When John was far advanced in years, able to look back on decades of faithful activity, did he view it as a mistake, a life misdirected or unbalanced?
Kui ta üsna elatanuna vaatas tagasi oma aastakümnete pikkusele ustavale tegevusele, kas arvas ta, et on teinud vea, elanud tühja või tasakaalutut elu?