Posted on April 3, 2018 by Barbara H.
Many people are familiar to some degree with Helen Keller's story of being locked in a dark and silent existence until her teacher, Anne Sullivan, found a way to communicate with her. The first part of The Story of My Life is in Helen's own words. The second part is made up of her letters, from the time she was a little girl to the time of the book's publication, showing the growth and development of her ability to communicate. The final section of the book, "A Supplementary Account of Helen Keller's Life and Education," shares more information by the editor of the book, John Macy, and includes letters from Anne Sullivan.
Helen was only in her early twenties and a junior in college when she wrote her part of this book. She began with her birth in Alabama in 1880, her family background, and what she could remember of her home and early childhood. When she was nineteen months old, she came down with "acute congestion of the stomach and brain" (Wikipedia says it was likely scarlet fever or meningitis). She survived the illness but lost her sight and hearing. She made her will known by signs or acting out what she wanted, but there was still much she could not express. She could tell other people communicated differently, put her hand on their lips, and then got extremely angry and frustrated that she could not talk the way they did.
The desire to express myself grew. The few signs I used became less and less adequate, and my failures to make myself understood were invariably followed by outbursts of passion. I felt as if invisible hands were holding me, and I made frantic efforts to free myself. I struggled–not that struggling helped matters, but the spirit of resistance was strong within me; I generally broke down in tears and physical exhaustion. If my mother happened to be near I crept into her arms, too miserable even to remember the cause of the tempest. After awhile the need of some means of communication became so urgent that these outbursts occurred daily, sometimes hourly.
When Helen was six, her parents took her to a doctor in Baltimore, who referred them to Alexander Graham Bell, who suggested Michael Anagnos of the Perkins Institute for the Blind in Boston. Mr. Agagnos sent them Anne Sullivan.
Anne started spelling the names of objects with a manual alphabet with her fingers in Helen's hands, and although Helen could mimic what Anne did, Helen didn't make the connection that the letters spelled the names of the objects. Then came the famous incident in which Anne spelled "water" while Helen's hand felt water pouring from a pump. Suddenly the light dawned and the connection was made, opening up the world of language and communication for Helen. It took a while, though, to go from learning nouns to making sentences and learning abstract concepts.
Despite the obstacles, Helen enjoyed learning in the midst of other students and interacting with them.
The one I felt and still feel most is lack of time. I used to have time to think, to reflect, my mind and I. We would sit together of an evening and listen to the inner melodies of the spirit, which one hears only in leisure moments when the words of some loved poet touch a deep, sweet chord in the soul that until then had been silent. But in college, there is no time to commune with one's thoughts. One goes to college to learn, it seems, not to think. When one enters the portals of learning, one leaves the dearest pleasures–solitude, books and imagination–outside with the whispering pines. I suppose I ought to find some comfort in the thought that I am laying up treasures for future enjoyment, but I am improvident enough to prefer present joy to hoarding riches against a rainy day.
Every one who wishes to gain true knowledge must climb the Hill Difficulty alone, and since there is no royal road to the summit, I must zigzag it in my own way. I slip back many times, I fall, I stand still, I run against the edge of hidden obstacles, I lose my temper and find it again and keep it better, I trudge on, I gain a little, I feel encouraged, I get more eager and climb higher and begin to see the widening horizon. Every struggle is a victory. One more effort and I reach the luminous cloud, the blue depths of the sky, the uplands of my desire.
She did indeed overcome the obstacles and earned her degree, the first blind and deaf student to do so.
I realize now what a selfish, greedy girl I was to ask that my cup of happiness should be filled to overflowing, without stopping to think how many other people's cups were quite empty. I feel heartily ashamed of my thoughtlessness.
It is only once in a great while that I feel discontented, and allow myself to wish for things I cannot hope for in this life. But, as you know, my heart is usually brimful of happiness. The thought that my dear Heavenly Father is always near, giving me abundantly of all those things, which truly enrich life and make it sweet and beautiful, makes every deprivation seem of little moment compared with the countless blessings I enjoy.
I enjoyed reading Anne Sullivan's side of things, too, and wish I could share several quotes about how her philosophy of educating Helen developed. Even though Anne herself had attended the Institute, she had to come up with her own methods on the spot to teach Helen. She determined to teach her in a natural and not a "classroom" way, at least until Helen learned to communicate well. Anne's letters here were informally written to a lady at the Institute who was like a mother to her, and I am so glad these letters were included rather than formal reports: they reveal much of her heart.
If only I were better fitted for the great task! I feel every day more and more inadequate. My mind is full of ideas; but I cannot get them into working shape. You see, my mind is undisciplined, full of skips and jumps, and here and there a lot of things huddled together in dark corners. How I long to put it in order! Oh, if only there were some one to help me! I need a teacher quite as much as Helen. I know that the education of this child will be the distinguishing event of my life, if I have the brains and perseverance to accomplish it.
One aspect of Helen's education that I did not quite pick up on was how it became so public. A lot of that publicity seemed to come from Mr. Anagnos, but I don't know if he was just excited about it or promoting the work of the Institute or what. Major frustrations for Anne were the exaggerations of Helen's accomplishments or Anne' abilities in the news, or the judgments of her methods by people who had no real idea of what was involved.
Please give her my warm love, and tell her not to feel troubled about it any more. No one shall be allowed to think it was anything wrong; and some day she will write a great, beautiful story or poem that will make many people happy. Tell her there are a few bitter drops in every one's cup, and the only way is to take the bitter patiently, and the sweet thankfully.
As a Christian, I enjoy learning about a person's spiritual development. This post is already long, so I don't feel I can share many of the quotes I have marked on this aspect, but I think Helen was greatly confused. Anne recorded that she tried to avoid the topic of religion as she felt unqualified to deal with it. Wikipedia records that Helen eventually followed someone who taught universalism.
I did not know until scanning the Wikipedia article on Helen that Anne married Mr. Macy, the editor, a couple of years after the book was published! I read a Kindle edition, but apparently the one I have is no longer available. There are various Kindle editions available, however. In the version I read, the formatting wasn't done well: sometimes it was hard to tell when a quote from a letter ended and the editor's words began. Some of the letters are indented, but many are not. I also just discovered that the book is online here and includes pictures that are not in my Kindle edition, including some samples of Helen's writing. The original book was published in 1903: this particular edition was published in 2014, and I wish they had included an afterword about the rest of Helen's life, but I had to peruse Wikipedia for that.
I had only known the bare basics of Helen's early life, probably from the movie The Miracle Worker, and I very much enjoyed learning more about her and Anne.
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I grew up in North Alabama, about 40 miles from Tuscumbia, where Helen was born. Every summer the Miracle Worker play is performed in the back yard of the Keller house, using the actual pump that Helen was using when she learned the word "water." We often took company there in the summer.
What a neat experience that would be!
How interesting! My middle daughter has the same philosophy towards college. I always find it amazing how much HK learned being deaf and blind. I just can't imagine missing both those senses. All that she accomplished truly seems miraculous.
Although I loved college, it did seem like it was more about getting through material at a fast pace rather than processing it. I can't imagine missing both those senses, either – just missing one would be hard.
One of my daughters did a paper on Helen Keller years ago when she was in elementary school and I remember loving a biography of her when i was kid. We all watched and loved A Miracle Worker…there are several versions. This sounds like a great book!
Wow, I should really pick this up! The section you shared was so well written. So impressive for someone only in their twenties.
What a great review! I always enjoy your thoughts.