-IH1 F-Y-UW1 AA1-R N-AA1-T S-UW1 P-ER0-S T-R-AO1 NG-AE1 T-AO1-L M-OW1 M-AH0-N-T-S


most interesting chapters, i thought, was the chapter on a notion that i really had never thought about, but it's called shaming. can you talk a little about shaming?

M-OW1-S T-IH1-N T-R-AH0-S T-IH0-NG CH-AE1-P T-ER0 Z-AY1 TH-AO1 T-W-AA1-Z DH-AH0 CH-AE1-P T-ER0 AA1 N-AH0 N-OW1 SH-AH0-N DH-AE1 T-AY1 R-IH1 L-IY0 HH-AE1 D-N-EH1 V-ER0 TH-AO1 T-AH0 B-AW1-T B-AH1 T-IH1-T-S K-AO1-L-D SH-EY1 M-IH0-NG K-AE1 N-Y-UW1 T-AO1 K-AH0 L-IH1 T-AH0 L-AH0 B-AW1-T SH-EY1 M-IH0-NG


yeah. so this is just quickly back to that fictive kinship idea that if the success of unrelated fictive, kin harriet tubman, venus williams, right? if their-

Y-AE1 S-OW1 DH-IH1 S-IH1-Z JH-AH1-S-T K-W-IH1 K-L-IY0 B-AE1-K T-UW1 DH-AE1-T F-IH1-K T-IH0-V K-IH1-N SH-IH2 P-AY0 D-IY1 AH0 DH-AE1 T-IH1-F DH-AH0 S-AH0-K S-EH1 S-AH1 V-AH2 N-R-IH0 L-EY1 T-IH0-D F-IH1-K T-IH0-V K-IH1-N HH-EH1 R-IY0 AH0-T T-AH1 B-M-AH0-N V-IY1 N-AH0 S-W-IH1 L-Y-AH0-M Z-R-AY1 T-IH1-F DH-EH1-R


successes can reflect positively on me, then those crooked images-

S-AH0-K S-EH1 S-AH0-Z K-AE1 N-R-AH0 F-L-EH1-K-T P-AA1 Z-AH0 T-IH0 V-L-IY0 AA1-N M-IY1 DH-EH1-N DH-OW1-Z K-R-UH1-K T-IH1 M-AH0 JH-AH0-Z


shame is, if you think about the whole notion of a black pride movement-

SH-EY1 M-IH1 Z-IH1 F-Y-UW1 TH-IH1-NG K-AH0 B-AW1-T DH-AH0 HH-OW1-L N-OW1 SH-AH0 N-AH1 V-AH0 B-L-AE1-K P-R-AY1 D-M-UW1 V-M-AH0-N-T


still unable to have an authentic space to talk about and to demand for ourselves-

S-T-IH1 L-AH0 N-EY1 B-AH0-L T-UW1 HH-AE1 V-AE1 N-AH0 TH-EH1-N T-IH0-K-S P-EY1-S T-UW1 T-AO1 K-AH0 B-AW1 T-AH0-N-D T-UW1 D-IH0 M-AE1-N-D F-AO1 R-AW0 ER0 S-EH1-L-V-Z


i'm saddened, upset, not surprised, but still appalled by america's callousness.

IH1-M S-AE1 D-AH0-N D-AH1-P S-EH2 T-N-AA1-T S-ER0 P-R-AY1-Z-D B-AH1-T-S T-IH1 L-AH0 P-AO1-L-D B-AY1 AH0 M-EH1 R-AH0 K-AH0-Z K-AE1 L-AH0 S-N-AH0-S


right? as i watched in horror, this is america. it's the america i've always known existed. the america i've witnessed daily. and it's the-

R-AY1 T-AE1 Z-AY1 W-AA1-CH T-IH0-N HH-AO1 R-ER0 DH-IH1 S-IH1 Z-AH0 M-EH1 R-AH0 K-AH0 IH1-T-S DH-AH0 AH0 M-EH1 R-AH0 K-AH0 AY1 V-AO1 L-W-EY2 Z-N-OW1 N-IH0-G Z-IH1-S T-AH0-D DH-AH0 AH0 M-EH1 R-AH0 K-AH0 AY1 V-W-IH1 T-N-AH0-S-T D-EY1 L-IY0 AH0-N D-IH1-T-S DH-AH0


what is often required to move through the stages of denial, defensiveness, guilt, and shame and to making a solid commitment of any racial injustice.

W-AH1 T-IH1 Z-AO1 F-AH0 N-R-IY0 K-W-AY1 ER0-D T-UW1 M-UW1-V TH-R-UW1 DH-AH0-S T-EY1 JH-AH0 Z-AH1-V D-IH0 N-AY1 AH0-L D-IH0 F-EH1-N S-IH0 V-N-AH0-S G-IH1-L T-AH0-N-D SH-EY1 M-AH0-N-D T-UW1 M-EY1 K-IH0 NG-AH0 S-AA1 L-AH0-D K-AH0 M-IH1 T-M-AH0-N T-AH1 V-EH1 N-IY0 R-EY1 SH-AH0 L-IH0-N JH-AH1-S T-IH0-S


i empathize with people of color. i unders-.

