SIT.
I WAS JUST EATING TILL I'M DEAD,
PROBABLY.
A NORMAL DAY FOR ME
IS WAKE UP AROUND 12:00,
FIGURE OUT SOMETHING
I'M GONNA EAT IMMEDIATELY,
TV, VIDEO GAMES, BED.
IT'S NOT A LOT OF ACTIVITY.
IT'S HOT.
IT'S HOT IN GEORGIA.
AND ALL MY CLOTHING
IS RESTRICTING AND TIGHT,
SO I JUST SIT THERE, NAKED,
FREE AS CAN BE,
AND NO ONE BOTHERS ME.
DOOR'S SHUT, WE'RE GOOD.
I'M JUST SAFE,
AND VIDEO GAMES ARE
WHERE I ESCAPE.
NO. HE'S GOT THE ONE GUY
THAT'S GONNA KILL ME.
OH, NO. HE'S WEAK.
I'M WEAK. I'M WEAK!
OH!
I'M GONNA DIE.
HE'S DOWN.
ALL RIGHT, I GOT TO GO
IN THE KITCHEN
AND GET STUFF.
ALL RIGHT, I'LL BE RIGHT BACK.
I'M ACCEPTED IN ALL THOSE
VIRTUAL REALITY WORLDS
AND THE GAMING WORLD I'M IN.
NO ONE SEES ME.
NO ONE SEES ME.
THAT IS MY OUTSIDE.
THAT IS MY WORLD
THAT I CAN BE THE CASEY
I WANT TO BE,
BUT NOT BE JUDGED ON MY WEIGHT.
I NEVER WOULD'VE THOUGHT AT 34,
I'D BE LIVING WITH MY FATHER
AND I'D HAVE NO JOB,
HAVE NO REAL MONEY,
AND JUST BE PLAYING VIDEO GAMES
ALL DAY AND EATING.
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I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A BIG KID.
OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL, I WAS
PROBABLY 300-SOMETHING POUNDS,
AND THEN I GOT OUT OF SCHOOL,
GOT A COUPLE JOBS
AT A COUPLE RESTAURANTS.
I ATE AT THEM.
I WAS PROBABLY AROUND 500 POUNDS
THEN,
AND IT WAS JUST GETTING
TOO DIFFICULT TO WORK,
SO I QUIT MY JOB.
MY MOM SAID,
"TO LIVE IN THIS HOUSE,
YOU HAVE TO HAVE A JOB,"
SO SHE KICKED ME OUT.
AND THE ONLY PLACE I HAD LEFT
TO GO WAS MY FATHER'S,
SO I WENT THERE.
BASICALLY, HIS ONE THING THAT
DID MAKE ME HAPPY WAS FOOD.
SO WE JUST ATE LIKE KINGS,
BUT, LIKE, IN THE WORST WAY.
PIZZAS, CHICKEN, JAPANESE FOOD,
TAKEOUT.
I MEAN, ME AND MY DAD WOULD GET
HIBACHI DELIVERED,
SUSHI BY THE BARREL.
I MEAN, JUST ANYTHING YOU WANTED
TO EAT WE WERE GETTING.
