Battle worn and scarred, my refining endurance lagged.
This week's trials buff and rub me, but am I shining as an example to Him?
Now tired and weary, I run to Him because His yoke is easy and burden light?
How can these two opposing ideas be breathed in the same breathe?
God both refines me, but if I come to Him, weary and heavy-laden, He gives me rest?
This too shall pass? We live in seasons of test, running the race, and then finding resting places in Christ.
Christianity is not a 50 yard dash; it resembles long distance racing.
When racing, we can stumble and fall. Other times, we can sprint through with ease.
What do we learn from each race? The race compares to the refining fires our lives.
What is God's purpose today. What trials do we face? Why do we face them? To come out the other end like gold.
Then, we find rest and He binds our wounds with tender-loving care.
We hate the running and refinement. I hate cars breaking down; sickness in the house; disasters in my finances; and the list grows and never ends.
I cling to the verse that Jesus's yoke is easy and I will find rest for my soul in Him.
At then end of the race, I receive my medal. After I climb a mountain, I look over the valleys in awe of the beauty.
Through ever valley, every refining trial, I know I can rest in Him.
The dichotomy that you posed here is truly confusing except for the grace of God! It is He who refines, not to break us, but to ready us for service! Thanks for reminding us that the Rest is from Him for that purpose as well!