AY1 EH1-M P-AH0 TH-AY2 Z-W-IH1-DH P-IY1 P-AH0 L-AH1-V K-AH1 L-ER0 AY1 AH1-N D-ER0-Z


right! and then everyone said, 'oh, maybe we do have a race problem.'.

R-AY1 T-AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-EH1 V-R-IY0 W-AH2-N S-EH1 D-OW1 M-EY1 B-IY0 W-IY1 D-UW1 HH-AE1 V-AH0 R-EY1-S P-R-AA1 B-L-AH0-M


walking down the street, walking into the bank, going to look for a house-

W-AO1 K-IH0-NG D-AW1-N DH-AH0-S T-R-IY1 T-W-AO1 K-IH0 NG-IH0-N T-UW1 DH-AH0 B-AE1-NG-K G-OW1 IH0-NG T-UW1 L-UH1-K F-AO1 R-AH0 HH-AW1-S


i grew up in a household hearing racial slurs where my mom would correct my father and say-

AY1 G-R-UW1 AH1 P-IH0 N-AH0 HH-AW1-S HH-OW2-L-D HH-IY1 R-IH0 NG-R-EY1 SH-AH0-L S-L-ER1 Z-W-EH1-R M-AY1 M-AA1 M-W-UH1-D K-ER0 EH1-K T-M-AY1 F-AA1 DH-ER0 AH0-N-D S-EY1


my first exposure to what i think of as outright racism came from my grandmother-

M-AY1 F-ER1-S T-IH0-K-S P-OW1 ZH-ER0 T-UW1 W-AH1 T-AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-AH1 V-AE1 Z-AW1 T-R-AY1 T-R-EY1 S-IH2 Z-AH0-M K-EY1-M F-R-AH1-M M-AY1 G-R-AE1-N D-M-AH2 DH-ER0


we had driven to visit her in pennsylvania-

W-IY1 HH-AE1-D D-R-IH1 V-AH0-N T-UW1 V-IH1 Z-AH0-T HH-ER0 IH0-N P-EH2-N S-AH0-L V-EY1 N-Y-AH0


pretty traditionally. if you had five black men together at any given time, there was a cop.

P-R-IH1 T-IY0 T-R-AH0 D-IH1 SH-AH0 N-AH0 L-IY0 IH1 F-Y-UW1 HH-AE1-D F-AY1-V B-L-AE1 K-M-EH1-N T-AH0 G-EH1 DH-ER0 AE1 T-EH1 N-IY0 G-IH1 V-AH0-N T-AY1-M DH-EH1 R-W-AA1 Z-AH0 K-AA1-P


i wake up every single morning of my life and think i am a black person. and i th-

AY1 W-EY1 K-AH1 P-EH1 V-ER0 IY0 S-IH1-NG G-AH0-L M-AO1-R N-IH0 NG-AH1 V-M-AY1 L-AY1 F-AH0-N-D TH-IH1-NG K-AY1 AE1 M-AH0 B-L-AE1-K P-ER1 S-AH0 N-AH0-N D-AY1 T-IY1 EY1-CH


because i have understood more and more the thousand little cuts of everyday living for people.

B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-AY1 HH-AE1 V-AH2-N D-ER0-S T-UH1 D-M-AO1 R-AH0-N D-M-AO1-R DH-AH0 TH-AW1 Z-AH0-N D-L-IH1 T-AH0-L K-AH1-T S-AH1 V-EH1 V-R-IY0 D-EY1 L-IH1 V-IH0-NG F-AO1-R P-IY1 P-AH0-L


we would go into a store together.

W-IY1 W-UH1-D G-OW1 IH0-N T-UW1 AH0-S T-AO1-R T-AH0 G-EH1 DH-ER0


once, i got stopped for speeding outside town in the... there was a mexican-american.

W-AH1-N S-AY1 G-AA1-T-S T-AA1-P-T F-AO1-R-S P-IY1 D-IH0 NG-AW1-T S-AY1-D T-AW1 N-IH0-N DH-AH0 DH-EH1 R-W-AA1 Z-AH0 M-EH2-K S-IH0 K-AE2 Z-AH0 N-AE1 M-IH0-K


girl with me and i didn't get a ticket.

G-ER1 L-W-IH1 DH-M-IY1 AH0-N D-AY1 D-IH1 D-AH0-N-T G-EH1 T-AH0 T-IH1 K-AH0-T


and the cop walked back to his car and i said.

AH0-N-D DH-AH0 K-AA1 P-W-AO1-K-T B-AE1-K T-UW1 HH-IH1-Z K-AA1 R-AH0-N D-AY1 S-EH1-D


the p word is not used very regularly.

DH-AH0 P-IY1 W-ER1 D-IH1 Z-N-AA1 T-Y-UW1-Z-D V-EH1 R-IY0 R-EH1 G-Y-AH0 L-ER0 L-IY0


it's like compartmentalization at its worst that-.

