sed, quod non piget confiteri, iamdudum me in peregrinatione diuturna aerumnosi otii maerore marcescentem misericordia, ut confido, divina ad huiusmodi me solacia affectanda pellexit,
But I am not ashamed to admit that I, who have suffered in the sadness of idle worry during my lengthy journey, have been led, as I truly believe, by divine mercy.