JAY-Z has dropped another bomb-shell mini-documentary for his new album, 4:44, 'Footnotes for 4:44″, which is much a confessional about rumored infidelity his wife Beyoncé first laid bare on Lemonade.
"This is my real life. I just ran into this place and we built this big, beautiful mansion of a relationship that wasn't totally built on the 100 percent truth and it starts cracking. Things start happening that the public can see," JAY-Z explained about his marriage.
"Then we had to get to a point of, 'Okay, tear this down and let's start from the beginning … It's the hardest thing I've ever done," he continued.
"What is happening to my body right now? Did I just say … 'Don't leave'? All this is new for me," he said, recalling a vacation with Beyoncé during which he begged his wife not to leave.
Later, JAY-Z discussed the reasons why he played "4:44" for Beyoncé before anyone else. "We just got to a place where, in order for this to work, this can't be fake. Not one ounce. I'm not saying it wasn't uncomfortable because obviously it was," he said.