IH1-T S-L-AY1-K K-AA2-M P-AA2-R T-AH0-M-P SH-AH0 N-EH1 T-L-AH0 S-N-IY0 AE1 T-IH1-T S-W-ER1-S-T DH-AE1-T


10 white people in the state of louisiana vote for someone they know to be-.

T-EH1 N-W-AY1-T P-IY1 P-AH0 L-IH0-N DH-AH0-S T-EY1 T-AH1 V-L-UW0 IY2 Z-IY0 AE1 N-AH0 V-OW1-T F-AO1-R S-AH1 M-W-AH2-N DH-EY1 N-OW1 T-UW1 B-IY1


you can, you can hardly bear to look at the history, it's unbearable. so why would i even bother?

Y-UW1 K-AE1 N-Y-UW1 K-AE1-N HH-AA1-R D-L-IY0 B-EH1-R T-UW1 L-UH1 K-AE1-T DH-AH0 HH-IH1-S T-ER0 IY0 IH1-T S-AH0-N B-EH1 R-AH0 B-AH0-L S-OW1 W-AY1 W-UH1 D-AY1 IY1 V-IH0-N B-AA1 DH-ER0


what's the point? i know it's horrible.

W-AH0-T-S DH-AH0 P-OY1-N T-AY1 N-OW1 IH1-T-S HH-AO1 R-AH0 B-AH0-L


i wish it hadn't happened. what else am i supposed to do?

AY1 W-IH1 SH-IH1-T HH-AE1 D-AH0-N-T HH-AE1 P-AH0-N D-W-AH1 T-EH1-L S-AE1 M-AY1 S-AH0 P-OW1-Z-D T-UW1 D-UW1


that's another stage in white identity development. you want to blame your own group. it's a way of-.

TH-AE1-T S-AH0 N-AH1 DH-ER0-S T-EY1 JH-IH0 N-W-AY1 T-AY0 D-EH1-N T-AH0 T-IY0 D-IH0 V-EH1 L-AH0 P-M-AH0-N T-Y-UW1 W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 B-L-EY1 M-Y-AO1 R-OW1-N G-R-UW1 P-IH1-T S-AH0 W-EY1 AH1-V


i had very much had the feeling of, but i'm not racist and i've never done anything to hurt anyone, and therefore...

AY1 HH-AE1-D V-EH1 R-IY0 M-AH1-CH HH-AE1-D DH-AH0 F-IY1 L-IH0 NG-AH1-V B-AH1 T-IH1-M N-AA1 T-R-EY1 S-IH0-S T-AH0-N D-AY1 V-N-EH1 V-ER0 D-AH1 N-EH1 N-IY0 TH-IH2-NG T-UW1 HH-ER1 T-EH1 N-IY0 W-AH2 N-AH0-N-D DH-EH1-R F-AO2-R


my early religious upbringing actually developed in this kind of consciousness around wanting to serve. so, it's pretty much coming from-

M-AY1 ER1 L-IY0 R-IH0 L-IH1 JH-AH0 S-AH1-P B-R-IH2 NG-IH0 NG-AE1-K CH-AH0 W-AH0 L-IY0 D-IH0 V-EH1 L-AH0-P T-IH0-N DH-IH1-S K-AY1-N D-AH1-V K-AA1-N SH-AH0 S-N-AH0 S-ER0 AW1-N D-W-AA1-N T-IH0-NG T-UW1 S-ER1-V S-OW1 IH1-T-S P-R-IH1 T-IY0 M-AH1-CH K-AH1 M-IH0-NG F-R-AH1-M


how can i help promote change and equality for african-americans and for all people of color?

HH-AW1 K-AE1 N-AY1 HH-EH1-L-P P-R-AH0 M-OW1-T CH-EY1-N JH-AH0-N D-IH0 K-W-AA1 L-AH0 T-IY0 F-AO1 R-AE2 F-R-AH0 K-AH0 M-EH1 N-AH0 K-AH0-N S-AH0-N-D F-AO1 R-AO1-L P-IY1 P-AH0 L-AH1-V K-AH1 L-ER0


and he just turned to me and he said...

AH0-N-D HH-IY1 JH-AH1-S-T T-ER1-N-D T-UW1 M-IY1 AH0-N-D HH-IY1 S-EH1-D


.. and i had a couple of feelings there.

AH0-N D-AY1 HH-AE1 D-AH0 K-AH1 P-AH0 L-AH1-V F-IY1 L-IH0-NG-Z DH-EH1-R


and i felt sad because i felt like there wasn't really a way for me to help.

AH0-N D-AY1 F-EH1-L-T S-AE1-D B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-AY1 F-EH1-L T-L-AY1-K DH-EH1 R-W-AO1-S T-R-IH1 L-IY0 AH0 W-EY1 F-AO1-R M-IY1 T-UW1 HH-EH1-L-P


i want to be part of his group.

AY1 W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 B-IY1 P-AA1-R T-AH1-V HH-IH1-Z G-R-UW1-P


but in order to create a system or systemic, institutionalized privilege, you have to have prejudice plus the power to-.

