Looking back, he believes that his tearful prayers and daily Bible reading, as well as his earnestly seeking the direction of God’s spirit, helped him to cope with what he had thought was impossible.
Praegu usub ta, et suutis selle talumatuna tundunud aja üle elada üksnes tänu härrastele palvetele ja igapäevasele piiblilugemisele ning samuti tänu sellele, et ta otsis kogu südamest Jumala vaimu juhatust.