Girl you dont know how I feel
Since you been away oh baby
Cant sleep
2 AM, staring at the ceiling
Doin nothing but reflecting on feelings
And everything that life has to offer
Feel like a piece gold in a sea of copper
Thatll be forgotten once Im put inside a coffin
Wish the local night clubs were open more often
At least then, Ill have something to do
When my nights alone start to turn blue
Maybe I just think too deep
Still wide awake while everyone is asleep
My futures unclear, Im so nearsighted
Parties up town, I wish I was invited
I could blaze like its 4/20 quick
But the very thought of smoking makes me sick
Bad thoughts in the dark, like a backdrop
My bedroom lit up by the glow of my laptop
I find myself awake again
Sitting up in bed, thoughts in my brain
Weighing heavy on my mind
Till I fall asleep and the dawn arrives
I wonder what my friends are up to?
If they were in my shoes, what would they do?
Probably call up their friends
And go out until the night life ends
And when I see them party so heavily
I wish I could delete my jealousy
We only live once man, thats the motto
I wish with them, I was there also
But maybe what I need is a breather
I could say I Dont Care, Sheeran and Bieber
But even I know deep down that isnt true
So I sit alone, actin like Im not missin you
Am I wasting my time doing so?
Acting like Im okay, when my spirits broke?
When it comes to joy, I swear Im on a hunt
cause this sort of life I dont really want