B-AH1 T-IH0 N-AO1-R D-ER0 T-UW1 K-R-IY0 EY1 T-AH0 S-IH1-S T-AH0 M-AO1-R S-IH0-S T-EH1 M-IH0 K-IH2-N-S T-IH0 T-UW1 SH-AH0 N-AH0 L-AY0-Z-D P-R-IH1 V-L-AH0 JH-Y-UW1 HH-AE1-V T-UW1 HH-AE1-V P-R-EH1 JH-AH0 D-IH0-S P-L-AH1-S DH-AH0 P-AW1 ER0 T-UW1


and i remembered reading those essays with astonishment.

AH0-N D-AY1 R-IH0 M-EH1-M B-ER0 D-R-EH1 D-IH0-NG DH-OW1 Z-EH1 S-EY2 Z-W-IH1 DH-AH0-S T-AA1 N-IH0 SH-M-AH0-N-T


i don't see how they can say that about us.

AY1 D-AA1-N-T S-IY1 HH-AW1 DH-EY1 K-AE1-N S-EY1 DH-AE1 T-AH0 B-AW1 T-AH1-S


i said "maybe" and then i said "yes", and i asked myself.

AY1 S-EH1 D-M-EY1 B-IY0 AH0-N-D DH-EH1 N-AY1 S-EH1 D-Y-EH1 S-AH0-N D-AY1 AE1-S-K T-M-AY2 S-EH1-L-F


had swum up, most of them in the middle of the night and if i didn't flick on a light and write them down.

HH-AE1-D S-W-AH1 M-AH1 P-M-OW1-S T-AH1-V DH-EH1 M-IH0-N DH-AH0 M-IH1 D-AH0 L-AH1-V DH-AH0 N-AY1 T-AH0-N D-IH1 F-AY1 D-IH1 D-AH0-N-T F-L-IH1 K-AA1 N-AH0 L-AY1 T-AH0-N D-R-AY1-T DH-EH1-M D-AW1-N


they'd be gone by morning. because i didn't want to know them, they were messing up my view of myself as a person who had earned.

TH-IY1-D B-IY1 G-AO1-N B-AY1 M-AO1-R N-IH0-NG B-IH0 K-AO1 Z-AY1 D-IH1 D-AH0-N T-W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 N-OW1 DH-EH1-M DH-EY1 W-ER0 M-EH1 S-IH0 NG-AH1 P-M-AY1 V-Y-UW1 AH1 V-M-AY2 S-EH1-L F-AE1 Z-AH0 P-ER1 S-AH0-N HH-UW1 HH-AE1 D-ER1-N-D


everything i had.the pain is about understanding how.

EH1 V-R-IY0 TH-IH2 NG-AY1 HH-AE1-D-TH P-EY1 N-IH1 Z-AH0 B-AW1 T-AH2-N D-ER0-S T-AE1-N D-IH0-NG HH-AW1


very deep racism is and how deeply, deeply embedded in our system.

V-EH1 R-IY0 D-IY1 P-R-EY1 S-IH2 Z-AH0 M-IH1 Z-AH0-N-D HH-AW1 D-IY1 P-L-IY0 D-IY1 P-L-IY0 EH0-M B-EH1 D-IH0 D-IH0 N-AW1 ER0 S-IH1-S T-AH0-M


it is.but i think what's hard is for those people whose families came from russia, in 1968-.

IH1 T-IH1-S B-AH0 T-AY1 TH-IH1-NG K-W-AH0-T-S HH-AA1-R D-IH1-Z F-AO1-R DH-OW1-Z P-IY1 P-AH0-L HH-UW1-Z F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0-Z K-EY1-M F-R-AH1 M-R-AH1 SH-AH0 IH0-N N-AY1-N T-IY1-N S-IH1-K-S T-IY0 EY1-T


families, who didn't grow up in the south and people who came from those families, who in fact were good.

F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0-Z HH-UW1 D-IH1 D-AH0-N-T G-R-OW1 AH1 P-IH0-N DH-AH0 S-AW1 TH-AH0-N-D P-IY1 P-AH0-L HH-UW1 K-EY1-M F-R-AH1-M DH-OW1-Z F-AE1 M-AH0 L-IY0-Z HH-UW1 IH0-N F-AE1-K T-W-ER0 G-UH1-D


good things, that it's very difficult to understand how we benefit.

G-UH1-D TH-IH1-NG-Z DH-AE1 T-IH1-T-S V-EH1 R-IY0 D-IH1 F-AH0 K-AH0-L-T T-UW1 AH2-N D-ER0-S T-AE1-N-D HH-AW1 W-IY1 B-EH1 N-AH0 F-IH0-T


our whiteness.david wellman's definition of racism.

AW1 ER0 W-AY1 T-N-AH0-S P-EH2 D-W-EH1-L M-AH0-N-Z D-EH2 F-AH0 N-IH1 SH-AH0 N-AH1 V-R-EY1 S-IH2 Z-AH0-M


and my students read to that point and then they stop.

AH0-N D-M-AY1-S T-UW1 D-AH0-N-T S-R-EH1-D T-UW1 DH-AE1-T P-OY1-N T-AH0-N-D DH-EH1-N DH-EY1-S T-AA1-P


they can't look beyond to the system.

