Yet, he lives in a permanent state of conflicting emotions ​ — delight and satisfaction with what he is accomplishing along with despair and frustration because of the mounting problems with which he must deal.
Siiski võitles ta pidevalt vastuoluliste tunnetega – rõõm ja rahulolu kordasaadetud asjade pärast ning masendus aina suurenevate probleemide tõttu, millega tal tuli silmitsi seista.