I know two different me….
One who wakes up and gets out of her bed running to start working on whatever is on her head. Excited about the work she has in her hand…. who gets happy when she crosses small small hurdles…. stays patient when she is unable to cross a hurdle…. tries again and again with her full enthusiasm and happiness…. feels inner satisfaction after finishing her work….
The only difference is the work in my hand…. the purpose for which I am running…. how much I enjoy it…. how much I feel related to it…. how much I am into it….
In this world, everyone is running in some or other race…. but does everyone know where they are heading to…. and do they really want to be there…. they are just running because they are scared that they will be left behind if they don’t start running as soon as possible…. shouldn’t we stop for a while, take a deep breath and choose our path depending upon where do we really want to reach…. may be we miss our destination running on someone else’s path and then we realize that we wasted the entire time….
I am not you…you are not me… neither our wishes…. our dreams are same….then how can our destination?? our paths?? our purpose for life…. it’s all about how well we have chosen our purpose for life… have u chosen your PURPOSE wisely????
This life runs so fast… before we could realize what’s actually happening, everything has already happened… before we could understand how forces of nature work in writing our story, we always have a new twist, a new turn, a new surprise….
So, THOUGHTS…. so random… so vague… takes you from where to where… and still I am sitting in my balcony with my coffee mug staring at the stars…..
Move On….
If they would have cared enough for you, they would have made effort to stay but they didn’t… So, you can’t force them to care for you…. Better to spend your time searching for people who respect your feelings for them and care for you back….
So, time to Move On….
Sorry, I can’t run behind you…..
Wish I could escape this world of yours…. Your desires…. Your expectations….
Did I really ever mean anything for you…. I really doubt…. I was just a piece which you could showcase for your status symbol…. An item just to satisfy your hollow ego….
You could never see me as an imperfect human being… Who can feel… Who can get hurt… When a stranger doesn’t understand me, I can get it but you are my own… why do you never try to understand my feelings…..
What to do… I love you… I don’t want to hurt you but I am tired of bearing this pain…..
I don’t want to impress anyone… Prove that I am the best…. I am happy with my limitations, my imperfections…. I accept them as a part of me….
Please let ME be ME…….
….. A POWER which makes you stronger than what you can ever imagine of yourself….
….. A DRUG which can weaken you, bring you on your knees, make you beg, surrender beyond your imagination….
….. A BLESSING which can brighten your life, lighten the hidden dark corners….
….. A CURSE which can make you lonely in the crowd, steal you from yourself….
….. A REWARD which makes you feel complete as if all of your wishes have been fulfilled….
….. A PUNISHMENT which makes everything appears incomplete, feeling of hollowness scares your soul….
….. Makes you feel ALIVE, makes you feel beating of your heart, rhythm of your breath….
….. KILLS you, rips your heart into pieces….
….. A GOOD INFLUENCE, makes you sacrifice, think of your love before yourself….
….. A BAD INFLUENCE, makes you jealous, possessive, burns you into fire of selfish desires….
….. BEAUTIFIES your world, makes you enter a wonderland full of colors and brightness….
….. RUINS your world, everything looses it’s charm, it’s beauty, nothing is left good enough….
….. LOVE is Power, Drug, Blessing, Curse, Reward, Punishment, what makes feel Alive, Killer, Good Influence, Bad Influence, what beautifies, what ruins….
….. LOVE is a FEELING which makes you realize, you are just another perfectly imperfect HUMAN BEING….
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