DH-EY1 K-AE1-N T-L-UH1-K B-IH0 AA1-N-D T-UW1 DH-AH0 S-IH1-S T-AH0-M


i get frustrated with the people who, when we've talked and talked and talked about white privilege, turn around and say "well, what about black privilege?".

AY1 G-EH1-T F-R-AH1-S T-R-EY2 T-AH0 D-W-IH1-DH DH-AH0 P-IY1 P-AH0-L HH-UW1 W-EH1 N-W-IY1-V T-AO1-K T-AH0-N-D T-AO1-K T-AH0-N-D T-AO1-K T-AH0 B-AW1 T-W-AY1-T P-R-IH1 V-L-AH0-JH T-ER1 N-ER0 AW1-N D-AH0-N-D S-EY1 W-EH1 L-W-AH1 T-AH0 B-AW1-T B-L-AE1-K P-R-IH1 V-L-AH0-JH


when i talk about [inaudible 00:03:56] race. that the goal is not to take people of color and move them.

W-EH1 N-AY1 T-AO1 K-AH0 B-AW1 T-IH0 N-AO1 D-AH0 B-AH0-L Z-IH1 R-OW0 AW1 ER0-Z TH-R-IY1 M-IH1 N-AH0-T S-AH0-N-D F-IH1-F T-IY0 S-IH1-K-S S-EH1 K-AH0-N-D Z-R-EY1-S DH-AE1-T DH-AH0 G-OW1 L-IH1 Z-N-AA1-T T-UW1 T-EY1-K P-IY1 P-AH0 L-AH1-V K-AH1 L-ER0 AH0-N D-M-UW1-V DH-EH1-M


how many years of discrimination are we trying to overturn? and you've only given it 40 years.

HH-AW1 M-EH1 N-IY0 Y-IH1-R Z-AH1-V D-IH0-S K-R-IH2 M-AH0 N-EY1 SH-AH0 N-AA1 R-W-IY1 T-R-AY1 IH0-NG T-UW1 OW1 V-ER0 T-ER2 N-AH0-N D-Y-UW1 V-OW1 N-L-IY0 G-IH1 V-AH0 N-IH1-T F-AO1-R T-IY0 Y-IH1-R-Z


they're making a mountain out of a molehill, they're exaggerating, they're hypersensitive.

TH-EH1-R M-EY1 K-IH0 NG-AH0 M-AW1-N T-AH0 N-AW1 T-AH1 V-AH0 M-OW1-L HH-IH2-L TH-EH1 R-IH0-G Z-AE1 JH-ER0 EY2 T-IH0-NG TH-EH1-R HH-AY2 P-ER0 S-EH1-N S-IH0 T-IH0-V


this wasn't in the room until you brought it up, right? race was not a problem until the black person says it or the latinos.

DH-IH1 S-W-AO1-S T-IH0-N DH-AH0 R-UW1 M-AH0-N T-IH1 L-Y-UW1 B-R-AO1 T-IH1 T-AH1 P-R-AY1 T-R-EY1 S-W-AA1 Z-N-AA1 T-AH0 P-R-AA1 B-L-AH0 M-AH0-N T-IH1-L DH-AH0 B-L-AE1-K P-ER1 S-AH0-N S-EH1 Z-IH1 T-AO1-R DH-AH0 L-AA0 T-IY1 N-OW0-S


it's very challenging. people get really threatened by the notion that they have a privilege.

IH1-T-S V-EH1 R-IY0 CH-AE1 L-AH0-N JH-IH0-NG P-IY1 P-AH0-L G-EH1 T-R-IH1 L-IY0 TH-R-EH1 T-AH0-N-D B-AY1 DH-AH0 N-OW1 SH-AH0-N DH-AE1-T DH-EY1 HH-AE1 V-AH0 P-R-IH1 V-L-AH0-JH


it makes them feel guilty and they want to feel good, and i want to say "i'm a good person.".

IH1 T-M-EY1-K-S DH-EH1-M F-IY1-L G-IH1-L T-IY0 AH0-N-D DH-EY1 W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 F-IY1-L G-UH1 D-AH0-N D-AY1 W-AA1-N-T T-UW1 S-EY1 IH1 M-AH0 G-UH1-D P-ER1 S-AH0-N


he then proceeded to say "i think that anybody can make it in this country if they try hard enough, we all stand on our own two feet, blah, blah, blah, this is the greatest country on earth.".

HH-IY1 DH-EH1-N P-R-AH0 S-IY1 D-AH0-D T-UW1 S-EY1 AY1 TH-IH1-NG-K DH-AE1 T-EH1 N-IY0 B-AH0 D-IY0 K-AE1-N M-EY1 K-IH1 T-IH0-N DH-IH1-S K-AH1-N T-R-IY0 IH1-F DH-EY1 T-R-AY1 HH-AA1-R D-IH0 N-AH1 F-W-IY1 AO1-L-S T-AE1-N D-AA1 N-AW1 ER0 OW1-N T-UW1 F-IY1-T B-L-AA1 B-L-AA1 B-L-AA1 DH-IH1 S-IH1-Z DH-AH0 G-R-EY1 T-AH0-S-T K-AH1-N T-R-IY0 AA1 N-ER1-TH


at the end of his soliloquy about how racism isn't really all that bad.

