I'm 17 years old and I'm honestly lost in my own mind. I smile to hide the pain inside me. If you look deep into my eyes you can see the agony I live with. I can't drown my demons because they know how to swim. I look at myself in the mirror and I'm not happy with what I see. When people compliment me, it's like they're lying. Like they're avo
sam-albert:

xdonnyx:

This is me. My name is Donovan. I am 17 year old and i honestly am lost in my own mind. I smile to hide the pain within me. If you look deep into my eyes you can see the agony i live with. I can&rsquo;t drown my demons because they know how to swim. I look at myself in the mirror and im not happy with what i see. When people compliment me, to me its like they are lying. Like they are avoiding the truth just so they dont hurt me. But Ive been hurt. Hurt so many times that its hard to believe my hearts still beating. I dont know whether i was born in the wrong body, life or generation because I find beauty in everyone and everything except for myself. Im disgusted with what society has made of me. Ive changed just for the desire to be accepted but im done with that now. Im done worrying about what others think of me. I live day by day just to find the one person i can love for the rest of my life. I feel thats my purpose in life. To take all the love i can give and invest into my other half, my soulmate and make you my world. Ill make you feel beautiful everyday because i know deep in my heart that you are. Look beyond my outer appearance. There&rsquo;s more to me than what meets the eye.

This is actually perfect
