 I am always feeling like I am making wrong decisions. I suffer frequent headaches and when I do, I feel like I have done something that has angered or upset God. I am taking prescription meds for the headache, depression, and anxiety, but it doesn’t always work. I believe that God heals, so why won’t He heal me? I feel like the reason He won’t heal me is because He is mad or upset with me for something I did or did not do. I am constantly in fear because I don’t know what I’ve done wrong. I speak with my pastor and other Christians who all say God isn’t mad at me. But if He isn’t mad, why am I continuing to suffer? I want to do His will in my life but I don’t know what it is, and feel that may be the reason for my punishment. In the biblical sence, I am supposed to put others first before myself. But my doctors, therapists, and family all tell me that I need to come first before I can help others. How can I care for my own health as well as other people’s needs as a Christian should? I am actually having anxiety as I write this because I am afraid that God will be mad at me or upset with me if I send it,possibly because I am under the impression that Christians are supposed to be happy all of the time, and not sick or stressed. How can I be a good witness for God if I am anxious, and panicky all of the time? Please help! I need peace!
Я всегда чувствую, что принимаю неправильные решения. У меня часто болит голова, и когда это происходит, я чувствую, что сделал что-то, что разозлило или огорчило Бога.
I am always feeling like I am making wrong decisions I suffer frequent headaches and when I do, I feel like I have done something that has angered or upset God.
Я всегда чувствую, что принимаю неправильные решения У меня часто болит голова, и когда это происходит, я чувствую, что сделал что-то, что разозлило или огорчило Бога.