AE1-T DH-AH0 EH1-N D-AH1-V HH-IH1-Z S-AH0 L-IH1 L-AH0 K-W-IY0 AH0 B-AW1-T HH-AW1 R-EY1 S-IH2 Z-AH0 M-IH1 S-AH0-N T-R-IH1 L-IY0 AO1-L DH-AE1-T B-AE1-D


the room at the faces of people of color who had just expressed to him what their truth was, and i simply asked him.

DH-AH0 R-UW1 M-AE1-T DH-AH0 F-EY1 S-AH0 Z-AH1-V P-IY1 P-AH0 L-AH1-V K-AH1 L-ER0 HH-UW1 HH-AE1-D JH-AH1-S T-IH0-K-S P-R-EH1-S-T T-UW1 HH-IH1 M-W-AH1-T DH-EH1-R T-R-UW1 TH-W-AA1 Z-AH0-N D-AY1 S-IH1-M P-L-IY0 AE1-S-K-T HH-IH1-M


it would mean if these people in the room know their reality better than you know their reality.

IH1 T-W-UH1 D-M-IY1 N-IH1-F DH-IY1-Z P-IY1 P-AH0 L-IH0-N DH-AH0 R-UW1-M N-OW1 DH-EH1-R R-IY0 AE1 L-AH0 T-IY0 B-EH1 T-ER0 DH-AE1 N-Y-UW1 N-OW1 DH-EH1-R R-IY0 AE1 L-AH0 T-IY0


there is enlightenment and that the pain is always worth it.

DH-EH1 R-IH1 Z-EH0 N-L-AY1 T-AH0-N M-AH0-N T-AH0-N-D DH-AE1-T DH-AH0 P-EY1 N-IH1 Z-AO1 L-W-EY2 Z-W-ER1 TH-IH1-T


other white privileged people acknowledge it and become conscious of it and.

AH1 DH-ER0 W-AY1-T P-R-IH1 V-L-AH0-JH-D P-IY1 P-AH0 L-AE0 K-N-AA1 L-IH0 JH-IH1 T-AH0-N-D B-IH0 K-AH1-M K-AA1-N SH-AH0 S-AH1 V-IH1 T-AH0-N-D


not in a guilt producing way.

N-AA1 T-IH0 N-AH0 G-IH1-L-T P-R-AH0 D-UW1 S-IH0 NG-W-EY1


but in a way that really helps them see that they're part of a system that teaches them to be this way.

B-AH1 T-IH0 N-AH0 W-EY1 DH-AE1 T-R-IH1 L-IY0 HH-EH1-L-P-S DH-EH1-M S-IY1 DH-AE1-T TH-EH1-R P-AA1-R T-AH1 V-AH0 S-IH1-S T-AH0-M DH-AE1-T T-IY1 CH-AH0-Z DH-EH1-M T-UW1 B-IY1 DH-IH1 S-W-EY1


and how do you overcome this kind of teaching moment?

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because that's what i am and i'm here. and, but it conveys a responsibility.

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next on making contact, a program connecting people, vital ideas and important information

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[crosstalk 00:00:55] 13, the space had been empty for years and while housing prices in the bay area have pushed more people into unpermitted rentals.

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dozens of artists moved into this 84 thousand.

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story vertical village with projects all over the building.like a stained glass or filmmaking or silkscreen printing or music studio and-

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in the first floor, there was actually a computer lab, one of the very-

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somewhere else across town, you'd be paying to rent.

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an average of around $400 a person to live and work there adjusted for inflation. he says he cou-

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is made up for say by the renters.

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they're in an old american can company factory that takes up a whole city block. they began with practically nothing.

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but there was no walls, so it was unbelievable.

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in other spaces. but project [inaudible 00:01:59] had an ace up their sleeve, an advantage that few artists spaces had then, or now, they own the building.

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three very smart people hadn't said, forget about leasing it, let's buy it.

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but the city was pretty amazing back then. it was very elastic. we were in conversation-

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as it gets more difficult to use spaces like these i-

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but we had maybe one power outage for the whole month of january and.

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maybe 6:30 or 7:00 and i see derek and michael loading up their kids in their van... and he was like, oh, there's an event tonight and i was like-

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you know, i had planned on going out i had three things i should have gone out to go do.

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i guess i just sort of thought, okay, we're going to, we're going to put it out.

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and i was already dizzy and disoriented and i just headed for the front door.

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somehow i had my phone with me and i started calling 911.

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i mean that, that window of opportunity to have gone out of the building was less than five minutes.

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i just remember the saturday after waking up and seeing an image of.

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they gave us these emergency debit cards with 500 bucks on it to go-

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i need another home and i got really lucky that a friend of mine.

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who i've known for the last 10 years from my hometown had a room.

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and i really don't. it was just kind of... a little weird to feel , oh, and i'm [inaudible 00:03:40] from warehouses.

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it's just... warehouse spaces are getting expensive.

