I tried to find some answers in all kinds of spiritual books, and I also prayed intensely for God’s help, even though I felt that I could never please him.
Püüdsin leida vastuseid oma küsimustele erinevatest usuraamatutest. Anusin ka Jumalalt abi, kuigi arvasin, et ma ei suuda talle ealeski meelepärane olla.