I'm just watching.. at times it's really painful.. other times I try to let it go.. but I can't stand myself anymore.. a step should be taken.. however, whenever I just think of trying, I find something increasing the gap.. day by day my will is fading..
ولكن بمجرد أن افكر في المحاولة أجد شيئاً يزيد الفجوة.