I would probably go batshit crazy if I didn't!
I found outlets for my thoughts and my frustrations in a lot of ways, but mostly through my creativity. And as you guys know, writing and pictures/videos are the ways I express myself creatively the most.
But no matter how much I write and share, my journaling is something that I do just for me. It's raw, unfiltered, and the best way for me to get my thoughts in order. Very often, I find that writing down the things that make me frustrated or emotional is the best way of getting it all into perspective. By getting it all down my hands, through the pen and out on paper, it gives me just the right kind of distance to be able to more sanely look at it all.
I started writing my first diary when I was 11 years old after I had read The Diary of a Young Girl by Anne Frank, and I was just so fascinated by the fact that I was able to get an inside look into someone else's personal struggles and thoughts. So I found myself curious as to how my thoughts and feelings would look on paper.
And here we are, 20 years later, a lot of journals filled out, and I'm so grateful that I started.
Journaling has changed a lot over time, and I would probably cringe CRINGE cringe if I started reading my teenage ones, so they're stored away in a safe place. And one thing I do know for sure is that I will keep on journaling till the day my hands are no longer able to put words down on paper.
It has saved me from my chaotic mind so many times. As I said in the beginning; I would probably go batshit crazy if I didn't!