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london it's artistic community of- either gets better or-

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virtually died out because being venues drawing attention to themselves since december.

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the need was there it's we could have filled every single night of the week, but we weren't making money, we needed to work jobs.

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after seven years of events, one night while packing up, they were approached by the police.

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and they just came in, took a look and are like "if we catch you doing this again"

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and then we have this room, but it's our-

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so it's unclear who called in an inspection and why they did it at worst, the system can be abused at best, it leads to suspicion.

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underground spaces are also walking a tight rope of their own, trying to recover from a tragedy while fighting to keep their community together.

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i don't know, i lost everything-

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owner of a building is required to pay out a certain amount per tenant, depending on what the living situation was, number of bedrooms, number of residents, et cetera.

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after a fire. and so, there are some guidelines around the amount of time in which that needs to happen.

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but oftentimes because after a fire an owner is mostly just concerned with getting money out of their insurance company.

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it falls into the lap of the city of oakland to requisition.

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there was this show of support, but the way that the code enforcement relocation program funds were managed afterwards,

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i heard a story about somebody's application getting torn up because the woman didn't like the way that his case was being presented. i mean this is like...

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i don't know if it was, if that's how it go or what, but they gave her a relocation.

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pez and rj lazada. audience engagement in.

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what form did it take? and what does it look like to build a gi resistance today in the absence of an official draft.

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by 68, you had more than half a million young us men in vietnam fighting. so there was a constant demand to get men into the military.

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i remember the footage, where

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president eisenhower, john foster dulles, all understood majority 80% or more vietnamese supported.

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i felt needed to be the determiners of their...

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it really had turned my world upside down. i was starting...

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i was not alone, almost everyone i knew of my same.

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same experience at the same time, the whole country was going through it.

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five options that everybody faced at that time. on the one hand, you could go into the military. second...

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i was already like many, many thousands...

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and we had a very tough time of making it. and my mothers.

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people were cotton pickers and sharecroppers who worked from sun up to sun down picking cotton, and.

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they didn't get any money. economic philosophy said that people who didn't do the work should determine how the wealth that they create is used and made ultimate sense.

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sixties. and we were coming out of the civil rights movement. we were all very aware of.

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terms used to refer to the vietnamese were not complimentary goock, slader.

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people as well as students and made them.

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we cannot find out what the results were, we were to call the local radio station. so i called the radio station and one person after another what's your birthday? and they, they got their number and my turn.

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what's your birthday and gave them my birthday and said 02 83. oh, wait a minute.

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put us right there in front of us and said that the demonstration with a several hundred people. put the stamp on the envelope and stuck it into the mailbox.

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what seems like a, kind of a moral statement. like it's you starting the demonstration level.

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it was, that was beyond anybody's imagination. how you would ever pay a $10,000 fine.

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it was a cloudy overcast day. wasn't a particularly nice day.

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but our line just collapsed. the press invaded us.

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i guess all the agents from the fbi, the new york red squad invaded us.

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into our ranks. and i thought he was a counter protester.

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we did not think at the time, understand that their strategy was to pick off key leaders and not to go after everybody that got out of the draft,

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the anti-war movement had a huge impact on the outcome of the war.

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the opposition grew to the point where you had anti-war congress, essentially elected and what the congress did was to cut off funds to fight the war.

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gun impact. did it stop the war in vietnam? no, i would say the vietnamese had a lot more to do with that than we did.

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you can't drop more bombs than we ever dropped in world war ii on one little country in indochina without having tremendous repercussions for generations.

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that's the question that i think people still need to ask.

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there are the people who get under your skin, who just harass you for no reason. trolls were and still are seemingly drawn like a magnet to the b board of four.

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chan a discussion forum that blew up in the mid two thousands. b was an open thread of randomness, completely uncensored, completely anonymous, and completely temporal.

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and it took me a while to really wrap my head around this. isn't it trolling.

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there is extremely violent speech, extremely hateful speech. that typically when you call somebody on it, their response is...

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i'm not racist. i'm not sexist. i'm not homophobic.

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their actions have. that gives people that very easy rhetorical out of saying, "i don't have to take responsibility for the words that i say. in my heart, i know that i'm not a racist."

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"so i, as a white person can use the n-word and you can't tell me that that's actually offensive. cause i don't really mean it. and i'm not saying that...

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i'm not calling them, not saying that they're bad people necessarily, but they're coming from a place of profound privilege.

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i'm fine. but why is that conversation not flipped?

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[inaudible 00:00:47] of free speech? the onus is so frequently put on the person being offended. so i think that there needs to be a rhetorical flip in terms of who's responsible for what.

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it privileges the people who are silencing others.

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so this very limited sense of free speech is actually ironically counter to the very notion of free speech.

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and i thought about this a lot. why is it that in order for something positive to happen...

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that again, it's sort of like, you know, the aggressors everything, and then everybody else just has to be reactive.

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we can't have that. but where these issues actually become more clouded and more insidious is more everyday commonplace...

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expressions of sexism and racism and homophobia. stuff that isn't bad enough to trigger a collective response...

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but is something that historically underrepresented populations who've had to normalize as part of their everyday online experience...

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right? no, exactly. it allows you to have a very small conversation where actually we should be having very big conversations, not just pointing our finger at the bad guy and saying, well, i'm not.

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how can we be good to each other? those are the hard questions.and those are also the questions that have the most difficult diffuse, nebulous answers.

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they're not thinking about, they're not engaging with the larger human narrative.

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they're not thinking about the holistic people who have experienced.

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that's the magic of trolling. and if you take that filter away...

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but if that's the decision that they make, well, then figure out a way to make it so that the really disruptive element does not overtake every other conversation.

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small communities are good, big communities are good. all different kinds of communities are good.

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it's just that some people are doing disgusting...

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things that shouldn't be tolerated and making the internet a less safe space for a huge percentage of the population is one of those things.

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she was recently elected to an honorary professorship for life at the university of delhi.

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how's that sounds, pretty nice. while also being a professorship at university of copenhagen.

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through radical scientific ideas that reveal the cosmos is fantastic...

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to watch. but yeah, so i have no life skills...

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i felt less of an idiot when an astrophysicist told me that, no...

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none of you guys don't know what each other is working on. that he was like, "what is dark matter? i don't get it."

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you have someone kind of removing dark energy from your aura whatever...

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but yes, i would like to know, and i have some of your slides, i'm not sure which order they're in, but we'll, we'll check them out.

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so the effect of this pothole in space time is that when you get light from distant galaxies coming towards us on earth...

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so, you know, i work on speaking of very extremely useful things. so i work on mapping dark matters.

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this sounds far more collaborative than i've ever heard about academia. it always seems like people who make no money in their fighting...

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in their home country, but now with the horrible rhetoric and laws being enacted against anyone who is foreign and the defunding of science...

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there a few i realized, right? it's one of the few guaranteed...

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jobs for a lifetime till you're croak. right? i think that, you know...

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and also, i think it allows you to take the kind of intellectual creative risks, like in terms of...

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yes.and i think that is very empowering and you don't realize that...

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then all of that, but i think as i grew older, i realized, no, dang, i'm just happy the way i am. and i'm actually happy that i didn't feel like i had to.

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scrabble p candle feminist.

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because my dad had a health scare.

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everything's fine. he went into the er wednesday and he had chest pains.

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it's not wise to put someone of that age on a treadmill on an eight incline going six miles.

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but that went well.good.the only thing that's kind of-

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this heart echo and the stress test and the cardiologist came in right before they-

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she's like, there's a 15% chance that your.

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heart could pop like a zit, we don't know. we'll talk to you again in a month if you're alive.

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so he says to me, well, let's go to my favorite bar.

S-OW1 HH-IY1 S-EH1-Z T-UW1 M-IY1 W-EH1-L L-EH1-T-S G-OW1 T-UW1 M-AY1 F-EY1 V-ER0 IH0-T B-AA1-R


i'm like, dad, you can't drink. you were just discharged from the hospital because of a spike in your blood pressure.

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oh, i won't drink.


so when we get there. waitress comes over. what would you fellas like to have? he said, give me a jack and diet coke.

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i'm sitting there in my chair and part of me is horrified and part-

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i think most people that would know him via twitter or whatever, would expect some political stuff thrown in. nothing?

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he was getting a great response. and then he made one joke about democrats. and i watched this.

HH-IY1 W-AA1-Z G-EH1 T-IH0 NG-AH0 G-R-EY1 T-R-IH0-S P-AA1-N S-AH0-N-D DH-EH1-N HH-IY1 M-EY1 D-W-AH1-N JH-OW1 K-AH0 B-AW1-T D-EH1 M-AH0 K-R-AE2-T S-AH0-N D-AY1 W-AA1-CH-T DH-IH1-S


she was laughing throughout the show and all of a sudden she was stone faced the rest of the night.

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the last 15. he's not funny anymore.

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the artsy area of indianapolis. and then there's one downtown. and then there's one on the north end called morty's comedy joint.

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okay.i've never wandered into morty's comedy joint.

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filled with bad jokes and-

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but i've never been there. i'm not a big comedy club guy.

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i used to do stand-up many moons ago.

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yeah. delta college in mid michigan.

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this thing. i don't know what it was. i was with tony katz and tony-

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so took me like an hour and 15 minutes to smoke it.

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now you go home, you brush your teeth, you boil your mouth.

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so it was a mistake, but the booze was great. i was drinking-

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so i'm feeling fantastic today. but tracy, because of the situation with my dad.

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i've been completely unplugged. i've no idea what's going on in the world.

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really? that's all you need to know. i don't need color commentary on everything. i don't need to know what people were wearing. those kinds of things like everybody that was in the room.

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trump had a new communications director and spicer made a spontaneous decision to resign offended by the whole turn of events.

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it is, ready? the wham bam events of the past 24 hours were exceptional even by trump's standards. the-

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all while new reports landed about trump going on the attack against the special counsel investigating his white house.

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oh, not that it matters anymore. does anything matter anymore?

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they forget all these things conveniently.

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and how was he treated? no one gives a damn and hypocrisy is not going to change anybody's mind.

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